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Gu Huayu hurriedly said: "It's possible, I'll ask Old Chen to see if Yu Guang is still in the unit." He walked aside to call Chen Feng.Qiu Chen said it was nothing, so he went back to compare the fingerprints first.

He was about to get up when Zhuang Yanan walked over from the hall, smiling all over his face: "Yuan Che, is it really you? I saw your car parked outside, so I came in to have a look. Are you here to find me?" , she looked at the other people, "Do you still have a case?"

Only then did Yuan Che recall the text message he received in the morning, his face was in a daze for a while, and he suddenly smiled and said: "It seems that I really want to find you. Your clinic is near here? Is it convenient for Fang to invite us to sit down?"

"Convenience, idle is idle. Are you all coming?" She said with a quick glance at the other three.

Qiu Chen looked at Yuan Che, and gave him a look that something was wrong: "Aren't you going to introduce me?"

After Yuan Che finished introducing Zhuang Yanan's official identity, Qiu Chen shook hands with Zhuang Yanan with some joy, introduced himself solemnly, and finally marked that he is still single.If someone hadn't called him, his next step would be to ask someone for their phone number.

Gu Huayu knew Zhuang Yanan, and the married man said a few words of politeness, then turned to Yuan Che and said that Yu Guang was still in the studio and Chen Feng was guarding there.

Yuan Che thought for a while, and he could only do this for the time being, so he asked Gu Huayu to go home and have a look, and call him if there was anything to do.

Yuan Che didn't think there was anything wrong with disturbing a woman at night.So, 5 minutes later, he and Ke Ran arrived at Zhuang Yanan's clinic.Her clinic is in an office building diagonally opposite the hotel.

The clinic is very warmly decorated, with light green decoration style, simple and bright.

This time the female doctor wore loose casual clothes, which made people feel much more comfortable and softened her face.

Zhuang Yanan boiled a pot of water, then sat opposite Yuan Che and Ke Ran, looking at Ke Ran with great interest.

Ke Ran was originally sitting on the sofa casually, but when she looked at him like this, he couldn't help pulling back his outstretched legs and correcting his sitting posture.

Yuan Che didn't know if it was a sudden change of sex, he tried his best to act like a gentleman, and his attitude towards Zhuang Yanan was a bit stiff.He asked politely:

"You said before that you would find out about the case at the signing. Did you know about the case from the captain?"

"Half and half, I accidentally saw the name Chou Shuang written on the file on the captain's desk, so I asked about it. He just said that it was a victim. The name Chou Shuang is very special. It happened that Chou Shuang and Ke They are both famous, aren't they?"

"A signing party? Are you there? What did you find?" Ke Ran asked anxiously.

"There was a very interesting facial expression on the scene that day. And the change in this expression started when Ugly Shuang was talking to the writer. That person's eyes looked like a child whose toy had been robbed."

Yuan Che took out his mobile phone and showed Zhuang Yanan the photo of Li Jiran.

Zhuang Yanan nodded and said, "That's him. What? Is he a suspect?"

"Are you sure you read it correctly?" Yuan Che asked without answering.

"At that time, he was standing behind you, and you were behind me. I was talking to you, and I caught a glimpse of it by accident. But when I wanted to take a closer look, that expression disappeared."

"And after that? Did you notice him?"

"You ignore me again. I pay special attention to him when I find something to do by myself." Zhuang Yanan smiled self-deprecatingly. That sneer.

I'm starting to think he has a personal grudge with Ugly Shuang.But after seeing him talking to Yu Guang, I found that the source of his emotions towards Ugly Shuang should be related to Yu Guang.But when other book fans talked to Yu Guang or even shook hands, this person didn't respond.I don't know why it's only for ugly pairs. "

"I remember that Chou Shuang asked Yu Guang a lot of personal questions that day, and it took a long time." Yuan Che said.

Zhuang Yanan nodded: "Maybe it has something to do with this. Also, the way he talks to Yu Guang, the intersection of his eyes and Yu Guang. It shows that they are not meeting for the first time."

"How did you find out?" Yuan Che leaned forward and asked anxiously.

If it wasn't the first time they met, why didn't Yu Guang say it?Li Jiran didn't mention it either.Why did the two people avoid this fact at the same time?

Zhuang Yanan gave Yuan Che a squinting look: "The time when one person's eyes meet with another person's, and the emotions revealed can judge the relationship between two people. You should be able to feel it yourself. When we met that day, your eyes from beginning to end They all avoided me, why? Because we met for the first time, and you hated women who talked too much. In short, our relationship was not good at that time. I saw that when you and Ke Ran were talking, your eyes almost met each other , indicating that you have a good relationship."

Suddenly being brought up, Ke Ran immediately retorted: "I don't think it's that good. But you can't judge based on this alone."

"Of course not. I watched it for a while after signing. This person would touch Yu Guangshu's fingers when he handed it to Yu Guangshu and when he took it. If this kind of contact is unfamiliar, people will dodge it. Action. If you accidentally touch it the first time, you will often avoid it deliberately the second time, but neither of them did."

"What did Chou Shuang and Yu Guang say that day, do you have any impression? At that time, did you notice Yu Guang's expression?"

"I didn't have any impression in the first half. I didn't start to pay attention to Ugly Shuang until I saw the expression of that person. He seemed to be holding on to a question and asked it repeatedly. It seemed to be related to one of his books."

"It's the book "Bitter Candy". Chou Shuang asked Yu Guang if that book was written based on personal experience." Yuan Che said, his voice lowered, and his eyes were fixed on the water glass in front of him.

Zhuang Yanan asked, "What do you remember?"

"Not sure yet. You haven't answered me yet, what was Yu Guang's reaction at that time?"

"He had a moment of fear."

"you sure?"

"When a person feels fear, his pupils will shrink. He was like this when he first heard Ugly Shuang bring up this topic. He avoided Ugly Shuang's sight, and when he looked at Ugly Shuang again, it was normal again."

Ke Ran praised with admiration: "Interesting. I was so close to him, but I didn't notice it, but you can see it when you are so far away."

"What? You don't believe it?" Zhuang Yanan looked sideways at Ke Ran.

At the same time, Yuan Che was also looking at Ke Ran.

How could Ke Ran know where he was standing when Ugly Shuang was talking to Yu Guang.

This Ke Ran is not the one who participated in the autograph session that day.

Yuan Che knew that the two Ke Ran would occasionally exchange messages through notepads.Although there are loopholes, it also plays a deceptive role.

But he didn't think that Ke Ran would write such trivial matters as where to stand at the autograph meeting in the notebook.

Moreover, when he was in the elevator, Ke Ran showed that he didn't know Ugly Shuang. If he even remembered where he stood at the autograph signing, there was no reason why he couldn't remember Ugly Shuang.After all, that person was thrown out by him, causing a commotion.

Also, when he went to Sheng Guangnian's house, Ke Ran mentioned the cabinet in Sui Yuliang's house, as if he saw it with his own eyes, and his explanation at that time was inconsistent.Thinking about it now, Ke Ran was even a little flustered at that time.

Yuan Che's gaze caught Ke Ran's attention. He glanced at Yuan Che and coughed lightly: "Don't stare at me like that, I know I'm handsome, but I'd still be embarrassed if you looked at me like that." As he spoke, he looked at Zhuang Yanan solemnly again, "I believe, you are an expert."

The water in the kettle boiled, Zhuang Yanan got up and turned off the power: "Does this help you?" She took out three water glasses and put them on the tray.

"This, it should be helpful, what do you think?" He finished speaking out of breath, "Head."

Yuan Che suddenly felt goosebumps all over his body. He didn't know whether it was because of Ke Ran's teasing, or because of the facts he just discovered.

He shifted his gaze to Zhuang Yanan, trying to keep his expression as calm as possible: "We still have something to ask the experts."

Zhuang Yanan picked up the kettle and poured water:

"Normally this kind of consultation is charged by the hour." Zhuang Yanan looked at Yuan Che and said with a smile in his eyes, "Of course, you don't need it. Tell me, what's the matter?"

"What would cause a child to lose his memory?" Yuan Che asked, "The child should not have suffered trauma to the head."

Zhuang Yanan was pouring the third glass of water gracefully. Hearing this, the kettle and the glass collided crisply.She hurriedly put down the kettle, paused for a moment, and then put the tea tray on the coffee table: "It depends. Can you tell me more about it? For example, his family background?" She sat down and picked up a cup, but didn't drink it right away. , but just in the hand.

"I don't know either. I used to be a street child. When I was adopted, I was eight years old and lost my memory."

Zhuang Yanan smiled slightly, and took a sip of water: "This is lemonade, drink it. As for the vagrant, does he have no problems with his speech and daily life?"

"No, everything is fine."

"I haven't seen the person in person, so I can't make a comprehensive judgment. However, the situation you mentioned excludes brain diseases and trauma, that is, severe mental stimulation, resulting in amnesia. This is what people do when they encounter unbearable pain. Self-protection. Amnesia does not mean that the memory disappears, but is stored in a certain corner, and when encountering some situations related to that memory, it will surface again." Zhuang Yanan stared into Yuan Che's eyes and popularized science, " He will have sporadic memory fragments appearing."

Yuan Che was stunned, sporadic memory fragments?He doesn't know if Li Jiran has such fragments, but what he has dreamed these few times is likely to be sporadic memory fragments.

Could it be that he had lost his memory?But he didn't feel that there was a gap in his memory.

Yuan Che asked: "Will amnesia forget all the past? Will it recover?" This question is asked for myself.

"It depends on the situation. What is forgotten is mainly the time period that the patient wants to forget. Whether it can be recovered depends on whether the patient wants to remember it. This memory is usually not very pleasant."

"How can I make him remember as soon as possible?"

"I said, this is an unpleasant memory. He didn't want to remember it. If he must be forced to remember it, it may cause irreversible mental damage."

"That is to say, is there a way? What way? Hypnosis?"

Ke Ran interrupted Yuan Che's questioning and said, "Did we stray from the question? Besides, we can't be sure if he really lost his memory."

Yuan Che was interrupted by such an interruption, and realized that he seemed abnormally eager to ask such questions. Hearing what Ke Ran said, he frowned and looked back at Ke Ran and asked, "What do you mean?"

"I mean, he can pretend, he doesn't want people to know where he came from, so he pretends he doesn't remember anything."

Yuan Che looked at Ke Ran's extremely serious look, and looked at Zhuang Yanan hesitantly: "Will this happen, such a young child?"

"Yes, we often encounter such situations in psychological counseling. Patients will hide their emotions and pretend to be normal. The original intention of this is to distrust the interrogator and avoid being hurt, so children of all ages will Pretending, but to a different degree."

"Then how do we judge this situation?"

"If someone could observe his subtle movements at that time, they might have discovered it. You said that he was adopted at the age of eight, so he has grown up now. If a person is used to telling lies, he may even believe it himself. . Then it’s hard to judge.”

Yuan Che asked again: "Among the children you have contacted, are there any children who have been insulted and verbally attacked by their family members for a long time, but still remain calm?"

"Rarely. Usually such a child would be withdrawn, socially unwilling, or on the contrary, irritable. However, if it was the child you speak of, he may have practiced the art of disguising himself for so long. He's familiar. Would you like to introduce him to me?"

"Is it possible?" Ke Ran asked Yuan Che, "When we find him, let Dr. Zhuang take a look?"

"We'll talk about it when we find it." Yuan Che was afraid that there would be too much to say, so he glared at Ke Ran, and then came back to ask Zhuang Yanan, "The problem you mentioned just now, if you encounter this kind of violence, there are very few cases where you can't show it. I understand that he rarely behaves in public, right? How does he usually behave?"

"Suffering from verbal violence, emotional depression, and need to vent. There are many kinds of outlets, which vary from person to person. For example, transfer this violence to weaker individuals, or to inanimate objects, or vent through writing, or Find spiritual sustenance, ways to comfort yourself, etc. But if there is no outlet to vent, then sooner or later there will be unbearable and outbreaks."

"Will this outbreak rise to wounding or killing?"

"Yes. Didn't the social news have such a report? It's a pity that children will have symptoms before this, but they have not been taken seriously."

"I see news reports that extreme behavior occurs when emotions are intensified. Is it possible to plan carefully in advance to remove the suspicion of oneself."

"This kind of extreme behavior is only when the emotions are at the limit, and most of them will not be predicted in advance. Like you said, the method of removing one's suspicion is also trying to cover up after the fact. If it is designed in advance, the nature will be different. .”

"And after this outburst? How will he behave?"

"Indulgence, loss of emotional control, and even self-mutilation. Very few people have that kind of calmness as if nothing happened. Most of these people are psychologically pathological."

"Sickness, but it's not a mental illness, is it? He can judge calmly, seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, right?"

"Mental illness will lose self-awareness and cannot control one's words and deeds. Morbid psychology also cannot control one's emotions. Anger, irritability, depression, and eccentricity cannot change with the individual's subjective consciousness. It can be said that this person does not feel those bad things. There is nothing wrong with his emotions and behavior. From his point of view, these are right and normal.

As you said, it is neither a mental illness nor a pathological condition.He is in complete control of his emotions and knows the possible consequences of what he is doing.Such a person I really want to meet. "

"If there is a chance." Yuan Che said, "Also, Dr. Zhuang, have you ever come into contact with a patient with dual personality?"

Ke Ran panicked: "Hi!"