deep crush

Yuan Shuo stopped and turned around slowly after a while, still holding the quilt in his hand, and gave him an affirmative answer easily.

"Yes."

Conjectures are guesswork, Xia Han was so shocked that he couldn't speak when he really heard the answer.

yes? ! ! !

Would anyone make a joke about this? !Even if he is irrational, can parents really curse their own son cruelly like this? !

Xia Han stared dumbfounded at the calm and composed person in front of her, and finally squeezed out a few words between her teeth after a long time, "You---you madman!"

Yuan Shuo smiled faintly, put down the quilt, and looked up at him, "Well, if you don't come back, you're going crazy."

He never thought about acting at all, and he couldn't.There is only one purpose of deception, which is to get him back.As long as you come back, everything can start again.

Since Xia Han decided to break up and leave this house, he went crazy.

No matter how many times I searched and begged, I couldn't win back that person's heart.

He was walking feebly on the verge of collapse.

He picked up the knife and cut his arm, and the dripping blood softened the hearts of his parents, helping him complete this cursed lie.

As long as Xia Han can come back, he doesn't care about anything.

As long as Xia Han, as long as Xia Han...

Seven years ago, he almost lost this person forever. Today, seven years later, he can start over with Xia Han.

It's not that Xia Han didn't know his purpose for doing this. After breaking up for two years, he went to many places, but it couldn't last long.

Yuan Shuo found him again and again, constantly staged scenes of crying and begging for mercy. After watching too much, he became numb.

After more than half a year of peace, he thought Yuan Shuo had figured it out and gave up automatically.

But he didn't expect that he would use such a bad method to deceive himself.

When he heard the news that Yuan Shuo was seriously ill, he rushed here as if he had lost his soul, and had no time to ponder over this flawed lie.

"Yuan, Shuo!" He gritted his teeth and spit out these two words. Xia Han really didn't think he had to stay here to communicate with this lunatic.

He turned around, ripped off the clothes in the closet and stuffed them into the suitcase.

Catch the night train, stay in a hotel, go to an Internet cafe, no matter what, he just wants to get out of here as soon as possible, and staying with this person for a minute and a second is torture.

Yuan Shuo came over and said unhurriedly: "Don't accept it, you can't leave. Your ID card, mobile phone, and wallet are all with me, and you can't go anywhere."

Xia Han stopped his movements and roared angrily, "Yuan Shuo!!!" He stood up suddenly, his head was spinning, and he fell down on the bed.

Yuan Shuo stepped forward to support him nervously, "Xia Han, don't get angry, you are not in good health. I know it's all my fault, don't be angry, Xia Han..."

Xia Han fended off his concern with his hands, "Give me back the things."

Yuan Shuo: "Let's talk about it tomorrow, you should have a good rest first."

Xia Han: "I told you to return the things to me!"

Yuan Shuo: "I will return it to you, but not now, Xia Han, as long as you promise me not to leave---"

Xia Han: "Get out!!!"

Roaring with all his strength, the anger made him tremble all over, and there was no outlet for the pent-up anger in his chest.

Yuan Shuo hurriedly took two steps back, "Okay, I'll go, I'll go, you are not in good health, so don't be angry."

As if hearing the biggest joke of this century, Xia Han couldn't stand it and fought back harshly, "When did you care about my health? You don't even want to look at me, why are you pretending to care now?

Don't be hypocritical in front of me.Yuan Shuo, I can also tell you that even if I die, I will never die with you. We are finished in this life, it is finished! ! ! "

Eyes closed, but not sleepy.

This day has consumed too much mind, Xia Han thought that he could fall asleep next to the pillow, it seems that he overestimated himself.

The person outside the room kept apologizing in low voices, "I'm sorry, how much weight does it have?"

sorry……

Who is sorry to whom, who has failed whom?

If the time could really go back to seven years ago, he would use the word "sorry" to draw a clear boundary with Yuan Shuo and cut off the unsustainable fate.

Because of that perseverance that touched everyone, even today, he can't even utter a word of hatred.

Did he hate Yuan Shuo?

Perhaps, there was at the beginning, but it was more of a dislike for myself.As time went by, this weak hatred was also buried with nine years of love.

"Xia Han, give me a chance, and I won't hurt you again. You'll be gone for more than two years, I'm really scared."

"How could we really break up? Since the junior year when we decided to come out, we have identified each other. Didn't we swear that we would never leave each other in this life? Xia Han..."

"I'm sorry, I know I was wrong, you can punish me whatever you want. Just don't talk about breaking up, don't leave again. Two years... I really can't bear it. "

"Xia Han, we have gone through so many things, we have long become an inseparable one. Xia Han, I really love you..."

Cover your head with a quilt to block those annoying confessions.

These words can no longer impress him.Yuan Shuo didn't dare to ask for the sincerity he gave.

Seven years ago, he believed the lie of never giving up, but in the end, that person made him realize the reality in the cruelest way.

It turned out that it was just a lie!

When I opened my eyes, it was already daylight, and Fubo's small radio downstairs dutifully sang "I can't see the beauty of flowers and flowers, I can't see the civil and military ministers of Bianliang City..." The student riding a bicycle braked suddenly at the intersection, The piercing sound was followed by a loud shout.It wasn't until the companions came and left together that this lively morning drama was over.

Xia Han got up, folded the quilt, and opened the door.

The aroma of rice porridge was wafting in the living room. Yuan Shuo, who was wearing an apron, put two plates of egg pancakes that were not very nicely spread on the table, and smiled when he saw him, "I guess you should get up, come and have breakfast Don’t be disgusted if it’s not fried well.”

Xia Han glanced at the obvious dark circles on his face, "I'm going to brush my teeth first."

The yelling last night was a manifestation of his extreme anger. After calming down, he advised himself to calm down and have a good talk with Yuan Shuo.

The atmosphere of the breakfast was quite harmonious. Yuan Shuo talked about trivial matters, and Xia Han occasionally responded.

After breakfast, Yuan Shuo's parents came uninvited.

Yuan Shuo's mother carried a basket of vegetables and greeted him with a smile as soon as she walked in, as if she were a harmonious family.

"Xiao Xia, let the past go, let's not talk about it, you see, you are back now, and you will live a good life with Yuan Shuo from now on. Sigh, mom is old-fashioned, so don't worry about it. Don't take it seriously when I'm sorry for you. Look, I bought a lot of your favorite food. At noon today, Mom will show you my hands. Hey, Lao Yuan, come and play chess with Xiao Xia. In the past, you two

Don't come down often! "

Yuan Shuo's father nodded frequently and kept praising Xia Han for his good chess skills.

Yuan Shuo looked at him with a smile on the sidelines, a happy scene.

After the brain was injured, Xia Han's circle of friends became narrow, and he really didn't know how to deal with this situation where everyone was drunk and I was alone.

In the past five years, he never complained once in the face of Yuan Shuo's mother's accusations and difficulties, even when he finally tore his face and beat and scolded him, he never refuted.

Indeed, he was the one who felt sorry for the two old men, irresponsibly taking away their precious son, and then cruelly abandoning him.From their point of view, that was it, and he made no excuses.

Yuan Shuo's father has played chess for many years, and occasionally Xia Han never won a game, but today he made frequent mistakes. In the end, it was difficult for Xia Han not to win.

Yuan Shuo sat on the arm of the chair next to him and pointed Jiang Shan. After winning in disgrace, he raised his hand and waited to give him a high-five.

Xia Han smiled wryly and raised her hand.

The crisp sound repeats the joy of many years ago.

The only memorable school days, no hypocrisy, no deliberation, no disappointment, happiness and love, all sincere.

Yuan Shuo's mother worked in the kitchen for several hours, cooking up a table of big dishes.Yuan Shuo frowned in dissatisfaction. Xia Han likes vegetarian food, and the taste is light. This is chicken and pork ribs, all heavy, and he said he made it specially for him!

Yuan Shuo's mother was aggrieved and angry and had to pretend not to care. She joked that Yuan Shuo married a wife and forgot his mother. Look at Xia Han, this kid is always thinking of you. I have no status as an old lady. .Otherwise, I'll fry two more light ones.

Xia Han couldn't pretend to be happy, so she could only say flatly, "It's okay to eat once in a while."

During the dinner, Yuan Shuo's mother continued to pick up vegetables for him, saying that he had lost weight again and that he should make up for it. "It's not good to eat alone outside. When I come home, I, an old woman, will take care of the food in the future. Both of you should make up for it. Look at Yuan Shuo, he's so skinny because of you."

Yuan Shuo's father also echoed. If there is one person missing in this family, everything is wrong.In the future, if there is any conflict between the young couple, it will be resolved on the same day, don't procrastinate.As a family, there is no overnight feud.

Yuan Shuo rinsed the oily meat dishes in warm water for him. Xia Han was really flattered by this thoughtfulness.

When going back to Yuan's house for dinner on weekends, Yuan's mother has always been heavy on oil and salt. According to Yuan Shuo's taste, she has never had any scruples about Xia Han's body.

Yuan Shuo never raised any opinions once, let alone helping him cook the dishes.

Because she was happy, Yuan Shuo's mother drank two more glasses and started chatting along the way.

Basically, it all revolves around Yuan Shuo's life in the past two years, how hard and pitiful he was, and he almost lost his job in order to find him.

Yuan Shuo is such an excellent child, he has accumulated so many blessings in his previous life that he is able to share Yuan Shuo's one-in-a-million chance.

"Back when you had an accident, Yuan Shuo didn't eat or drink, and stayed outside the ward for several days and nights. He even snatched our coffins to save you. Yuan Shuo didn't even have to die for you. .Xiao Xia

, You can't hold him for even a little mistake, and you won't let him go.Then what happened to Qi Yun was an accident, they broke up long ago, you----"

Yuan Shuo: "Mom!"

A roar brought Yuan's mother back to her sanity, and she patted her mouth in panic when she realized that she had slipped her words, "Look at my broken mouth, I don't mention it, I eat and eat, the food cools down quickly this day, otherwise, I'll heat it up again." hot."

Yuan's mother fled into the kitchen with the dishes, Yuan's father smiled awkwardly at him, and Yuan Shuo clenched his left hand under the dining table.

Xia Han had no expression on his face, and ate the food like a normal person.

It all started with the arrival of Qi Yun at Yuan's mother's birthday banquet, completely breaking the illusion of happiness they had maintained for five years.