i have always liked you

I was choked up by Lin Xi's words, can I also say these words?

Xu Ci is still in front of me, hey!

Lin Xi put down his chopsticks: "It's not me, I just want to remind you."

I looked at her suspiciously and shyly.

Lin Xi covered his face and smiled sullenly.

"Xiaoyu, didn't you find the hickey mark on your collarbone obvious?"

I looked down, and then I looked at a small purple mark and was speechless.

Last night Xu Ci took a sip while kissing. I am wearing a round neck shirt now. I just pulled it down a little bit because of the heat, and it was exposed unexpectedly.

I hurriedly pulled up my clothes, pretending to be nonchalant, blaming myself for being too careless, changing clothes when I was still in a daze in the morning.

But the hickeys, I’m ashamed to say, I’ve never seen them before, and all I know about them is from watching dramas and movies. The set of [study materials] that Lin Xi bought for me, Haven't turned it on yet.

I looked at Xu Ci, she wore a ponytail today, and the tips of her white and tender ears are now red, she winked at me, extremely innocent.

Lin Xi held the meat and put it in his mouth, biting and said angrily, "Oh, I shouldn't have suggested eating together, what I'm eating now is not meat, but dog food."

Xu Ci squinted his eyes and smiled, went outside the private room and asked the waiter to bring in a bottle of beer and two new glasses.

I don't understand: "Isn't there soy milk? Why do you still drink alcohol?"

I don’t know if the beer is good or not. I’ve never drank it. It’s just that when I was in middle school, my father used to drink the red wine at home. When I came, I was still alone.

Lin Xi said: "Oh, oh, don't ask about this, you will find out later."

Xu Ci took the cup, filled it up, and gave Lin Xi a cup.

Lin Xi took it with both hands, very solemnly.

We sat like this, Lin Xi sat on my left side, Xu Ci sat on my right side.

Xu Ci raised the cup, Lin Xi touched her, and then each of them drank with their heads up.

They don't speak, they seem to be in good agreement.

I'm a bit confused, what's going on now?

Lin Xi looked at me, and suddenly his eye sockets became wet, the tip of his nose became red, and he choked up a bit: "I... want to cry so much."

I stood up and walked to her side, "Lin Xi, don't cry." I handed her the tissue, "Although I don't know why you are sad."

"No." Lin Xi wiped away her tears, looked at me, and then at Xu Ci who was sitting opposite her, "I'm not sad, I'm happy, weeping with joy, did you make a small talk!"

"I build, I build." I sat back in my seat.

Xu Ci spoke out, and said softly: "Thank you, Lin Xi."

Lin Xi quickly waved his hands: "Don't thank me, I should thank you."

Now I couldn't understand what they were talking about anymore, so I continued to drink soy milk.

Xu Ci put his eyes on me and smiled at me: "Don't understand?"

I nodded: "Yeah."

She sat down and pulled up my collar again, "I'm saying thank you to Lin Xi."

"Understood." I asked, "Why did you say that?"

"Hmm..." Xu Ci looked at Lin Xi again, "Thank you for being Xiaoxiao's only good friend over the past few years, you can safely entrust her to my side."

Lin Xi took the beer bottle, poured it on her and Xu Ciman, and then raised the cup, "I also thank you, Goddess, for being able to be with her. I have known Xiaoyu for four years. Although it is not a long time, we I know her quite well, if it wasn't for you, I thought she would have..."

I glared at her, I knew what Lin Xi was going to say.

Lin Xi was not afraid of me, so he still said it: "Lonely forever..."

Xu Ci couldn't help but smiled, "No, if it wasn't for me, she wouldn't be like this either, she deserves all the good things."

I look into her bright eyes, which reflect my face.

I'm now infatuated with my girlfriend, and it's justifiable.

Then when the two of them touched the cups, they took another sip.

Lin Xi sighed: "Oh, now there is a feeling of marrying a daughter."

I:"……"

Xu Ci chuckled, squeezed my hand, "So I'm very nervous."

Lin Xi slapped the table: "I'm also so nervous that I'm about to explode."

I:"……"

The study life is back on track, and the next day is Monday again.

During the morning self-study period, it was still quiet, and I was catching up on sleep.

Zhou Ting came a long time late, but it was different from before, the movement of her pulling out the chair was much smaller, but I was not sleeping well, so I woke up now.

I don't know if it's because I'm not sober, but I feel that Zhou Ting's hair has grown longer, reaching shoulder length.

But it didn't seem to be an illusion, I rubbed my eyes, and her hair was really shoulder-length!

Zhou Ting raised his eyebrows at me: "Does the wig look good on you!!!"

"Nice." I said.

Zhou Ting herself was very handsome when she had short hair, but now that her hair is longer, it doesn’t affect her appearance, even though I’m not used to it so far, I think it’s a bit strange.

Zhou Ting twisted her wig, the blush on her face was visible.

"I just met him in the aisle and he praised me." Zhou Ting bent his lips towards me.

I closed my eyes again, and asked listlessly, "What did he praise you for?"

Zhou Ting grabbed my arm, a little excited: "You say I look like a girl!"

Me: "...um."

"Cut." Zhou Ting let go of me, "Your reaction is too flat, are you so sleepy?"

I nodded: "Yes."

Zhou Ting: "You went stealing cattle in the middle of the night? You're so sleepy."

Me: "...you just stole the cow."

I was a little guilty, and at night... um... I mustered up the courage to click on one of the movies. After watching it, I felt thrilling and my face was flushed. I didn't fall asleep until three o'clock in the morning.

Zhou Ting: "Hahahahahahahahaha I would like to, but instead of stealing cattle, go and steal Feng Xiangyu into my bed, and do this and that~"

I opened my eyes, wanting to see if she blushed, how could she say such shameful words.

Me: "You...be more reserved."

Zhou Ting stretched his long legs and slumped on the chair, "Reserved? I am reserved in front of him, and now I don't even say a word of swearing in front of him, I, want, lady, lady."

Zhou Ting: "I want to be unreserved towards him, but how dare I, let me tell you, if Feng Xiangyu becomes my boyfriend, I can't help but eat him up."

Zhou Ting: "But...at present, it seems that this is not possible, so the person you like also likes you, you can be content, Ke Xiaoyu."

Me: "Well."

"Hope your dreams come true."

Zhou Ting grinned: "Grass, I finally heard you say something nice, it's not easy."

I:"……"

After a while, she asked me: "So to continue with the question from last time, did you kiss my sister?"

I don't want to answer, because some things can't be said on the table.

Zhou Ting: "Tsk, you're still shy, you and her aren't in a platonic relationship, are you?"

I buried my slightly hot face in the socket of my arm: "...No."

Zhou Ting chuckled twice: "I just said, how could she let you go because she is such a beast."

Me: "You are a beast."

Zhou Ting put his face on his hands: "I envy you all, when will I be able to get through this?"

I thought for a while and only spit out two words: "Come on."

At noon, Xu Ci went to supervise the training, and she asked me to go back to the dormitory to take a nap.

Before Li Songning came back, Wei Xiaoxiao's bed was already empty.

Deng Qi peeled an apple, and then asked me if I wanted it.

I shook my head and said thank you.

After a while, Deng Qi asked, "Xiaoyu, aren't you going to accompany Xu Ci today?"

I replied, "Why do you ask that?"

Deng Qi took a bite of the apple, making a crunchy sound.

"Well... I just feel that you two have a very good relationship recently."

I laughed: "Yeah."

Deng Qi thought for a while before saying, "It's just...too good, you understand?"

"Did you hear something?" I turned to her and asked.

Deng Qi shook his head and nodded again, with a confused and bewildered expression.

I smiled and asked again: "What did Wei Xiaoxiao say?"

Deng Qi was stunned, and asked, "How do you know Xiaoyu?"

I couldn't help laughing: "...guess."

I said, "Deng Qi, tell me, it's nothing."

Deng Qi had a complicated expression, she thought for a while and shook her head, "Forget it, let's not talk about it."

Me: "...Okay."

I guessed a little bit, maybe my relationship with Xu Ci was known by people other than Lin Xi and Zhou Ting, such as Wei Xiaoxiao.

The bedroom was quiet again, I washed up and went to bed.

The phone vibrated, I unlocked it, and Xu Ci sent a message.

My baby: bored

My treasure: I joined the student union because I was afraid I was stupid!

I laugh: um

My treasure: the tears I shed now are the water I entered when I joined the student union

Me: What about the major and the school?Many people regret learning German

My treasure: I don't regret it

I:?

My treasure: Didn't we talk about this problem before?If it wasn't for this school and this major, I wouldn't have met you

I thought about it, and it was true, but we were not together at that time, and I didn't know that person was me.

At the end of evening self-study, Xu Ci proposed to go to the sports field for a walk, and I said yes.

The playground at night is still the same, there are many people running, walking and skipping rope.

I walked with her along the track, and then sat down on the grass of the football field with my arms around my knees.

Xu Ci looked up at the dark night sky, then turned her head and bent her eyes at me, then she sat up a little, next to me, and then stretched out her left hand to hold me.

She smiled and said, "Well...my hands are cold, yours are warmer."

I suppressed a smile: "Yeah."

Xu Ci patted my shoulder with the other hand: "Don't let go of my excuses."

I smiled: "OK."

Then he held her soft hand tighter.

The dark night sky, the cool breeze, the dim lights, and the lively sports field.

And Xu Ci sitting next to me.

I closed my eyes and sincerely wanted to sigh that life is so beautiful.

Xu Ci put his head on my shoulder, looked ahead, and called me: "Smile."

"Um?"

"windy."

"Well, I feel it."

"Do you know the next sentence of Breeze Gently Blowing?"

"Ang, I know."

"What do you say."

"Do not say."

"No, I have to say it." She threatened me again, "Otherwise, you won't be able to suppress me in the future."

I stared blankly at her: "Huh?"

No one was around, but there were people walking around, and the night was a bit seductive.

Xu Ci leaned close to my face and smiled lightly: "Lin Xi is right, you..."

She didn't go on, but I knew what it was about.

I still have ideas about these.

I:"……"

Night can also cover my red face: "I'm not."

Xu Ci: "tsk."

I smiled and compromised: "I said."

I tilted my head slightly: "The next sentence is."

Then he kissed her forehead.

"I really like you."

So the wind.

Please.

Keep me by her side all the time.

The author has something to say:

If there is anything else in life/It will make you sad/Don't be afraid/Let me stay by your side/Take it all with you

Hello everyone, I am writing, Nuanwen!

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