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Chapter 14Allergies

Recently, Yi Han was very lethargic at first, and then completely insomnia in the opposite direction.

When she was drowsy, she had dreams.

She dreamed that Shi Hui used QQ to send text messages, but she seemed to see her sitting alone in her own home through the computer screen.

She said she was waiting for her at platform 1 and asked what time her train was.

She replied that she hadn't promised to go to her house.

She said she was already waiting there; if she didn't go, she would have been waiting, waiting in the dark when it was dark.

She also dreamed that she was alone in the apartment, and she was looking out the window, which was the night sky of the neighborhood.The night sky of the community is also the night sky of the city.The neon lights of the city at night are absorbed by large cotton-like clouds, which appear to be bright neon colors.The floor she was stepping on with her bare feet suddenly shook. She just lowered her head to check for a moment, and when she looked up again, she saw that the sky had changed outside the window: the room was safely floating on the river.

She raised her head to look at the sky, and saw that it was very clear, except for a few stars, there was no shadow of the moon, and there were no clouds; the river in front of her seemed to be the earth itself, all black and boundless, it was really impressive. She didn't reach the end; she also saw houses on one side of the river with bright lights hanging high, and she wanted to lean towards them, so the room seemed to have given birth to itself, and it ferryed to that side by itself; but she suddenly remembered, Shi Hui No, she also wanted her to see this, so she decided to wait for her, she remembered that she called her before, and she forgot how she answered; she lay her hands on the window sill, resting her chin on her hands, Her eyes were still looking out of the window, waiting for her in her heart; she remembered that the glass windows of her apartment did not have a wide window sill, she was puzzled, turned around and looked back, and it was indeed her apartment; she looked out of the window again, including But her room was retreating again, constantly moving away from the lights of Wanjia that seemed to be within reach just now, and retreating into the darkness at an extremely rapid and undeniable pace.

She also dreamed of her own nightmare.

She couldn't open her eyes at that time, she only felt that there was a large area of ​​bright orange-yellow in her retina; she vaguely felt that she was ascending, and there seemed to be a tube-shaped channel with a slightly different color in the orange-yellow, and she was attracted by it; but she felt She was very heavy, so she said to herself in her heart: I can't get up, it's too heavy.Then she fell unharmed.

She told Shi Hui about it immediately after waking up, and Shi Hui explained to her that because she didn't draw the curtains before going to bed that night, and she was used to staying in bed, so the sun rose early and cast the sun on her face. The eyes were not closed tightly, or I could feel it when I closed them tightly, so that large orange-yellow patch appeared in the dream.

As for why she was attracted by the tubular passage in the orange, it is simpler, because the discomfort brought to her by the nightmare forced her to take the initiative to create opportunities to escape, so it was actually directed by herself.

When she just woke up, she did open her eyes and saw that the curtains were not drawn, and the sun was shining outside, and she guessed that.But she deliberately ran to her and listened to her analyze the reasons.

She woke up later, and she laughed to herself.

She created a dream for herself in the dream, and she followed what Shi Hui usually taught her to answer it for herself.

Now she is not sleeping, she is watching the rain, and it is raining outside.It is autumn rain.

If it kept raining, it would be inconvenient for Shi Hui to come, and it would be inconvenient for her to go out, so she could just stay in the room and not make a decision for the time being.

When she was insomnia, she shed tears.

Shi Hui came, saw her, hugged her into her arms, and asked her why she was crying when they met.

She replied, she cried when we met, with you here, you can wipe them off for me.

She doesn't speak, she sighs.

She finally said, Yi Han, you are like a child, good at all, not good at all: you are a child, so you depend on me and will not leave; you are a child, you can't control your basic emotions, let me I saw it, and my heart was disturbed.

Now that Yi Han is sick, she went to the hospital by herself, and Shi Hui went on a business trip, so she didn't tell her about her illness.

On Yi Han's arms, around the belly, and near the bends of the legs, some red bumps are prone to appear, appearing from time to time, and slowly disappearing, which has lasted for several days.She initially deduced that it was an allergy, but she hadn't touched any food or animal that she knew would cause her allergic symptoms.She took her medicines on schedule and they got better; she stopped them and they came back.In addition to being itchy, they also upset her, preventing her from concentrating on work and sleeping easily.She decided to go to the doctor.

She was waiting alone in the waiting area of ​​the dermatology department.

She saw a young woman coming across from her.The woman was wearing a suit jacket and a red tight hip bag inside; her hair was permed and tied back into a high ponytail; her face was delicately made up; in one hand she was holding a A leather lady's wallet, and a white transparent plastic bag in the other hand, which contained some boxes of medicine; she obviously walked all the way from the pharmacy in high heels.

Yi Han thought, she is really serious, she dressed so carefully when she came to the hospital.

Yi Han once admired some people, they seemed to have a way to make themselves look decent at any time; she admired them for their time and effort, and she also admired their natural beauty; she felt that they were shining.

Shi Hui also made her shine like that, and at the same time, Shi Hui also caused a kind of distress and melancholy to break ground in her heart.Now the shining light is in front of her eyes, but the distress is in her heart. When they encounter each other and touch each other, the pain passes through everything and is invincible.

She saw now that light on her was gone.She felt that like every ordinary person, she only reflected sunlight under the sun, and reflected other light under other light sources; no one can shine by itself, everyone is ordinary.

She seems to have released herself from a black box, and now she is standing under the light, so she finally sees the fact that she was clean.

The order of her consultation arrived, and she stood up from her seat.

The doctor checked the red pimple marks on her body, and asked her about the symptoms before and after. He said that she might be suffering from chronic urticaria, and that seafood should not be eaten in the near future, and ordinary anti-allergic drugs can continue to be taken; if If you are really worried, you can do a blood test to find allergens generally.

Shi Hui called Yi Han from another place and asked her if she had dinner.Yi Han said she ate it.Shi Hui asked her what she had eaten.Yi Han said that he ate fruit.Shi Hui disagreed that she only ate fruit for dinner. She remembered that she had stored some beef in the refrigerator before she left. She said that she wanted to dictate the recipe of tomato beef soup to Yi Han, and she wanted her to feed herself well; She also said on the phone that she bought a copy of Jimmy's comic book "Time and Light Cinema" for Yi Han, and she would bring it back to her.

Yi Han thought she was pampering and coaxing him again.

So she also went to coax Shi Hui, she had already written down the recipe.

She was indeed holding a pencil in her hand, and she couldn't write anything down on a blank sheet of paper in front of her.

What she wanted to write was:

Shi Hui, I want to travel with you to a country near the sea, eat in a small local restaurant, and listen to the people around me who speak foreign languages, while you and I communicate in Chinese, as if we are a world of our own.

She simply packed a few pieces of luggage, asked for leave from the internship company, bought a long-distance bus ticket, and went home alone.