Shu Ke's Notes

Last night, Li Shuke was sleepy and tired and couldn't digest the "secret" that Liu Shao revealed, and he was coaxed out by Liu Ying to watch a movie early this morning, so naturally he didn't have time to think so much.

It wasn't until now at dinner time that the two of them were sitting face to face in a romantic French restaurant, did Cheng Shuke remember that Liu Shao said last night that they knew each other before?

Based on his memory of the "beautiful girl" in the photo last night, Cheng Shuke really vaguely recalled something.That "little girl" has big eyes and fair skin, and she seems to call him "Brother Shu Ke"?

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"Brother Shu Ke"?

Cheng Shuke looked up at Liu Shao's handsome but not at all "girly" face, and he didn't dare to equate him with the "cute girl" in his memory.

Now imagine the scene where Liu Shao called him "Brother Shu Ke" in a milky voice with his handsome face... Hey~ Cheng Shuke couldn't help but feel a chill.

Liu Shao on the opposite side didn't know that Cheng Shuke was wandering in the sky, and he shivered inexplicably as he stared at his face, and couldn't help laughing: "What are you thinking about?"

"It's nothing, nothing." Cheng Shuke returned to his senses. "It's just... I seem to be a little... thinking of you..."

"You remembered!" Cheng Shuke rarely saw Liu Shao showing such an urgent expression. "What do you remember?" She looked at him with piercing eyes.

"I remember that my mother, my aunt and I went to pick you up from your kindergarten!" Cheng Shuke recalled. "When you were young... you were so beautiful... Ugh! Why did you pinch my nose!"

"Don't use this adjective!" Liu Shao squinted his eyes slightly, trying to make a dangerous expression, but the slightly raised corners of his mouth had already betrayed him.

"That's right!" Cheng Shuke said, rubbing his red nose. "It hurts so bad! Don't twist my nose in the future, even pinch it! What should I do if it collapses, it's so ugly..."

The two sat in the window seat, and outside the window were the dimly lit buildings and streets, listening to the flowing piano music, surrounded by couples of handsome men and beautiful women who were talking affectionately to each other.

The meal was served soon, facing the exquisite food and wonderful people in front of them, both of them felt sorry for the current environment and atmosphere if they didn't say anything.

"actually……"

"that……"

Both of them opened their mouths at the same time.

"……You speak first."

"……you first."

It's a tacit understanding again.

Liu Shao hadn't laughed so happily like this time for a long time. "Let me come first, I have heard so much from you yesterday."

"Actually, I haven't talked to you for such a long time. It's not that I don't want to talk to you, but that I really don't know how to face you."

"I looked like a girl when I was young, and my mother often went out in skirts, so few people played with me." Liu Shao frowned slightly when he said this. "But you are different from them. You are very good at talking and laughing. I am very happy with you."

Hearing this, Cheng Shuke complained silently in his heart: That's because the young master treats you as a girl, hey!

"I have liked you since the first time I saw you when I was five years old. Of course...not that kind of liking, I just want to play with you. I remember very clearly that day you said, wait for you When you come next time, I will return my plane model to me, and then let me draw you a picture of the plane model in exchange. I drew it the night you left, but I waited and waited and waited. The summer vacation is over, and you still haven't come. I knew that the painting would never be sent out, so I tore it up one night before school started. I was very angry that day, and I thought you lied to me. I wanted to tear up the painting you gave me too, but in the end I was still reluctant." Liu Shao couldn't help but feel a little sad when he mentioned the sad past.

"...Hey, I feel a little guilty for saying that." Cheng Shuke listened quietly, as if he could feel the sadness of that child 12 years ago from Liu Shao's words.

"You owe me already, okay!" Liu Shao complained childishly. "In the future, you must make it up to me."

Seeing Liu Shao's extremely serious eyes, Shu Ke responded softly: "...um."

"The story goes... Well, it's time to tell that we met for the first time when we grew up. The day before you came, when my mother told me that you were coming, you didn't know how complicated my mood was. I was excited , looking forward to it, and at the same time want to severely punish you, the little scoundrel who missed the appointment!" At this point, Liu Shao went to pinch Cheng Shuke's nose again.

"I've said it a hundred times! Don't pinch my nose!" Shu Ke frowned. "No wonder you kept bullying me for the first few days when I first came here. It turned out to be blatant revenge!"

"How can I bully you!"

"...It's bullying."

"Well, I just bullied you. Who made you so easy to bully now." Liu Shao admitted generously instead, leaving Shu Ke helpless. "You have become different from when you were a child. Your skin has turned white, you don't like to talk, you don't like to laugh anymore, you are not as clever as you were when you were a child, and you are often a little dull."

"There's no way to stay! Even if there is... it's tortured by mathematics!" Shu Ke protested.

Liu Shao smiled and said: "But, I still like you like this. I can't help but want to get close to you, kiss you, and hug you, but you always act like you reject me thousands of miles away. .”

"No, I didn't..." Cheng Shuke continued to explain.

"No, listen to me first." Liu Shao interrupted him. "You are very good, just like when you were a child, kind and warm, making people want to get close unconsciously. Every time I get close to you, you resist a few times, but you still can't bear to push me away, but I know in my heart that you Don't like me, I can feel it."

"So, I am very scared. While I am close to you, I am afraid that others will approach you. On the one hand, I like you, but on the other hand, I am afraid that you will fall in love with others. I am afraid that you will leave me, so I have done a lot of excessive things to you, sorry " Liu Shao said sincerely.

"Actually...it's okay, those things have passed, and I won't mention it in the future..." Cheng Shuke said in a low voice.

"Actually, I don't know when my feelings for you began to change. But when I found out, I was already reluctant to let you leave my side. Shuke, you said last night that you don't know that we are like this What is it, is there a future? In fact, I don’t know if there is a future, because it depends on us to go step by step. But, I know what we are like this, I regard you as my favorite person, I regard you as My lover. I want to treat you well, and I want you to be as happy as you were when you were a child, and you can just grin and giggle when you have nothing to do." At this point in Liu Shao's voice, he met Shu Ke's eyes.

"Shu Ke, can you give me this chance?"

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