i have always liked you

A large number of classmates have already come to the classroom. Xu Ci’s class 2 is next to ours. I sit in the corner of the first row of our class, and Xu Ci sits in front of me.

Teacher Xiao stepped on his high heels, put down the materials, said "quiet" and began to talk about the arrangements for this week.

However, in fact, it is already Tuesday, and there are only classes on Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, and three days, so there are not many things to talk about.

Xu Ci listened, leaned her head back a little, looked sideways at the podium, but still spoke to me: "Xiaoxiao, you..." She was a little hesitant.

I looked at her beautiful profile, and moved a little closer, and asked softly, "Huh? What's wrong?"

She pinned Xu Ci's hair behind her ears. Her ears were very small and delicate, as white as transparent, and some thin blood vessels could still be seen, but they were a little reddish now.

"Are you coming to the game on Thursday?" She said, then glanced at me, then continued to look at Teacher Xiao.

The distance is so close, my heart is pounding like a deer, but I suddenly want to tease her.

I suppressed the upturned corners of my mouth and replied softly: "No."

Xu Ci turned her head away, and said "Oh", I thought it was cute, I stretched out my hand and patted her on the shoulder: "Are you angry?"

Xu Ci shook his head, his soft hair was moving, but he didn't speak.

I pursed my lips and smiled: "I'm going." I said, "I won't go."

This time, I won't ask the class monitor for leave to say that I won't watch it. It's hosted by Xu Ci, how could I miss it.

Xu Ci still said "Oh" and didn't look back at me.

......ah?You won't be really angry, will you?I thought a little apprehensively.

After a while, Xu Ci turned around, his eyes were a little red, but he said calmly: "Let's go to the snack street from the stadium later."

I blankly agreed, not knowing why she was so sad again.

The stadium is crowded with people now, Xu Ci quietly walked to the football field.

After she finished that sentence, she kept silent. I touched my nose, not knowing what to say.

The emotions are a bit inexplicable, she is, and so am I.

After walking for a while, Xu Ci stopped, and I followed her to stop.

She turned her head to look at me, with a nasal voice: "Ke Xiaoyu."

My name was called again, my hand tightened, and I asked, "What's wrong?"

Xu Ci stopped looking at me, and looked straight ahead again: "Didn't you listen to the voice I sent you?" The voice seemed to come from far away, with a hint of coolness.

It was not too hot in early April, and the temperature was much lower at night. I gathered my coat and explained: "After listening for a few seconds, my sister came in and interrupted me." I glanced at her, "And waited until When you look at your phone again, you have already withdrawn."

Xu Ci turned her head abruptly, her eyes were already glistening at some point, then she sniffed, smiled and said, "That's it."

"Yeah." I nodded like a chicken pecking at rice.

Then she suddenly reached out, hugged my waist, and buried her head in the hollow of my shoulder, and I froze instantly.

The change in mentality made me unable to do any actions as before. I asked in a dull voice: "Ci Bao, what's wrong with you?" What I want to ask is, are you sad for him again?But I still don't want to abuse myself. If the answer is yes, then I will be too uncomfortable.

She shook her head slightly, indicating that she was fine. The friction of her hair made me lower my head slightly to smell the fragrance of her hair.

But I suddenly felt very sad. Although this emotion has always been there since I realized that I like her, but thinking about it myself is not the same as facing her and seeing her unhappy for another person.

It's like Ling Chi, which makes me a little out of breath.

She didn't cry, I didn't feel the tears, she was just very quiet, so quiet that if it wasn't because she was still hugging me tightly, I would have thought she was asleep.

I didn't raise my arms to hug her back like before. My hands hung down, clutching the corners of my clothes, and followed her in silence.

The laughter around me was endless, and the time passed by, but it didn't seem to be long.

After a while, she let me go and smiled at me, the smile was especially bitter under the dim light: "Let's go, eat."

Or, it was already bitter, I held my hand tightly and frowned.

Sure enough, you didn't mention him in front of me, but it doesn't mean you don't like him anymore, does it?

On the second day, Wednesday, there are four full classes in the morning.

What's rare is that Zhou Ting actually came to class, as if the last time I saw her was a long time ago.