Network distribution writer and CV master

"?" The little writer sat up all of a sudden, but still looked confused, not understanding what happened.

"Open the door, I'm at your door." The person on the other end of the phone patiently repeated what he had just said.

Turning over the quilt, the little writer jumped out of the bed at once, regardless of the creaking sound of the bed, just ran forward with all his strength, and even put on a coat for himself while running.When he ran to the door, he hesitated. He didn't know whether he should open the door, and he didn't know what would happen after he opened the door, and he didn't know what would happen to him and that person. To what kind of ending.As if anticipating that Tutu would have a struggle in his heart, Gu Feng waited quietly outside, not in a hurry to knock on the door, he wanted Tutu to take a step by himself.The two people are separated by a thin door, each with their own thoughts.

After all, it was no match for the longing in his heart, the door opened with a click, and Tutu came out.

"Big...why are you here?" Looking at Gu Feng, the little writer couldn't believe it. Didn't he call Gu Feng just now?Could it be in a dream?The little writer racked his brains to recall everything that happened last night.

Gu Feng is wearing casual clothes, a simple black and white striped sweater with a timeless white shirt, a pair of well-fitting jeans underneath, and a pair of Martin boots on his feet.It is completely different from the usual abstinent elite temperament in black suits. It looks lazy, comfortable and full of vitality, just what a 27-year-old young man should look like.He put one hand in the pocket of his jeans, didn't speak, just looked deeply at Tutu's face, as if to check whether he was all right, but also as if he couldn't get enough of him, his eyes were deep as if he wanted to put Tutu's face Mind inhalation.

Gu Feng has always been a perfect male god in the eyes of others. He is handsome, well-spoken, and personable.Some people admire him, some people envy him, and many people secretly like him.However, no one has ever been able to approach him.He built a city wall in his heart, and he stood on the city wall, watching others approaching him like that, but remained indifferent.After some people were attracted by him, they saw the high city walls and left silently and disheartened.Some people went to the city and felt that they could not break through, so they chose to become friends with him, and came to chat with him every three or five o'clock.Later, when they got married and had children, they never visited him again, and they were just forgotten in each other's memory.He also met people who stalked and stalked, and they didn't look back when they hit their heads and bleed. He was touched by that kind of determination and had no choice but to persuade them not to waste their efforts in vain.If you don't listen to the persuasion, you have no choice but to go with them and keep a distance from yourself.Anyway, they will leave in the end.

Being so indifferent, he finally met a stupid rabbit passing by.

"Hey, little rabbit, what are you doing here?" He had seen this little rabbit looking for something nearby a long time ago, but with so many people coming and going, he never let go of this little rabbit that should just be passing by. on heart.For some reason, that day, he suddenly called out to stop the little rabbit.

"I... want to find something delicious." The little rabbit looked up at him on the city wall, and replied blankly.

"There's no food here."

"Oh." The little rabbit got his answer, but just stared at him on the city wall in a daze, didn't talk to him, but didn't leave either.

"But I have carrots here~" Gu Feng deliberately took out the carrots he had to lure him, hoping that he would open his mouth to make demands on him, but the rabbit didn't speak, and just stayed there stupidly.

There is no way, thinking of playing with this rabbit, Gu Feng had no choice but to let him wait for him at the same place.Seeing the stupid rabbit staring at him in a daze, he was very confident, not afraid that he would leave halfway.This rabbit likes me so much, it will definitely not be willing to leave, Gu Feng thought to himself.

However, when he tried his best to break through the city wall and came out to see, the stupid rabbit actually ran away in fear when he was trying to get close to him.

It's not that Gu Feng likes men, it's just that he has never liked anyone before. With a clear and cold heart, when he meets this little rabbit, he completely melts away.The heart that had been dry for 28 years suddenly became hot, scaring the timid rabbit.

After calming down, he realized that the tone of his speech just now seemed not right, the little writer cleared his throat, turned sideways, and did not look into Gu Feng's eyes, changed his speaking attitude, lowered his head and said:

"Didn't I say that? It's impossible for me to really be with you, Da Da." It seemed to be persuading Gu Feng, but it seemed to be persuading myself to give up, stop expecting some impossible things, stop. . .wishful thinking.

"Hmm." Gu Feng didn't show any expression, but just responded softly.

"Daddy, do you really understand! If we are really together, instead of just selling rot and selling CP on Weibo, your life may lose its original peace. Your fans may decrease, and someone will come to your Comments on Weibo, and even chasing you, calling you and insulting you through private messages. Have you ever thought about this! Two men are gay when they are together! They will be looked down upon by others! Can’t we just be friends? "At the end of the story, the little writer was almost desperate, his eyes were full of tears, and his expression also showed a hint of hidden madness.

"Enough!" Gu Feng stretched out his arms and hugged the little writer who turned around to pretend nothing had happened, and then secretly wiped away his tears to cover up his gaffe, ignoring his negligible resistance, and sent him into the arms.Gu Feng explained in a low voice in his ear: "I don't live in the virtual world on the Internet. If the fans really don't like me like this, I can choose to leave. I can completely give up Two-dimensional, give up the Internet This false world." Gu Feng said while stroking Tutu's head, gently soothing his restless mood.

"For me, the important thing is that I like you, I want to protect you, I want to have you, I want to give you a home."

The little writer clenched his hands into a small fist, trying to suppress his emotions.But looking at Gu Feng, he still burst into tears and couldn't speak.He couldn't refuse this person at all.Suddenly, he lost most of his strength, and his legs went limp.Things happened so fast that he couldn't control it in time, or in other words, he couldn't control his body at all.

"Tutu, are you willing to be protected by me and stay with me? Gu Feng grabbed his arm, supported him to stand up, looked into his eyes, and sincerely asked for his consent.

From this moment on, Gu Feng was no longer a male god looked up to in Li Yi's heart, but a man with clear flesh and blood and warmth.Li Yi's liking for him is no longer that kind of fantasy, because listening to the voice, looking at the photos, and going through the love he imagined, it is a real love that comes from the heart.

This person is so kind, so gentle, and he is willing to give so much, he is so worthy of his love.

However, no.

"No..." The little writer took a small step back, he was still afraid, afraid that if Gu Feng left, he didn't know what state he would be in then.He was only wearing a set of thin pajamas with a coat on top, which made him look very thin, making people want to protect him and reluctant to continue to force him.

In order to keep him from backing away, Gu Feng didn't go forward to grab him, but just stood in his original position, "Then can you let me go in for a glass of water? I ran over in a hurry just now, but now my mouth is dry."

Although Li Yi didn't say much on the phone at the time, Gu Feng was able to guess something more or less.Last night, Tutu said on Weibo that he would go home for a few days, and he might stop updating for 2 days, but he actually went back to his home that night. When he called him, although he pretended nothing happened, sometimes he said He would laugh out loud when he saw something that seemed interesting and amusing, but Gu Feng could feel his sadness.Thinking of Tutu leaving home and being sad in a corner alone, Gu Feng couldn't keep calm anymore.Grabbing the car keys, he ran downstairs, and drove as fast as he could to the downstairs of Li Yi's apartment.

Li Yi raised his head and looked at him, but couldn't see the emotion in his eyes clearly, and didn't know what was going on in his heart.You should turn around and leave!This is so embarrassing.Own. . .It's not worth it like this.Li Yi, you are really too much!

He scolded himself in his heart, then hesitated for a moment, Li Yi turned and walked into the house, acquiescing to Gu Feng's behavior of following in.

"Are there any slippers? My shoes are wet." Gu Feng asked gracefully without losing his grace.

The lights in the corridor were dim, and Li Yi ran too fast just now, so the lights in the room were not turned on.The whole space was a bit dark, but the road was still visible.Relying on the street lights coming in from outside and the moonlight that was not very bright because of the clouds, Li Yi finally noticed that Gu Feng's back was wet.He looked at the window not far away, and there was a lot of rain falling in the sky outside the window. From time to time, there were still a few drops of rain patting on the transparent glass window, as if. . .Beating his heart.Gu Feng didn't say anything, but Li Yi knew that he just ran over in the rain.How can I be worthy of such a person with such sincerity?

"Big, actually..." He went to the kitchen and poured a cup of hot water, handed it to Gu Feng, and when he took it, Li Yi wanted to say that he didn't need to be like this.

"It's okay." Gu Feng replied, not knowing that it was different from what Li Yi said.

"Actually, I'm just timid, and I'm afraid that we will break up in the future. Isn't it good for us to be friends now?" Isn't it too despicable?Li Yi asked himself silently in his heart, isn't he forcing Da Da to choose like this?But why do you do it like this?

"Some people say, between friends. Only one person needs to step forward to start a new story. I am sure that I can't be satisfied with just being your friend. Maybe you are still a little scared now, but it doesn't matter, I will accompany you Until you are no longer afraid. Maybe it’s a bit hypocritical or nasty to say it like this, but, Xiao Yi, I want to occupy your future, and I will never let you wander alone in this world. Xiao Yi, you, don’t Can you give me a chance?" Gu Feng looked at Li Yi pleadingly, the sincerity in his eyes cannot be faked.

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