Now, little cane

long time.

Yun Suxi trembled and asked, "What did you say?"

Qiling said calmly, "I said I would sign, and I agreed."

Yun Suxi pointed at Qi Ling: "I'll ask you the previous question."

Qi Ling: "I won't go back to this house again."

"you!"

Yun Suxi stood up, and the hand that pointed at Qi Ling trembled.

Qi Ling raised her head, her eyes were calm.

Aunt Wu was outside the door, when she heard a broken sound, she hurried in.

Seeing that Yun Suxi's whole face was flushed with anger, she hurriedly stepped forward to pull, Yun Suxi was so excited that her eyes fixed on Qi Ling.

Aunt Wu pulled her to persuade: "Hey, Mrs. Qi, don't get angry, you are not in good health."

Qi Ling watched indifferently, as usual countless times, then kept silent and let them abuse or insult.

Yun Suxi was so angry that she wanted to move forward.

"You're trying to piss me off."

While talking, she wanted to throw something, but was forcibly held back by Aunt Wu.

Qi Ling watched.

Suddenly he asked, "What is there in this home that deserves my return?"

His tone was cold and his tone calm.

Never expected Qi Ling to speak like this.

Yun Suxi's chest rose and fell, and she couldn't find anything to say for a while.

Qi Ling looked at the bullet hole, straightened up, and took two unhurried steps towards Yun Suxi.

"Where is this home?"

With a condensed face and a tall person, he actually brought out a bit of Qi Yunwei's sense of coercion.

Yun Suxi: "You, you..."

Qiling walked up to Yun Suxi, holding her shoulders with both hands, with a half-crazed look on her face.

"Would you have, that feeling, knowing that the person you lived with will never come back, no matter how much you look forward to, no matter how much you look forward to, this room is empty, it can no longer be filled, and your heart is like There is a piece missing, and no one can fill that piece up.

"You can't find it, you can't find it, you can only dream it occasionally.

"When I woke up, my face was full of tears.

"But not anymore."

Yun Suxi pursed her lips and bit them tightly.

Qi Ling kept saying:

"He's dead. Not coming back.

"This feeling of loss, none of us can bear it for you, will bear it for you, and no one can understand you when you tell it. What you get is just a little comfort, but these comforts will never reach the bottom of your heart. They are only temporary. Painkillers, in the dead of night, when you are alone, you clearly know that you are alone, and you are already empty.

"Those who have left cannot come back."

Yun Suxi broke free from Qi Ling's hand, shedding tears: "Let go!"

He took a few steps back, stared at Qi Ling with his eyes open, and stubbornly allowed himself to cry.

The corners of Qi Ling's eyes turned red: "But when Yan He left, he not only took away this feeling.

"He also took away my standard of normality and made me live here and live with this sense of deformity.

"Let me live under the haze of abnormality."

"Why do you think that I still like this family? After what Qi Yunwei did to me, why do you think that I will still treat this place as usual.

"I was taught honesty and integrity since I was a child, I... I finally suppressed everything and hoped to keep him.

"I can disregard my self-esteem and endure..."

"But he left back then, and now I know that he knew those things a long time ago. How you want me to treat this place and myself normally is not normal. After what Qi Yunwei did, here, you, him, all let me I feel unspeakably disgusting.

"It makes me feel unspeakably cold."

"Even if you were my parents,

"But who of you can live on for me, who can bear it for me, tell me, tell me, how beautiful this place is, and how can I feel grateful?"

Eye sockets are red.

Yun Suxi couldn't stand steadily, and Aunt Wu hurriedly supported her.

Aunt Wu: "Hey, you guys, don't say a few words~"

Yun Suxi pinched her heart, and her heartbeat was abnormal. Qi Ling stared at her intently, with years of love and hatred, her frozen emotions flowed, and suddenly became very turbulent.

As soon as Qi Shu entered the door, she saw this confrontation.

Three souls get rid of seven souls.

Qi Shu walked in and supported Yun Suxi, and hurriedly called: "Mom, take your time, don't worry."

Yun Suxi gritted her teeth, turned her face away, and closed her eyes, tears chasing down her eyes.

Qi Shu looked at Qi Ling and said weakly: "Brother, you, you also rest."

With a blank expression, Qi Ling took a deep breath and looked at Qi Shu in a daze.

Qi Shu's back was numb.

Qi Ling: "I'll ask you something, calmly ask, do you know, you know when Yan He left?"

The endless words made Qi Shu's lips tremble, and her expression revealed the answer.

Qi Ling turned around feeling uncomfortable.

Close your eyes.

For a while, there was nothing to say.

My mind is also in a mess, a mess, and I can't make sense of it.

How could this be?

But what if it’s not like this?

Gathered here are his best childhood and youth, as well as his most unbearable cruelty.

Qi Ling opened her eyes: "That's it, I have to leave after signing, no need to say more."

Qi Shu didn't know, her mouth trembled: "Sign, sign what?"

Qi Ling: "Sign the will."

Qi Shu's face was stiff and her eyes were wide open: "Brother, Mom didn't mean that...Don't be like this...If you have something to say, please do it, let's discuss it..."

Yun Suxi interrupted, raising her voice: "What are you discussing, do you want to discuss this?!

"You didn't want to lie to your father when he left, even if you lied to him..."

I can't stop crying.

"It can also let him go with peace of mind!"

Qi Ling turned around, her eyes were red, she took a step forward suddenly, and the vase by the table was knocked down by the excessive movement.

thumping……

Broken glass shards.

The shock made Qi Shu's heart tremble.

Qi Ling was hysterical: "Why do I want him to leave in peace, I owe him something, I am like this, I was born like this, he is the one who can't accept it, he is the one who is ignorant!

"I don't charge him with gun misuse, I don't charge him with cruelty, that's enough for him!

"Tell me, what do I owe him? Did I make him unable to be a man, or did I make him lose his official position?"

"I forced him to have a psychological shadow?

"Or did I beat him to the hospital for a month to recuperate?

"Is it me?

"I'm sorry he's me?"

"You feel your heart and ask, do you owe me, or am I sorry for him?"

Yun Suxi took a step back, half of her body softening.

Qi Shu hurriedly supported her, Yun Suxi was in a trance, her heartbeat was sudden and uneven, and she couldn't speak a word.

Qiling pointed at the bullet holes and said, "Do you want to hear it? Do you dare to listen? You didn't even dare to ask me for so many years!"

"Do you think nothing happened if you didn't ask?

"Or do you think the place he sent me to is some kind of Pure Land Paradise, where I can be happy and heal my illness?"

"Electric shock, vomiting, aversion to therapy, what do you want to hear, you say, I will tell you.

"Tell me slowly!

"Do you dare to listen?"

Yun Suxi had trouble breathing, Qi Shu hurriedly stroked her back, and Yun Suxi covered her eyes with her hands.

After a while, tears flowed from his fingers.

She began to cry softly.

It was like a thick sore accumulated for many years, suddenly burst, and the painful person could not resist.

Qi Ling lowered her head and put her hands into fists against her forehead, taking a deep breath, also suppressing and calming down.

Qi Shu was stunned, she didn't dare to say a word, she was caught by the atmosphere.

Aunt Wu was the same, she just kept patting Yun Suxi on the back to give her comfort.

Qi Ling couldn't forget how she came to this point.

seared in the brain.

Even in the past many years, when I woke up by chance, I was still undergoing treatment in my dream, and I was still being looked at by Qi Yunwei with that kind of eyes.

A cold sweat.

I can't find anyone to say it, and I'm crushed to death in my heart.

Qi Yunwei, his father, has always been someone he admires, and has always existed in his heart like a role model.

When she was young, Yun Suxi liked to beat their siblings a little bit. Qi Yunwei was always gentle and would not put on airs of a leader at home. In Qi Ling's heart, his father was reasonable and liked to talk about everything. Never be rude.

This house was assigned to Qi Yunwei after he was promoted. At that time, Qi Ling had memories, and Qi Shu was just a little girl who followed behind him and spit bubbles.After most of the renovations were completed, Qi Yunwei always asked him what he wanted to do. The flowers and plants outside the fence were also planted by two people together. For Qi Ling, most of the time, Qi Yunwei is a loving father.

He could still remember the time when Qi Shu was holding the shovel next to him, he was holding the tree, and his father was filling the soil.

The old days that can't go back.

He also knew Qi Yunwei's high hopes for him.

However, I also know that if I am like this, I will not be able to follow this preset life path.

He needs an open environment, not a closed, conservative environment.

He couldn't survive that way.

He didn't want to cover up, he didn't want to find a woman to marry.

Even though he was spurned, he knew what he wanted anyway.

It is also the attitude towards life that Qi Yunwei taught him since he was a child.

Perhaps most ironically,

It was the same person who taught him and wanted to change his thinking.

After being with Yan He, Qi Ling became much more optimistic, and felt that the days were bright and there were no hurdles to overcome.

Sometimes when he goes home, he also imagines how to tell his parents.

In thousands of scenarios, in thousands of scenes.

The only thing I didn't expect was Qi Yunwei's attitude.

When he was beaten with a baton for the first time in the hospital, he liked to look out the window in silence.

Keep silent, and slowly forget the bad ones.

He always felt that it was just the beginning, and when his father was willing to read and understand, he would accept it.

Just like when I was a child, I could only shake my head and sigh helplessly at him in the end.

These two points of rogue and ruffian are cultivated in this way.

But when he made a move, his back hurts, and he would like to ask, did he really want to kill him at that time?

If Yun Suxi didn't come, would his father not stop?

With warm memories in his head and the smell of disinfectant on his nose, he didn't know what to think.

Or which assumption is correct.

He thought he would grind for many years, just like his kind.

As long as his parents still love him, they will always compromise in the end, besides, this is not a disease.

But, do his parents really love him, can they really love him enough to compromise?

The stars and trees outside the window cannot speak, will not give him answers.

After he was discharged from the hospital, Qi Yunwei asked him to go home again on the weekend, Qi Ling thought that it was time to have a good talk.

What a naive idea.

Let's talk about where it came from.

Qi Yunwei pushed the brochure in front of him and told him to go there once a week.

Qi Ling's fingertips trembled.

Is it Yanhe?You don't want me to talk to your teacher, do you?

Just such a simple sentence easily defeated him.

He didn't wait for his parents to compromise for love, he compromised first, this is his parents, he can't let Yanhe get hurt.

Yan He is not his kind of person, he has done enough for him.

He should no longer listen to gossip and suffer disgusting contemptuous eyes for him.

Qi Ling didn't know what to do, but Qi Yunwei turned around and refused to communicate.

Qi Ling thought, does he also feel disgusted?

It was the first time she entered the nursing home, and when she went out, the only thing Qi Ling thought about was that what Yan He said was right, this is not a disease.

This kind of abnormal treatment is not a means of curing diseases.

After that, Qiling never watched same-sex pornographic films and would vomit.

out of control.

When she went there for the third time, Qi Ling had already started to resist and wanted to tell Yan He.

Even if he didn't have parents, Yanhe would not despise him.

Only Yanhe would not despise him.

The last time he went in, the medicine injected was different from the last time. He was very dizzy, and his physiology began to react again.

He could clearly feel his cock, but this was only the beginning of the torture.

Then he doesn't know anything...

wake up.

He was naked.

Not far away stood a girl.

Her long hair was loose, her face could not be seen, and there was a hickey under her neck.

It's his preferred position to be entangled with Yan He.

The whole body is covered with a silk pajamas, outlining the outline of the whole body, no underwear.

There is a faint white stain on the base of the thigh.

Qi Ling couldn't move her mind anymore.

The first thought that can take shape is,

Yan He has a cleanliness freak!

The second thought was,

Even Yanhe wouldn't want him anymore.

The author has something to say: An attack that does not make people feel distressed is not a good attack~

Let me tell you a (good?) news, it seems that I miscalculated the chapters, the finale of chapter 78 is Tuesday~~the last memory chapter of tomorrow~~ The frame of this article split by me is weird, like solving a puzzle~

I will release the ending on Tuesday morning~~QAQ

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