Don't wait

Early the next morning, Jingxiu left the temple and prepared to return to Xiashan.It's been half a month since I came out, and I don't know how the master and brothers and sisters are doing, and I feel that I miss him so much, so Jingxiu also quickened his pace, wanting to return to the temple as soon as possible.

On the way back, Jingxiu passed by the family he once stayed at, and now he has lost the joy before and the sadness when he left, just like a normal family, continuing to live his own life.

At the same time, Jingxiu also heard some rumors, saying that the girl in this family originally had someone she liked, but her family disagreed, saying that she was not in the right family, so they just betrothed her to a rich family. The girl didn't agree, so she committed suicide up.

Hearing the news, Jing Xiu was a little bit embarrassed. It was a pity that he died so early at a good age.Jingxiu also thought of the conversation between her and himself, and only then realized that at that time, she had already wanted to commit suicide, but she didn't realize it. Thinking of the questions she asked and her own answers, Jingxiu even suspected, Your own words are not to blame.At that time, the girl asked her question if it was a kind of help call, but she turned a blind eye to it and missed the call for help.

Of course, if someone asked himself the same question now, Jingxiu would give a completely different answer.Does marriage have to be happy?Not necessarily, there is a lot of helplessness in this world, if two people who love each other are together, if they work hard together and manage well, they will surely lead a happy life; If there are existing problems, they will be unhappy; or if two people who do not love each other get together because of their parents, if they are lucky, they may gradually understand and love each other gradually; The two are disgusted, and they are like strangers.You see, this marriage is just like this world, all-encompassing and elusive, happiness has its own happiness, misfortune also has its own misfortune, and all we can do is live a good life.

If this girl is still alive, Jingxiu thinks that he will definitely tell her these words, let her reconsider, and give herself more choices. Although death can indeed get rid of all these sufferings, life is constantly looking for answers in the sufferings. That little bit of sweetness is enough to support myself to continue on the next road.

Jingxiu continued on the road, thinking about what happened just now. Jingxiu felt that it was Zhao Yu who taught him about love and let him experience the sweetness and bitterness of love. However, it would be better if it could be earlier. Xio can also help that girl, and he can spend more time with Zhao Yu. You see, love is like this, making people push their feet.

After five days, Jingxiu finally arrived at Xiashan Mountain. After walking the familiar road again, Jingxiu's state of mind changed a lot. In more than half a month, if there was any change, the previous Jingxiu was just Live, live like a plant, eat when you are hungry, drink water when you are thirsty, listen to the master's words every day, carry water, chant scriptures, and clean.Now Jingxiu has her own soul, understands the meaning of love, and has love in her heart.But it is precisely because of love that Jingxiu has become brighter.

When Jingxiu arrived at the temple, the master was already waiting for him. Seeing that the master was waiting anxiously, Jingxiu called to the master while running towards the master. After standing still in front of the master, Jingxiu said hello to the master. Master He also looked at Jingxiu, whom he hadn’t seen for a long time, and kept saying, “It’s good to be back, it’s good to be back.” Seeing some changes, Master Jingxiu didn’t ask any more questions, and the two returned to the temple together.