i have always liked you

It was so silent, and the time came to seven o'clock.

At seven o'clock, the big screen on the stage first played the introduction of the contestants, and then the lights were turned on, and then amidst warm applause, the four hosts slowly walked out from one side, and then gave them lights close up.

The seat of our department is not bad, quite the front row, and my seat is a little to the right in the middle.

After Xu Ci came out, I never took my eyes off her.

Different from the high ponytail she wore in the morning, now her hair is draped in the back, and the makeup on her face makes me feel that her bright face is even more attractive at the moment. She is wearing a black v-neck slim dress with exquisite workmanship, her arms are long and graceful, and her collarbone is sexy and beautiful , her skin is good, and under the light, it is even more white as snow, and her slender waist seems to be full. She is tall and has long legs, not to mention wearing high heels now, which makes her look even better.

The other hostess next to her was immediately compared and overshadowed.

I selectively didn't hear what other people said, and I didn't miss a word of Xu Ci's lines.

She picked up the microphone with a smile, her movements were elegant, and her words were correct. When she introduced herself, "I am Xu Ci from Class 201, 2x, Grade [-] of the German Department", there was almost quite a commotion in Ming Yatang.

"My mom, she's only a freshman!"

"Do you have a boyfriend? You should have one, right?"

"This young lady is so beautiful! Do you have her contact information!"

I looked at her shining brightly on the stage, and I couldn't help but raised my chin slightly and raised the corners of my mouth, wishing I could point my finger at her and tell others, look, she is the one I like.

Well, how dare I let people see it.

I tilted my head slightly, and looked at her with my hand on the armrest and my chin. Maybe I noticed my gaze. Xu Ci also looked at me for a few seconds when Jiang Yixian was talking, and then turned his eyes away. It's not my illusion, it feels like her eyes just went from bright to dim in an instant.

It must be an illusion, right?After all... she is getting better and better, and can be worthy of the him she said.

But Xu Ci itself is good enough, who is it?Let her still feel that she is not good enough. In the past month, since the beginning of school, I haven't seen the person she said.

But once again, I envied that person again.

How wonderful, you can like Xu Ci.

I have it too, but it's friendship.

I should be content, I told myself again.

When Xu Ci introduced the rules on stage, he interacted with Jiang Yixian the most. The two of them were partners, they sang and harmonized, you asked me to answer, and they cooperated tacitly.

In other words, is Jiang Yixian my rival in love?I think.

It's true that I like Xu Ci, but I don't have the courage to say it out. It's different from Jiang Yixian's nature. He can show love boldly, but I can't, so...doesn't it count?

If Xu Ci hadn't said before that she has someone she likes, I think I might not be as cowardly as I am now.

Unlike yesterday's rehearsal, now Jiang Yixian is wearing a decent suit and a bow tie. He looks handsome and handsome, and his voice is magnetic. I heard girls discussing Jiang Yixian's future How perfect.

What competitions have you participated in, what awards have you won, etc., there are so many "fans".

Li Songning held up the camera and kept pressing the shutter button. Li Songning didn't put it down until the host went backstage and the first contestant came out.

Chen Xing looked at the stage seriously, looked at his phone from time to time, and sat upright, as if nothing would disturb him.

Li Songning sent me a message: "Ahhh!"

I:"?"

Li Songning: "Senior Jiang is so handsome, it's easy to wear a suit!"

I'm a little embarrassed: "Hahaha"

Li Songning: "Xu Ci is really a good match when standing together."

I typed with difficulty: "Yeah."

It's not the first time I've seen or heard something like this, but every time it makes me sad.

I have persuaded myself not to think too much more than once, but is thinking so easy to control?

Contestant No. 1 is from the Russian language department. I don't know what he sang, but I also applauded after he finished singing.

Amidst the cheers, contestant No. 2 also came out.

This is the third time for the college to hold a competition of this nature. Although the content is different, for example, there was a dance competition last semester, and a boys’ and girls’ festival, but I have never been here before because I feel very boring. Now I still Feeling bored.

I came here just for Xu Ci, without her on stage, it would be extremely boring.

After contestant No. 3 went down, Xu Ci and Jiang Yixian came on stage and reported their scores.

"Remove the highest score, remove the lowest score, contestant No. 1..." Xu Ci recited from the script in his hand, his voice still pleasant to the ear.

Chen Xing spoke at this time, he moved a little closer to me, and I moved a little further to the right.

Chen Xing smiled wryly: "Ke Xiaoyu, can you stop avoiding me?"

"I didn't." I denied it, I really didn't, and it was right to keep a distance.

Xu Ci and Jiang Yixian reported their scores on the stage, and the applause and cheers from the audience never stopped, and I even wanted to cover my ears when I was older.

After this wave passed, Jiang Yixian stepped back, Xu Ci turned right and left, and then Jiang Yixian also went to the backstage with long legs.

Contestant No. 4 came on stage. She was a sophomore in the Japanese Department. She sang the sad "friend" by Koji Tamaki. She sang very affectionately and lonely.

I feel that I have been really fascinated recently. I heard the last two paragraphs of Japanese "I am already a friend, what a beautiful friend, just keep the gentleness of being a friend, I am already a friend, a friend I admit from the bottom of my heart, from now on, Just friends forever." There were tears in my eyes.

Xu Ci and I will always be just friends.

I slapped my face with my right hand, blinked my eyes, and held back my tears.

There was thunderous applause from the audience, and someone in the Japanese department shouted "Goddess! Goddess!", and the seniors on the stage bowed shyly and left.

The phone vibrated a few times, and I unlocked it. It was Lin Xi who sent me a message. She was sitting on the second floor.

Lin Xi: Well sung

me: um

Lin Xi: Although I can't understand, I only heard a friend

I:......

Lin Xi: The style is completely different from Nishino Kana's "bestfriend"

Lin Xi: Xiaoyu, do you still remember the song bestfriend?The few Japanese songs I know are booming

I remember

Lin Xi took the initiative to be at the same table with me in the first year of high school. I was very cold at first, and then I gradually became acquainted with her.

I asked Lin Xi why he chose to be my friend.

After hearing this, Lin Xi laughed so hard that he could hardly straighten his waist, and then he said: This question is really too shameful, you know Xiaoyu, I read too many Marysu novels at that time, and I felt that the girls who looked cold on the surface were actually human. Very good, and Xiaoyu, you were the most "cold" in our school at that time. Although I was in a different class from you in junior high school, I also knew Ke Xiaoyu in class 1, so I decided to do it with you when I was in the same class as you in the first year of high school. At the same table, but indeed, the novel did not lie to me, you are really super nice, Xiao Yu.

Me: ... ok

"Bestfriend" was sung by Lin Xi later when he was in KTV.

Lin Xi: Zei number 5, it feels like the third prize

me: um

Me: Singing is very ordinary

Lin Xi: Hahahahahaha I thought of the time when you were on stage in high school, you sang much better than this

It suddenly occurred to me that Lin Xi seemed to have recorded it at the time.

Me: Is there any more video?

Lin Xi: still

Me: send me when you have time

Lin Xi: OK

Lin Xi: I have time now, online disk

Linxi:

I opened it and clicked save.

Lin Xi: Do you want to send it to her?

I have no idea

Lin Xi: Which one is your family?

I have no idea

Lin Xi:......

Lin Xi: By the way... the goddess will look good tonight

Lin Xi: Fair skin, beautiful and long legs

Lin Xi: I still have breasts

me: um

Me: nice

Me: so pretty

Me: very nice

Lin Xi: ...be more reserved, please

not possible for me

After chatting with Lin Xi, the other two hosts had already reported their points, and it was already the 7th. I checked the time, and it was only [-]:[-].

It seems that there will be a second round. I don't know if it will officially end at nine o'clock.

Chen Xing crossed his arms and looked at the stage in silence.

I'm a little sleepy, I couldn't sleep well last night, and I didn't rest well after fighting in my heart in the afternoon. Now I let the singing on the stage be louder, but the voice is getting smaller and smaller in my ears. Gradually, I Consciousness became more and more blurred, and he fell asleep.

I don't know how long I slept, but when I woke up, I realized that I was very close to Chen Xing, almost touching his shoulder.

I sat up straight, rubbed my face, and my mind was full of question marks. I have always slept very honestly, even if I was sitting, I would not move around.

But how do I...?

But since I did this, I'd better apologize. I looked at Chen Xing and apologized earnestly: "I'm sorry."

"Don't be embarrassed." Chen Xing gritted his teeth and dazzled, "I'm quite happy."

Sunshine boy, this is Li Songning's evaluation of Chen Xing.

I:"......"

I turned my head away, I really didn't want to talk to him more.

Now the awards ceremony was going on on stage, and it turned out that the competition had come to an end, Xu Ci was still talking and laughing at Yan Yan, congratulating the winners there.

Then I heard Chen Xing say: "Ke Xiaoyu, I want to apologize to you." He was serious and put his hands on his knees, "Although this apology is late, I still have to say sorry. Zhou Jianing came to see you two days ago I'm sorry for the trouble, and I'm also responsible."

I waved my hand: "Forget it." I said, "It's over."

I don't want to worry about it anymore, my eyes cannot be separated from Xu Ci on stage now.

Chen Xing still looked at me, clenched his hands, seemed very nervous, and asked me again: "Could you give me a few minutes after a while?"

"Sorry, I can't." I refused in a warm voice, just like when he confessed to me before the winter vacation.

Chen Xing shrugged: "Well, I won't force you." He said, "But I will wait for you."

I:"......"

I don't know what time it is, I picked up my phone to check, it was already ten past nine.

There are several messages on QQ, I clicked on them, and they were all sent by Li Songning.

Li Songning: Damn, whisper

Li Songning: When you were sleeping, Chen Xing gently turned your head over!

Li Songning: Damn! You didn't wake up when you were so loud...

Li Songning: You are really the god of sleep

Li Songning: I was just about to wake you up, but Chen Xing said you were too sleepy, so let me not disturb you

Li Songning: I agreed...

Seeing this, I suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, as long as I didn't take the initiative, but I deducted points from Chen Xing in my heart.

How can he do this?

Li Songning: Just now Xu Ci seems to have looked at you for a long time

Li Songning: I almost made a mistake, she seems to be out of shape, maybe she is tired

I looked up on the stage, the awards were not over yet, Xu Ci stood aside, smiling at the audience, but no matter how I looked at it, I felt that she was not in a high mood, and the smile didn't reach her eyes.

What's wrong?

The author has something to say:

Small words: strong smile.JPG

Me: shivering.GIF

Double change tomorrow

13:13:13 pm

21:21:21 PM

I feel that my writing is so bloody hahahahaha

(I can't stand it myself)

(I dare not look back at this chapter at all)

But you said a small explosion

have to have a source

see you in the next chapter

Happy National Day everyone~

We let it go for more than nine days (ten days) hahaha

BTW those two Japanese songs are very nice~