Don't wait

Jingxiu was still thinking about this question when he returned to his residence, and he didn't even hear Zhao Yu greet him when he entered the door.But even if he met Zhao Yu back, Jing Xiu couldn't confide his inner depression to Zhao Yu, after all, the object of his distress was Zhao Yu.

Seeing Zhao Yu looking at her suspiciously, Jing Xiu felt as if she wanted to do something wrong, and just wanted to escape Zhao Yu's eyes, Jing Xiu turned her head away and said, "We are leaving here, let's go shopping together. "As he spoke, he immediately ran out of the room as if fleeing.

Jing Xiu, who ran out of the room, felt that his breathing was smooth. He took several deep breaths, and his heartbeat gradually calmed down.At that moment, Jingxiu understood what Luo Zhen's father said about what love is.From childhood to adulthood, no one taught him what love is, and no one saw him how to love.The Nanzhuan "Dharma Sentence Sutra" says: "From love comes sorrow, from love comes fear. Without love there is no sorrow, where is there fear?" But love in Buddhist scriptures is conditional, and it is put together with desire. In the discussion, does this mean that monks who ask to abstain from emotions and desires should not have love? Jingxiu doesn't know.

But what Jingxiu knows is that at this moment he has love in his heart, which is beyond doubt, because his heart is full of pretending to be Zhao Yu, the gentle Zhao Yu in class, the serious Zhao Yu when teaching himself martial arts, Zhao Yu was a little wet in the shower, no matter how many looks Zhao Yu had, he was deeply attracted and couldn't stop thinking about him.

But thinking of what happened to Luo Zhen's father, Jingxiu hesitated again. Maybe some love is destined to be forbidden and blessed in this world, but even in this way, he is still willing to drag Zhao Yu into the water, and the two of them will taste this taboo together the sweetness and bitterness of love?Jing Xiu suddenly lost his courage, as if his blood was awakened by a basin of cold water, but even so, Jing Xiu was still a little unwilling.

Zhao Yu had already come out of the room when Jingxiu was still in the battle between heaven and man. Seeing Zhao Yu's Jingxiu returned to reality, but this also made Jingxiu dispel all thoughts. Looking at the person in front of him, He is so good, Jingxiu can't bear to let him suffer any hardships, and only hopes that his future life will be smooth and happy. In contrast, what is my little yearning for?

The two walked around the entire private school as they did when they met for the first time. Seeing these familiar scenery, Jingxiu felt both happy and sad.Happiness is because I spent an unforgettable time here with Zhao Yu, and sadness is because there is no banquet in the world that will never end. When the two of them arrive in the next county, they will be separated. Don’t know when we will see each other again. arrive.

The two of them didn't speak a word along the way, they were ready to go back after shopping, but it rained suddenly on the way back, the rain was heavy and fast, Jingxiu and Zhao Yu had to find a room to shelter from the rain.

The two people hiding in the room were still speechless. Jingxiu actually wanted to talk to Zhao Yu. He could say anything, but Jingxiu, who had just realized what he wanted, was too shy to say a word, just stared blankly. Looking at Zhao Yu, Jingxiu didn't even dare to look at it when he got to the room, but just watched the rain outside the window beating on the leaves and then falling to the ground. Don't feel bored.

"How about you going to Luo Zhen's house today?"

Jing Xiu was taken aback by Zhao Yu's question, "It's good, Luo Zhen's father entertained me, he is very nice." Jing Xiu turned to answer Zhao Yu.

Jingxiu has always had a habit of looking at people when talking to them, otherwise he will be speechless, but when Jingxiu turned his head, he found that Zhao Yu was staring at him. Jingxiu didn't know how to react for a while, just looked at Zhao Yu Yu, the room was a bit dark because of the rain, and Jing Xiu looked at Zhao Yu a little bit hazyly, and the two of them just looked at each other without moving.

It was the first time to look at each other for such a long time, which made Jing Xiu exhausted a lot of mind. Looking at the gentle eyes of the person he likes, who would not be addicted to it?Jing Xiu also took a lot of effort to move his eyes away from Zhao Yu's vermilion lips. No one has ever seen Jing Xiu's children, but when he is in front of someone he likes, he seems to be able to teach himself.

In the end, there was a thunderclap that cut off the eye contact between the two, and the rain stopped at this moment, and the two hurried back to their residence.