Qingsi Snow's Love

There was a charcoal fire in the room and it was very warm, but for Fang Tangxi, it didn't get any better.

Lan Chuihan tried to find out Fang Tangxi's pulse, but found that his pulse, which was usually fine, suddenly became weaker and weaker.

Fang Tangxi sensed the changes in the surrounding environment. He opened his eyes and saw the cold sweat oozing from Lan Chuihan's handsome face. He looked at him for a moment, as if he was afraid that he would die in an instant.

He squeezed out a smile, endured the pain in his lower abdomen, and stretched out his hand, wanting to hold the palm of the blowing cold, but there seemed to be a tight grip on his hand, and Lan blowing cold grabbed him first.

"Don't worry...you're just going to be a father soon." His voice was very soft and weak, but Lan Chuihan's internal strength was deep, so he could hear it clearly.

"Have you taken the mother-child fruit!?" Lan Chuihan had also heard of this rumored fruit, and he knew what was going on almost as soon as he heard it, his face changed drastically, "Why? Don't you know poisonous?"

Fang Tangxi knew that he had misunderstood himself, and shook his head, "I also only found out not long ago that I was...pregnant, you know, I never had a chance to go out, so how could I find the mother-child fruit? Maybe someone gave it to us Give it a big gift."

"What a great gift! Do you know that this thing will harm you!" Lan Chuihan's fair face flushed with anger, "Let's take him away!"

Fang Tangxi knew long ago that he would not want his son for his own sake, but seeing him so excited now, he knew that he was sincere, and his heart was both happy and sad. "It's too late...Chui Han, I might... give birth soon."

Even if it was too late, he was willing to suffer for him, but he never expected that this day would come so early, so early that he would have to endure life and death before he could fully feel the tenderness of Chui Han.

"It's all my fault, if I..." Lan Chuihan held his breath in his throat, but he couldn't make a sound, he could only hold Fang Tangxi's hand tightly.

Why didn't he find out that he was unwell earlier?Why do you think it's normal when you see his belly bulge?

It is undeniable that even if he forces himself to treat him better, even finds that the other party is attractive to him, and even occasionally flirts, but in his heart, there is still a kind of reluctance to be forced, so he will be contemptuous.

Fang Tangxi's chest rose and fell, and it took all his strength to say what he wanted to say, but he knew that he had to say these words: "It's not your fault, don't... blame yourself..."

He yelled, sweat dripped down immediately, he had to close his eyes first, he felt a pool of water dripping out of his lower body uncontrollably, he couldn't help feeling ashamed.

The sound of footsteps outside the door was chaotic, and it was faintly heard that the doctor was coming. The doctor just arrived at the door, and saw a handsome man rushing out from the inner room, clasping his shoulders: "Doctor, save him quickly!"

The doctor only felt a sharp pain in his shoulder, and he said quickly: "Let go of me first, let's go in and talk!"

Lan Chuihan quickly let go of his hand, told the servants to back off, and they were not allowed to get close to the left and right, then he closed the door, but saw that the doctor had been checking his pulse for a long time, probably because charcoal was burned in the room, and his forehead was unknowingly He sweated a lot, and said: "He has accumulated food and has edema. After I receive acupuncture, the edema will definitely subside."

Lan Chuihan said angrily: "Look at his stomach! Can't you tell that he is pregnant?"

The doctor was taken aback: "Young master, you don't look right, are you insane? He is obviously a man, how could he be pregnant?"

Lan Chuihan grabbed the hem of his shirt: "Will you deliver the baby?"

The doctor only thinks that he is very strong, and he is like a chicken, being carried by him, he can't struggle, it is really a scholar who meets a soldier, there is no reason to explain it, but he did not expect that such a gentle and handsome man, how could he be so rough.

He said with a sad face: "My mother was a stable woman, I heard my mother said something, but he is obviously a man..."

Lan Chuihan dragged him to the bed, lifted the quilt, revealing his obviously protruding belly, and naturally there was nowhere to hide the water stains under his body.

Fang Tangxi trembled all over, closed his eyes tightly, and even his eyelashes were trembling.

Lan Chuihan rushed forward and grabbed his hand: "Xiaotang, don't worry, it will be fine..."

The Mongolian doctor was quite professional. When he saw the stain on the bed, he didn't cover his nose to show disgust. After being shocked, he quickly came back to his senses and pushed Lan Chuihan: "You send someone to prepare scissors and hot water. , a clean cloth. The scissors should be scalded with hot water."

He ordered in a serious manner, but Lan Chuihan naturally didn't dare to answer. Seeing that Fang Tangxi was unable to answer himself, he said softly, "Xiaotang, I'll come as soon as I go."

When he stood up, his footsteps felt weak, but he went out without any hesitation.

The servants were all driven away, so he could only go to the kitchen to find what he needed.When he finally found it all, he went outside the door with hot water, and heard the doctor tell Fang Tangxi to use his strength.

Fortunately, Fang Tangxi's waist and abdomen can still be used, and his luck is not hindered.

He put the things away, only to find that there was a transparent soft eggshell-like thing under Fang Tangxi's body, and it could be vaguely seen that it contained a baby the size of a palm.

Fang Tangxi no longer had the expression of extreme pain just now, but her face was still as white as paper, and even her lips were bloodless.His abdomen collapsed, and he fainted, but he was still breathing weakly.

With a dignified expression, the doctor took the scissors and cut open the eggshell jacket that hadn't hardened yet. A lot of water came out of it immediately. A little baby was curled up with its eyes closed and its whole body was pink.

The doctor grabbed his leg, turned upside down, and patted his back lightly. The little baby cried out with a "wow".

The doctor was able to support the baby with one hand, looked at it for a while, and then said: "I don't know if it was premature or something, it's so small." I'm afraid it won't be able to support it.Naturally, I dare not say the latter sentence in front of the host.

He is not very skilled in medicine, and almost never cured people. He was chased and beaten in his hometown, so he could only walk around the streets and become a doctor.I didn't expect to save someone for the first time this time, so I couldn't help being a little excited, I quickly took a small quilt, rolled it into a swaddle, wrapped the baby up, couldn't help but opened it up a bit and looked, "Yo , is still a man with a handle, and he actually has a belly button. It's really weird that Dan can still have a belly button."

He clicked his tongue in admiration, but found that the two people in the room ignored him at all, the handsome man had already hugged the white-haired man on the bed, and put his palm on his back.

"This baby needs to be fed." He cleared his throat.

"Are you just leaving the child alone?"

……

No one paid any attention to him, so he had no choice but to say directly, "Hey, the consultation fee has not been paid yet!"

Lan Chuihan noticed that Fang Tangxi's breath was weak, so he poured his internal energy into Fang Tangxi's body to keep him alive. At this moment, he heard the doctor interrupt him, but he didn't dare to leave Fang Tangxi's back with one hand, and put the other hand in his arms for a breath. After touching it, he took out a bank note that was supposed to be used to make sesame oil money in Lingyin Temple, and threw it to him without hesitation: "If you take it, get out, don't bother!"

The doctor picked it up and looked at it, and couldn't help but be speechless at his extravagance.

He could naturally see that Lan Chuihan couldn't take care of the child, so he quickly picked up the bank note and took the baby out.

The birth of this child is so strange, as a doctor, how can he not be curious and want to steal the child out to study it.It's just that he guessed that the child was not full-term and was born of a man, so he might not live long, and his "mother" might not be able to survive either.

It didn't take long for both the mother and the child to die, which looked really miserable.Moreover, he took so much money, and he couldn't do such a thing out of reason.

So, he went out with the child in his arms, first checked the authenticity of the bank note, and then went to find some goat milk to feed the child, so as not to starve the child.

The cry of the child was very immature, softer than that of an ordinary baby, like a cat meowing, it made people feel pity, and only that handsome man could remain indifferent.

The child must not belong to that guy.

The doctor teased it for a while, and was a little reluctant to return it to the owner.

He took a small spoon to feed the child, and saw that the soft little mouth couldn't even swallow, and it was dripping all over his face, so he had to use the chopsticks to dip the goat's milk on his lips.

The child smelled the aroma of milk, but couldn't drink it, and immediately cried loudly.

"I'm sorry." He sighed, so he had no choice but to ask any nearby wives with babies to exchange some money for some milk to feed him.

Lan Chuihan hugged Fang Tangxi for a while, but felt that the body in his arms was getting weaker and weaker.

He felt that he was still in a dream. Otherwise, Fang Tangxi would be fine when he woke up in the morning, but why did he suddenly collapse as soon as he went out, and his energy seemed to be taken away in an instant.

He felt that the fetus in his womb must be causing trouble, and he was naturally resentful towards the fetus. If Fang Tangxi hadn't touched the lower abdomen during childbirth, as if he was nostalgic, he doubted that he would not know what to do when he saw the baby. something happened.

Fang Tangxi was thrown into the water, he could still take revenge on the culprit, but now, who can he take revenge on?

He held Fang Tangxi in his arms, put his chin on top of his head for a while, and kissed his cheek again, and found that he was unconscious, his breath was faint, and he felt that his heart was about to be paralyzed, and every breath could make him feel The chest is convulsing.

I don't know what I didn't do well enough, which caused Fang Tangxi to misunderstand, and even thought that she needed a child to carry on the family line, and took the risk of giving birth as a man.Rumor has it that the mother-child fruit has an intractable poison. If the physique is not good, the poison will appear immediately after giving birth, and it is up to fate how long it lasts.

He kissed Fang Tangxi's lips, and then his cheek, and realized for the first time that he was so powerless in the face of life and death.

"Xiaotang, wake up, Xiaotang..." He kept kissing his face, as if he felt that Fang Tangxi woke up like every morning when he kissed like this.

He crazily channeled his internal energy to protect Fang Tangxi's heart and maintain his most basic breathing, but he found it more and more difficult. He could only watch helplessly as his life flowed from his body like invisible quicksand and go.

The silver-white hair lost its luster, and the handsome face of the past lost all its charm when it was dying.

"Xiaotang...wake up, don't leave me alone..." He stroked his hair carefully, lest if he exerted a little force, the dull hair would be pulled down, and his cheek was lightly pressed against the On his forehead, he couldn't feel his voice at all, he only knew that his chest was breathing rapidly, like a fish out of water.

Perhaps it was the vibration above his head that revived Fang Tangxi. When he moved, Lan Chuihan immediately felt surprise enveloped him, hugged him tightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "Xiaotang..."

His bewildered eyes stared for a while, and when he focused on Lan Chuihan's handsome and flawless face, he gradually gained focus, but he showed a pale smile: "Chuihan...I'm sorry..."

He didn't know where Fang Tangxi was sorry for himself, maybe it was because he concealed the fact that he was pregnant, maybe it was because he was frightened, maybe it was because he knew he had to go first...

He's always apologizing.

He apologized too many times, which even made Lan Chuihan feel irritated sometimes.But this time, he felt an indescribable fear.

"Xiaotang, no, don't!" His trembling lips touched his, as if he wanted to transfer his vitality to him, but he found out in despair that it was useless.

"I just want...to make you another...something you like..." Fang Tangxi said intermittently, exhausting all his strength, trying to grasp Lan Chuihan's hand tightly, but the veins on the back of the hand were protruding, and there was still not much strength.He thought that Chui Han wanted to have a child of his own blood, but after desperately giving birth, he found that Chui Han was not so happy.

"Xiaotang, stop talking, you will be fine, you will be fine!"

He shook his head, showing a bleak smile. Since the day he noticed something strange in his stomach, every day since then he has worked ten times harder than the day before, trying his best to hide the blowing cold.Fortunately, the child knew that his body could not bear it, and the fetal movement was premature.

Fang Tangxi tried her best to keep her voice steady, but found that it was so low that even she couldn't hear clearly. Every breath made her internal organs ache: "If you don't like this child, then... send the child to Xihua Villa. Blow Han, after I die, please...please find someone you really...really like. Chui Han..."

Fang Tangxi still wanted to say something, but he no longer had the strength, so he slowly let go of his hand and closed his eyes.The expression and the warm light in his eyes when he spoke just now dimmed in an instant.

Lan Chuihan was at a loss.

Someone you really like?What is someone you really like?Could it be that Fang Tangxi has always been able to tell that his liking is not from the bottom of his heart?Is he the only one who is still deceiving himself and others, thinking that he has fulfilled the responsibilities of a lover?

He has always hoped to find a partner who can be one with him. Even if he is with Fang Tangxi, he still feels that Fang Tangxi is not a person who can fully understand himself. In order to cooperate with him, he has to adapt to many strange things, such as contacting for the sake of the villa business, learning acupuncture and massage for his body, and even dabbling in cooking.He thought he had done enough, but what he didn't expect was that Fang Tangxi could see it so clearly.It turns out that the other party knows best whether the two hearts are close or not.

Under extreme shock, Lan Chuihan's fear and worry disappeared without a trace.

He suddenly accepted the fact that Fang Tangxi was about to leave him.

He wants to be with others in the future, and he believes that there is no real love between them.

Lan Chuihan's heart and lungs were in extreme pain, but he calmed down instead.

It turned out that Fang Tangxi had never been optimistic about their relationship, so no matter what he did, Fang Tangxi would accept it.In front of Fang Tangxi, he didn't need to wrong himself to do anything.

He suddenly realized how ridiculous and sad his previous flattery and cautiousness were in Fang Tangxi's eyes.

"I won't be with others." Even though he knew that Fang Tangxi might not be able to hear what he was saying, Lan Chuihan still said this.

The breathing of the man in his arms was weaker, as if it would stop at any moment, but Lan Chuihan was calmer than ever.

In his mind, he kept thinking that Fang's family moved away from Jiangnan. A few years later, 14-year-old Fang Tangxi reappeared in Haoyueju, as if he had never left, with such a warm smile.

I always thought that I didn't care at all, but I didn't expect that such a bright expression had already been reflected in my heart.

He said softly, "If you die, I will end up next to your grave and never want to see anyone else again."

Talking about life and death is a taboo, and he would definitely not say it usually.

But now, it doesn't matter whether they live or die, as long as they are together.

He lowered his head and kissed Fang Tangxi's lips.

This feeling of grief and helplessness is very strange, but it is not unheard of for him.

The last time Fang Tangxi was almost killed by someone was counted as one, but that time was short, he didn't notice anything unusual, at this moment he seemed to feel that a white light suddenly cut through a large dark memory, and there was an immature cry from the dark side Voice.

'Why are you crying, the Lan family wants you to hold on! ' the stern female voice reprimanded.

Her only answer was gasping for tears.

'You have your things to do, and I'm going to accompany your father, what's there to cry about? '

The child's crying didn't stop, and the woman suddenly slapped him on the face: "Wuxinruruo, only the sword is the only one, have you forgotten?" '

In an instant, the child and himself coincided.He fell to the ground because of the slap, but his mother asked him to be dragged away without even looking at him.

He vaguely recalled that that year, his father was stricken with the plague out of chivalrous ways to save people, and when he came back sick, his mother had to take care of his father regardless of the danger of contracting the disease, and lived alone in a hut in the back mountain with him, and both passed away not long after.That time he quietly went to visit his parents in the hut, but was scolded by his mother instead.

He supported a sect when he was young, and was favored by the elders in his family, but he was the only one in this generation.Later, the second grandfather also died in the battle. He was hurt all day long, and it was difficult to improve his martial arts. He had to start practicing the ruthless sword and forgot all the things that had affected his feelings.Afterwards, although he still knew these people, he was like a stranger, and couldn't stir up any ripples in his heart anymore.

When the 14-year-old Fang Tangxi appeared in front of him again, it was too late for him.

Even though he will be moved by his deep emotion and even respond to it later, he knows that his heart is still numb. Even if Xiujian changed from the ruthless way to the sentient way for him, his state of mind is not perfect, and there are still many flaws .At this moment, he finally knew that Fang Tangxi was the flaw.

Just because he can't help but think about what will happen to Fang Tangxi when he is in danger when practicing swords, so he focuses on the foot and defense, and such sword skills will not be sharp enough and dangerous.Therefore, if Fang Tangxi dies, this blemish will disappear completely, and his sentient way will also be practiced to the extreme, and he will continue to improve all his life just to miss this person until he breaks through the limit.

If his parents were still there, they would definitely ask him to use Fangtangxi to sacrifice the sword.Between the two of them, he couldn't be tolerated, leaving him alone, asking him to bear the responsibility of Haoyueju, and even the last words asked him to practice the Ruthless Sword.

All his pursuits in his life were mistakes, and he was abandoned by his parents and his loyal swordsmanship one after another. Since this is the case, why should he still pursue the perfection of the swordsmanship?

In this life, I only wish to chase Fang Tangxi alone.

He lowered his head and kissed Fang Tangxi's lips again.In the past, he always disliked that Fang Tangxi talked too much and babbled endlessly, but now, if he wanted to hear one more sentence from him, he couldn't even hear a single word.

But as long as Fang Tangxi has not died, there is still hope.As long as his palm doesn't leave Fang Tangxi's back, Fang Tangxi's heart will not be cut off for a day.He still had a lot to say to Fang Tangxi, and he definitely couldn't let him die like this.

Although he knew that his condition was caused by the poison of the mother fruit, but the poison was very strange, if someone who is not familiar with it rashly forced the poison, it might cause the poisonous gas to attack the heart.Therefore, he only used his inner breath to surround the heart meridian, and when the poisonous blood flowed back to the heart meridian, he forced the poison back along the original direction of qi and blood flow.

The sun had already set, and the room gradually became dark.

The doctor took the child to nowhere, and Lan Chuihan didn't have time to distract himself to find it.

Everything started because of that child, and he still didn't know what attitude he should use to face the baby who had harmed Fang Tangxi.

But if it wasn't for that child, he naturally wouldn't know that Fang Tangxi would be so important to him.It is so important to know that you are doing a futile task, knowing that in the end you may fall asleep from exhaustion, and Fang Tangxi will inevitably die, but he is still unwilling to give up.

It turned out that I actually loved him so much.