Don't wait

Li Nianxiu felt that he had lost all his strength when he left Zhao Yu's mansion, and the smile disappeared from his face. It took him a long time to walk to the general's mansion.

Zhou Wen, who was on the side, also noticed Li Nianxiu's abnormality. He was only out of the house, so he couldn't say anything, but just accompanied Zhao Yu silently.

Li Nianxiu started to pack his luggage as soon as he returned to his residence. Seeing Li Nianxiu who was about to leave, Zhou Wen couldn't sit still anymore.

"What's wrong with you? You packed your luggage just after you came back from Zhao Yu's residence."

"Sorry, I'm about to leave the capital."

"Why... because of Zhao Yu?"

"..."

"You came to the capital also for Zhao Yu?"

"..."

"Is he your sweetheart?"

"No, you think too much."

"Why do you look like this now?"

"These days I find myself preferring my former life on the mountain."

"You just miss the life you and Zhao Yu used to have." Li Nianxiu's silence and avoidance made Zhou Wen angry. He was angry at Li Nianxiu's avoidance, but he was even more envious of Li Nianxiu's love for Zhao Yu. The blessings of several lifetimes will make this silly boy love so deeply, and he is also angry with himself, why can't he meet Li Nianxiu earlier, so maybe the two of them are already together at this moment, but reason tells him that he can't tell Li Nianxiu If he expresses his own thoughts, he is afraid that he will not even be able to be a friend.

The one who answered Zhou Wen was still silent, just looking at Li Nianxiu's bright eyes, Zhou Wen couldn't say a word of cruelty, just watched him pack his luggage.

"What are you going to do in the future?"

"Find a village to live out your life."

"Then can I come to you?"

"If there is a destiny, we will meet again."

While talking, Li Nianxiu had already packed his luggage, and the two of them went out together. They didn't say anything else along the way, and even simply bowed to each other to say goodbye, and Li Nianxiu left the capital without looking back.

Although his decision may seem hasty to outsiders, if Li Nianxiu had to make another choice, he would still choose to leave. The half-day at Zhao Yu's mansion was the longest period of his life. Duibi was in front of his eyes, but this was the person he loved so much, he couldn't smile and bless him, and then he pretended to talk nonchalantly, before he left, he looked at Zhao Yu as if he was socializing, saying that he had no future The promise also strengthened Li Nianxiu's desire to leave.

Now that I am getting farther and farther away from the capital, this also means that I have completely given up on this "love" that ended before it even started, but this parting mood is like a feather, very light, and it flutters with the wind. It was swinging around, and there was no place to stay. If you want to stay, you have to wait for the wind to stop, but in Li Nianxiu's heart, the wind has been blowing, and there is no intention of stopping, and this feather continues to flutter.

When passing through Minqin County, Li Nianxiu met Luo Zhen's family again. He couldn't bear the invitation and stayed at his house for a few days. The family invited Li Nianxiu to settle here, but Li Nianxiu refused and confided in Luo Zhen's father. With his own experience, after all, he is his own enlightenment teacher, and Luo Zhen's father didn't force it anymore.

After bidding farewell to Luo Zhen's family, Li Nianxiu continued on his way, passed the temple, and continued on his way. Finally, he chose a small village. With the help of the villagers, he reclaimed a few acres of land. From time to time, I help the folks in the village to recite Buddhist scriptures.

As for Zhao Yu, once when he went shopping in the county town, he met the emperor inspecting him. Li Nianxiu saw Zhao Yu's figure in the line from a distance. Time drifted slower and slower, and finally fell to the ground, buried by the raised dust and disappeared.

The author has something to say: it's over.