i have always liked you

When I woke up the next day, it was past eleven o'clock.

I sat on the bed, in a daze, not knowing if my parents were there, so I got out of bed after a while and went to wash and change clothes.

When I got to the living room, I saw my mother lying on the sofa and pressing the remote control.

I walked over, sat on the small sofa next to her, and called her: "Mom."

There is no change from a month ago. Although she is almost 50, her face can tell that she was a full-fledged beauty when she was young.

She smiled: "Xiaoyu has woken up."

I don't know if it's because she can control her time freely now, but it's true that she smiles a little more to me, but only a little.

I nodded: "Yeah." I said, "Are you hungry? I'm going to cook."

She changed the station, then put down the remote control: "I've already eaten." She said, "There are vegetables in the refrigerator, cook whatever you want."

I got up: "OK."

It wouldn't be like this if my sister was here.

After I finished eating, she changed her clothes again, carried her bag, and changed her shoes at the door: "I'm going to play cards, you can play by yourself."

I said: "OK."

I can only say yes, because they won't stay alone with me for too long without my sister.

In the afternoon, I made an appointment with Lin Xi at a coffee shop on our side.

Lin Xi arrived later than me. She opened the chair and sat down, then stroked her hair and said, "Is your hair messed up?"

I looked at her big waves and smiled: "No."

Lin Xi asked the waiter to order a cup of coffee, and then asked me: "What's the arrangement for today?"

I stirred my coffee: "I have something to tell you."

"I know." Lin Xi said, "I'm asking what happens after I'm done talking? Don't you just stay in the store until dinner?"

"Of course not." I shook my head, "Lin Xi, I..."

I am a little hesitant, how should I speak?

Lin Xi crossed his fingers, jokingly said: "What's the matter, seeing you like this, makes me anxious, Xiaoyu, you don't have some terminal illness, do you?"

I thought about it and nodded.

Lin Xi made a "swish", and his face changed: "I'm stupid! Don't scare me!"

Her voice was a bit loud, and the guests at the other tables all looked towards us.

I made a "shh" gesture to her: "Keep your voice down."

It happened that the waiter brought her the coffee, Lin Xi said thank you and put the coffee aside.

"No, what's going on? What's wrong? Don't scare me, Xiaoyu." She asked a little anxiously, her eyes still showing undisguised concern.

I reassured her: "Don't you worry." I said, "I'm just lovesick."

Lin Xi: "...crazy."

I smiled bitterly: "It's also terminally ill, because she won't be with me."

Lin Xi came back to her senses completely: "Ah? I thought you were joking..." The next second she was shocked, "So it's because you like someone, but he doesn't like you, and then you are here by yourself Hurt the spring and mourn the autumn, as if the body has been hollowed out?"

Me: "Yes, that's right."

Lin Xi: "So it's not a terminal illness?" She got angry again, "I'm so mad, you scared me to death just now!"

I bow my head.

Lin Xi took a sip of coffee, then stirred it with his right hand, and asked me: "Tell me, what's the situation? Who is he? Do I know him?"

I pick the question and answer: "You know."

Lin Xi: "... Wucao, it can't be Chen Xing, right? Senior sister Zhou has broken up with him. In my circle of friends these days, she has a bit of a fascinated style of painting, a girl who is broken in love, it's too horrible to look at."

I shook my head: "No."

Lin Xi thought: "That's Jiang Yixian? Didn't you say that he was chasing my goddess last time?" She nodded to confirm her answer, "It must be so, senior Jiang likes my goddess, and you like senior Jiang, so you won't follow me You are together."

After she finished talking to herself, she reached out and patted my head lightly: "There is no grass anywhere in the world, why bother to fall in love with a single flower."

She finally returned the sentence to me intact.

I:"......"

I finally didn't struggle, I looked at her: "Lin Xi." I slowed down, "It's not someone else I like."

I paused and said, "It's Xu Ci."

The world seemed to have quieted down, and everything around me seemed to have no sound. I didn't expect it to be so easy to say this sentence.

Lin Xi: ".......Meow meow???" She was shocked, "My God?" She lowered her head and lowered her voice, "Did I hear you right? My goddess? You like her ?"

I'm right."

Lin Xi touched my forehead: "I don't have a fever, why are you so confused?"

I gently patted her hand away, and I said: "No kidding, I like her."

Lin Xi finally stopped being unruly, she tentatively asked me: "Really?"

I nodded.

She said: "Xiaoyu...do you not distinguish between friendship and love?"

I shook my head: "I made it very clear, the feeling for her is different from yours."

Lin Xi pursed his lips, and looked a little more serious: "Then does she know?"

I shook my head again: "She doesn't know." I said, "I'm afraid she knows too."

Lin Xi frowned slightly: "What about now? What are you going to do?"

I pursed my lips and shook my head.

What can I plan?Confession?Not to mention my cowardice, she also has someone she likes, if I say I like her, maybe I can't even be friends with her.

I'm a little sad. After I hung up on her last night, she must have been angry too. She didn't send me any messages. I don't have the guts to contact her even now.

I'm angry with myself, why did I say that I have someone I like last night?In this way, maybe he won't hear her flat tone with almost no fluctuations, and why did he hang up the phone?I'm speechless about my bad temper.

I twisted my fingers: "And she has someone she likes."

Lin Xi stroked his forehead: "Then you... I don't know what to say anymore."

She asked me, "Then when did you realize you liked her?"

I thought about it and said, "After I wake up from illness..."

The question mark written on Lin Xi's face: "That's two days ago?"

I nodded again, "Yeah", "But I felt different about her before, do you understand that feeling, it's weird to see her cry for someone else, and the songs she sang were also sung for that person Yes, her mood completely follows that person. Every time she does this, I feel very upset. She said that she wants to become better and better in order to be more suitable for that person. It hurts me even more."

Lin Xi: ".......It feels like it's the first time you've spoken so much."

I:"......."

Lin Xi: "Then what can you do? Maybe my goddess is too..." She gave me a look, "There are quite a lot of Miss Lily in our school."

I denied her, and said in a low voice: "No, she... mentioned in front of me that she almost fell in love with that person at first sight, and she has been secretly in love with him for a semester."

Lin Xi touched my head: "Xiaoyu."

Tears were rolling in my eyes, and I looked up at her.

She smiled: "I'm very happy that you have someone you like, even though the other party is a girl, I'm also happy that you can tell me this secret," and continued, "Ah... I don't know much about this , so I can't give you any advice, so go ahead."

She said: "Although I like boys, I can't understand your feelings, but it should be the same. I think it's OK that you like girls. I just didn't think of it before."

She said: "There are some things you never tell me, you keep yourself bored in your world, I hope the goddess likes you too, so maybe some of your knots can be opened."

She smiled: "Maybe you can try? Don't be afraid."

The author has something to say:

progress is really fast

not procrastinating at all

I...before I write next time...

Be sure to save the manuscript first...

And it’s really the first time to write gl

And it was written and posted on a whim

So in some places I am also a little confused

emmmmm...Never use No.1 next time...

This article is considered... debut? hhhh

Still double update

Strive to finish before 20 words

quite short

Then because of the relationship between classmate Xiao Ke

The structure of this article will not be large

It's love later

Ok

that's it