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First of all, I would like to thank the netizens who read from Chapter 1 to the ending chapter.

Actually, I started writing this novel in July and finished it around the end of August.It is the story of my low ebb in my life for several years, and I am facing an even lower ebb.Whenever I'm stressed, I pack something.It's not my first story, nor is it my favorite.This novel is for me to experiment with the structure, I can't say I like it, nor can I say I hate it.As I write, the four protagonists have more or less infiltrated my emotions, personalities and thoughts in the four states.

The characters I hate in it, I plan to deepen them in the future, in the future.Anyway, when I type, I just distract myself.I don't want my mind to go blank for one more second, or for one more negative emotion.After I posted it with itchy hands, I actually didn’t want to update it. After all, it was the first draft written for myself, and I was too lazy to modify it in the future.But the baby said that the update will continue, so I will continue, anyway, every day is a copy and paste schedule.

The trough is not considered low, I don't know how many low tides I will face in the future, I don't know which day I will lose control of my emotions, I hope to keep doing something every day.I am not young, but I live a different life than the people around me. No matter how hard I work, no matter how strong I am, it is still very painful.I hope that one day, no matter whether you are me or someone else, you will have the positive freedom (Positive Freedom) to live happily and freely, and will no longer be questioned by sound or sound, tangible or intangible.

I am writing a crime novel (the main character is gay of course hahaha), it will be uploaded around the end of November, maybe sooner or later, see you soon.

Netizens who have read from Chapter 1 to the ending, I wish you a bright future and a happy and worry-free life.