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The next day, I quickly packed up my things and prepared to move to my grandfather's house in Gongzhufen.I don't want to go to Gongzhufen at all. When I was young, I got lost there.At that time, I went out to play, because I went too far for fun and forgot the way home. I waited for a long time on the dark path before being found by my parents. At that time, my parents were scared to death and hugged me tightly. I don't want to let go of my hand no matter what.To this day, I can still think of the fear of waiting alone that day, as well as the warm embrace of my parents, but now, I am an abandoned child, how sad, even if I did something wrong, why do I have to suffer? What if you don't get your parents' forgiveness?Why must you send me away.

With despair, with memories, with pain, I left my home, left my parents.

Xu Aixi was arranged by her parents to live in the dormitory of the school. I don’t know if our intersection will stop here. I hope not. I don’t want to give up Xu Aixi who is so good. I don't want to part with Xu Aixi who applied the medicine.

However, I still faced the first great change in my life, and now I am forced to come here. I have no other choice except to face it.

Grandpa lives in the small villa in Gongzhufen. He tends a large area of ​​land, and the well-lit rooms are all those precious herbs.Grandpa is a Chinese medicine doctor. I live in a room on the second floor. When you open the window, you can see a large piece of herbal medicine. The smell is fresh and the environment is very beautiful. My mother hired a nanny for my grandpa so that I can also be taken care of.A week later, all the injuries on my body were healed, and I went back to school to get my personal belongings back.

When I went there was the last class after school in the morning, I was the only one on the empty playground. I was still studying here not long ago, but now I am nothing. Thinking of this, I feel a little ridiculous, but the tears fell uncontrollably I sat on the ground and hugged myself and cried for a while, when the school bell rang.Wipe away tears, wait for everyone to leave, go back to your classroom, and sort out those textbooks that used to be boring and rare. To be honest, these things look so friendly now.

After tidying up, I called Xu Aixi, she came from the dormitory, and we were together with her, talking too much, until they were in class, I reluctantly left, when the class teacher checked the class, I was stopped, "Jing Qiao , come to my office to chat in a while."

After she finished checking the class, I walked with her on the quiet playground, and she said, "Jing Qiao, you have to know that this is only a small part of your life. Jing Qiao, one day you will know that what you are going through now Everything is nothing, they are just a very small part of your future life, even though they subvert the center of gravity of your life at this time. Jing Qiao, you don't know that it is not easy to hang out outside, since you are now forced to leave those people's Circle, you should never go back again, you have to trust the teacher. Jing Qiao, you have to study hard when you go back, the teacher will help you apply to retain your student status, and you must be admitted to high school! Jing Qiao, the teacher has taught many students, those The teachers who have been hanging around all the time tried their best to correct their behavior, but some people let me down, Jing Qiao, you can't let me down, you know Jing Qiao, you were so good before, and now you are like this, are you willing?"

The teacher talked with me for a long time, even though she was talking and I was listening, her words gave me a lot of comfort. I didn't get any guidance from my parents, but I got it from the teacher. I didn't understand it until many years later This kind of conversation is precious, because it was this conversation that kept me from deviating from the normal growth track.Thanks to my teacher!

At the end of the conversation, he left the school with the teacher's expectation and trust. Instead of going back to his grandfather, he went to get a tattoo.Parents don’t care about me, so I will live with the teacher’s expectation. In the store, I tattooed the eight-legged spider, which symbolizes hatred in ancient Egypt, from the shoulder to the butterfly bone. I almost wanted to stop, when the cold machine carved my flesh and blood, the pain was extreme.However, it was many years later that I realized that the pain of tattooing at that time was tens of millions of times more painful than the pain in my heart. Why should I hate it if it is not worth it?Why is the object of hatred parents?They are the people who love me the most, how can I hate?If I really want to hate something, it’s me. I was young and frivolous first. Even if this frivolity can be attributed to the wrong education of my parents, it is meaningless, because there is no absolute right or wrong in education. If there is, Then the world will be full of people.

Back home to prepare to face my new life, I lonely opened the book I hated once, trying to swallow the product of thousands of years of human civilization development with a strong heart.However, I always lost my mind from time to time. For me at that time, these experiences were too tortuous and rough, and I couldn’t calm my mind. I told myself every day that I could not let the teacher down, and I told myself that I must study hard every day.It's just that everything under my restless heart was fruitless. Instead, I tortured myself to become emaciated and fragile. I even doubted whether I would have a nervous breakdown.

More than half a month has passed in such a day, and the one who saved me was the wise old man---grandpa.

I tortured myself to the point of exhaustion, and grandpa saw it too. He told me to climb the mountain with him. He walked very fast. I refused to go on halfway anyway. I was too tired and miserable. Unexpectedly, he asked me to go again the next day, and followed him without daring to resist. However, this time, he took me to meet the flowers and plants on the side of the road, listen to the birdsong, talk and laugh along the way, and when we reached the top of the mountain, I spent more time than yesterday. After a few times, I thought Grandpa must have something to say, standing in the wind on the top of the mountain and looking at him.He said politely: "When you do things, you might as well change your mentality. It is not good for you to force yourself blindly. You live for yourself, and there is no need to bear the expectations of other people. Moreover, everyone lives for themselves." , no one will expect anything from you, for yourself, do what you want, do what you will not regret, make yourself happy, you are still young, Jojo."

After that conversation, I let go of all my burdens and did my own thing with peace of mind. I am a student. Although I am not in school, I have to take the senior high school entrance examination and go to high school. , no future!

During the first days when she was fired, Xu Aixi often called me. After a long time, maybe she was busy with her studies, and maybe the environment was too different. Our common language became less and less, and I seldom received her calls later. Of course I didn't call her.I think we are still good friends, and our temporary separation is for the purpose of being good friends without class gap in the future.

Six months have passed through my hard work, and the day of the senior high school entrance examination is finally ushered in. In summer, the weather in Beijing is very hot, but I am very happy, I think, this kind of life is finally over, and I, Jing Qiao, will have a new life up!

The three-day exam ended soon, and I went back to school to take my graduation photo. The teacher asked me how I was doing in the exam, and I told her, very good.

In fact, I was so conceited when I was a child. Nothing could prove that I did well in the exam, so I dared to say that I was very good. I never doubted myself, and I have always been so conceited.

Later, when I went to the class reunion, everyone who was drinking in ktv turned their backs on their backs. Looking at everyone's red cheeks, I thought soberly, this is life.

The rest of the holidays after that were a joy, I was in a trance in such happiness, would such sunny laughter belong to me, a child with a disgraceful background?Will it belong to me, a child despised by my parents?Will it?Is it possible?The answer is: of course not!

The big climax came after my high school entrance examination results came out, and I did very well in the exam, No.1, which means I have the qualifications to study in high school.

This is a good thing, it is one of the few happy climaxes in my third year of junior high school, but the ending after the climax is unexpected.

Xu Aixi's grades were also very good, we were able to enter the same school, and I was very happy to think that we would be inseparable again in the future. I went to the cold drink hall with her to celebrate and ordered a lot of smoothies and shaved ice.We sat together, fantasizing about our future life, fantasizing about living in the dormitory together, going to the cafeteria together, watching handsome guys play ball together, committing nympho together, chasing stars together, we were so happy that we didn’t know what was going on in the north, south, east, and west, and the table was full of A beautiful crystal bowl.Suddenly Xu Aixi changed the topic, she said: "Qiao Qiao, do you know what happened to Chen Yuanfei in the end?"

I shook my head, Xu Aixi said: "She is still hanging around outside, and once came to school to block me, saying she wants to seek revenge from you."

My heart suddenly tightened, and I didn't ask the words of concern. I heard Xu Aixi continue to say: "I said I don't know where you are, and they didn't believe it. A little girl she brought also recited your home address."

My heart has already started to twitch at this moment, Chen Yuanfei actually brought someone there!Then Xu Aixi must have been hurt badly.I interrupted her, "Xu Aixi, how did I find her? We have to vent our anger!"

Xu Aixi looked at me.Sighing, she said quickly, "They didn't touch me this time because of the class teacher. The teacher told her something, so they left and didn't bother me after that." Suddenly she changed the subject again: " Qiao, do you know that for your student status, the teacher was under a lot of pressure and doubts during that time, but it was okay." Xu Aixi pursed her lips and smiled softly, "Our school is going to be famous in Beijing."

Xu Aixi's petite posture looked particularly touching, and the previous anger and worry were swept away. Thanks to the teacher, Xu Aixi escaped.

"So, what is Chen Yuanfei doing now?" I asked Xu Aixi, and she smiled brighter, "She's still a punk, she doesn't study anymore, it seems that the men in the second ring road have died, and now she seems to be backed by a man in the suburbs. "

I have a little pity for her, such a day, I'm afraid it won't be long, a young girl always has a day when she becomes an old woman, what will Chen Yuanfei do at that time?

I don't want to predict her future, but I think everyone who reads the article knows it in their hearts.

Later, I went back to school to visit the teacher. I bought two boxes of eight-treasure porridge and one box of green tea for the teacher. When the teacher saw it, he said, "Why are you buying these things? I don't like them either."

I said: "Teacher, when we were going to review, we watched you correct papers and write lesson plans in the office. We went out to eat, and you were still busy. Teacher, are you not hungry?"

This visit was fruitful again. Since Chen Yuanfei started following the man in the suburbs, she became very rampant. During the six months I was in Gongzhufen, Chen Yuanfei blocked me near my house many times.If it weren't for Gongzhufen, I don't know if I could be admitted to high school, and if I could live with the simple and beautiful attitude I have now.But I subconsciously think that it must be impossible, Chen Yuanfei's sense of hatred is too much.

When I left the office, I heard other teachers say to the class teacher, "You have taught a good student, you have achieved good grades, and I still miss you."

I was outside the door, smiling conceitedly, but tears rolled down the next second.It turned out that I misunderstood, I was ignorant, I was stupid and ignorant, others protected me well, I still complained about this and that, as if everything was owed to me.Why am I so stupid?Everyone's contributions in obscurity are just for my safe growth, and the guilt in my heart surges. I have known that happiness does not belong to me, and now I have to carry these guilts and continue to live.

I moved back home and didn't go anywhere during the holidays. I just helped my parents with some housework and went out with Xu Aixi occasionally. Most of the time I spent with my parents. I have too much to make up for.

When it was approaching the start of high school, I went to South Korea to wash off the hideous tattoo on my back, and the filling liquid dripped on my back, which was tens of thousands of times more painful than tattooing.I screamed in pain, but no one in the beauty salon sympathized with me. Everyone has times when they are young and frivolous and do things that they regret, but the price may not be borne by you.Here I tell all young children to trust their teachers and their parents' experience, and eliminate the scum in the teaching team. They are all the people in this world who care the most and sincerely hope for your well-being.As for parents, if you have to talk nonsense that your parents don't care about you and don't care about you.I can only say that you are in vain.

The shadow of things on children always fades gradually with the passage of time.Especially after I washed away the spiders that could represent hatred, I became bright again, as if I was not the one who was tortured to death because of questioning family affection.

On September [-]st, I officially became a high school student in a key high school. I am not afraid of your ridicule when I say it. At that time, I was full of expectations and excitement for the upcoming life. Be considered a fool by seniors and sisters!But I really don't have the ability to settle down. In high school, my school is next to Yichu's house. During the second semester of high school, I lived with Yichu. The freedom of time became more open, and people became more casual. Chu's friends, because they are all known through colleagues who advertise, so the categories are complicated.Xu Aixi and I exist in the circle of Yichu as students, and there is nothing inappropriate about it, so we often go to some of their industry gatherings with Yichu or the entertainment life of those various people. This approach has laid a solid foundation It made me decide to engage in the advertising industry in the future, and also let me know Chu Shi, an adult man who works in Sinotruk, and let Xu Aixi meet Joe, a free and somewhat paranoid painter.

The first time I met Joe was an industry gathering of Yichu. In the city bar, a group of people who didn’t necessarily know each other brought their own ideas, looked at other people’s ideas, and looked for inspiration. Everyone came excitedly. go.I am also happy to look at these uncanny ideas, as if they have been injected with chicken blood. Joe is out of tune with everyone. He sits in the corner of the bar and looks at the album in front of him. This kind of person is not normal at first glance, I am too lazy But Xu Aixi didn't think so, she told me like this: "Wood, I was attracted by his demeanor the first time I saw him, I decided he was my man, forever..."

It's just Xu Aixi's wishful thinking forever, and the last Xu Aixi didn't live in the United States covered in scars until she met me.

Xu Aixi is not a stunning beauty, but her petite femininity matches Joe's machismo, so she successfully turned Joe into her own man.

After that, my life didn’t change much. I still lived in Yichu’s house. When she was free, I learned some advertising production proposal writing plan guidelines and some basic theoretical knowledge of the application of necessary software. When she encountered a dead end in her work, I gave her some advice with my unrestrained childish imagination, and Xu Aixi followed his big man all the time. During that time, Xu Aixi was very happy. At school, she told me every day what the two of them did delicious and what they said. What was drawn, what was thought about, what was designed.You all understand the silly look of a little girl falling in love, so I don't need to say more, right?The second year of high school was our watershed. Joe was going to America to study painting, but he had no money. He hugged Xu Aixi Hong Guoguo's body on the bed, and sucked out a small rabbit-shaped hickey on her shoulder and said, "Aixi!" , help me get money, let's go to the United States together, and then live for the rest of our lives, okay." He forcefully separated Xu Aixi's legs, and Xu Aixi said yes in a drunken way.

Remember I mentioned a Picasso painting in Xu Aixi's father's house?Xu Aixi took it to the black market and sold it for 50w, she took out 30w and gave it to Joe, then she ran away from home and followed Joe to the US, Lily did this in an extremely secretive way, even I didn't know until they arrived in the US.

Xu Aixi called me after they settled down. At that time, I looked at the string of unfamiliar, short and strange numbers on the phone and felt ominous in my heart. Sure enough, she brought me such explosive news, and I cursed angrily: "Xu Aixi, you are so stupid, why don't you come to me on the day you cry." Having scolded enough, she still called the next day to ask about their situation. Xu Aixi told me that she secretly kept At 20w, I calmed down a little, and kept in touch with Xu Aixi by email intermittently. I knew that Joe was doing well and started to become famous in the industry. Xu Aixi went to high school in the United States, and later entered a good university. Afterwards, I lost I heard about Xu Aixi's news, and at that time, I was living in such a mess that I had no time to take care of myself, so I didn't have the heart to find her.In the third year of high school, Mian was killed by a gun@, Yichu got married, and I was picked up by Suman to take care of me. I changed my name and changed my school. Under Suman’s meticulous care, I gradually got rid of the shadow left by Mian’s death. My life Under Suman's wise leadership, she returned to the correct track of going to school, working, marrying and having children.Later, I went to the city she liked with Suman and worked in the same company as her. When I was ignored by her, I thought of Xu Aixi, the most important woman by my side. When I was studying in the United States, I met Xu Aixi, the woman I thought of countless times. .

Dear viewers, you can look back at the previous content at this time, because the lens of time has been zoomed in again. If you remember the previous article, you should know that at this time, I was in Xu Aixi's bedroom listening to her crying to me about the relationship between her thin lover and her love. The vulgar plot of the infatuated woman, I really want to push this woman who is leaning on my shoulder away and then stand up and slap her, scolding her: "Silly b, you deserve it!" But I can't, I slap her on the back Tell her back, it's okay, everything is over, the bastard is gone, so I'm here. "

Xu Aixi gradually calmed down: "Wu Mu, don't you ever leave me!"

I nodded with a smile, helped her cut her hair, and put her on the bed. When I woke up, it was dawn.

Then moved from the dormitory to Xu Aixi's house.My previous roommate had a Swiss who was pregnant. I don’t know if pregnant women in Switzerland are superhumans. Once when we were climbing a mountain, I was so tired on the way. She walked past me with a big belly and asked why I was so slow. .Once when I was making soup in the dormitory, she saw that the contents were chicken bones, and she looked at me like a monster. She really didn’t know what the problem was. Once she asked me, why are you the only child in your family? , I thought about it, and said: "because, myparents doesn't fuckaround." Since then, she never asked me such a 2b question.

After moving away, apart from going to class every day, she accompanied Xu Aixi to various parties.In fact, she is doing very well here. Every day, young masters and young masters invite her to play. Every time she is forced to pull her, she feels like a superfluous person, but love is happy, she is happy , I am happy.

Suman often called to ask me about my recent situation and told me about some things in the company. Every time I chatted with her happily, I was always interrupted by Aixi, but at that time, I didn't realize that we The meeting does not mean that our meaning to each other is the same as before, so Aixi is the most important woman around me, even if it is Suman, because Aixi and I have experienced too much. Too much, hung up the phone hastily in such thoughts.

One night when I went out to a party with Lily, a thin figure on the dance floor caught my attention, it was Bai Xiaokang!How did he come here?I eagerly pushed away the man next to me, and walked towards the figure on the dance floor. There were too many people in the party, and the more anxious I was, the harder it was to get through. I even wanted to call to stop that person, but the etiquette rules forbid me to do so ,Whenever.

I finally got to the man's side, but I lowered my eyelids in disappointment. I still had the face that resembled Bai Xiaokang, the figure that resembled Bai Xiaokang, and even the curvature of the smile on the side was Bai Xiaokang's appearance, but.But he was just that Xiaobai Xiaokang.

I stood awkwardly on the dance floor, it was embarrassing to admit the wrong person.

Fortunately, Xiaobai Xiaokang is smarter, he said: "Hi, honey, let's sit down for a while!"

The gesture he said was ambiguous, everyone on the dance floor was used to this kind of plot, he hugged my belt and I walked out of the dance floor.

The man's name is Xuan. Even though he is an employee of a company, he seldom interacts with each other. However, some things seem to be destined. After meeting him, he always meets him in various places.Finally came the day when he confessed, I looked at the man in front of me who was on one knee, and said with distress: "You know about Bai Xiaokang's existence, I have already said that we are just friends, Xuan, don't do this."

The man didn't get up on the ground, he said in a deep voice: "Mumu, I can wait for you, no matter what time."

After going back, Lily lost her temper inexplicably. She yelled hysterically, saying how much she cared about me, how much she loved me, how much she needed me.Faced with a man's romantic confession today, and a woman's crazy confession, I can't understand, I can't accept it, I have a well-off life, how can they like me

Sitting slowly on the sofa, my heart was in chaos, Lily's roar continued, but I had no energy to pay attention to it, thinking of Suman and Bai Xiaokang in China, and thinking that I would be able to go back in two weeks, I felt a little more peaceful lying on my side on the sofa I want to close my eyes and rest for a while, I don't want to comfort anyone, Suman, Bai Xiaokang, I miss you so much.

As if I was about to fall asleep, I dimly felt a woman sitting next to me, unbuttoning my shirt, then hugging me, and unbuttoning my bra from behind, that person bit my earlobe and stroked my neck. . .I immediately realized what was going on, opened my eyes and got up, before the word "no" came out completely, it was sealed by a tongue.

I was raped by a woman!There is no doubt that a woman is a lily.

After waking up, looking at the messy clothes on the ground, from the sofa to the TV cabinet, bra @breast, underwear @pants, shirts, stockings, everywhere, looking at the traces of last night's prostitution, my tears flow The face flowed out silently, dripping on the floor, forming a small puddle, Lily Hongguo lying on the floor next to the tea table, the sunlight came in through the French windows, shining on her smooth body, I suddenly started Think about what this woman means to me.

I packed my things and found a hotel to stay in. How can I continue to face Lily when this kind of thing happens?

Afterwards, I was very careful in the company, for fear of meeting Lily or Xuan, but in the end I really didn't meet them. Maybe they can also avoid me.

Finally it was time to leave, and when I was waiting for the security check at the airport with my few luggage, I suddenly realized that I had gained nothing from this trip, lost Lily's friendship, and had no way to face Xuan, and now I was about to leave, unexpectedly I am lonely and alone, and I miss everything in the country, my lover and my family.The trip that greatly spanned the geographical area ended in my drowsy sleep, I got off the plane, claimed my luggage, and went out of the customs. Suman stood under the bright Beijing sun, smiling like a flower: "Mumu, you are back. "

Outside the airport is Suman's car. After getting in the car, she told me that she asked for leave today to accompany me. We talked a lot in the car. We haven't seen each other for a long time. We talked a lot. When we stopped, I asked Suman: "Sister , where is Xiaokang?"

Su Man was taken aback for a moment, she parked the car on the side of the road, turned around and told me, "Mumu...Lin Wei was fished out by her family...now...she is with Xiaokang ...will be married soon..."

"When did it happen? I don't know. Xiaokang didn't tell me...no...how could it be like this...how could it be..."

"Two weeks ago..."

two weeks ago?How is it possible to arrange all the misfortunes to happen two weeks ago?why is that?

"He seems to have emailed you, don't you know?"

I took out my mobile phone and logged into my mailbox, and found that during the two weeks I was depressed, Xiaokang had told me that he would marry Lin Wei, and there was an email from Suman in the mailbox, she said that she would get married next month .

I looked at Suman in the car, calmed down, and said to her: "Sister, when will I go to work in the company, are you going to move out? Have you moved out of the house?"

The phone rang at this moment. Do you remember that I left my phone number with the agency?At the moment when everyone around me is going to get married, the agent told me: "Miss Lin, there is a house at xxx that meets your requirements. Do you have time to take a look now?"

I smiled and said yes, I will pass right away.

"Suman, congratulations, I don't know who can match you."

"Suman, take me to xxx, I'll look at the house, you're getting married, I should move out, otherwise, it will cause trouble."

"Sister, I should also think about my own important affairs, the Chinese New Year is coming soon, maybe Suoyang will arrange a blind date for me!"

"Grandpa, he is still waiting to have a grandson. How happy are the four generations living under the same roof! What do you think?"

Suman in the car didn’t speak all the time. I smiled wryly and was sad, but I couldn’t shed a single tear. I didn’t want to quarrel with anyone or gain sympathy from anyone. Be so calm.

The house on xxx Road is very good. I rented it directly for a year. Thinking of living here alone in the future, I can’t help but feel sad. Suman, Suman, we have reached the moment of parting, and everything that has happened will be at your wedding. Termination, I, Lin Zimu, should never have never set foot on a foreign land alone for my dream. If I don’t go to the United States, I won’t meet Lily again, I won’t hurt Xuan, I won’t lose Xiaokang and lose you, conceited, I am It's my own fault, why did I leave? Why did the chaos at this time make me unable to think of the meaning of leaving in the first place? If I didn't leave, would all this still happen?Where else can I be accommodated in this world?Where else can give me warmth, and where is my shelter from the wind?Now because the training is firmly locked by the company, it has become impossible for me to even escape.What should I do?Everyone in the world is watching Lin Zimu's jokes. If you can't keep your man, you still lose to your biggest enemy.He was supposed to go abroad for training, but he came back full of scars, and even his dearest sister was no longer by her side.

Going home with Suman at night, eating absent-mindedly, and my mind is in a mess, how should I deal with it?what do I do?

Maybe it's not a bad thing for all misfortunes to happen at the same time, at least this way people can't think about how to deal with it, so at least everything still looks the same as before, just like a camel, before the deadly straw is pressed down, everything remains the same Calm, but we all know that once the straw is pressed down, the result will be a whimper, so now Lin Zimu can no longer bear any blows.

Soon he moved away from Suman's house and lived alone in a rented house. He went to work alone, cooked alone, washed dishes alone, slept alone, and watched the stars alone. . .One person, all one person. . .

Things are going well for the company.Suman became the general manager of the advertising department, and I was also promoted to the position of director. Lin Wei and Bai Xiaokang were transferred to other departments. There was no one who was an eyesore. It was great, because I was always alone, and I started to attend frequently After work, in the wine bureau, most of the modern people discuss business at the wine table. After drinking the wine, the business is almost done.

This kind of drinking party often goes on very late, and every day when I get home, I am so tired that I don’t want to move anymore, and I always fall asleep quickly, ignoring that I am alone. As for my sister, I should have sex with her man in bed. .

Does anyone still remember what I once said: Women should never show your skills at the wine table?I myself completely forgot this sentence. That day, I was a very difficult client, and he was very influential in the capital. After taking away a few public relations of our company, he thought it was not enough and wanted to take me away. How could I be so proud? take away.A table of people was deadlocked in the room, the air smelled of gunpowder, and the guest told everyone in our company with a beer belly: "I don't need these small PRs, but this woman must go with me today, if she doesn't go , I will fucking not sign this contract."

The man said firmly, everyone's eyes focused on me, I didn't know what to do, thinking that I couldn't do it anyway, I pulled my chair and walked to the door, a woman from the company's planning department blocked the door!I stared at her and said, "Get out of the way!" The woman didn't move: "You know if you leave, we might all get fired." After she finished speaking, two more people stood up: "I'm sorry, I can't lose job."

I took two steps back, kicked over a chair, picked up a wine bottle on the table and smashed it on the head of the woman blocking the door. The woman couldn't bear the pain, so I pulled her aside, opened the door and ran outside, I went downstairs quickly, and there happened to be a taxi outside the bar. I went up immediately, told the driver an address in shock, leaned on the back of the chair, lost my soul.

Hitting someone with a wine bottle is skillful. Holding the bottle neck, you should use the bottle to hit people low instead of hitting at the middle, so that accidents are less likely to happen.

Thinking wildly, the driver told me that I had reached the place, got out of the car, dropped the money, and left without getting the change. I wanted to go home, maybe that would be safer.

After walking a few steps, I realized that something was wrong. This is not the house I rented. I was shocked and realized that this is Suman’s home. Forget it, everyone is here. Go up and have a look.

Hiding in the shadow of the green belt of the community, I called Suman and asked her if it was convenient now, and if there was no one else at home. After getting her positive answer, I went upstairs.

Everything is still familiar, even the smell in the elevator has not changed, and I feel sad, thinking that if I can't sign that client, it may really cause everyone to be fired, but I can't sacrifice me.

Suman stood in the dark of the open door and watched me walk towards her step by step. When I approached her, she hugged me: "Mumu, you are willing to go home, I miss you very much." Is this still my home? ?

Looking at the tender Suman, I couldn't hold back my tears for a moment, sobbing, she didn't know about the wine bureau, she thought I was crying because of Xiaokang because of Xuan and because of her because of Lily, she pulled me into the room Here, hug me, comfort me, I lean on her shoulder, crying hard, listening to her comfort.

"Xiao Kang will leave with Lin Wei, he is not worthy of your love."

"Don't mind about Lily's affairs, it doesn't matter."

"Xuan deserves it, you told him not to like you."

"Mumu, I'm 31 years old, so I'm married."

Hearing my sister's consolation, I felt even more aggrieved. I finally got tired of crying. When she wiped my face with a towel, I sobbed. This told her what happened at the wine bureau, "What should I do, what should I do, sister? I can't sign him. We're all done."

Su Man has been standing in front of me without speaking, surprised why she didn't respond, but when she raised her head, she was slapped hard on the face, followed by Su Man's angry roar: "Lin Zimu! I told you never to show off at the wine table. Why don’t you remember your skills? You have forgotten Yichu’s lessons learned, right? I know you can drink! I know you are enchanting and good at conquering men, so you are not allowed to serve at the wine table, do you know? Do your job well That's good, are all public relations dead? Why do you work as a part-time publicist? Even if you are hurt, you can't harm yourself like this!"

Suman got more and more angry, and directly pulled me up from the sofa and dragged me into her room.