Shu Ke's Notes

After the two left, Shen Mengbai really ordered another serving of fruit sago dew. Shu Ke was already a little bit greedy, but it was a pity after the last serving was spilled, so he filled a bowl now.Most of the dishes I ate before were spicy and salty, but the icy and sweet sago tasted very much to Shu Ke's liking.

After eating and drinking, Cheng Shuke was very satisfied, so he got up and left with Shen Mengbai, but when he reached the door, he was blocked by a tall and handsome waiter.

Suddenly being blocked by someone, Shu Ke was also very confused: "Why... what's the matter?"

The waiter kept a polite smile: "You may have forgotten to check out, two, who will pay the order?" Although the waiter said "two" verbally, his eyes were always looking at Shu Ke.

"Oh...hehe, I forgot..." Shu Ke smiled awkwardly, and cursed in his heart: Dead Liu Shao!Drag me into the car and don't treat me!If I had known I would pay for it, I would have eaten Mala Tang! "That...how much?" If it exceeds 1000 yuan, I'll go and take it with me!Shu Ke thought to himself.

"Let me see, you spent a total of 760 yuan." The waiter looked down at the bill and said with a smile.

"……"call!Fortunately, it didn't exceed a thousand... But it's not a lot, okay!Such dishes are at most three hundred in our place, okay?And it's still full... No!It's very supportive!

"...Can I swipe my card?" Shu Ke opened his wallet, then looked up dumbfounded and asked.

The waiter extended a please gesture. "Yes, sir, please come here." Shu Ke followed to the front desk and paid the money silently.

When ordering, you know that the price of the dishes here is not affordable, and seven hundred and sixty for four people is not too expensive.Although it was within Cheng Shuke's expectation, the moment he signed the receipt, his heart was bleeding, okay?The internship period is only [-] per month!All of a sudden a week's salary is gone!I really want to throw the ticket in Liu Shao's face every minute and find him AA!

In the hotel, Shu Ke heard Shen Mengbai say repeatedly, "Don't worry, Director, I will take good care of your friend" and "I will send him home safely", so he thought that Shen Mengbai had a car and knew how to drive.So when the two walked out of the restaurant side by side, they saw Shen Mengbai standing in front of Yazi by the side of the road and beckoning, Shu Ke was stunned, and asked stupidly, "What are you doing?"

"I'll take you home." Ms. Shen had a natural expression of "Are you so stupid that you haven't even seen a taxi".

After finishing speaking, a taxi just stopped beside her. "Get in the car." Miss Shen opened the door and sat in the back seat.

...Cheng Shuke was sweating wildly, this is how feelings send me home.Oh my god, did I just go crazy for a moment and believe that she has a car and can drive it, am I stupid! ?

When Shu Ke opened the door and sat in the co-pilot. "Where are you going?" the driver turned his head and asked.

"Shu Ke, where are you going?" Shen Mengbai also asked.

Eh!Although she was a little devil with an angelic face, she was a girl after all, so she couldn't be allowed to go back by car alone. "...Forget it, I'd better send you back first." Shu Ke said weakly.

Back in the dormitory, Shu Ke threw his bag on the table and slumped lazily in the chair.He rubbed his aching eyes. At this moment, his body, which had been exhausted all day, could finally relax.

The dormitory where Shu Ke lives is a mixed dormitory. There are four people in total. He is the third eldest. Except for him, who majored in broadcasting and hosting in the School of Communication, the other three are cultural students.The eldest is from the Institute of Physical Education and is currently working as an intern coach in a gym.The second child is a high-achieving student in the School of History. He has passed the teacher qualification certificate test early, and is dedicated to being a glorious people's teacher.The fourth child, Li Jia, plays games every day without doing business, but he is actually from the Software Academy.The eldest and second child in the dormitory both went out for internships and moved out, leaving only Shu Ke and Li Jia.At this time, roommate Li Jia was concentrating on playing the game, bluffing with earphones on the headset: "Hey, let's try Xiaoye's big move!"

Shu Ke was helpless: "Li Jia——can you keep your voice down?"

"Ah, yes, yes!" Li Jia agreed perfunctorily, but the volume did not decrease: "Fuck, this ugly bastard actually made a sneak attack!" Then he remembered something, and said to Shu Ke without squinting: "Just now Zou Kai is here to find you."

Shu Ke, who was changing his slippers, paused. "Zou Kai? When?"

"About an hour ago, be so ugly and force yourself to death!"

an hour ago?Then why don't you call me?Cheng Shuke took out his mobile phone, and sure enough, it turned off automatically when it ran out of power.

"Fuck, fuck, I'm going to die, I'm taking drugs, I'm going to die." After Li Jia yelled, she lay on the back of the chair and took a deep breath with regret.

"Is PK kneeling again? Give up, boy." Shu Ke looked at the figure lying on the black and white screen and smiled.

"Laughing fart! It's this ugly guy who sneaked up on me! My brother will get revenge sooner or later!" Li Jia rolled his eyes at Shu Ke. "You're not here, Zou Kai left a folder for you."

"Where is it?" Shuke asked.

"It's right there, look for it yourself." Li Jia raised her face at the table next to her, and started a new round of fighting.

Shu Ke looked at the pile of desks, sweating profusely. "Hey! Li Jia, can you clean it up?" Shu Ke shouted angrily when he finally found the folder that was pressed on Wuzhishan from among countless miscellaneous gadgets and pulled it out. "Hey! Li-Jia! Who ate the food on it! Is it you! Look, it's all sprinkled on it!"

"Hey, don't disturb me, I'm just downloading a dungeon."

Shu Ke gave his roommate a white look: "I can't clean it up! It's a mess like a pig's nest."

"Hey, pigs don't clean up by themselves, don't they all clean up the pigs." Li Jia said.

"Fuck you!" Shu Ke kicked him, and the paper wiped the folder clean.

Open the folder, inside is a related introduction and registration method about the "'Xinrui Cup' China's First University Campus Journalism Contest".Shu Ke immediately charged his phone and dialed Zou Kai's number.

"Forgot to charge your phone again, did you read the file I gave you?" Zou Kai's voice said.

"Well. I was just about to ask you, what is the situation of this news competition?"

"Today, I went to dinner with a friend who studies journalism. I just got the news. This competition has invested a lot, and many famous schools have been co-hosted, but because it is the first time, not many people know about it. You can try it and say Might not be an opportunity."

"Thanks, I'll try it."

Zou Kai smiled softly: "Thank you for what we say."

"That... I met Liu Shao a few days ago." Shu Ke hesitated, but still told the other party. "He is also developing in Beijing now."

"...Very good." There was silence on the other end of the phone for a few seconds. "Actually, I knew about him when he first came back, but I didn't tell you. I didn't expect Beijing to be so big, but I still let you meet him. Have you... come out now?"

Shu Ke smiled pretendingly relaxed. "Hey, it's all a thing of the past. I was young at that time, and I didn't understand... I didn't understand..." His voice became deeper and deeper, and the words "I don't know what love is" stuck in his throat. , but can't say anything.

What exactly is love?Is it considered love like myself and Hu Xuan?A boy and a girl are suitable for each other and have some affection for each other, so they are together as a matter of course. Is it love?Without other people's strange eyes, and without the heartbroken pain of relatives, and then live a lifetime in peace and stability, is this love?The answer is probably no.Because he knows that the most sincere feelings are the feelings that arise when you are most ignorant, and the feelings that are the most pressured to be together.At least, he understood that no matter how much hurt and estrangement there was between the two, none of the two people at that time was not sincere.

Zou Kai smiled and said, "It seems that you still haven't come out."

There was silence between the two of them.

Zou Kai first broke the silence: "Four years ago, he did that to you because he was sorry for you, because he didn't know how to respect and care for you. But I think it can give you more happiness and joy than Liu Shao. , so I advise you to cut the mess quickly and separate from him, the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain." Having said this, Zou Kai smiled helplessly. "But now four years have passed, no matter how much I hint, you still can't accept me. I find that I may not be able to give you happiness and joy."

"Zou Kai, I..."

"Shu Ke, listen to me first. You have always known my feelings for you, but you just don't want to face it, and you don't want to pierce this layer of paper and lose this friendship. Don't worry, we will still be good friends in the future of."

"……thanks."

"Thank you, I just feel that if I can't give you happiness, then I hope you can be with someone who can give you happiness. Now everything is different, and Liu Shao...has changed a lot. If you really If you can’t let it go, you might as well give yourself another chance to be with him again.”

"I..." The obsession in his heart was punctured, and Shu Ke was instantly ashamed.Thinking about that person's recent situation, he said lightly: "You also said that everything is different now, and he already...has his own life. Sometimes, you don't need to get too much, you just need to leave it for yourself. The best memories will suffice."

"My own life? Shuke, have you ever thought that if Liu Shao... still likes you?"

Zou Kai's words hit the little luck in Shu Ke's heart.It has been a week since we met Liu Shao, and he has never thought about and dare not think about this question: Liu Shao, if he still likes him until now, what should he do?

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What should Shuke, who is hesitant, do?