Shu Ke's Notes

After doing all this, Cheng Shuke put his backpack on his back and pulled the suitcase out of the bedroom, but was stopped when he was about to say goodbye to Li Jiahua: "It's not short of a meal, I made your favorite dish, eat it Let's go again." Then he took off the backpack on Shu Ke's back and put it on the chair of the dining table, then went back to cook, then waved the spatula and said, "If Xiao Shao came back and knew that he didn't keep you for dinner, he would definitely leave. Speak mine."

As it happened, there was the sound of the doorknob twisting at the door, and Liu Shao pushed the door in. The moment he saw Shu Ke, his face was filled with uncontrollable surprise, but then he saw the suitcase next to him, and his eyes It quickly dimmed again.This series of reactions was completed in an instant, so fast that Shu Ke had no time to notice.

Although there were only three people at the dinner table tonight, Li Jihua still made a big enough dinner, but except for herself, both of them were full of worries.Cheng Shuke specially picked the time period when Liu Shao was not at home, but he didn't expect that it took too long to go through the school leaving procedures, so he finally met Liu Shao. A farewell was inevitable, Shu Ke really couldn't Know how to say it.And Liu Shao realized his mistake in the few days after Shu Ke left, and then made countless drafts in his heart to keep him.Although the "Last Supper" was sumptuous, both of them were tasteless.

Li Jihua didn't know what happened between the two of them, so naturally he didn't understand their worried and entangled feelings.After the meal, she washed the dishes as usual and asked Liu Shao to take Shu Ke to the train station.When Cheng Shuke waved his hand to refuse, Liu Shao had already pulled up his suitcase and walked out the door.Naturally, he didn't want to argue with Liu Shao in front of Li Jihua, so he had to acquiesce in such an arrangement.

Neither of them thought of what to say, so they didn't speak first, so they were silent all the way and soon arrived at the train station.After successfully buying the ticket, waiting for the bus, and entering the station, Liu Shao helped line up and carry the luggage all the way, trying to prove his image as a three-good boyfriend with actions.

But the more attentive he was, the greater the pressure in Shu Ke's heart.

Some people say that the gender of the body is not the same as the gender of the heart. Although Cheng Shuke is a real boy, he has a fragile and sensitive heart like a girl. He hates parting and is afraid of parting.He really liked the person in front of him who disappointed him so much, he had already made the decision to separate but couldn't open his mouth anyway.If he left like this, what was the relationship between the two of them?Return to the ambiguous but awkward relationship at the beginning?He raised his head abruptly, and was about to speak, but Liu Shao preempted him.

"I saw it just now. You packed all the things I bought for you and returned them to me. I know you are angry. I promise that I will discuss with you before doing anything in the future." Liu Shao raised his hand and touched it. Shu Ke's cheek, looking directly into his eyes. "But, since you still wear our ring around your neck, does that mean...you will forgive me." The hand stroking the cheek moved to the neck, and picked out the red string wearing the ring.

The ring has never been taken off since it was bought and worn around the neck.If Liu Shao hadn't reminded him, Shu Ke would have forgotten the existence of this ring.He froze for two seconds, met Liu Shaoqi's gaze, stretched his hand behind his neck, and untied the red string that wore the ring. "This, I forgot to return it to you." Shu Ke took Liu Shao's hand from his shoulder and put the ring in his palm. "I still remember that we officially dated on November 23, and it's been 49 days now, let's break up."

Liu Shao really panicked at this time. The thinking of the past few days and the silence all the way couldn't make him come up with such a perfect redemption line. On the contrary, it was Shu Ke's agitation that made him even more unscrupulous: " Why do you want to separate from me because of a trivial matter?"

Shu Ke heard the funniest joke in the world: "Small thing? Maybe in your eyes, my so-called dream is just a joke that can't be put on the stage, but to me it is the goal I have been pursuing for the past five months! Didn’t you see my hard work? In the days before the art exam, I got up early every morning and stood outside in the small garden with cold hands and feet, stomping my feet and broadcasting the manuscript against the back of the big tree. Do you feel very comfortable... ..." The more Cheng Shuke spoke, the more aggrieved he became, and his voice gradually turned into tears.

"I know I know everything, but..." Liu Shao just wanted to speak but was interrupted by Shu Ke: "What do you know? You know what you want me to do! I don't want to go to W University, I just want to take the B exam Z University in the city. I have liked city B since I was a child, and wanted to go to school in city B. Why, can’t I! I worked hard, but I didn’t pass the exam because I was not capable enough. I admit it, but why did you refuse the possibility of me trying? Don't give me a chance to try?"

The quarrel between the two naturally attracted the attention of the people around them. The people waiting for the bus talked a lot, and some girls even gathered together to discuss the relationship between the two.Only then did Cheng Shuke realize that his voice was too loud, so he wiped away his tears, turned his head and said nothing.

Liu Shao knows that children are immature people, and they can only do things for 3 minutes, thinking that this so-called "dream" is just to choose a more suitable school to meet the goals set by the head teacher.He obviously didn't know that University Z was so important to him, and his voice softened: "I know I was wrong, but you can't even give me a chance to correct myself."

The train came, and Cheng Shuke didn't want to talk too much nonsense with him, so he took the suitcase from Liu Shao's hand and was about to get on the train, but Liu Shao held his hand. "Do you remember, on the night you bought the ring, you promised me that no matter what I did, you would never leave me. We made a promise, and you can't take your word for it."

Pull hook?Shu Ke found it inconceivable that Liu Shao, who had always been calm, could hear such childish words. "Didn't you do this kind of thing many times? Didn't you ever imprison me? What did you say at that time?" Liu Shao's feeling of holding his hand touched his anger once.Thinking of Zou Kai's answer after talking with Zou Kai on the phone yesterday, Cheng Shuke became ruthless, and turned to you Liu Shao and said, "Let go, don't wear away the last bit of my goodwill for you." See Seeing Liu Shao froze without any movement, he said cruelly: "Maybe you don't like me as much as you imagined, and I... don't like you as much as you imagined."

Looking at the obvious helplessness and sadness in Liu Shao's eyes, Cheng Shuke felt a dull pain in his heart. He really couldn't bear to see the proud Liu Shao in such a mess on weekdays, and said: "If one day, we all grow up, I learn to be tolerant, you learn to respect, maybe... I will go to you, and then we can be friends again." Then, not daring to look at Liu Shao's face, he turned around with his suitcase and stepped on the leaving train.

Before the train started, Cheng Shuke kept his face away, for fear of seeing Liu Shao looking at him from the window.Cheng Shuke endured it for a long time, until the train started, he no longer cared about the eyes of others, and let the tears pour out crazily.Cheng Shuke doesn't think he is a crybaby, but he has only known Liu Shao for more than five months, but he almost shed all the tears in the 18 years of his life.

Looking at the slowly moving scenery in front of him, Cheng Shuke said goodbye silently in his heart——

Say goodbye to this city, say goodbye to this memory, and... say goodbye to this relationship.

It's a long way to go, let's take care of each other.

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