My buddy is crazy

Unlike some overly wanton monks, I believe in the destiny, but I am not afraid of being influenced by it, let alone trying to control it.Destiny is like a flying stone that suddenly hits your head while walking on the street. If you can catch it, if you do well, you can live longer, and what's more, you can remove the weight of this flying stone. Press down and wait for the next bigger stone.Few people think about throwing stones back, and I don't know if this kind of thing can really be done, it won't work this time, just wait until next time.

Having such a metaphor in my mind, I hesitated to explain it to Ayu, but he couldn't wait, looked at me clearly and asked, "Can I accompany you?"

"what?"

"Can I die with you?"

Ayu's words and deeds are always beyond my expectation.I thought he would cry, but I didn't expect him to look indifferent, as if he was asking if he could go to the market with me in the evening to set up a stall to sell vinegar.Shaking my head, I replied to him: "No."

Expressions are not necessary for Ayu, it is really difficult to read his mood from his eyes.There was some indiscernible dissatisfaction on his face. I put away the hexagram card and said, "I'll talk about this next time. I said I was going to die. In fact, I still have at least ten years of life. Life and death are things that often happen. I'll explain it to you later."

I built a small bamboo building for Ayu on the top of Lingyun Mountain, and set up formations to prevent ordinary people from entering and leaving.

After we got along for a few years, Ayu and I talked more and more.We wandered around the world, and from time to time we encountered things that believers had made a wish in front of him, and he was able to connect everything.Ordinary people's wishes are nothing more than those things. The young Ling Yunzhi, the beautiful girl in front of the bed, and when he gets old, he thinks about wealth and longevity, and his wishes are all the same. It's hard for Ayu to remember everything.

I will also tell some stories to Ayu, including the past events that I recalled under Xu Yuanya, and the interesting and boring past encounters before and after being a demon king.In addition to telling stories, I counted the time to teach him the formulas. I asked him to practice those that could be used by the spirit, and let him memorize those that could not be used by the spirit. It was only after I made a magic weapon by cheating that I took out the set of rhetoric about life and death that I had been preparing all along.

Ayu asked about life and death, and I replied that I don't know how to know death. He said he wanted to accompany me, but I said I still had to ask him to do well.

"I have been in the game, but I have never really dared to put chips in, so how can I count it as a win?" Since he didn't understand the cause and effect, I expressed my emotions, "If you don't put all the pieces in the game , how can you win?"

Ayu followed my words and asked: "If Ah Mu didn't want to make a move in the first place, why did he enter the game?"

Shaking my head lightly, I smiled at him: "I'm not as good as Ayu, it's up to me whether I get in or not."

His suet-like hand waved towards my eyes again, as if he wanted to comfort me, but I grabbed him and pulled him to look down at me: "Ayu is not in the game, only Ayu can help me."

"What am I going to do?"

"Ayu just do three things for me. Let me think about it. The first thing... I buried the wine year by year. If you are curious, you can try it. It's best to sprinkle it on my grave... Actually, it doesn't matter. In the end Save an altar for me, remember to give it to me when we meet again."

He nodded and asked, "I remember, what else?"

In order to test the beauty of the posture of the heavenly spirit, I tried to imbue Ayu with a little cultivation base. Ayu didn't seem to be insane. He took my cultivation base, that is, red eyes. After a few days, I said Some couldn't understand the look in his eyes, and the next day he was a clean Dharma practitioner again.

Thinking of this, I squeezed the hexagram card in my hand and said: "The second thing is that the posture of the heavenly spirit doesn't care so much in practice, but I still don't want you to practice demons. There is no difference between doing things and cultivating the law. A good reputation is better than a bad one."

His mind is pure, he probably doesn't care about and doesn't understand these things, he can't tell the difference between a god and a devil.If I don't restrain him, I'm afraid he won't be able to wait for my reincarnation, and he will be caught and divided to make magic weapons first.

He responded casually to this matter, and asked me back: "Doesn't Ah Mu want to be a magician?"

It's up to me, I'm not worthy to say whether I want it or not.But I can't prove it all, so I can only nod my head along the way: "It's harder to be a magician, you are such a beautiful little stone, wouldn't it be better to live a more comfortable life?"

He nodded and asked me a third thing.

"The third thing... Before you want to understand life and death, don't deliberately look for me, and don't tell me about the past when you see me," I raised my eyes to look at him, and curled my lips at him narrowly. Jiao, "I'm going to do life-threatening things, and I still think about you every day, but I'm too tired."

Before he answered, I just held him in my arms and coaxed him: "Don't be afraid."

He didn't know what to be afraid of, and probably didn't understand why I said that.I let go of all my cultivation, and the sky was full of black clouds and thunder, and lightning and thunder fell in an instant, with a terrifying momentum.

Ayu was in my arms, showing no signs of fear, until I put my lips on his, he opened his eyes in a daze.I passed my cultivation base through my lips and tongue, but he didn't seem to understand what I was doing, and tried to break away from me in bursts of thunder. When he finally succeeded, the thunder disappeared, and I was no different from ordinary people.

There has never been a person in the world who should ascend but has no cultivation at all, and now I am the first one.I am not cultivated enough to ascend to immortality, so naturally I will not be attracted by the upper world, but I have passed through the thunder calamity, reincarnated again, and my fate no longer belongs to this world.I looked up at Qiongyu who was sunny.I am no match for you, I know, how can the pieces in the chess game win against the people outside the game?Now I'm also on the sidelines, it's not up to you to make a decision about the next game of chess.

Ayu looked at me almost pitifully.I always feel that Ayu has great wisdom in his heart, but he never tells me clearly.I actually don't know what the outcome of my desperate gamble will be. I even vaguely feel that the situation will no longer be controlled by me... I smiled at Ayu: "Now if you call yourself an 'immortal', others will have to believe it."

Ayu stretched out his hand to raise Luoshui, and used the force of the water to cover the prying eyes of the monks who were attracted by the thunder.The Luoshui was hanging upside down and the river was dry. He looked at me expressionlessly, as if he wanted to throw the water down the mountain at any time to vent his anger.I sighed secretly in my heart, the formula I taught him was to let him defend himself, not to make him mess around.Fortunately, I confiscated him as an apprentice... I am probably really not suitable for misleading students.

Taking advantage of the momentum of flashbacks, I chattered with him: "In everything, remember that if you can be stingy, don't be generous, if you can hurt others, don't hurt yourself. You probably don't think it's wrong to hurt others, but you also don't know what selfishness is. You You're not stupid, you can always learn..."

"You told me," he tried to pull me up, but failed, "you shouldn't cry when you say you're not sad, only when you encounter sad things are worth crying...but if you encounter something worse than sad thing, what should I do?"

Ayu knelt in front of me. He should have been wearing a light blue robe today, but my eyes gradually blurred into a bloody garment. I wandered in a daze for a moment, and when I came back to my senses, I realized that I had missed the last opportunity.

I want to answer him.

Opening my eyes, I turned my head to look at Ayu who was lying next to me, and answered him: "When you encounter something worse than sadness, you will understand what is in the world."