Looking back at Chonghuameng

During the recovery period, Sang Luo would go to Baishantang every three days to check the wound, and Jin Yang was still with him.On the surface, they are still very loving newlyweds.

But Jinyang has been quite troubled recently, and he has always been a little concerned about the fact that Sang Luo is a woman.She knew very well in her heart that she liked Sang Luo, who was originally a woman, but she still couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart.Therefore, her attitude towards Sang Luo is quite hot and cold.

Only Sang Luo said shamelessly every time that the injured were the most serious, and she was so choked that she couldn't speak.

At this moment, they are on their way to Baishantang.

Because Bai Ruoxuan told her that Sang Luo needs to be more active, she didn't take the sedan chair.

The streets are wide and bustling.

There are fallen leaves on the roadside, and it is late autumn.

Sang Luo has been raised in the Princess Mansion for half a month with good food and drink, and has already survived the wound infection period.

Since she confessed her identity, she still treats Jinyang well, even better.But Jinyang didn't have the same unreserved attitude towards her at first, and he was always on guard, which made her very sad.

To silence everyone, they still sleep on the same bed at night, but Jinyang will never shrink into her embrace when he is conscious.Before falling asleep, there was a distance of nearly one person between them.After falling asleep, Jin Yang would always sneak into her arms unconsciously.In this way, Sang Luo is somewhat relieved.Every time Jin Yang opened his eyes and found that he was hugged by Sang Luo, he would always show an annoyed look, and Sang Luo could only smile wryly when he saw it.

In fact, Jin Yang was quite helpless about always retreating into Sang Luo's embrace.But she is really helpless, every night when she falls asleep, she will secretly swear that she will never throw herself into her arms, but every morning when she wakes up, she always curls up in Sang Luo's arms without exception.

The two walked side by side with different thoughts, Ziyun walked behind Jinyang, and the guards of the Princess Mansion followed secretly.

Since Sang Luo was injured, Jin Yang would take his guards with him every time he went out.She didn't want what happened that day to happen again.

"Princess, do you want to eat sweet-scented osmanthus cake?" Sang Luo didn't like this stuffy atmosphere, so he asked.

They were passing a pastry shop, and their nostrils were full of aromas.She knew that Jinyang had always liked desserts, so she asked this question.

"No." Jin Yang kept walking, sighing inwardly.No matter how hot and cold she is, Sang Luo will always resolve it without a trace.The smile on his face will never disappear, as always, he pampers her and obeys her in every possible way.

Sang Luo ignored her, walked quickly to the shop, and ordered sweet-scented osmanthus cake.She handed the paper bag to Jinyang, still smiling softly.

Jin Yang was startled, reached out to take it, but handed it to Ziyun casually, then looked at Sang Luo with a hint of provocation in his eyes.She wants to see when Sang Luo's patience will end.

When Sang Luo saw this, his heart twitched, and he was suddenly very sad.But she still smiled and said: "Yes, how can the princess eat while walking in the street?"

Said Gu Xiang Ziyun: "The sweet-scented osmanthus cake must be eaten while it's hot."

Jin Yang shook his head secretly and walked forward.

The Baishan Hall is filled with the fragrance of medicine.

Bai Ruoxuan checked Sang Luo's wound, and said with satisfaction: "You have a good recovery ability, and you may be able to recover in a month. However, the scars on the abdomen and back are a bit ugly."

Sang Luo smiled indifferently, and said: "If it's ugly, it's ugly, it's nothing."

Bai Ruoxuan said: "After you recover, I will give you medicine to remove the scars. Scars are not good for the girl's body."

Sang Luo was quite curious about Bai Ruoxuan, she was surprised that this person knew she was a woman but didn't reveal it, and now it's very natural to keep saying that she is a woman.She was really confused, and said, "I want to ask you a question."

Bai Ruoxuan packed the medicine box without raising his head and said, "If it's still an old question, I refuse to answer it."

San Luo couldn't help but rolled his eyes.Yes, every time she sees Bai Ruoxuan, she will ask the same question: Why do you accept the fact that I am a woman so easily?

However, never got an answer.

"I confessed to the princess." Sang Luo blurted out.

Bai Ruoxuan said: "I see."

"what?"

"Jinyang's attitude towards you is different from before, and he is more reserved."

Hearing this, Sang Luo couldn't help sighing, and didn't answer, just staring at the ground in a daze.

After Bai Ruoxuan packed the medicine box, he went to the window to close it, only to see Jin Yang standing alone under the sycamore tree in the yard, with a thin back, which made people worry very much.She turned her head to look at Sang Luo, and saw that he was in a daze, so she couldn't help but sigh.After thinking for a while, he said: "Since Yongdu is annoying, you might as well leave for a while. There are beautiful mountains and rivers outside, so it's good to relax."

She is well aware of Jinyang's temperament, after all, she is reluctant to let go, but there is a knot in her heart that cannot be solved for a while.Otherwise, I wouldn't be so entangled, thinking about it all day long and getting sick sooner or later.But if you go out for a while and gain a lot of knowledge, your mood will naturally change.Since the two love each other, why bother to be so entangled?

Sang Luo was startled when he heard the words, and then he was filled with joy, and the haze was swept away.Why didn't she think of this way?Going to the rivers and lakes will allow Jinyang to understand the feelings between women faster.As far as she knew, there were a lot of confidante and confidante hand in hand in Jianghu.Even her master couldn't escape it.

******

The third day of October is Jinyang's birthday.

San Luo prepared for this day for a long time.

However, the weather was not beautiful, the sky was still clear and bright in the morning, but it began to drizzle in the evening.

Jin Yang didn't mention a word about his birthday.Early in the morning, Rui Jinchuan summoned Jinyang into the palace, presumably to celebrate for her.Sang Luo didn't go with her, but stalked Jinyang when she went out, telling her to go back to the house after dinner, and she didn't let go until Jinyang agreed.

It was already after dinner, and Sang Luo paced back and forth at the gate of the Princess Mansion, looking forward to Jin Yang's appearance.

Jin Yang did not break his promise, and the special carriage appeared at the end of the street after Sang Luo waited for an hour.

Sang Luo welcomed Jinyang off the carriage happily, and then hugged him onto the horse that had been prepared without paying attention.

"What are you going to do?" Jin Yang frowned slightly, looking at Sang Luo in confusion.

Sang Luo smiled, got on the horse, pulled the reins, and the horse left the princess mansion in the rain.

The rain was not heavy, but now it was winter, and although Jinyang was wearing thick clothes, Sang Luo was still worried that she would catch a cold if she got wet in the rain, so she took off her coat and put it on Jinyang's head.

"Don't move, we'll be there soon."

Jin Yang was about to struggle, but was hugged firmly by Sang Luo.

Indeed, we will soon arrive at the Liuhe Pagoda, the tallest pagoda in Yongdu.Sang Luo turned over and dismounted, helped Jinyang to dismount, and then ignored Jinyang's doubts, bent down to pick her up, and jumped towards the Six Harmonies Pagoda.

Jin Yang gripped Sang Luo's clothes tightly, frowned and said, "Your injuries haven't healed yet, what are you doing?"

Sang Luo didn't answer, and jumped up to the top of Liuhe Pagoda.Liuhe Pagoda is the tallest pagoda in Yongdu. Standing on the top of the tower, you can have a panoramic view of Yongdu.However, it was too high, Jinyang closed his eyes and didn't dare to look down, and he couldn't say a word to blame Sangluo.

"Princess, you haven't overlooked Yongdu like this, have you?" Sang Luo's voice sounded softly, very softly: "Open your eyes and look far away, don't look down."

Jin Yang tried to open his eyes, and there were lights in the distance, like a giant dragon.The moat is like a black hairband, surrounding the entire imperial capital.Yongdu at the foot of the emperor, the night scene is unbelievably beautiful.

"You brought me here just to see the scenery?" Now the location is too high, Jinyang is a little scared, and the hand holding Sangluo's clothes is getting tighter and tighter.Today is her 19th birthday, and she was celebrated in Ruijinchuan in the palace, but she still couldn't be happy.She didn't want to admit it because Sang Luo was not around, but she had to admit it.Now that Sang Luo is carrying her on her back, she feels very at ease and at ease.

"That's right." Sang Luo smiled, turned his head and said mysteriously: "Hold on to me for a while, you know?"

Jin Yang pursed his lips and remained silent.But Sang Luo picked up a log-colored object from the top of the tower.As soon as the camera was pressed, the thing actually protruded a pair of huge wings.

"This is the organ bird of the Tang Sect." After Sang Luo explained, he grabbed the log pole under the wings, stepped on his legs, and jumped off the Six Harmonies Tower.

Jin Yang let out a soft cry, and quickly closed his eyes, only hearing the wind whistling in his ears, and the raindrops made his cheeks ache.

"Don't be afraid, nothing will happen." Sang Luo spoke loudly, forcing Jin Yang to open his eyes.

Under the control of Sang Luo, the mechanism bird flew in the air, jumped over the roof and over the treetops, and the speed was quite fast.Jin Yang was so shocked that he couldn't speak, he could only hug Sang Luo's neck tightly, but he was unexpectedly not afraid.

"Princess, happy birthday!" Sang Luo shouted to the sky.

"Princess, I'm sorry!"

"Princess, can you forgive me!"

"..."

Sang Luo's voice fluttered in the wind, over and over again, and Jin Yang didn't know how to answer in a daze.Sang Luo didn't let her go until the mechanism bird stopped on an empty lawn.

And the lawn has long been filled with countless flowers, colorfully spelling out the four Chinese characters "Happy Birthday".

Sang Luo approached with his hands behind his back, took out a jade pendant from his sleeve, and said softly: "This jade pendant was left to me by my mother, and I give it to you."

"You..." Jin Yang was still a little dazed, with tears in his eyes, but he didn't know whether to answer or not.

At the same time, countless Kongming lanterns rose all around.

Sang Luo stuffed the jade pendant into Jinyang's hand, looked up at the rising Kongming lantern, and said, "I know you are deeply depressed, and you blame me and hate me, but today is your birthday, so I want you to be happier. All the wishes in the 99 Kongming lanterns are for you to be happy."

He lowered his head and looked at Jinyang, and said softly: "So, maybe it will make the princess smile?"

Jin Yang squeezed the jade pendant tightly, and looked up at Sang Luo's eyes.As before, Sang Luo's eyes are deep, like a deep pool, and he can never see to the bottom.Jin Yang looked at her for a long time, and finally gradually revealed his face.

A shallow smile made Sang Luo feel warm.She clenched Jinyang's hand, and once again set her sights on the Kongming Lantern in midair.And Jin Yang just looked sideways at Sang Luo's side face, his eyes were bright and deep like stars and sea.

******

After the birthday, the relationship between Sangluo and Jinyang did not improve much.And Sang Luo didn't think that Jinyang would let go so easily because of such a thing.She has been thinking about Bai Ruoxuan's proposal for the past few days, how to persuade Jin Yang to go with her.Forcibly exercising on her birthday caused her bad injury to open again. Now she is enduring the pain and thinking about countermeasures, and she doesn't think about eating or drinking.

Seeing her like this, Jin Yang always wanted to ask questions, but in the end he stopped.The drizzle on her birthday, the words Sang Luo shouted in the air, she remembered everything about that day in her heart, and it will be unforgettable for a long time.What kind of person is Sang Luo?

At this moment, Sang Luo was lying on the recliner thinking about countermeasures.After denying one after another, she finally made a decision.As soon as the injury is healed, she will speak.If Jinyang is unwilling, she will forcefully take him away.Thinking of this, he suddenly looked refreshed, opened his arms and stretched his waist, and said in his heart: "Jinyang, Jinyang, since I have recognized you, I will never allow you to leave me."

At this time, Jin Yang was reading a book in the house.

It was cool in late autumn, and she changed her habit of reading outside a few days earlier.She attributed this to the fact that the weather was getting colder and the wind outside was strong.Only she understands that everything is because of Sang Luo.Sang Luo is always active outdoors, and whenever she reads a book, this man will pester her shamelessly.Even if she was quietly by the side, she couldn't read a book quietly.

The big tree outside the window was already bare, with fallen leaves all over the ground, and the servants were cleaning it with a broom.

"Princess, it's windy outside. The son-in-law is sleeping on the deck chair outside, afraid of catching cold." Ziyun brought tea for Jinyang, and reported Sang Luo's whereabouts as usual.

Although she has never experienced love between a man and a woman, she can also sense that something is wrong with her princess and her son-in-law recently, and there is a feeling of alienation.

"Really?" Jin Yang closed the scroll, frowning thoughtfully.Yesterday, Sang Luo pestered her in the house shamelessly and talked to her. She was upset for a while, and said something very hurtful in a bad tone.Sang Luo didn't come to pester her today, I think he was heartbroken.

Thinking of this, I feel very sad.

"Take a cloak and cover it for her." Jin Yang finally couldn't bear it.

Ziyun took the order and left, and the house was empty and she was the only one left.After hesitating again and again, she followed out.

Looking out from the corridor, Sang Luo was sleeping soundly with her arms on her pillow, and Ziyun was gently covering her with a cloak.

Why do you want to come out?What the hell.

Jin Yang paused in frustration, and finally returned to his room.

Autumn and winter come, everything is depressed.

A month has passed in the blink of an eye, and the injuries on Sang Luo's body are no longer a problem, only the scars on his body have not disappeared.Bai Ruoxuan gave her the medicine to remove the scar, but she didn't plan to use it.When she touched the scar every day in the bath, she would think of the scene when Jinyang shed tears for her that day, and her heart was sweet and distressed.

Today's Jinyang is unwilling to get close to her, and always avoids her intentionally or unintentionally, which makes her feel uneasy.

Inside the house, sandalwood incense is curling up and candles are flickering.

Jinyang was still reading at night with the lights on, and Sang Luo was watching with his head on the side. Seeing that Jinyang didn't pay attention to her, he couldn't help asking: "Princess is working so hard, is she planning to be the number one scholar?"

Of course she knows that Jinyang studies every day because she doesn't know how to face her, but she just doesn't want Jinyang to avoid every time, so she always tries to pester Jinyang.

"If you're sleepy, go to sleep, you don't need to stay with me." Jin Yang didn't lift his head, his expression was calm, and his voice was also very calm.

Sang Luo smiled and said: "I'm not sleepy, I just want to say a few more words to you. You haven't paid much attention to me these days."

Jin Yang flicked the book, raised his eyes and said, "Really?"

Sang Luo nodded and said: "Yes! Not only do they just ignore me, but they seldom look at me. The princess doesn't hate me, so why should she avoid me?"

Jin Yang didn't expect Sang Luo to ask such a straightforward question, he was startled, then closed the book, looked at Sang Luo with a straight face, and said, "Then let me ask you, how should I face you?"

Sang Luo wanted to say it was the same as before, but she knew it was impossible for the time being, so she couldn't help frowning: "I know I was too extravagant, and it is kind of you not to drive me away. I'm keeping it from you, do you hate me?"

hatred?Jin Yang couldn't hate it.I have complained.But things have come to this, what can she do?

"Never."

"So, princess, would you like to go back to Sichuan with me? I want to take you to meet my master." Sang Luo's eyes and face were full of sincerity.

Jin Yang was a little surprised. After thinking for a while, he nodded and agreed.She has been feeling bored recently and wants to go out to relax.

Sang Luo stood up happily and began to walk back and forth in the room, thinking about the travel route.

Jin Yang didn't know that this trip was not just for relaxation. Seeing that Sang Luo was so excited, he felt better for no reason. He just shook his head slightly, didn't read the book, and went to bed.

Sang Luo quickly figured out the route, and when he came back to his senses, he saw that Jin Yang was already lying on the bed, huddled face inward.Since the confession, Jinyang has been in this posture every night before going to bed, and Sang Luo is not reluctant. He looks at Jinyang's thin back every night, and does not close his eyes until Jinyang unconsciously approaches her and retracts into her arms after falling asleep. sleep.

But today, after she went to bed, she grabbed Jinyang and pressed the soles of Jinyang's feet with her own feet.

Jin Yang froze and began to pull Sang Luo's hand.

Sang Luo refused to let go, and said in a low voice: "I haven't warmed the bed today, you must be cold lying down. Let me hold you, okay?"

Afraid that Jinyang would say that she was plotting something wrong, he explained: "Don't worry, if you don't want to, I will never do any overstepping. I just want to hug you, when you are awake."

Jin Yang heard that Sang Luo's words were a bit aggrieved, and his heart softened at once, and he stopped struggling.In fact, she likes Sang Luo's embrace very much, it is warm and makes her feel particularly safe.

Sang Luo really made her feel embarrassed.

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