lotus shadow

In the world of evil, the gloomy sky, the oppressive atmosphere, the earth shrouded in a dark environment, only the blue moon from the sky emits this faint gleam.

In this gloomy environment, Su Zhenzhen and Shi Yanwen walked among the common but seldom-visited mountain peaks in the devil world. This mountain road is a shortcut from the Shura Kingdom to a small country under the name of the Dark Alliance. , is a natural barrier of that country, and it is also one of the few places in the Shura Kingdom that has never been stationed.

"Although there are natural dangers, there are also beautiful scenery."

Su Zhenzhen stood on the top of the cliff and looked back at the territory of Shura Kingdom. From this point of view, under the reflection of the moonlight, the Shura Kingdom seemed to be covered with a soft veil, shrouded in clouds and mists. There is a hint of sacredness, and there is no way to connect the scene in front of you with the country where all ethnic groups coexist and are full of the most primitive jungle laws.

Shi Yanwen stood beside him, looking along his line of sight, what he saw made him sigh with emotion, "Everything is chosen by nature, each has its own destiny."

He understands what Su Huan really thinks, just like the Central Plains in the eyes of the Central Plains people, and the Miao Border in the eyes of the Miaojiang people. In the eyes of the people of the Shura Kingdom, the Shura Kingdom is the place they depend on for survival, and it is what they must protect. where.Even though the demon world and the human world are actually the same existence, but aggression...no matter which side it is, it is not allowed to exist.There is no absolute right or wrong in this world, there are only people's thoughts, different standpoints, different angles, what they see is naturally different, and identities are different, and the responsibilities they bear are also different.

The struggle in the world never stops, and it cannot be settled by one person alone. When manpower is exhausted, all they can do is to do their best and obey the destiny. He really understands the intention of bringing him to the devil world. He came to investigate the situation in the Demon World, which allowed him to broaden his vision again. The Central Plains, Miaojiang, Yu Kingdom, Daoyu, Demon World, and Buddha Kingdom, in addition to the original Central Plains and Miaojiang, other realms are there. After the Nine Dragons Book of Heaven came to the table one by one, his field of vision should not be limited to the Central Plains, only by knowing more can he be more comprehensive about things.

Just as the two of them looked into the distance and fell into deep thought, the lingering mist above the mountain melted into their bodies invisibly, and Su Huanzhen felt that the surrounding environment was getting darker. Just as he turned around and wanted to ask Shi Yanwen beside him Suddenly, a sharp pain came from his heart, and he looked at the person in front of him in surprise.

Seeing Shi Yanwen holding a sharp knife piercing through his body, Su Zhenzhen felt the pain in his heart became more and more obvious, but his consciousness was still clear, his soul seemed to be separated from his body, and he looked at the farce in front of him like an outsider .

Shi Yanwen pulled out the sword silently, shook off the remaining blood beads on the sword, and said coldly to him who was lying on the ground, "It's over, you can disappear."

The dusty man with his body in a mess, his eyes dim, his thin lips opened and closed, and his anger flowed out of his body, only a faint voice sounded from the empty cliff, "Why?"

I saw Shi Yanwen retracting his sword back to its sheath, his blue eyes seemed to have broken a layer of ice, and he uttered the most cruel words, "You are not him."

"Ha! Then you... why did you do it now."

"Yanwen originally wanted to wait for a while, but now, there is no need for this..."

"yes!?"

……

Although the conversation between the two was intermittent, it never stopped, but Su Zhenzhen didn't have the heart to read on and stopped. Although he was shocked and stunned at the beginning, he felt that the consciousness had left his body. From that moment, he knew that he and Shi Yanwen had encountered a nightmare.This kind of monster is invisible and formless, and it is hard to defend against. However, because of its rarity and seldom appearing in the devil world, he never thought that they would be so lucky. A monster that is impossible to encounter in a lifetime.

Does this mean they are lucky or unlucky?When encountering a nightmare, one can see through the fear in one's heart, and if one can overcome the nightmare, one can improve one's state of mind. If not, one will waste one's vitality in the dream created by the nightmare until the final collapse of one's mind Consumed by nightmares.

It turns out that after leaving the difficult situation and letting go of the burdens he once carried, the fear in his heart now lies in Yanwen, does it come from his lack of self-confidence! ?He used Yanwen's hand to take back the remaining spiritual consciousness, but he planted a hidden danger for himself and now.Should he be happy?Fortunately, he saw this fear at this time, allowing him to immediately eliminate a thorn in his heart, a thorn he planted by himself.Even though he understands Yanwen's feelings for him, once this hidden worry remains, it will become the trigger for him to question this feeling in the future...

Just when Su was really deep in thought, she couldn't perceive the outside world, so she didn't know Shi Yanwen's feelings.

In Shi Yanwen's eyes, he felt a sudden darkness in front of his eyes, and then a dark air invaded his body. But the scene made his heart tremble, and he saw that Su Zhenzhen seemed to have lost consciousness, his eyes closed lightly, his body slowly fell forward, and in front of him was a bottomless abyss.Shi Yanwen immediately stretched out her hand and hugged him tightly, calling out a few times hastily, "It's true! It's true! It's true!"

Seeing that the person in his arms frowned and looked sad, but he didn't respond to his call at all, Shi Yanwen knew that there might be something unusual here, so he left the cliff with Su Zhenzhen and ran down the mountain.

However, when he reached the foot of the mountain, the sky became darker and darker. A drop of cold rain fell on his face, followed by the sound of fine rain. Caring for the person in his arms, Shi Yanwen took him to find a dry place. The cave avoided the sudden heavy rain, but his heart was anxious. He was very worried about Su Zhenzhen's sudden coma, and he didn't know what happened.

Time passed bit by bit, Shi Yanwen lit a bonfire in the cave, the person in his arms still didn't wake up, but his body was getting colder and colder. Such signs made him panic, but he soon calmed down When he got down, he suddenly thought of the yin and cold force that invaded his body before, and then he held Su Huanzhen's hand and passed his pure yang force to it.

The long eyelashes trembled, and the heavy eyelids slowly raised a line, then closed again, and finally opened again after a while. Su Huanzhen, who woke up from the lethargy, stared blankly at him as he was hugged in his arms, watching anxiously. His eyes were full of Shi Yanwen who was very worried about him accidentally falling into a coma and not waking up for a long time.

"do you love me?"

Facing such a sudden and unexpected question from Su Zhenzhen, Shi Yanwen didn't know how to answer it for a while. Neither he nor Su Zhenzhen are emotionally exposed, and they are more restrained than ordinary people. He thought that Su Zhenzhen understood his intentions. , thinking that he would not hear Su Huanzhen's questioning that was equivalent to questioning.But he can also see that Suzhen is really emotionally unstable now. He doesn't know what Suzhen experienced in the coma just now, but now he can no longer stimulate his emotions.

"Why do you really ask that?"

Su Zhenzhen was taken aback when he heard the words. What he saw and heard just now really made him feel a little impulsive. However, soon, he also realized his gaffe, but he couldn't take back the words once he uttered them. He also wanted to know what happened to Shi Yanwen. Thoughts, even if he knows it well.As Sanyu once said to Yinzi, "The two seeds in the fruit, when the fruit splits, are either pecked by birds, or blown away by the wind, and fall into different growth environments. Sweet, naturally prosperous, if the soil is scorched and the water is short, it should be considered barren, but no matter what state it is, the essence is the same fruit after all.” But he still has a bit of entanglement and hesitation, after all... he is Su Zhenzhen But it's not Su Huanzhen, he has Su Huanzhen's past, but he has a different future from Su Huanzhen.

"Do you love me now, or..."

"Don't think too much, it's true." Shi Yanwen hugged Su Zhenzhen, who just woke up from a coma, even with the warmth of his pure yang power, his whole body still exuded a faint cold air, and his lips pressed against Su Zhenzhen. His forehead was covered with Su Huanzhen's cool hands, and the power of pure yang was useless, so he hoped to pass his own temperature to him.

Whether it's the Su Xianren in that bizarre dream who seeks to benefit the world, or the Su Huanzhen who has been with him all this time, he knows that he will be happy and sad, hurt and bleed, But he has never seen such a 'fragile' Su Huanzhen, because Su Huanzhen never let himself show too many negative emotions in front of others, and now Su Huanzhen like this makes his heart ache, "What I want Su Zhenzhen, who I know and is familiar with, has always been you who accompanied me through all kinds of hardships and made me put in my heart."

As for Su Huan's true thoughts, he could easily guess.In fact, from the first time they met, he could vaguely feel that Su really approached him with a purpose, but at that time they were not as close as they are now, and they kept a certain distance between them. Keep a safe distance from him and intersect.However, for some unknown reason, Su really chose to step over that safe distance to approach him. If he had been sober during that time, he would not have allowed them to develop into the relationship they have now. After all, he is not what he appears to be. Even someone who is so close, especially someone who approaches him with a purpose, he will not let go of his guard against that person.

His coma gave Su Zhenzhen a chance to test it out, and he dreamed for several years.Let him know that Su Huan really passed away, and he puts the choice in his hands, let him choose whether to catch this touch of lotus shadow from another world, or let him go, and then... because of the still remaining trace... The sign of the alien world was suppressed by the heavenly way of the nine realms, or even wiped out.After going through a difficult situation, he has gained a lot of good things that he doesn't know how to describe. After returning to the Nine Realms, he can vaguely perceive the fate of destiny, just like what he saw later. After Mr. Cangli, he saw Mr. Cangli's repressed fate as a disciple of the Mohist school, Jingzhong's fate after becoming a disciple of Mr. Cangli, and... Su Zhenzhen's unpredictable future.

After waking up from the dream, he was vaguely aware that Su Huanzhen was close to his goal at first, he couldn't accept this kind of impure emotion, and because of this he couldn't admit the mutated emotion in his heart, so he suppressed everything Emotions, treat Su Huanzhen with the previous attitude, but Su Huanzhen's various actions afterward are based on his heart, are helping, and are also... tentative.

Regarding the temptation of his emotions, he wants to see his own emotions clearly, which makes him more and more confused. If he just wants to make friends with him, he can stop at the step of becoming a close friend and bosom friend, so why press every step of the way? Woolen cloth?However, just when he wanted to make it clear with Su, he told himself to go to the Demon World.Su Huanzhen really took this step on purpose, or it was really just for Xiaokong's safety, he didn't know at the time, but now he understands, this is Su Huanzhen's regress at that time, and it is also the choice he will choose again. The rights were in his hands.

The night before entering the tunnel, he finally knew what Su really wanted after he broke away from the dream, and he made a request to himself, "Yanwen, wait for me Those who come back, you are willing to fade out of the center of the martial arts with me."

At that time, he didn't know Mr. Cangli's background, nor did he know that Jingzhong would bear responsibilities other than being a member of the Shi family. As a member of the Shi family, he had the responsibility to go on for the Central Plains, just as Zeng Su really did. It's the same as I said to myself, 'Once the smoke is not over, this road is endless. He couldn't stop, and he didn't understand why Su Zhenzhen hoped that he would fade out of the martial arts with him. He could see that Su Zhenzhen's concern for martial arts had not diminished much.But just when he wanted to refuse, Su really stopped him. He hoped that he would give him an answer after he came back.

"Ah."

When Shi Yanwen fell into memories, Su Zhenzhen in his arms slowly closed his eyes, with a satisfied smile, and fell into sleep. In fact, he knew Shi Yanwen's answer, and the knot in his heart was always If it is not untied, it will become an insurmountable barrier. What he wants is affirmation from Yanwen himself, words that will make him truly feel at ease.

With his palm sliding on the wounded man's satin-like hair, Shi Yanwen caressed Su Huanzhen's snowy silver hair, his eyes dimmed, all the past flashed in his mind one by one, and he couldn't help sighing, "Really, How dare you bet! '

Gai Yanwen's trust, Gai Yanwen's choice, put all the decision-making power in Yanwen's hands. If Yanwen didn't make that choice at that time, would you choose to give up?But...Since Yanwen chose to accept, then I will not let go, so, really, there is no next time, I will not let you die in front of me again, and I will not let you get hurt again.

So... don't be sad, don't doubt, don't get entangled, you are very important in Yanwen's heart.

"I love you, Yanwen loves you, Shi Yanwen's... Bailian, mine... really."

Shi Yanwen leaned over and branded a soft kiss full of affection on Su Huanzhen's moist lips.

I don't know whether he heard the truth that Shi Yanwen seldom confides in his mouth, or felt the soft kiss full of affection. Su Huan, who was still asleep, seemed to sense it, and rubbed Shi Yanwen's chest, the corners of his lips turned up slightly, full of A warm atmosphere surrounds the two of them, the sound of the rain gradually subsides, and the blue moon shrouded in dark clouds slowly reveals itself, and the silvery moonlight shines into this desolate, remote and simple cave, tainting this dark place Very warm.

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