deep crush

Yes, to test?

Xia Han was a little flustered, pulled out an unnatural smile, and dodged his eyes, "You, what are you talking about?"

Did he hear wrong?Still, Tang Ye didn't say this to him, it's just, just--

He has made up his mind to find Xia Han, isn't that right?Don't think too much, you can't show any flaws, it's been well hidden for more than half a year, Tang Ye won't find out----

"I met your sister, and she told me that she has only one younger brother named Xia Han."

Xia Han closed his eyes and turned around. He had to support something, otherwise, he might not be able to stand still.

Give him another half a month, and he will move out of here and bury this secret until he dies.

how come----

He opened his mouth, powerlessly making excuses that he didn't even believe, "I, no, I'm not who you think, Xia Han. It's just, same, same name, same surname."

One sentence broke into many petals, how pale and ridiculous.

"Is there really a Xia Han in S University with the same name and surname, the same birthday, the same friend, and the same city? I stayed for four years and collected everything about you for four years. But I never found another you."

The lie was exposed, but there was no sense of relief.

Xia Han turned her back to the man, thinking about cooking the pot and cooking the noodles first, but the man was still waiting, and they could still have the last meal together.

His trembling hands couldn't hold the kitchen knife, and his confused mind made him unable to do anything.

"sorry."

He knew that these three words were very meaningless, but he couldn't think of what else to say.

Will be disgusted!Even Tang Ye, who he wanted to hide in his heart, would say "disgusting" to him with a look of contempt!

Putting his hands on the table, he desperately waited for the man's sentence.

"Well, I forgive you. Of course, I was also wrong. I kept talking about my secret love, and I knew you well, but I didn't recognize you. I'm sorry, I hope this will not be a reason for deducting points."

Points deducted?

Xia Han turned around in confusion, Tang Ye walked up to him at some point, one step away, he could clearly and clearly see the expression on the man's face.

There was no disgust or contempt, and those eyes sparkling with hope were full of affection that he could not read.

Tang Ye like this was too unfamiliar to him.

"Xia Han, in the eyes of everyone, I am an out-and-out fool. I have been obsessed with a person who may never appear for seven years. I have thought about giving up and trying to accept others. But, I can't do it all. Yes. Xia Han, even I can't believe it. One day, I will be waiting for you. Since I have been secretly in love with you for seven years, give me, a fool, a chance."

The whole night, Tang Ye didn't close his eyes.

He told himself to rest and get a good night's sleep, so that he could stand in front of that man full of energy the next day.

However, the excited heart can never be calmed down.

After lying tossed and turned on the bed for three hours, he gave up this torment, put on his clothes, walked out of the house, and stood outside that person's door, blowing the cold wind all night.

So stupid that there is no cure.

But he knew that this was the only way to wake up his feverish head.

He can't be like a seventeen or eighteen-year-old kid who is pestering his beloved to play a rogue, and when the person said to calm down, he took a step back.

Today, no, yesterday, was too shocking for both of them and needed time to calm down.

Calmly think about how they should go on.

Li Liefeng yelled on the phone for a long time, asking him why the birthday star didn't show up for so long, but he didn't explain too much, and ended the conversation with "I found Xia Han".

He has received the best gift in his 26 years of life, what more could he ask for?

Usually he seldom smokes, but this night, standing outside Xia Han's house, he smoked half a pack of cigarettes.

There was a hint of sweetness in his heart, and an uncontrollable sense of happiness enveloped him.

He thought about how to greet Xia Han when he opened the door.

He should restrain his expression, and his eyes should not be too revealing, which will scare that person.It's better to be as cool as usual, so as not to appear so frivolous and childish.

childish?

He suddenly remembered the slovenly image of last night's confession. How about the prudent, mature, and calm that he said?It didn't show at all.

"A gift written by the sender from heaven. The name of the gift is Xia Han... Hello, Xia Han. I am Tang Ye who has been secretly in love with you for seven years. Welcome to my life."

It's just childish.

He rubbed his face and hated his weak behavior.

What is Xia Han's gift, what is welcome into my life, it is simply a composition written by a primary school student, it is terrible.

Will you be looked down upon?

The age difference of four years meant that a lot of points would have been deducted, but this time, the child's way of speaking while pretending to be a housewife instantly lowered the IQ.

Can it be redeemed?

He stamped out the last cigarette, rushed downstairs, and ran desperately in the neighborhood late at night.

One is to be annoyed, and the other is to vent excess energy.

Xia Han, the Xia Han who is close at hand, the Xia Han whom he has loved, thought about and waited for for seven years, is within reach of his hand.

For more than half a year, he and Xia Han had breakfast and dinner together, and went to the gym and bars together.Contact is inevitable in life.Holding hands, hugging shoulders, looking at each other silently at the birthday party; Xia Han said that he would give birth to a monkey for him, and they slept in the same bed when they were sick...

what! ! !

What is he thinking! ! !

The men on the morning shift in the community were in a hurry, but they still didn't forget to look back at the man who was running wildly in the middle of the night.

At six o'clock in the morning, Xia Han opened the door of the house.

A large golden pet stood at the door, greeting him with a smile.

Putting on brand-new sportswear, brushing his teeth, taking a shower, scratching his hair, and spraying breath freshener, Tang Ye, who is looking radiant, is trying his best to raise his charm value to full marks.

"morning."

Xia Han, who was almost dazed by the person in front of him, replied in a daze, "Morning."

"Running? Let's go together!"

With handsome facial features and well-groomed clothes, Xia Han endured the pressure to run in the morning with a man who emits strong hormones early in the morning.

Xia Han didn't run fast, Tang Ye followed his speed, chatting while running.

"Actually, you don't have to wait for me, you can run faster."

Tang Ye calculated that a smile showing a few teeth would be the most charming, "It's good, it's not tiring."

"what happened to your hand?"

"It's okay, I fell down. Uh, do you mind? Do you need to deduct points?"

"..."

There are familiar faces in the community, and they always say hello when they meet.As a result, the man's gaze was drawn to Tang Ye before he finished greeting him.

Tang Ye, who has his own magnetic field, is still relentlessly fanning the hormones on the person next to him.

Xia Han suddenly remembered the classic quote by Li Liefeng, walking (running) with a ostentatious person (Tang Ye) is a very challenging thing for self-confidence.

After finishing her morning run, Xia Han opened the door, and Tang Ye walked in right after her.

Xia Han: "Aren't you going back to wash?"

Tang Ye: "Later, wash after eating."

Today was the weekend, Tang Ye didn't have to go to work, Xia Han walked into the kitchen, thinking about cooking and eating a good meal early, that person couldn't stay any longer.

There are vegetables cut yesterday in the refrigerator, and two bowls of noodles can be cooked very quickly.

During the meal, Xia Han told the man the lines he had been thinking about all night.

That night, he didn't sleep well either.Waking up in the middle of the night, and getting confused in the middle of the night, Tang Ye's words "Can you give me a fool a chance" repeated in the dream

Tang Ye's reaction was beyond his expectation, or it should be said that he was shocked.

He imagined Tang Ye's reaction many times after he learned the truth, even if he didn't show disgust or disgust, he would automatically distance himself, degenerating to the point where he was worse than a stranger.

That's normal, isn't it?

After all, the former proud son of heaven has fallen to the point where he is not even as good as ordinary people. Tang Ye's fantasy has been broken, and the gap must be huge.

He only found out the truth yesterday afternoon. In just a few hours, he actually accepted it like this?

Tang Ye, that's too irrational.

"Tang Ye, what does the Xia Han in your heart look like? A person who has not changed much in appearance, has achieved a little success in his career, but is still blank emotionally?" Putting down his chopsticks, he raised his head, "The me today, Apart from this name, what else is left? Seven years ago, would you fall in love with me today? Tang Ye, the Xia Han you thought died in that accident. Sorry, I should have told you earlier, put it down This unrealistic infatuation, the person you have a crush on does not exist in this world."

Today's Xia Han's eyes have lost the brilliance of the past, and God has deprived him of all the things that can make him confident, from a shining gem to a dull gravel.

I didn't eat last night, and I was very hungry. Tang Ye ate two large bowls of noodles in one go before putting down his chopsticks.

He wiped his mouth, raised his eyes, and looked at each other with unquestionable firmness.

"When someone told me that you were Xia Han, at that moment, I didn't think about what Xia Han was like in my heart, why Xia Han became what she is today, and I didn't struggle or hesitate for a second for this change. There is a voice in my heart shouting wildly, you are Xia Han, Xia Han is you, this is so fucking perfect. Maybe in the more than half a year of getting along, subconsciously I regard you as Xia Han, and subconsciously I hope But, you are Xia Han."

Tang Ye's words rubbed against Xia Han's heart like a stone, causing countless ripples.

how is this possible……

Tang Ye, the perfect Tang Ye subconsciously regarded him as a waste, Xia Han.

"You may not believe it. Then I will tell you one more thing. In seven years, I have never been tempted by anyone else. But in the past six months, I broke my vow. First, a little girl in the game who wanted to give birth to a monkey for me , Later, the man next door who cooks for me every day all caught my attention. I became more and more concerned, or I let this concern continue to develop. It was not until the week you left that I realized that I Maybe I really like you. Whether it is Xia Han or Xia Qian, your attraction to me has long been beyond your imagination. In 26 years, I have been attracted to three people, but unfortunately, these three people are all You. I don't know what else to explain other than destiny."