Cherish love

My name is Si Yue. When I was young, my mother divorced my father and went abroad, and then it was only me and my father who lived together.I thought that such a life would last my whole life, but I never thought that in my second year of junior high school, there would be two more people in my life, especially that person, who would slowly walk into my heart in the days to come , Since then, I don't want him to go out.

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"Xiao Yue, that..."

"Dad, just tell me what you have." It may be because of the single-parent family. I have been very self-reliant since I was a child, so it has become like this, and my father will hesitate to talk about things to me.

"Let's go out for dinner tonight, with Aunt Yang and Aunt Yang's son."

"Understood." This Aunt Yang, I heard from my father last time that Aunt Yang's son is about the same age as me, and I am still looking forward to having someone of the same age live with me in the future.

In the future, I don’t need to be alone at home, eat alone, or do everything alone.I wonder what Aunt Yang's son is like?Looking forward to dinner more and more.

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"Hello." This was the first sentence he said to me. Looking at him who opened the car door, I didn't know how to react for a while, so I could only stare at him blankly, my heart beating non-stop.

He looked at me and didn't respond, he seemed a little unhappy, what should I do?At this moment Dad got into the car and broke the silence between us.

Hearing what Dad and Aunt Yang said, he smiled and said to me: "Well, hello, Si Yue, right? My name is Ouyang, nice to meet you."

"And then?" I don't know what happened, but he must think I'm weird for asking such a mentally retarded question.But I just want to know his full name. How about someone who introduces himself only by his last name and not his first name?

He looked at me with a friendly face, as if he didn't quite understand what I said, so I had no choice but to ask my question: "They call you Yangyang? Are you called Ouyang Yang?"

Hearing what I said, he had an expression of sudden understanding, and then said to me with some understanding: "Well, my surname is Ou, and my name is Yang, not Ouyang."

"Oh." It turned out to be like this. It turned out that I misunderstood it myself. I didn't expect him to explain it to me so patiently. He is really a gentle person.It should be a pleasure to live with him in the future.But thinking of the stupidity I committed, I could only turn my head to the side in embarrassment, not wanting him to see my blushing.He also turned his head when he was seen from the car window, with a little anger on his face.He shouldn't be angry.

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Dad and Aunt Yang got married during the summer vacation after our second year of junior high school. From today on, we can live under the same roof and get along with each other.Although we are not in the same school now, it has only been one year. After one year, we can go to the same school, so that we can spend more time with him.

"That's what you got in the exam?" Looking at his report card, I felt worried. How can I get into a key high school with this score?How can I go to the same school as me, my father will not agree with me to go to ordinary high school.

Then we can only make up lessons for him. With his face full of reluctance, we started making up lessons every day.Although he was full of reluctance, he still obediently asked me to make up lessons for him. I don't know why, but I always feel that he is a little afraid of me.

With my tutoring, Yang Yang finally got into the same high school as me. Now that it's over, I can take care of him all the time, otherwise he won't know when he's being bullied according to his character.

After entering high school, many girls confessed to me, but I rejected them because of my studies. Of course, there were also people who confessed to Yangyang through me, but I "handled" them all.I don't know since when, my feelings for Yang Yang began to deteriorate. I no longer regarded him as my younger brother. At first, I was also frightened by my own feelings.But as long as Yang Yang is by my side, there seems to be nothing that cannot be solved.So how can I let those people touch my genitals?Yangyang is mine, and it can only be mine.

So my possessiveness is so strong?It was so strong that Yang Yang also discovered something, but he didn't want to admit it, and always tried to avoid me.

When I was waiting for the second year of high school, Yang Yang came to ask me whether I should study liberal arts or science. I knew what Yang Yang thought, so I deliberately told him that I would study science, so that he would definitely choose liberal arts.Hehe, this little fool has always had a simple mind, everything he thinks is shown on his face, how could I not know?I'm the one who knows him best.

Sure enough, he believed it and chose liberal arts, but I didn't expect the "deal" between him and the monitor.This made him misunderstood, but there is nothing wrong with it, so he can appreciate my kindness to him better.

After graduating from high school, Yang Yang happily ran out for a graduation trip. I didn’t stop him this time. Only when he’s gone can I implement my plan. Although he will be unhappy for a while, but for the sake of us being together forever I can only do this.While he was not at home, I helped him fill out the application form. Of course, we have the same school and department as me.In order to be in the same school as him, I also applied for a school that he can go to. For this matter, my father even scolded me, but these are small things compared to him.

Sure enough, when Yang Yang came back and found out that I had filled out the school report for him, he lost his temper and ignored me for several days afterwards.But then I don't know how he figured it out again.

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Sure enough, Yang Yang will not make people worry about anything.I thought that after being out of the society and working for a few years, he would be able to grow up.I didn't expect him to take a case that I didn't take.He also proudly told me a lot of things.

Sure enough, something happened. When that lunatic stabbed the knife into my body, the only thing I could think of was, fortunately, it wasn't Yang Yang, what if it was Yang Yang who was stabbed.

"Si Yue..." Yang Yang called my name, I tried my best to keep my eyes on him, I knew that I was going to die soon, so I can only look at him as often as I can.I don't know what people will look like after death, can they have a soul?Can you continue to stay by his side and watch him?

"Yang...Yang, cough cough..." I raised my hand with difficulty, trying to grab him, but he actually understood what I meant, and took the initiative to grab my hand.Is it because I'm dying that he's so gentle with me?Yes, he has always been a gentle person.

"You are finally free, and no one controls you like this, and you don't have to see me anymore. I will never appear by your side again. You must live happily, I..." I said to him, now that I'm gone, he can do whatever he wants, I know he always calls me the "big devil" behind his back, and he should be happy that I won't be the "big devil" in the future.But why are you so sad and desperate at this moment?Why does it look like I have lost the whole world? Is it because I am about to die and have hallucinations?

No matter what, I just hope you can live well and live happily.Even if I die, I will always guard you.My Yangyang, I have never said the three words "I love you" to you.This may be the regret of my life.Even God didn't give me the last second to say the three words I've always wanted to say to you.