half a lifetime separated by clouds

The 19-year-old boy watched helplessly that the five-year-old football genius ran all over the court, sweating, and scored one goal after another in front of his face; The strength and talent of the short boy whom he met for the second time, his eyes followed him closely involuntarily, and the unconvinced characteristic of children who had not grown up were still hidden in the eyes, but gradually, more and more, they were full. The star-like light that is about to overflow.Such a dazzling person, such a person who is so close but feels so far away, such a shining person.Want to be that kind of person.I want to be a shining person like him.Want to be Messi.

The game is over.It is only one step away from replicating the miracle of Pele's team winning the World Club Cup, but it is so close.But for some reason, Neymar was sad but not very disappointed.

After the game, Neymar and Messi stood together on the stage and were asked to exchange jerseys.Standing next to the shining person, Neymar suddenly became a little cautious. He usually looked handsome and rebellious, but now he dared not show it.He casually looked at Messi beside him, the sweat on his forehead hadn't evaporated yet, shining against the light.Messi turned his head and smiled at him, and generously handed Neymar his jersey. Neymar's heart suddenly jumped irregularly. He felt a little burning on his face and a little flustered in his heart. The Santos boy who felt flustered and hurriedly drooped his eyes.What came into view was his neck, which was different from the brown skin that he usually exposed to the sun indifferently. His neck was abnormally white, and his skin was as fresh and tender as a newborn baby, completely different from ordinary football players.The sweat on his face slowly trickled down his cheeks, onto his neck, and then slipped into his neckline and disappeared.Neymar felt unusually hot in his cheeks.

Neymar took the No. 10 jersey handed over by Messi and couldn't help but glance at him.The Ball Dynasty in front of him showed a friendly smile and said "Come on", so his face burned slightly again. He didn't seem to realize that this was an embarrassment he had never had when staying with those beautiful girls.At this moment, he had forgotten that at the beginning he still had a little jealousy of a boy who hadn't grown up, and now that was almost gone.On the field, Messi can be alone, but he has always thought about his teammates; at this time, he smiled harmlessly at himself, and his heart became soft in such a smile.

After getting his jersey, Neymar ran around the field like a little lunatic for several times. Fortunately, the fans had already left the field at that time, otherwise they would have been shocked to see such a scene.In the evening in Japan, the sky was a little bit dark, and the huge stadium was empty. Neymar ran like this alone. When fine sweat oozes from his forehead, he lay down on the grass with "MESSI" printed on it. He held his jersey in his hand and looked at it carefully.Recalling the scene a few hours ago, I wanted to smile. For some reason, the corners of my mouth wanted to bend an arc inexplicably.So he allowed himself to laugh heartlessly like a child.

The author has something to say: still a chapter with very few words...(ˇ.ˇ)