Shu Ke's Notes

Pregnant?This word from Feng Jiyan's mouth is undoubtedly explosive. Liu Shao suddenly looked up in surprise, but saw that the other party still looked sleepy.

Such a decadent expression is not often seen on her face. It can be seen that this time she contacted herself only when she was really helpless. Liu Shao suppressed his emotions and sighed, and asked in a deep voice. "……how long it has been?"

Feng Jiyan casually stirred the bowl of thick soup in front of her with a spoon, absent-mindedly said: "Oh, let me think about it... the last time he came back was the Mid-Autumn Festival... probably almost two months."

"...Then what did he say?" If you don't want to be responsible, you can beat him up by yourself, even though you know you can't beat him, forgive him and dare not fight back.

"I didn't tell him."

"..."

Feng Jiyan and Liu Shao are classmates in high school for three years. Not only are they outstanding in appearance, they are also among the best in academic performance.The seventeen or eighteen-year-old high school students are the age when gossips and gossips are common, and the "Golden Boy and Jade Girl CP" formed by the two is known by the students in the class.

Since the two had good grades, it was inevitable that they would be praised during the parents' meeting. Therefore, as the number of times increased, the parents of both sides got to know each other during the parent meeting.Later, Liu Shao and Feng Jiyan went abroad to study, and they were in the same university. The two families inevitably made an appointment to have a meal together, and asked the children to take care of each other, so the relationship between the two families became closer.

In fact, in the three years of high school, Liu Shao and Feng Jiyan were not very close friends, and even because of the scandal, the two of them were quite embarrassed, and it was too late to avoid suspicion, and they never spoke easily.It wasn't until later when they went to study in the United States that the old acquaintances in a foreign country became very cordial, and the two gradually became acquainted.

The two have similar experiences and are equally excellent. In fact, in the hearts of the parents of both parties, the children of the other family are already the best candidates for daughter-in-law and son-in-law.If it wasn't for Liu Shaoxian who fell in love with Shu Ke and still couldn't forget it after four years of separation, if it wasn't for Feng Jiyan's entanglement with that person, who is still cutting things off and messing up, these two people together would be a good ending.

In fact, in Liu Shao's heart, after getting along with each other for several years, he already regarded Feng Jiyan as his younger sister.As a girl, Feng Jiyan was so strong and independent, she didn't ask him to help much when she was studying abroad, but today she called extremely abnormally to say that she wanted to chat with her.Liu Shao's intuition was that something big must have happened, but he didn't expect to hear such news.No brother can remain calm when he learns that his sister is pregnant out of wedlock, and Liu Shao is naturally the same.

"You didn't tell him? Then what are you going to do?!" Liu Shao finally couldn't hold back, his voice rose unconsciously, and he frowned and took out his mobile phone: "I'll call Ruan Yang!"

Feng Jiyan chuckled like self-deprecating: "It's useless for you to call him. Mobile phones are not allowed in the army, so you can't contact him at all."

Liu Shao naturally knew the rules of the army, but he forgot about it in a hurry. After calming down, he thought about it and said: "Then contact his family, I still don't believe it..."

"No! Don't tell anyone, I don't want him to know... If he, if he finds out, he will definitely ask me to kill the child. I know him too well..." Feng Jiyan's voice became smaller and smaller, and at the end it was still I cried a little.She gently put her arms on the table, rested her forehead with one hand, and closed her eyes tiredly. The normally radiant goddess looked a little embarrassed at this time.

Seeing that the atmosphere between the two was tense, the waiter was a little trembling, and immediately evacuated after serving the meal quickly.

Liu Shao knew that Feng Jiyan, who looked soft and weak, was very stubborn in his heart, so he had to be patient and said: "I won't say anything, then tell me first, what are you and him going to do? What are your plans?"

Feng Jiyan sighed, turned her head to look out of the window and said, "After so many years, I'm tired too, I don't want to wait like this forever..." Under the reflection of the crystal lamp, tears seemed to glisten in a pair of almond eyes .

Liu Shao is a witness to their journey. He saw how these two people fell in love and had no choice but to "kill each other". He felt that it was a pity to give up like this, so he persuaded: "...you just get along with me like this." Did he break up? Are you sure you can really let go? "

"It's not me who wants to let go! It's he who wants to let go!" Feng Jiyan suddenly turned her head to look at Liu Shao at the mention of the sharp word "breakup", with deep pain and struggle clearly in her eyes.

"Yes, it's his fault. He has a special job and doesn't want you to suffer with him." Thinking of Ruan Yang, Liu Shao couldn't help but sighed deeply.I have also known him for many years. As a friend, Liu Shao naturally knows how he is. As a man, Liu Shao can understand his embarrassment.

In fact, in the bottom of their hearts, these two people always feel that they owe each other.

In the college entrance examination that year, Feng Jiyan suddenly had acute appendicitis. She endured the severe pain and finished the Chinese test in the morning, but fainted at the entrance of the examination room before the math test in the afternoon.At that time, Ruan Yang saw Feng Jiyan's face turned pale, and he was so frightened that he couldn't help but rush out of the examination room with her in his arms, regardless of the fact that he still had the exam.At that time, the entrance of the examination room was full of the parents' cars of the examinees, and the scene was so congested that it was difficult to even move a bicycle, let alone take a taxi.Fortunately, there was a hospital nearby, and Ruan Yang didn't know where he came from so hard, so he ran all the way without stopping to carry Feng Jiyan to the hospital.

The hero saves the beauty in times of crisis, and the ending of this romantic-sounding story is that both of them fail the college entrance examination.Feng Jiyan went abroad, while Ruan Yang went to serve as a soldier.All the way from an ordinary soldier to a squad leader, he was elected to the special forces. Since then, his heart has turned to the party, and his head is pinned to his belt.

One is that I owe you that I can only go through the wind and rain because of the ruin of my future, and the other is that I am afraid that my life and death are at stake and I will not be able to give you a perfect ending.

The two owe each other but are entangled with each other. How many storms and waves they have gone through along the way, if they say let go at this time, even Liu Shao, a bystander, can't help feeling sorry for it.

Maybe it's because of being too touched, even a shrewd person like Liu Shao sometimes hesitates to speak: "You two have survived so many difficulties for so many years, even when it was so critical last year—"

Before Liu Shao finished speaking, Feng Jiyan anxiously interrupted: "Don't mention last year!" Thinking of the phone call when she was dying, she still couldn't help being afraid.

"Can you understand my mood... Do you know how terrified I am every day!" Feng Jiyan lowered her head, her hair hanging like a waterfall still couldn't hide the tears on her cheeks, her voice trembling uncontrollably: "Liu Shao, Can you imagine, sometimes I can't even contact him for months! We are lovers, but I don't know where my favorite person is doing every day, and where does he go to perform tasks? I don’t know anything about the dangers! Every time he contacted me saying that the army was going to be on leave, no matter what I was doing or not, I would immediately book a ticket back home and fly back to find him, even if we could only be together for one day! But even if Such a difficult meeting, every time I parted, I still wondered if this would be the last time I saw him... It's been four years, I'm so tired, I might really not be able to endure it..."

Feng Jiyan's tears fell like raindrops one after another, even if the previous goddess was radiant and impeccable, at this moment she is just a sad person trapped by love.

Unintentionally touched the other person's scar, and listening to the voice of weeping blood, Liu Shao felt extremely guilty.He really couldn't see the girl crying in front of him, and she was crying so sadly, so he immediately handed over a tissue and advised, "Don't cry, just wipe your tears."

Thinking about what Feng Jiyan has paid for this relationship, it can be said that it is not much. She turned down the opportunity to advance to a doctoral degree that already belonged to her, and returned to China immediately after graduation.

But he also knows that Ruan Yang must have his own difficulties. On the one hand, he has the belief he has always insisted on, and on the other hand, he is the woman he loves the most. It must be uncomfortable for him to be caught in the middle.

The long waiting without hope and the painful determination of the painful struggle, such a topic is too heavy and too desperate, Liu Shao ruthlessly helped her make a decision: "Okay, okay! Then let's not wait anymore, and we will be with you from now on. He broke up, and then I will accompany you to the hospital to abort the child, just pretend that you have never known him before, and start a new life!"

"No, I won't kill the child." Feng Jiyan calmly reiterated again.

"Are you crazy, Feng Jiyan?! You want to break up with him but don't want to kill the child? You mean you decided to be an unmarried mother?" Liu Shao was almost laughed at by the other party, and said quickly: " Do you know how stressful it is to do this? Let’s not talk about what others will think of you, how do you explain to your uncles and aunts? They don’t even allow you to associate with Ruan Yang! Now I can watch you give birth to him without a name or distinction Child? Think about it carefully, okay! You are only old now, are you a good mother?"

"...It doesn't matter anymore." Facing Liu Shao's questioning, Feng Jiyan smiled lightly, with a relieved look on her face, as if she didn't care about everything.

In fact, every sentence Liu Shao said was the truth, and every problem he could not solve by himself, because these had been repeated thousands of times in his mind, but what could he do?The obstruction of her parents, the waiting for getting together less and leaving more... Even though she can bear all these, the weakness of her lover who keeps pushing her away still disappoints her.

It's enough to wait, too tired, then let's separate, time is the best medicine to heal everything, maybe one day, these depressing past can be brought up by myself with a smile.But even if he wanted to separate, he still couldn't bear to get rid of the child in his stomach. After all, it was the only thing he had left besides the four years of memories.

The words have reached this point, and Liu Shao doesn't know how to persuade him any more. After all, the word love is like a person drinking water, knowing whether he is warm or not.

I just prayed secretly in my heart: I hope that I and that person will not be so rough, so hopeless, and end like this.

The author has something to say:

To be honest, I was already crying when I wrote it. This is probably my favorite chapter in the next volume.I really feel sorry for Miss Feng. Of course, Ruan Yang also has his own difficulties and will mention them in the future. In short, this is probably fate...