Shu Ke's Notes

"Don't go, if you follow, they... I'm afraid they will be even more angry."

Knowing that his mother was so angry that he fainted, Shu Ke felt guilty, and immediately booked a ticket and decided to go back. Liu Shao wanted to follow, but was stopped by Shu Ke.

"Didn't we agree to face it together? Uncle must be very angry, let him beat me up to calm down."

Cheng Shuke looked at Liu Shao who had a serious face and decided to be beaten and smiled: "My father is not as violent as you said, he beats people every now and then."

"Don't worry, let's split up and attack each one! Uncle and aunt, it's up to you." Shu Ke put his hand on Liu Shao's right cheek. "You just wait here for me."

Liu Shao didn't speak, just looked at him quietly.

The two of them just looked at each other like this, without saying a thousand words.

Looking at the person in front of him, Shu Ke thought to himself, there are many difficulties and dangers ahead, and he must try his best to get through it.

After bidding farewell to Liu Shao, Shu Ke ran to City X non-stop.In the hospital, seeing his mother, who had always acted like a strong woman, was so fragile at this moment, Shu Ke felt mixed feelings.

He put the fruit he bought on the table and sat down beside the accompanying bed. "After staying in Beijing for so long, I didn't talk to you properly when I got home."

Seeing that his mother didn't respond, Shu Ke talked to himself. "I'm guaranteed graduate school. It's the Z University I've always wanted to go to. I haven't told you all about it. I just want to surprise you when I come back this time."

Although Cheng's mother didn't speak, she couldn't hide the light that flashed in her eyes.

"It was a coincidence that I investigated a factory that was supposed to be demolished..." Shu Ke told his mother about everything he experienced in Beijing.

"... At that time, I didn't know who to call, so I called him directly. He came over quickly, and then fought with those three punks. His hand was stabbed, and the knife It should have been stabbed on me, he bled a lot, and I was terrified." Shu Ke said, putting his palms on his eyes, tears streaming down his face at some point.

Mother Cheng pretended not to care, but her heart ached.She didn't know that her son had encountered such a thing in Beijing, and she couldn't help complaining that she cared too little for him.

"It can be regarded as a blessing in disguise. I won the news award through this report, and then because of this award, I was admitted to Z University. In fact, there are many stories in the middle, and there are twists and turns about this award. When I have time in the future, I will take it slowly. tell you."

Shu Ke took a deep breath. "I just want to say that Liu Shao has really done a lot for me to keep my research and continue to pursue my ideals. He used to be a very domineering person and always wanted to control my life. It is precisely because of this that we We have been separated for four years. But this time, I can really feel that he has changed, he is willing to consider for me, he will encourage me and help me, I... I am really grateful."

The voice gradually choked up: "I know, it's hard for you to accept it, and I didn't expect you to accept it right away. But, can you give me a chance to prove that I can live a good life, and that I and Liu Shao and two... men can also live a good life, just like those ordinary couples, just like you and dad."

What responded to him was a long silence.

"Family, love, studies, career, I want all of them, and I don't want to compromise on any of them." Shu Ke lowered his head and smiled, "Mom, am I too greedy?"

"Why are you here? Get out of here!" The door of the ward was pushed open, and it was Cheng's father who came to deliver the meal. Seeing Shu Ke in the room, he couldn't help but yelled.

"I heard that my mother was ill, so I came to see her." Shu Ke stood up.

"Oh, so you know in your heart that you have a mother?" Cheng's father sneered a few times. "She's sick, why is she sick?!"

"It's all my fault." Shu Ke knelt down towards his parents. "I was wrong, I shouldn't make you angry."

Seeing his son kneeling suddenly, Cheng's father relaxed a little. "Then do you still recognize my father?"

"Of course! You are the parents who gave birth to me and raised me. This will not change no matter what."

"Okay, then you break up with him."

Cheng's father clenched his palms, and Cheng's mother also looked at Shu Ke eagerly.

He understands the difficulties of his parents, because he knows how much expectations his seemingly serious parents have for him.But on the other hand, he was burdened with another person's heavy love, and he didn't want to let him down, and he couldn't.

"...I'm sorry, I really can't do it."

"Evil thing!" What greeted him was not an understanding, but a slap in the face.

Hearing the sound of the key turning in the lock, Shu Ke sat up from the bed and looked at his father who entered the door.

"Dad, just give me your cell phone. I won't go out, but at least let me report that it's safe."

Cheng's father turned a deaf ear and did not say a word. He put the food on the drawer at the door with a sullen face, and locked the door behind him.

Hearing the slamming of the door, Shu Ke sighed silently.

This is the sixth day he has been locked up at home by his father, and the sixth day he has lost contact with the outside world.

That day, Cheng's father saw that his son was still refusing to let go, unwilling to "return from the wrong way", so he locked him up in a rage.

"Whenever the problem changes, I will let you out."

It's just a light sentence to say, but it's as difficult as it is to do.The word Liu Shao has already been stabbed in the heart with a knife, how can it be easily erased with an eraser like a pencil word?

Cheng's mother's condition has recovered and she is recuperating at home now.Cheng's father also asked for leave to take care of his wife.And Cheng Shuke, who was locked in the room, was under the surveillance of the two of them, every word and deed.

During these six days, Shu Ke really felt how terrible punishment detention was for a person who cared about him.The mobile phone was confiscated, the computer was disconnected from the Internet, three meals a day were delivered to the room, and Cheng's father was guarded outside the door even when going to the toilet and washing, so that he had no chance to contact the outside world.

Liu Shao must be very anxious...

He could almost imagine Liu Shao's expression when he called but no one answered, his sword eyebrows would be tightly wrinkled, his lips would be pursed into a straight line, his eyes would become sharper, and he looked very bad. The way you provoke...

If you can't get through the phone, WeChat will definitely be bombed.I don't know if my father will look at my mobile phone. I hope he won't look through the previous chat records, otherwise he will be even more angry.

Shu Ke laughed at himself.

He knew his father's stubbornness in his heart.This confinement, I don't know how long it will take, and how long it will take before I can see Liu Shao again.

Looking at the sparrows flying outside the window, Shu Ke suddenly envied this ordinary and fragile bird.

"I really want to put on wings like it and fly all the way to him."

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