Rival says he has a crush on me

"Brother Nan..." Zhang Sinan walked to the bed. Under the dim light of the small night light, Chen Nan's face lost a lot of weight. He was drunk at Nightingale that day and only vaguely saw Chen Nan's complexion was very bad. Unexpectedly, It's been half a month since Chen Nanneng lost so much weight.Zhang Sinan suddenly felt heartache so bad that he couldn't breathe.

Chen Nan pulled down the quilt and covered his head.

Zhang Sinan reached out to pull the quilt down.

Chen Nan tugged a bit, but his strength was not as strong as Zhang Sinan's.

Chen Nan simply revealed a pair of peach blossom eyes, and looked at Zhang Sinan coldly, "This is not Nightingale."

Zhang Sinan let go, and said in a low voice, "I'm just afraid you'll be bored."

Chen Nan turned his back and didn't speak.

Zhang Sinan stood by the bed for a long time, Chen Nan didn't move, and his breathing was even, as if he was asleep.

Zhang Sinan felt that he should say something, but he didn't know what to say.

He was angry with Chen Nan for being stingy with his feelings, and he felt sorry for Chen Nan's sick appearance. He also regretted that he was too impulsive and hurt Chen Nan that night. Many emotions collided repeatedly in his heart, and he was at a loss for a while. .

Zhang Sinan simply dragged a stool and sat on the edge of the bed to stare at Chen Nan.While watching, I thought about the first time they had sex, when they pressed the road in the late autumn night, and I stalked and forced him to date, I wanted to see Chen Nan’s touch in the sea of ​​fire, I wanted to think of Chen Nan’s tenderness when coaxing him... He just started I just want to fall in love with this man with beautiful peach blossom eyes and slender legs, and want to tear off his hypocritical mask to see how he begs for mercy under me. Later, I hope that Chen Nan will be on the bed, with only himself in his heart, and want to be with him. Chen Nan dated, and later, he wanted to occupy Chen Nan's entire life, hoping that Chen Nan could love himself passionately and unreservedly, just like he loved Chen Nan.

He got his wish for the first two things, but why Chen Nan loves him but doesn't love him that much.Is he too greedy, or is Chen Nan holding back too much?

Zhang Sinan sat by the bed all night.

Chen Nan didn't fall asleep until early in the morning. When he woke up in the morning, Zhang Sinan was gone, and Wang Hao sat on the sofa and played with his mobile phone.

The nurse came over with breakfast, there was no chili at all, Chen Nan played with a spoon, his stomach was empty but he couldn't eat it.

"Brother Nan, you want to cultivate immortality?"

"You try to eat this every day."

"Who told you that you don't usually eat on time, and you still think you are 20 years old." Wang Hao was playing with his mobile phone, and glanced at Chen Nan from the corner of his eyes. One thing, I don’t want you to suddenly hear from Zhang Sinan when the time comes, or should I tell you first and give you a vaccination?”

"what's up?"

"I heard that Zhang Sinan's company in the United States recently lost a lot of money. If he uses this to sell you badly, don't be soft-hearted."

Chen Nan picked up the bowl with a disgusted expression and took a big mouthful of porridge, "Why am I soft-hearted? There are always losses in business... Do you mean that you have lost a lot?"

Wang Hao said while playing mobile games, "I also heard what Xu Yichen said. Last month, Lingshang Group's year-end board meeting, Zhang Sinan did not attend. The votes of the two factions within them were even. No one would give in, so they broke each other's scandals." , In the end, the company's stock has shrunk by hundreds of millions of dollars... probably that's the situation."

Chen Nan looked at the remaining half bowl of white rice porridge, and the more he looked at it, the more he lost his appetite, "Then how is it now?"

"Now the Zhang family has intervened to temporarily stabilize the stock price. The Zhang family is also very strange. Zhang Sinan is as if Zhang Ji and his wife were not born. Zhang Sinan has no share in such a large property of the Zhang family. He sent his son to other companies to work for his life... ..."

In the middle of Wang Hao's speech, he threw the phone away, and quickly slapped himself on the mouth twice regretfully, "Fuck, I've been with Xu Yichen's sister for a long time these days, how can I gossip like this really. Brother Nan , you must not feel sorry for Zhang Sinan because of this, Zhang Sinan will be able to eat and drink for the rest of his life just because of his name as the third young master of the Zhang family. A person like him is different from us when he is born."

Chen Nan didn't speak, but his expression was not very good.

Wang Hao slumped on the sofa and felt that he couldn't play games and talk to people at the same time in the future.

Zhang Sinan came again at night, moved a small stool and sat by the bed to watch Chen Nan.

Chen Nan had a gastroscopy the next day, and was so worried that he couldn't pretend to be asleep anyway.

Chen Nan had a gastroscopy a few years ago, and he still remembers the uncomfortable feeling clearly.Before the gastroscopy, he had to drink a small bottle of anesthetic. Chen Nan had never drank such a nasty thing in his life, it was like swallowing a drug.The intubation process was also very painful, with a snake burrowing through his throat and still churning in his stomach. Although it only lasted five or six minutes, it was enough for him to remember for a lifetime.

Chen Nan wanted to smoke a cigarette, but the doctor asked him to stop smoking.

Chen Nan tossed and turned, feeling uncomfortable no matter how he lay down.

After Chen Nan turned over four or five times in a row, Zhang Sinan hurriedly asked, "Brother Nan, are you feeling unwell? Do you want to call the nurse?"

Chen Nan got angry, "No, I'll feel better if you stay away from me."

"Brother Nan, don't say that. I didn't know that you had a stomach problem that night. I caused you to be hospitalized. Now I should take care of you."

"My hospitalization has nothing to do with you. My stomach is not good."

"Let me find you a hospital in the United States that specializes in treating stomach problems. It happens to be Chinese New Year, and you have a holiday."

"Need not."

"Brother Nan..."

Chen Nan adjusted his posture, covered his stomach and looked at Zhang Sinan, "Zhang Sinan, I told you that we are serious about breaking up. I have seriously considered our relationship these days. What you need is someone who loves you wholeheartedly. That person It's not me, I don't have so much to give, I will never be able to satisfy your fantasy of love. You are not disappointed in me now, you will be disappointed in me in the future. You might as well find a satisfactory one among those little boys. "

"No, Brother Nan, what I want is your whole heart, not just anyone else's..."

Zhang Sinan, listen to me first," Chen Nan interrupted him, "You understand correctly, in my life, work is important, friends are important, and love is the least important one.You may forever be ranked second to other things.I can love you, I can treat you well, but my love is only so small, if you want it, take it, if you don’t want it, I will take it back. "

Zhang Sinan took a deep breath, his heart aching as if twisted together.He had never seen a person as cruel as Chen Nan, who could be the best and gentlest lover in the world, yet had such a cold and rational face.

"Then what if I don't push you so much. I don't force you to return me with the same affection."

Chen Nan hooked the corner of his mouth, "How is it possible, even if you say so in your mouth, you can't do it in your heart." Who would not want their love to be valued and cherished, Zhang Sinan is just out of balance just now, and it will become more and more out of balance in the future If so, you'll have to find someone else.Instead of waiting for him to become an old and ugly lover who won't love and be rejected in the future, it's better to break up now.

Chen Nan rubbed his stomach wearily, "Actually, we didn't get along well from the beginning. I have a bad temper, no skills, no family and no background, I like smoking and drinking too much, so I'm not good enough for you. "

Zhang Sinan threw himself on the bed and hugged Chen Nan in his arms, "Brother Nan, don't say that about yourself."

When Zhang Sinan came to the hospital two days later, Chen Nan had already been discharged.

Wang Hao leaned against the door and looked at Zhang Sinan, "Mr. Zhang, aren't you tired coming here every night?"

Zhang Sinan looked in from the door, and only saw a hospital bed that was as clean as if he had never slept on it before, "Where's Brother Nan?"

"Brother Nan has been discharged from the hospital."

Zhang Sinan turned around and walked out, Wang Hao stopped in front of him, "Mr. Zhang, if you want me to tell you not to go to Brother Nan, you two are really not suitable."

"I said it's not your turn to deal with me and him."

"As long as it's Brother Nan's business, it's my turn to take care of it. Mr. Zhang, you have power and power. Brother Nan has nothing, so why bother him."

"What he doesn't have, I can give him."

"But you can't give it to him. You don't even know what Brother Nan wants. You make Brother Nan feel insecure."

"What do you mean?"

"Forget it, I can't tell you clearly. Just like Brother Nan said, just find a little boy who suits you well."

"you?"

Wang Hao felt that his mouth was really hopeless, so he straightened his neck, "That's right, I heard everything you said. I was afraid of what you would do to Brother Nan, so I installed a surveillance camera in the ward."

The author has something to say:

I feel sorry for Brother Nan!let me cry for a while

ps Zhang Zhang will always act in the next chapter, don't worry!

pps I will write a chapter about young Chen Nan and Wang Hao, to complete Nan Ge's boyhood