get close to her, bend her

Gu Qingqing's second aunt came back to the rented house from the night shift at the small restaurant, and woke up the sleeping second uncle, "Old Han, you can call our mother and see how things are going at home. The old and restless plopping at night."

The second uncle had worked as a coolie on the construction site for a day, and now he was tired and sleepy. He turned over and hummed, but fell asleep again.

"Get up!" The second aunt squeezed the second uncle's thigh hard, "You know how to sleep if you have no skills!"

The old man stared in a daze, took out his mobile phone and threw it to the second aunt, and complained in a muffled voice, "What time is it, my mother is asleep, calling her so late, isn't it scaring her!"

"Why is it so scary? You have to dare to call during the day. What if someone surnamed Wang sees and forces our mother to do it!" The second aunt pouted the second uncle, and called the old mother herself .

After hanging up the phone, the second aunt panicked and pushed the second uncle up, "Something happened to Laohan, the man surnamed Wang and his brother came to see us! We can't live in this place any longer. Please call your niece quickly. Don't let her slip up!"

"Oh, are you annoying!" Old Han muttered half asleep, "I want to beat myself."

"Hey, you stupid old fool, who am I doing this for, for whom!" The second aunt landed on the second uncle with a fist, and the second uncle was very annoying, "Okay, I will hit!"

The second uncle picked up the phone and unplugged it several times, but it reminded you that the number you dialed has been turned off. "Turn off the phone, let's talk about it tomorrow! People won't find it so quickly, what a crime! You are used to it, and you will run away if you get into trouble!"

"You're still blaming me, you heartless! He's not your son!" The couple started fighting after arguing.

In the night, the Xiangyi warm house is surrounded by a thin layer of mist, and in the quiet night, soft light is occasionally emitted from the windows.

When Gu Qingqing returned home, she realized that she had nothing to do.She originally went to Zhan Yun to ask her to give her some advice, but after such a fuss, she forgot all about it.She was lying on the bed flicking her mobile phone back and forth, feeling like a nest of hedgehogs in her heart, restless, restless and tingling.His heart was on fire, but he didn't know whether it was because of Zhanyun's abrupt kiss, or because he was angry with himself.

She is not a person without self-knowledge.But there is a big difference between recognizing the shortcomings by yourself and being pointed out mercilessly by others.Especially that Zhanyun who is still so much better than himself.

At the beginning, she regarded Zhan Yun as her rival in love, and felt that she was cold and unreasonable, but gradually she felt that although this person was cold-tempered, there was nothing wrong with him. Treat her like a friend.

Even so, there is already a string in her heart, the other party is still a rival in love.But what does Zhan Yun mean by kissing himself tonight?Just kidding, to make her look ugly, or... have other intentions?

Although she didn't want to admit it, she was indeed somewhat attracted by Zhan Yun's excellence.The biggest change brought about by this attraction is that she also imagines that the other party is as strong as a self-improving woman.

"Sister Gu?" Li Xue wrapped herself in the quilt, turned over and looked at Gu Qingqing, "Do you have something on your mind?"

"Did the light from the phone affect you?" Gu Qingqing simply turned off the phone.

"No, I can't sleep, alas." Li Xue sighed.

"What's wrong?" Gu Qingqing heard her frustration, turned on the bedside lamp, and saw Li Xue, "Is work not going well?"

Li Xue simply got up and leaned against the head of the bed, "I'm so annoying. I haven't saved a penny since I graduated for more than half a year. Sometimes I have to rely on my parents for subsidies. A few days ago, I was chatting in the classmate group, watching When someone gets married, when someone buys a house, I have a big gap in my heart. They say that I am a big star, and I am not ashamed to talk."

"How long has it been since you graduated, don't think so much. You may not be as good as others now, and no one can say what will happen in the future." Gu Qingqing was deeply moved, "It's been almost five years since I graduated, and now I'm still It’s not as good as you. Don’t follow my old path, while you’re young, make as much trouble as you can, don’t get caught up in the things in front of you, and waste time in vain by looking forward and backward.”

No one doesn't want to be outstanding, and no one wants to be a wimp all his life.Gu Qingqing knew that many people looked down on her, so she kept muddling along.She used to like to pin her hopes on others too much, and cared too much about the opinions of the outside world. A little negative voice would make her retreat.

"Well, I understand all these principles." Li Xue looked at Gu Qingqing with her chin resting, her melancholy lessened, "I just feel that everyone has succeeded, but I am not successful, and I am a little disappointed."

"Success, what does it mean to be successful?" Gu Qingqing fell into deep thought, "Married? Have a house and a car? No worries about food and clothing, a happy family? Or being famous all over the world? Maybe everyone's definition of success is different. You are only so old and you are young, it is normal to feel a little lost occasionally, how can you not experience any setbacks in your life. Only after going through messy things and facing life again, will you have a sense of happiness."

"How do you talk like you are in your seventies and eighties, but I like to listen to it, hehe, bring me another big pot of this chicken soup!" Li Xue smiled mischievously, "You are only 27, and it looks like you are much older than me "Sister Gu, can I tell you something in my heart?"

Gu Qingqing nodded, and Li Xue added, "Then listen, don't be angry."

"What's wrong with me? Tell me!" Gu Qingqing gave Li Xue an affirmative look, and then Li Xue said, "Little sister Gu, you are really too soft-tempered, and sometimes you feel so soft. Angry! Since we have known each other for this period of time, all I have seen is that you are being bullied, but obviously you can resist. Take your second aunt’s family as an example, I am still very angry now, and I don’t care about them anymore , that's for your sake."

"Oh, I'm sorry." Gu Qing was full of apology, and held Li Xue's hand, but Li Xue shook her head, "Sister Gu, I don't want you to apologize, nor do I mean that you have a bad personality. In fact, your personality is right. For my friends, it’s really good, enthusiastic, loves to help people, and is not snobbish. When I was young, my parents and I have seen a truth. A truly kind person does not mean that he will give alms to the poor when he is rich. What, but when I only had one cornbread, I broke off half of it and gave it to a beggar on the side of the road. You are the true kindness in this story, but your kindness sometimes has no position. Obviously you only have Half a cornbread, but you are going to be hungry, so give it to someone who is not hungry. Oh, sister Gu, do you understand what I mean?"

Gu Qingqing bowed her head and said nothing for a long time, she sighed a long time, "I understand what you mean, in fact, sometimes I feel that I am not up to date, and I also feel sad and angry."

A person who knows his own shortcomings and analyzes them in front of his friends is courage in itself.

Gu Qingqing was slightly distracted, and continued, "My parents have loved me since I was a child. Life can be regarded as smooth and smooth, and the adults will bear the occasional small troubles. After they passed away, I especially I’m afraid, I’m afraid I won’t be able to survive, and I’m particularly insecure. In this world, except for parents, no one will love another person for no reason. So I want to be good to everyone, maybe there are a few of these people I will also treat me well. Because I am a girl, my grandma doesn’t like me, and my second aunt doesn’t like me either. But as a junior, I must treat my grandma well, because I am doing my filial piety instead of my father. I'm young, how long can I let her live, as long as it's not too much, I will always take care of her. And my second aunt, actually, I didn't expect them to be such people. "

Gu Qingqing smiled wryly and shook her head, "At first, I was kind to them because of family affection. I thought that as long as I gave, they would change. Now it seems that I thought it was too simple. Some people seem to hide not hot."

"Then since you understand everything, are you still going to take care of their affairs?" Li Xue asked.

Gu Qingqing opened her mouth, and finally sighed again, "Li Xue, to tell you the truth, I am very contradictory."

"Okay, I understand you. After all, there is a bond of blood, and you have become a habit of helping them. It's like a cold, and you can't just say it." Li Xue tilted her head and thought about it. After thinking about it, he said, "Sister Zhan is an excellent person, but she is aloof, too cold in character, difficult to get along with, and will definitely affect interpersonal relationships. Although you are smart and enthusiastic, but poor in decision-making, if the two of you get married, That's the perfect heartthrob."

"The two of us get married?" Gu Qing shook her head, and was startled when she heard this sentence, her face turned red. Fortunately, the bedside lamp was not very bright, so she couldn't see clearly.

"That's right, the two of you have an average personality." Li Xue didn't pay attention.

Gu Qingqing smiled awkwardly, she had misinterpreted this sentence as something else.

"Zhanyun is too good, like a thorny overlord flower, unscrupulous in full bloom, heroic and domineering, and you... well, I don't know what kind of flower you are." Li Xue didn't find a suitable flower for herself. Hua used to describe Gu Qingqing as very dissatisfied, but Gu Qingqing said, "I'm just a dog's tail grass."

"Why belittle yourself so much!" Li Xue glared at her, but Gu Qingqing smiled and said, "It's not belittle, why should I belittle myself, I have shortcomings, but I also have advantages, right? Just like a dog's tail Like grass, it was just a small and weak green leaf when it was first born, but as long as you give me a little sweet rain, I will grow vigorously, and I will not be able to pull it clean, and then swagger into a green field, maybe one day If the gene is mutated, it will also become an overlord flower."

"Haha, little sister Gu, you have not been in vain for the past few years in the magazine, and what you said is awesome." Li Xue clapped her hands appreciatively, "Well, I look forward to your potential stock soaring into sister Zhan Such a blue-chip stock, but, you dogtail grass, don't lurk for too long, you know that it will fall for a long time!"

"Xue, don't worry, I will give you justice!" Gu Qingqing suddenly patted Li Xue on the shoulder, and vowed, "Although I don't understand stocks, I won't let myself fall!"

"Okay, let's go to bed then!"

"go to bed!"

The two talked to each other about their concerns, they were in a good mood, they turned off the lights, and burrowed into the quilt. Gu Qingqing closed her eyes, with a relaxed smile on her face, just like a spring flower in spring, holding back for a long time, After a light rain, it blooms golden and brilliant.

She said silently in her heart, "Gu Qingqing, there are so many people who care about you around you, and there are so many things worth doing, why do you still focus on things that don't matter. Responsibility is not equal to obligation, You don't owe Second Aunt, nor anyone else, the only thing you owe is yourself! Come on!"

On the second day, Li Xue dragged her luggage to the company and received closed artist training, including singing and dancing as a host.The training lasted for a week, and Gu Qing calculated the time. After the basic training, it was time for the annual leave.

Gu Qingqing went to Chenya with Li Xue. She came to discuss the program flow of "High Energy Youth" with the production team and refine the rules.The recording time of the show has been set, and it will be put in the next year.The four seasons are preliminarily determined, and each season corresponds to four seasons—spring, summer, autumn and winter, and 10 issues are preliminarily determined for one season.Therefore, the recording after the next year will be very tense, and the production cycle will be compressed, so all the preparation work must be completed before the year.The host team of the first season was determined to be a confrontation between two groups. One of the main MCs was Zhan Junyao. Considering that she is a pure newcomer, the program team changed the plan again, and determined the main MC of each group to be two people. The model of a mature artist bringing a new artist is adopted, and with the addition of flying guests, there are six people in total: four main MCs plus two flying guests for each issue.

The program team has already drawn up a list of artists, and besides Su Mimi and Li Xue, the flying guests for each episode are also under negotiation.Only two of the four main MCs have been confirmed, and there are two more, and the only difference is the combination of one old and one new.As one of the collaborators, Chenya wanted these two to come from among her own artists.The main person in charge of the production team, Teacher Wu, half agrees and half disagrees. Among the four MCs, the other main MC of Zhan Junyao's group is already Chenya's first brother. The confrontation group cannot all be Chenya's people, otherwise this show It would be boring to just make Chenya's internal gathering.After discussion, Chenya can recommend a newcomer from the existing list to be the main MC.Another MC program group also has a list, all of them are young students who are in charge of the current traffic.

Although Gu Qingqing used to be an entertainment reporter, she was at most a member of the circle. Naturally, she could not offer any good opinions on the selection of candidates. She is mainly responsible for program planning, ensuring that the programs are innovative and interesting. It can spread positive energy while entertaining the public.If the artist is well chosen, it can add to the show.Then Gu Qingqing's work is the finishing touch, so Teacher Wu attaches great importance to her. I heard that not long after she had the operation, Teacher Wu was still worried about whether she would be able to work. As a result, at the end of the day, Gu Qingqing's desperate energy took Wu The teacher was so moved that he didn't want to.

Thinking that Li Xue was training in a closed mode, at night, Gu Qingqing went home alone, and happened to meet Zhan Yun downstairs.The two entered the elevator without saying a word, and kept silent about what happened last night.

Zhan Yun arrived at the 22nd floor first, and the elevator door opened with a ding. Before Zhan Yun could go out, he saw the door of his own house opened obliquely in front of him. I'm dead."

Zhan Yun stepped out of the elevator, Zhan Muyang was still looking inside, Zhan Yun pushed him back into the room, "Didn't I order you takeaway in advance, it hasn't arrived yet?"

"It's here. It's really unpalatable." Zhan Muyang pointed to the open takeaway box on the dining table and asked, "Sister-in-law, don't you come to cook today."

"Is my sister-in-law screaming? It was a joke yesterday!" Zhan Yun changed his coat, washed his hands, and picked up the chopsticks to taste it. It was quite unpalatable, why didn't he feel it before.

"Are you kidding? Then why haven't you seen you joking with others before." Zhan Muyang pouted and made a gesture of snoring, Zhan Yun glared at him, and said coldly, "Are you going back tonight? "

"I won't go back, I will live with you from now on." Zhan Muyang sat cross-legged on the sofa, picked up a magazine and flipped through it.Zhan Yun took out his mobile phone and was about to call Feng Mian when Zhan Muyang jumped up and snatched it, "Don't call him! I want to break up with him!"

"Breaking up? What kind of monster are you?" Zhan Yun went to grab the phone, and Zhan Muyang stuffed the phone under his buttocks, "Why did I play the monster, he was the one who went on a blind date first! Since he doesn't want to be with me , I will fulfill him!"

"Blind date? With a girl?" Zhan Yun frowned. She knew Feng Mian quite well, and he probably wouldn't do such things as cheating on marriage. "Is there some misunderstanding? Did he explain it to you?"

"Hmph, what misunderstanding can there be? Explanation is sophistry. A blind date is betrayal. When he kicks me, I might as well dump him first. It's not that I can't find a partner!" Zhan Muyang flipped through the magazine angrily, It's all noise.

Zhan Yun pushed him and took out his phone, "If you think this takeaway is not good, call another one."

"Why are you going!" Zhan Muyang hurriedly asked seeing Zhan Yun put on his coat and go out.

"I'm going for a walk, call me if you need anything!"

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The author has something to say: in the last chapter, the place where the words were slapped is the place where the asterisk is. Because Chapter V is not easy to change, so I put it here. In fact, it will not affect it if you don’t read it.

"Who is it?" Zhan Yun opened the door, and saw Gu Qingqing standing outside wearing only pajamas and carrying a medicine box. "What are you doing? Dress like this in the middle of the night to go to *door* service*? Your part-time business has expanded to sleep with *?"