i have always liked you

It's Friday again.

After the morning self-study, Zhou Ting looked at me with her chin on her hand, she pursed her lips: "This April, there is no way for me to survive."

I was writing my homework. Teacher Kidd assigned it in the group at eleven o’clock last night. I was already in bed at that time. Correct mistakes.

Seeing that I didn't respond, Zhou Ting gently pushed my shoulder, "Hey, why are you so indifferent, don't you care about my sister?"

I smiled and asked, "What kind of sister are you?"

Zhou Ting put down her hand and got closer to me. She narrowed her eyes and showed some white teeth, "Hey, Xu Ci is my sister, and you belong to her now. Can I not be your sister? Besides, you also She's younger than me, so it's okay to be called a sister."

I blushed a bit: ".....tell me, why won't you survive this April?" I continued to correct the wrong questions, which were actually quite simple for me.

Zhou Ting sighed, took her pen and twirled it in her hand, "Number 2, my best friend in high school, give me a red envelope."

Me: "Well, why did I send it to you?"

"The red envelope says: I'm out of the order!" Zhou Ting cried, "If I knew it, I wouldn't have stipulated this at the beginning. If I leave the order, I will send a red envelope to the other party."

Me: "Isn't that nice?"

"What a fart." Zhou Ting pretended to wipe away his tears, "I, single dog, pay money?"

I suppressed a smile: "...Is there any more?"

"On the [-]th, my sister, who is kind of a neighbor, has known me for many years, and sent me a message saying that she is getting engaged." Zhou Ting patted the table, "Do you know what is sudden! This is it! "

Me: "Well..."

"Then it's you and Xu Ci again."

I pursed the corners of my lips, and couldn't restrain myself from curling up a little.

"Tut tsk tsk." Zhou Ting nodded at me with his hands, eyes full of disbelief.

I finished my homework, put the pen on the table, I looked at her: "Don't 'tsk', you said you like that..." I thought about my words, "Are you a game boy? What about now What?" I still can't remember the name.

Zhou Ting sighed again, and lowered her head a little, she was sullen: "Sure enough, he likes games."

Then Zhou Ting cheered up: "Would it be much better if I had long hair?"

me?"

Zhou Ting: "Could he like the black long straight one?"

me?"

Zhou Ting: "Stop it, hurry up, let me ask you, am I ugly?"

I laughed: "Not ugly, you are very handsome."

"..." Zhou Ting, "give me another adjective."

Me: "Haha."

Zhou Ting: "To be honest, I really wouldn't look ugly with long hair, would I?"

I nodded: "Sure."

Zhou Ting: "I have had short hair since I was a child, and my dad raised me as a son, so I haven't tried long hair yet."

Me: "Then you can try."

Zhou Ting raised his eyebrows and snapped his fingers, "That's the decision, I want to grow long hair."

After two seconds, she was dejected again, "But I seem to be a little tall, is it too tall?"

Me: "How tall is he?"

Zhou Ting: "186, the tallest boy in our grade."

I:"......"

Me: "Then he is also eleven centimeters taller than you, there is still a difference in height."

Zhou Ting: "That's right. Speaking of which, I think kissing with a height difference looks very beautiful."

I coughed: "Huh? How did this get involved?"

Zhou Ting: "Don't you think? If one party bows their heads or stands on tiptoes, a close-up of the head or feet will look very good, and the picture will be very impressive."

Me: "...it's okay."

Zhou Ting patted himself on the forehead: "Oh, I forgot, you are about the same height as Xu Ci."

She laughed twice, and then quietly asked me, "You...you two..."

I blushed, "Did you finish your homework?"

Zhou Ting waved his hand: "No hurry, no rush, then you two kiss..."

I put the book between our heads, interrupted her, and said, "If you haven't written it, don't bother me."

Zhou Ting pulled down the book and persisted, "No, I must finish asking, have you two kissed yet?"

I looked at her, and felt the temperature on her face very clearly, I thought for a while and said: "Zhou Ting, you are too gossip!"

"Not yet?" Zhou Ting shook his head and said with a smile, "I thought that according to Xu Ci's urination, you would have been labeled as her. When she was at home with me, her things would have her label, no With her consent, I can't even touch it, understand, it feels like you will die if you touch it, you were such a small punishment when you were in KTV, you see her nervous and stupid?"

I:"......"

Zhou Ting: "Fortunately, I'm not a good person, so I'm not afraid of her."

Me: "You are not a good thing, don't take her with you."

Zhou Ting: "Bah, bah, bah, what the hell did I just say?"

After a few more seconds, Zhou Ting lay down on the table, "Worry, spring has arrived, but mine hasn't yet! By the way, how long does it take for your hair to grow to your length?"

My hair is not long, it was about two decimeters above my shoulders at the beginning of school, but it may have grown a little bit now.

Me: "Just don't cut it."

Zhou Ting: "Okay, so what if black and straight don't work?"

Me: "Then..."

I thought about it and answered.

"Where there is no fragrant grass at the end of the world, why bother to love a single flower."

Zhou Ting scolded with a smile: "Roll, roll, roll."

After packing up my things at noon, I left the school again.

I bought less things this time, and I still have leftovers from last week, but some of them are no longer edible.

We still pushed a supermarket trolley, we put our bags in front first, and then slowly pulled the trolley to the fruit and vegetable section.

There were still a lot of people, Xu Ci was afraid that others would bump into me, so he stood by my side and protected me well.

I was picking apples, and she didn't buy them last time, so I said, "Do you want apples?"

Xu Ci looked at me and nodded, with a gentle smile on the corner of his mouth, "Buy it if you like it."

"Don't you like it?" I picked one and put it in the bag, and continued to choose, "I don't even know about that."

"No." Xu Ci bit his lip, "These apples are crispy at first glance, I like to eat sandy ones, and they are not sold here."

I laughed: "What about other fruits? Like peaches? Crispy peaches or soft peaches?"

Xu Ci raised his eyebrows, "Crispy! A peach must be crispy! How about you?"

I couldn't help laughing: "... soft peach."

Xu Ci smiled lightly and rubbed the top of my hair, "I won't give in, the Crispy Peach Party will win."

I "hummed", "Ruantao is king, and I won't give in." I continued to choose two apples with a smile, and then chose another one.

I've always felt like we were a little rushed together and didn't know enough about each other, but now I feel like, what does that matter?It makes me feel more happy to understand slowly now.

I went to buy some vegetables and meat, and finally passed the snack area.

I looked at the snacks on the shelf and asked her, "Don't you want to buy some?"

Xu Ci shook his head: "There are still at home." After she finished speaking, she was taken aback, blinked at me several times, her eyelashes flickering, "What did I just say?"

I took a bag of toffee and put it in the car, and I pretended to be calm and answered her, "You said there are some at home."

Home, she said home, and soft clouds floated in my heart.

There was a smile in Xu Ci's eyes, she nodded, "Well, home."

My ears felt hot, and I changed the subject, "Did you not eat last week?" I added, "Those snacks."

"Ang." Xu Ci wrinkled his nose, "I felt guilty last week, and you weren't here, so I'm not in the mood."

I held her arm and softened my voice, "Why are you guilty?"

Xu Ci instead took my hand, squeezed my fingertips, and then thought for a while before saying, "I feel like I'm putting too much pressure on you." She looked at me with a guilty face, "I feel like I'm forcing you Make a decision, and win your sympathy..."

"Xu Ci." I called her name, let go of her hand, and turned to stare at the snacks.

"Forget it, I'll tell you when I get home." I said, and put a bag of shrimp crackers into the car.

After paying the bill, the two of us finally returned to the house with our things in both hands.

There was no one living in it for five days, so I did a hasty cleaning first.

When I entered the bedroom, I saw a chessboard on a small table by the bay window, with a few black and white chess pieces on it.

I approached and sat on the soft cushion, Xu Ci also came in and sat down opposite me.

I asked, "Did you buy it last week?"

I put the pieces on the board, then picked up a black piece and put it on the board.

Xu Ci nodded, took one and put it next to my white chess piece, "You were not here last week, I... bored, so I went to buy this one, didn't you teach me how to play chess before? I thought it would be fine if you came back."

"Then... let's play a game of backgammon first?" I put another black chess piece next to the white chess piece.

Xu Ci responded.

The time to play backgammon is generally relatively short, and Xu Ci lost after a short while.

Three more rounds came, and she still lost.

I raised my eyebrows, "Are you still here?"

"I'm not coming." Xu Ci packed up the chess pieces, "You didn't even let me in."

I sat back on the bed and lay back with my calves hanging out.

I looked at the ceiling and smiled: "Let you, yes, exchange things."

"What?" Xu Ci also lay down next to me, and her left hand naturally came over to hold my hand.

I closed my eyes, then rubbed my forehead with my free hand, and said, "I didn't think so."

Time passed quietly for a while, Xu Ci turned sideways, looked at my side face and asked me: "Xiaoxiao, what did you say in the supermarket?"

I turned sideways to face her, too, and brushed back the few strands of hair that had fallen out.

I looked into her eyes, closed them, smiled and said, "Suddenly I don't want to talk anymore."

"I can't do this, I have to say it." She threatened me.

Then she stretched out her hand and rubbed my face, and then pressed her palm against it. Her palm was still cool, but the temperature seemed to be burning my face, maybe it was my face that was burning her palm.

I can't tell, but it's just...it feels a little hot.

The other hand is still holding mine, but I don't know who took the initiative to clasp its fingers tightly. It is tightly entangled, as if connected, and will never be separated.

I brewed my emotions and said slowly: "I just want to say..."

"I have never expressed my feelings and emotions clearly, so you misunderstood me as thinking that I can't tell the difference between friendship and love, but in fact, I am almost 19 years old, and I can think independently long ago. I like you I'm sure it's different from others, if you laugh, my heart will fall, and if you cry, I will, anytime."

I paused, the hands with interlocking fingers were already a little sweaty, I was a little nervous, but I continued to speak.

"Before you, I didn't like anyone. Boys didn't have girls, and I don't know whether I actually like girls or just because you are a girl. Anyway, you are you, and you are the only one. You don't have any No burden, no pressure."

I lay on my back, the ceiling was so white that it was a little dazzling, I closed my eyes.

"You didn't put any pressure on me, and you didn't force me to make a decision. Don't feel afraid or worry. You can tell me when you are unhappy or uncomfortable, because I am always by your side."

Alas, I can't help but blame myself, what am I talking about?He obviously made drafts when he was in school, but in the end, he could only say this in front of real people.

I heard Xu Ci sniff, and then she let go of my hand.

I opened my eyes and looked at her suspiciously. Her eye sockets were slightly red, and the tip of her nose was also red. She had already stood up slightly, and she nodded, "Okay, I see."

Then she smiled, supported her body, and looked at me from top to bottom.

The eyes are gentle and tender, with too many emotions that I can understand.

She leaned over slightly, her voice trembling, "You...eyelashes..."

I looked at her fair face, from eyebrows to chin, there was nothing I didn't like, I opened my lips and asked her, "What's wrong?"

"No." She lay down again dejectedly, "I just want to say that your eyelashes look good."

I closed my eyes and raised the corners of my mouth, "Well, I know." It can be said to be very immodest.

"Ke Xiaoyu." She asked me again, and there was a sound around her, she propped up her body again, looked at me directly, her breathing was a little short.

Call me Ke Xiaoyu again, I smiled and looked at her, "Huh?"

Xu Ci put her hands on both sides of my head, she is wearing a white round neck shirt now, I looked at her slender and beautiful neck, and moved to her pink face.

She lowered her head slowly, opening and closing her beautiful red lips, "Girl, don't close your eyes casually."

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