turn into a breeze

When I woke up the next day, I was startled by the hairy head next to my arm.

The soft-looking black hair turned a beautiful dark brown in the sun, and I couldn't help tempting me to reach out and touch the hair.

The person kneeling on the ground beside me woke up the moment my hand touched his hair, rubbed his eyes, and then looked at me worriedly.

"are you OK?"

I nodded, indicating that I was alive, and then I saw a relaxed smile on his face, and then suddenly rushed towards me and hugged me tightly.

"Xiao Huang? It's hard for me to breathe with you like this."

For the person who took care of me last night and pulled me back from my illness, even if he made the most rude behavior, I can't feel resentment towards him anymore.

"Last night, I was afraid that you didn't have dinner yourself. When I came to see you, I found you lying on the bed. Your body was burning like fire. It really scared me to death."

Xiao Huang let go of his arms a little, but still lay on my neck. The muffled voice came from there, sounding a little coquettish. I smiled, raised my head and stroked his hair, really As soft and smooth as I thought, even the touch of the hair is very similar to the touch of the dog in my childhood.

What is the name of that dog?

No matter how hard I try to recall in my mind, I can't recall that memory.

"Why are you sick? Did I upset you yesterday?"

Xiao Huang raised his head and looked at me at a close distance. Only then did I realize that he has a pair of very beautiful eyes, which look like a starry night sky.

Being watched from such a close distance, I felt shy for a moment, and quickly tilted my head so as not to meet his eyes.

"It rained yesterday, and it also rained the day before yesterday, so I must be sick."

"Why did you get caught in the rain yesterday?"

Hearing my words, Xiao Huang was a little anxious.

"I originally said that I would visit your parents. I have been back for two days, but I haven't thanked them yet. Thanks to their funeral, the funeral went so smoothly."

I looked at the rain-soaked gift that I discarded on the floor of the room, and didn't want to tell him more about my visit to the old house on the mountain yesterday.

"...It's all my fault," Xiaohuang looked at me cautiously like a pet who has done something wrong and is waiting for its owner to scold me, "My parents...are not at home recently..."

When he said the latter sentence, Xiao Huang's eyes began to flicker, which was obviously lying.

I also didn't intend to ask him. Yesterday I suffered because of my doubts, and he didn't look like he was going against me at all, so I didn't want to pursue it more thoroughly.

"Let me get you something to eat."

Xiao Huang suddenly remembered this incident, and left me abruptly.

"Go outside to buy..."

I looked at him running out like a gust of wind, exhausting all my remaining strength, I couldn't finish what I wanted to say in time.

"...that's fine."

I have no choice but to bury it in the quilt again, hoping that he will not bring me too bad food, at least, I hope that the rice in the porridge is cooked.

"Sorry for using your kitchen without permission."

I don't know how long it has been since I heard Xiao Huang's voice again, and I fell asleep for a while, feeling sore all over my body.

Similarly, what Xiao Huang brought was still white porridge, scrambled eggs with green peppers, and some pickles.

"But your kitchen really scared me. Press a button and the fire will come out."

Xiao Huang put the food on my desk, and then handed me a warm towel.

I saw a red spot on his hand, obviously just burnt.

"Are you OK?"

I grabbed his wrist and he seemed startled.

"It's okay, I was just taken aback by the flames that jumped out."

He tried hard to withdraw his hand, but I grabbed him tightly.

The burn was not serious, at least there were no blisters or anything. I wondered if there would be any medicine for scalding at my grandmother's house. After looking at it, I let go of Xiao Huang's hand, and saw him quickly withdraw his hand, carefully He put it on his lips and licked it, then stared at me blankly.

I smiled, didn't say anything, and wiped my face and neck with a hot towel.

The clothes on my body were very sticky, obviously wet and dry with sweat, I went to the suitcase to get a change of clothes, went to the parents' room next door to change, returned to the room, saw Xiaohuang still standing Stare at the door where it was.

"Why are you standing here? Sit down."

I looked around and saw that there was no extra chair for him, so I motioned him to sit directly on the bed.

Xiao Huang, who sat obediently on the bed and listened to me, looked nervously at me who was stirring the porridge.

Today's porridge is obviously much better than yesterday's. The rice is all cooked. Although the fried eggs with green peppers are not satisfactory, they are not too salty to swallow. The pickles are still unpalatable. I bought it somewhere, but the store selling this pickle must not make much money.

Because I was in a good mood, I didn't say anything. After eating, my stomach felt warm and I felt much better.

"Thank you, the breakfast was delicious."

Seeing him sitting beside me staring at me motionless, I smiled and said to him.

Then, I saw a very happy expression on Xiaohuang's face, like a child praised by an adult, smiling at me with white teeth.

After breakfast, I continued to go back to bed and lay down on my phone, listening to the sound of Xiao Huang cleaning the dishes downstairs. It didn't take long for him to come in with the washed fruit and put it next to me.

Although the morning after the rain was still a bit chilly, he still opened the window, and the morning breeze blew in, blowing away the stale air in the room overnight. I pulled the quilt, and I only felt the fresh air in my breath.

The whole day we were both in my room, or rather, I was in bed, and he stayed by my side the whole time.

Xiao Huang seems to be living a life completely isolated from the world. He has never touched the videos and games that young people like nowadays. I took him to watch a lot of videos and taught him how to play popular games. A child is generally very interested in this. After asking, I found out that he doesn't even have a mobile phone.

After lunch and dinner, I regained a little strength, and I guided him to cook by the side. When I watched him eat the meat and said "delicious" to me with a happy face, for some reason, I felt very happy .

He didn't seem to have any plans to go home after dinner.

I looked at the rain that started to fall again outside the house, looked at him for a while, and found that he had been avoiding my gaze.

"Do you want to live with me?"

Hearing my words, Xiao Huang suddenly raised his head and looked at me with bright eyes.

"Hey..." I sighed, "you can sleep in my parents' room."

For some reason, Xiao Huang's eyes suddenly dimmed again.

"I'll move to the big bed to sleep with you too."

In an instant, Xiao Huang's eyes regained their brilliance.

"I'm going to make the bed."

I saw him happily running to the next room, and I followed him, and saw him skillfully opened the closet and took out the sheets and bedding.

My parents’ room is not like mine, where the quilts are all laid out on the bed. I looked in the closet, and there were a few pieces of clothes that my parents discarded and didn’t want here. In addition, there are several enlarged photo frames. I took them out and found not only the wedding photos of my parents, but also the photos of me when I was a baby.

Everything that was once discarded in this room is unnecessary for me and my parents.

Thinking about it this way, the grandmother who was abandoned here, and the black and white puppy with the grandmother.

Is it unnecessary for us?

Before the grandmother passed away in bed, was she resentful towards us, or was she still looking forward to seeing her family again?

In fact, I didn’t tell my grandma the news of my parents’ death at all. I would still send the same amount of money to my grandma every month. Occasionally my grandma would call, and I would say hello to everyone in just a few words. My father and mother are too busy at work. Or travel abroad.

In fact, I doubt whether the grandmother has already known that her son and daughter-in-law are no longer alive.

I don't dare to say, it's not that I'm worried about what will happen to my grandmother if she finds out, but I don't know how I will take care of and comfort her if my grandmother suffers a blow because of this incident.

I only regard my grandmother as an unfamiliar distant relative, asking each other politely during holidays.

"Speaking of which, I had a black and white puppy when I was a child."

Lying on the bed with Xiao Huang, I wanted to chat with him, maybe because I slept for too long during the day, I didn't feel tired at night.

"Ok?"

Feeling that Xiao Huang's whole body stiffened beside him, he listened patiently.

"I think that puppy must be an idiot, so small, how could he get lost in our yard, such an idiot, we can't let him live outside alone, when my grandmother just brought it back, I I was also very scared, but after getting along for a while, my relationship became very good."

I don’t know why, when I feel Xiao Huang is beside me in the dark room, I become so talkative. I used to never say too much to the people I just met, maybe it’s because of the kindness he gave me. Although it felt a little rude but very friendly, I completely let go of all my defenses.

"I play with it every day, take it with me wherever I go, and even put it on the bed at night. Although my parents educated me hard after they found out, I still secretly carried it to the bed, and then Every day before my parents wake me up, I let it get off the bed, it is really well-behaved, and it listens to me very well."

Burying my head in the quilt, I felt that Xiao Huang's chest was close at hand. I always felt that he would not reject me. I moved forward and buried my head on his body. Xiao Huang's body smelled very good Smelling it, it made me feel that I could sleep peacefully, sleepiness hit me, I closed my eyes, and felt a hand hug me.

"But... I still can't remember what it's called. It's obviously my name... what's it called..."

I murmured and fell asleep. Before I lost consciousness, I seemed to hear what Xiao Huang said in my ear, but I was too tired to hear clearly at all.