half a lifetime separated by clouds

The Nou Camp miracle will eventually go down in history forever, but miracles will not happen again and again.In the first leg of the quarter-finals of the Champions League, Barcelona repeated their tricks and lost to another team, Juventus, by the same score.However, in the second round, they finally did not usher in a miracle again.

This season, Barcelona finally ended hastily.

After the season, Neymar returned to the national team.

Putting on the long-lost No. [-] and fighting side by side with his long-lost national team teammates, Neymar always feels vaguely these days that there is something different from the feeling in Barcelona.

"Beep—" the final whistle sounded, and the Brazilian teammates ran over to hug and celebrate Neymar, who scored the goal. The flashlights captured his face generously, and the fans cheered like a tsunami , Scream.Being in such an environment, Neymar suddenly felt extra enjoyment and adaptation.He seemed to understand the difference between here and Barcelona.Here, he is a well-deserved king, he is the focus of the audience, he is the core of the team, and he is the favorite of the fans.In Barcelona, ​​he is a prince, but he will always be a prince. The king's throne will always belong to another person.

Neymar had mixed feelings in his heart.He didn't want to admit that until now, he still had a trace of jealousy towards that person in his heart. In 2011, he was intoxicated by that person's demeanor. He admired him from the bottom of his heart, loved him, and followed him. For so many years, he felt great satisfaction as long as he could follow behind him.He thought that his unspeakable feelings for that person were the only reason for following these years; but he just ignored the evil human nature.Perhaps, it was because his eyes were too hot to stare at that person every time, which covered up the shame in his heart that even he himself didn't realize.And this self-ashamedness finally hit Neymar's heart clearly by looking at each other from a distance that night.

Just when Neymar hadn't fully digested the complex feelings in his heart, a cautious offer was quietly delivered to him.Paris Saint-Germain, the team that was miraculously reversed by Barcelona last season, turned around and handed over an offer to the biggest hero who defeated them in the reversal.Neymar smiled coldly, is this football, interests come first.

However, various news about Neymar's suspected departure from the team began to appear overwhelmingly on the Internet, and fans watched the new developments about Neymar's transfer every day on their mobile phones.This scene seems to have returned to those days when he had not left Santos 4 years ago.Only this time, he really didn't know how to choose.

Neymar's mobile phone was quietly lying on his Brazilian teammate Alves' text message: "Ner, you, come here? There are many here, your family." Neymar's heart softened.Well, Marquinhos, Lucas Jr., Silva, they are all my most familiar and closest teammates of the national team. Go there by yourself, and you should be able to live well.

Pique's voice came from the TV, and he was talking to the camera that Neymar would not leave Barcelona.For some reason, his tone was so determined, and his eyes looking at the camera were as deep as a lake.Neymar in front of the TV smiled with red eyes. This guy who always cares about and takes care of himself like a brother, he really doesn't want to let himself go.And myself, are you really willing to leave this group of teammates who have been with you for four years? Are you really willing to leave the person you care about?

The door of the room was gently pushed open by old Neymar. He looked at his confused son and said lovingly, "Son, this time, I still respect your decision." Neymar raised his head gratefully, and his father sighed with emotion. He opened his mouth, "But, child, I really feel sorry for you when I see you living for other people's kingship all these years. When you grow up, you will always live for yourself in the future, won't you?" Inside Mal's eyes turned slightly red again. It turned out that his father had always kept everything in mind.Although he didn't know what level his father understood, but his heart was always thinking of his only son.

Yes, I have grown up.Neymar let out a long sigh of relief as if he made up his mind, and a tear slowly fell from the corner of his eye.

On the day when it was announced that they were going to leave, facing this young master who always brought joy to everyone, everyone in Barcelona didn't speak for a long time.Neymar relieved the atmosphere, suppressed the dull pain in his heart and pretended to be relaxed: "Hey! Why don't everyone talk? Is this starting to hate me?"

"Stinky boy, what are you talking about!" Pique stepped forward and punched him pretending to be angry.Lao Bai said gently, "No matter where you are, you will always be our friend." Neymar smiled happily.He looked aside, Messi frowned, and the silence made his heart ache.Neymar lowered his head silently, and his heart sank immediately.

Suddenly the body was surrounded by a warm hug.This familiar candy-flavored hug made Neymar's tears fall immediately.He buried his head on Messi's shoulder for a long time, closed his eyes and said nothing.Everyone looked at each other in blank dismay, and suddenly there was some unspoken clarity in their hearts.

Messi whispered in Neymar's ear: "It's okay, I understand everything. I understand everything." Neymar was a little stunned. He wanted to ask, what did you say, what did you include? What I said is clear, is it the answer that I am looking forward to and afraid of?

However, he finally did not speak.

I'm leaving.

Neymar glanced at the Nou Camp for the last time and said softly in his heart.

Messi quietly looked at Neymar in the distance.He thought, he will never forget the boy who seemed too shy standing beside him in the 2011 Club World Cup; he will never forget the surprise when he made his debut at Camp Nou in 2013; Never forget how cute he was by his side in every training session; never forget how happy he was when he ran up after his own goal; never forget how he stared at himself behind him He will never forget the starlight in his eyes when he said that Messi is the best of his generation; he will never forget all his naughty, funny, happy and lost,

He will never forget this simple and beautiful name, Neymar.

Messi's eyes gradually blurred.

The author has something to say: It's over, it's over!After all, it is full of [-] characters~~~~(>_<)~~~~ Xiaomeng's new writer really can't afford to hurt!

I knew this ending when I started writing it, because that's the reality it's based on.

Anyway, commemorating the years I used to like him.