XII gl

(eleven)

The night wind was very cold, Yu Jiamu walked out of the teaching building and zipped up his jacket slowly.The long and narrow shadows of street trees lay at the bottom of his feet, and there were few people on the road. For a moment, it seemed that he was the only one in the world.

After walking a few steps, Yu Jiamu called Qin Fang.Tomorrow he will reveal Fan Ying's true face, and now he wants to hear Qin Fang's voice.

Qin Fang answered his call with a smile—the background sound was a TV program—she should be leaning lazily on the sofa right now.Although her smile had nothing to do with him, Yu Jiamu was infected by her happiness, he bent his eyes and asked Qin Fang: "What happy things happened to you?"

"Ah?" Qin Fang didn't seem to hear what he said, and soon, Yu Jiamu knew that even this short call didn't belong to him.

"Are you leaving?" Qin Fang's tone sounded like a child who was unwilling to leave his parents. Yu Jiamu held his breath unknowingly until his guess was verified.

Qin Fang only asked him to hold the phone and wait for a few seconds, but those were the longest seconds Yu Jiamu had ever experienced.He breathed heavily in his heart, and the mobile phone he held in his palm was now a hot soldering iron, sticking to his skin and unable to throw it away for the time being.He was a little dazed, and Qin Fang came back to answer his previous question.

Fan Ying.He is really an "annoying" person as the name suggests.Yu Jiamu deserted unceremoniously, and Qin Fang's words just pierced through her ears. After she finished speaking, there was silence on the phone, and Yu Jiamu felt that Qin Fang had said something that he cared about.

Qin Fang has been with Fan Ying since leaving school.Yu Jiamu only left the study room during dinner time. According to Qin Fang, the person who stuffed his desk with threats and letters could not have been Fan Ying.

How could it not be her?The conclusion that he believed in was overthrown by the objective facts, and Yu Jiamu's thinking slowed down by half a beat.

Wait for tomorrow.Everything will wait for tomorrow.I thought so in my heart, so I said it.The irritable mood suddenly calmed down, and the burning palms were no longer hot.

Yu Jiamu said: "I called you today, but I actually wanted to say that I'm about to find the person who delivered the threatening email before."

What if that person wasn't Fan Ying?Yu Jiamu decided not to think about it, no matter who that person is, Fan Ying is by no means innocent, he just needs to firmly believe in this.

After hanging up the phone, Qin Fang had doubts on his brows: How long has it been since the email, why hasn't Yu Jiamu let it go?Previously, he failed to find the real body of that person on the Internet. Qin Fang didn't know why his first reaction was to bad-mouth Yu Jiamu.Give up, you won't find that person.

Qin Fang was not distracted by Yu Jiamu for too long, she lost her mind a little and Fan Ying wanted to escape from under her nose.Qin Fang trotted to stop Fan Ying who had already slipped to the entrance, put his hands around Fan Ying's slender waist lightly, and said, "Why don't you tell your roommate to sleep with me tonight."

No.Fan Ying spat out the word forcefully, Qin Fang couldn't believe it and asked again, Fan Ying repeated the previous answer like a repeater.It was rare for Fan Ying to get awkward, Qin Fang was very patient, raised his hand to caress the top of her head, and asked her, "Why are you upset?" Fan Ying couldn't sit still until Yu Jiamu's phone call came in, Qin Fang pretended in his heart Unsatisfactory expectations, try to induce them.Say it, say you are jealous, say you like me too much.Even if the meaning does not match what one expects, it is good to pass the ear addiction.

Fan Ying was dejected, and pursed her lips: "You and Yu Jiamu have a good relationship..." Nothing!A villain yelled in Qin Fang's mind, but in reality Qin Fang answered irrelevant questions: "The squad leader is very nice." Qin Fang's eyes were almost glued to Fan Ying's body, and she also knew that such a temptation was too childish, It's all a matter of gain and loss.

It turns out that doing so is asking for fun.Qin Fang waited for a long time, and Fan Ying said "Oh".Fan Ying determined that she had to leave, and Qin Fang also became stubborn, playing a hooligan, half of her body weight fell on Fan Ying's body.No matter what Qin Fang did, Fan Ying still stood firm. Qin Fang was so boring as a bastard, and slipped off Fan Ying's body listlessly after a while.She sat on the ground, and her butt hit the tiles with a muffled sound. Fan Ying, who had been ignoring her, was quick-sighted, but she still couldn't catch her when she tried to hold her back.Fan Ying stretched her arms towards Qin Fang with a straight face, and Qin Fang giggled at Fan Ying in pain.

"Hey...Fan Ying, you like me, right?" She may not be able to hear Fan Ying's confession, but she can deceive her.Qin Fang changed his strategy and looked at Fan Ying with a smile after speaking.Fan Ying will definitely say yes, she said I like you too, and made Fan Ying, who is not very insecure, happy, and the two of them will be happy tonight.

There is always a deviation between the plan and the reality, and Qin Fang's deviation is far worse than she expected.Fan Ying nodded, lost her temper a little, and obediently helped her up from the ground. Then, Fan Ying slowly moved in front of her, and kissed her lips again.It was an accident in the medical room, but this time it was not. Qin Fang pinched his thigh and wondered if he was dreaming.

Compared to Qin Fang who was in a daze, Fan Ying was much more sensible. She remembered that after kissing Qin Fang, she had to say something important.Reaching out to hold Qin Fang's face, Fan Ying stared at Qin Fang with a blushing face, and said, "I like you. Don't talk to Yu Jiamu from now on, okay?"

Qin Fang: "..." She suddenly couldn't tell if Fan Ying was confessing her love, or if she was just trying to get her to leave Yu Jiamu.Originally, she had no ill feeling towards Yu Jiamu, but now she wanted Yu Jiamu to disappear far away from Fan Ying. The difference was that she would not really ask Fan Ying to do so.The law still says personal freedom, how can she be so unreasonable?

Qin Fang's expression gradually became serious. She held Fan Ying's pink face and used the technique of kneading dough to destroy flowers with her hands.Qin Fang pretended not to be very happy on purpose: "Fan Ying, do you know what I'm talking about? No matter what you say, I will take it seriously. When you say you like it, is it like a friend, or... like a lover?"

Qin Fang squeezed out the word "lover" from her throat. She knew that once the relationship between the two of them was clarified to this point, she would have no way out.Usually watching horror movies would not experience this kind of experience: there is a strange smell floating in the air, which confuses her and makes her unable to distinguish between reality and fantasy for a while.Except for the noisy TV, there is no other sound in my ears, and this silence intensifies the unreality around me.Reality blurred into hallucinations, or, deep down, she preferred that this was just her dream.Because no matter what happens in the dream, it is absolutely safe.Waiting for Fan Ying's answer was like a guilty prisoner waiting for trial. In just a few seconds, her heart was so tired that her body was dragged down, and she was about to lose her footing.

"Lover." Fan Ying's words didn't have the slightest superfluity, Qin Fang asked her how to answer, and she didn't turn a corner at all.Qin Fang watched Fan Ying's lips move and spit out two words, but at that moment her ears were deaf, and she couldn't hear anything except the booming noise. Fortunately, she could recognize the mouth shape of this simple word.Qin Fang pinched her own face again, convinced that she was not dreaming, her fingernails sank into the flesh and scratched a little, the pain made her feel relieved.Fan Ying answered neatly, but Qin Fang's response was not clear. She calmed down slowly. Fan Ying felt a little anxious after saying the wrong thing without knowing it. Fortunately, Qin Fang didn't make her flustered too much. Long.

"That's great." Qin Fang murmured to himself, with faint smile lines appearing in the corners of his eyes.This time, she raised her hands to hold Fan Ying's cheeks, leaned forward and took a sip, and said, "Then our relationship will become like this."

Fan Ying nodded, Qin Fang didn't feel that she was dreaming now, she was afraid that the Fan Ying in front of her was fake, so she reached out and pinched Fan Ying's face this time.Fan Ying's face was red, her eyes were also red, and she didn't cry out when she bullied her.Qin Fang sighed, hugged Fan Ying, and gently stroked her back with both hands.Obviously Fan Ying didn't suffer any grievances at all, Qin Fang felt sore eyes for no reason when he looked at the person in front of him.

Before wanting Fan Ying to stay overnight, she confirmed that Fan Ying was her girlfriend, but Qin Fang didn't think so anymore.It used to be quite comfortable with Fan Ying, but now she was so nervous that her palms were sweating.She was thinking about how to backtrack, when Fan Ying rubbed her shoulder and said suddenly: "Then, we have agreed, you don't talk to Yu Jiamu anymore."

Fan Ying bites Yu Jiamu one by one, if this is a strategy, Fan Ying has undoubtedly achieved results, and Qin Fang is almost reflexively disgusted with "Yu Jiamu".Although she didn't understand why Fan Ying was obsessed with this person, Qin Fang took a step back, put away her expression, and was ready to preach about her inconsistencies. A person interferes with the personal liberty of another person.

She was rarely serious, and Fan Ying didn't cooperate. She pursed her mouth and played foolishly. Without saying a word, tears filled her eyes, which flowed down her cheeks like a flood.Qin Fang couldn't continue talking immediately.Qin Fang decided to take care of the child's mood first, and then reason, so she changed the subject: "Yu Jiamu is nothing at all."

Fan Ying smiled.The body trembled slightly from the laughter, and the tears hanging from the eyelashes seeped into the floor.

(twelve)

The dormitory closes at eleven o'clock, and it is ten o'clock when Fan Ying leaves Qin Fang's house.During the Chinese New Year, the law and order were not very good. Several students came back from their study late, and some people robbed their mobile phones in the street.Perhaps because the thief is in a hurry to go home for the New Year, he needs to raise his annual performance to a higher level in these few days, so the methods are not too sophisticated.

When accompanying Fan Ying downstairs, Qin Fang only thought of how to send Fan Ying away so as to give herself a quiet space to organize her thoughts.After accompanying Fan Ying all the way to the entrance of the community, she shivered several times in the cold wind, and then raised her eyes to see the drowsy guard sitting in the security room, she reached out and grabbed Fan Ying again.

"It's too late."

Fan Ying, who never stays at night, didn't insist this time, took the steps Qin Fang handed over, and whispered: "Okay."

The next day was a weekend, and Qin Fang slept until the sun was shining.Fan Ying warmed up canned eight-treasure porridge for her, and found the most beautifully patterned white porcelain bowl in the cupboard, as if she wanted to erase the imprint of instant food on it.As the saying goes, children from poor families are in charge of the house early, but it is not said that children from poor families must be able to wash and cook, so Fan Ying is not good at cooking.

Qin Fang was drinking porridge, while Fan Ying was sitting in the living room watching TV. She didn't pay attention to what was on the TV.Qin Fang was behind her, and she had no eyes behind her, so she couldn't catch any shadow of Fan Ying anyway.

She and Qin Fang have changed from friends to lovers. These two identities should be different, but the specific difference is not very clear to her who has never been in a relationship.After finally finding a romantic drama to learn from the TV station at this time, Fan Ying tuned the channel angrily after watching it for a few minutes.There are couples of men and women shown on TV, but it is not said that two girls can fall in love together.It seems that same-sex love does not exist in the rules of how this world works, and she vaguely feels the rejection of "normal people" towards her.As for the niche enlightenment films she has found, they are not "shady".

She has always been out of place, except for her mother who is too sensitive to overreact, she actually doesn't care about the eyes of others.Qin Fang was involved in this rejection, and she became annoyed unknowingly.She felt irritated, not only because the combination of Yu Jiamu and Qin Fang was more natural in the eyes of the world, but also because she, who had paid special attention to Qin Fang since entering school, knew a fact better than others: Qin Fang did not treat Yu Jiamu well when he was a freshman. As clear as it is now.At that time, Qin Fang really liked Yu Jiamu.Qin Fang has never been honest to the outside world, or it may be that Qin Fang does not understand her heart at all. When Qin Fang started to look at herself with the same eyes, Fan Ying's vigilance towards Yu Jiamu gradually swelled to the point that it was a robbery. How could she let go of the person Qin Fang cared about before her?

Fan Ying's way of thinking is quiet and well-behaved. She is used to using a mask to deal with the crowd, and she will also cater to Qin Fang's preferences without knowing it, showing the way Qin Fang wants to see.She instinctively grasped Qin Fang's likes and dislikes that she hadn't even noticed. Qin Fang liked her to blush and keep quiet, and treated her easily.

When Qin Fang's cell phone rang, Fan Ying lowered the volume of the TV a bit, and instinctively told her that it was Yu Jiamu's call, which was also the case.Soon, Qin Fang came out of the kitchen and asked her if she wanted to accompany her to school to find Yu Jiamu.

Yu Jiamu was waiting for Qin Fang in the class study room.There are 30 students in a class, and only a few of them come to honestly review the subjects to be taken at the end of the semester.When Qin Fang walked into the classroom, these students who were relatively active in their studies were gathering around the monitor to watch the excitement.In addition to Yu Jiamu, there was another face Qin Fang was not familiar with in the bustling center.The man had short, featureless hair, a pair of bulky black-rimmed glasses, and earth-colored skin that was riddled with potholes like the surface of the moon.Even if it's ugly, it's too ugly to be recognizable.

Qin Fang quickly thought of what Yu Jiamu said on the phone, turned his head and looked at Fan Ying, and said, "Yu Jiamu, is he the one who sent the malicious email before?"

Yu Jiamu nodded lightly.During Qin Fang's absence, he had already figured out the details of that person, and now he should tell everything he knew, but he had a stubborn thought that he couldn't get over.While explaining the ins and outs to Qin Fang, he couldn't help observing Fan Ying. Any abnormality would make him re-identify that Fan Ying was the one behind the farce.Yu Jiamu's gaze made Fan Ying feel uncomfortable instinctively, and Fan Ying quietly hid behind Qin Fang.

According to what Yu Jiamu said, he hid the camera in his schoolbag last night and checked the video this morning.After he left the classroom, someone came in through the window and moved his desk specially.There is no fixed seat in the self-study room. In order to lure that person out, Yu Jiamu has insisted on changing the seat every day for the past few days. The person does not want to threaten. Yu Jiamu took it away.Yu Jiamu did take the letter away, and he also used this to catch this villain who likes to threaten the students of the same school with evil words behind his back.The clearer pictures in the video are only the silhouette of that person. Fortunately, the crowd has sharp eyes and a little use of contacts. With the effect of acquaintances, they can always follow the social network to find the timid person who has been hiding behind the Internet.

That person was a student of the same major as them, and he handed a love letter to Qin Fang in his freshman year, but like most people, the letter fell into disarray and there was no reply.Qin Fang couldn't remember this person, but that person was silent and pervasive like a shadow.Yu Jiamu found many photos of Qin Fang from this person's laptop, some from a year ago and some recent ones. In addition to his own candid photos, he also collected other photogenic photos of Qin Fang from the Internet.He even has the graduation photo of Qin Fang Kindergarten.

The person's vigilance was not high, and the email evidence was lying in the recycle bin of the mailbox webpage. Yu Jiamu easily completed the evidence collection. What surprised him was that the person had also sent these threatening emails recently.For a while, the emails stopped. He thought that the person had been caught and stopped. The IP address of the emails he received later was easy to track. He thought it was someone else's poor imitation, but he didn't expect it to be the same person.How can the level of the same person drop so badly?Yu Jiamu became suspicious, but he couldn't find out what was going on from the mailman's mouth, so he entangled him tightly and said that he used the software he found on the Internet.Yu Jiamu didn't believe it, he didn't believe it, so he told Qin Fang a story with tendencies, and finally said: Is he not the only one?

Yu Jiamu's words raised the goosebumps on Qin Fang's body.She was just disgusted by the man's morbidity, and then heard Yu Jiamu's brainstorming, Qin Fang waved his hand, and supported Fan Ying to retch a few times.It was the first time in his life that he encountered such a psychopath, and Qin Fang couldn't stand it.Yu Jiamu's speculation is not unreasonable, the possibility is not [-]% after all, Qin Fang would rather end this matter here.

At one o'clock in the afternoon, a police car drove into the school and took the man away.He may have been dismissed by the school.

After the last exam, Qin Fang flew to Fan Ying's dormitory as a follower.Fan Ying has her own room in her apartment, but so far, Qin Fang has not really come into contact with Fan Ying's independent living space.Six people sleep, and Fan Ying lives by the window.There are metal beds on the upper and lower floors of the school, the lower floors are desks and bookcases, and the upper floors are beds for sleeping.There are black and white desk lamps and water cups on Fan Ying's desk, and the textbooks on the bookshelves are neatly placed, copied from the library, neatly organized into categories.Fan Ying tidied up her living room very cleanly, and there was little of her personal characteristics in this cleanliness.

Fan Ying spends at least ten hours a day in this place, but there is no trace of her personal life in this place where she lives.Qin Fang's observation ability is not good, and she has little research on people's behavior, but in contrast, she can always detect the unusualness that belongs to Fan Ying alone.

Qin Fang said: "Your place is very empty." She felt palpitations about Fan Ying's dormitory decoration. Not long after the mail man was caught at the police station, Qin Fang felt that he was the one who made her careless.

Fan Ying has very little luggage.Before tidying up, she feared that Qin Fang would be bored, so Fan Ying peeled an apple for Qin Fang to eat slowly. After Fan Ying finished tidying up, Qin Fang still had more than half of the apple in her hand.Fan Ying had a work-study program during the winter vacation, and originally wanted to apply to live in the school, but now Qin Fang didn't charge her a penny and let her live in an apartment with free water and electricity bills, and it was Qin Fang who insisted on making her agree.Fan Ying didn't go home during the Chinese New Year, and she never mentioned her parents. Qin Fang didn't know where to ask, so she was careful not to ask.Qin Fang is now thinking that the boss should give Fan Ying a holiday during the Chinese New Year, so she will take Fan Ying back to her hometown.

Between the parents in this world and Fan Ying, Qin Fang prefers Fan Ying.In the first two worlds, she left after not staying long. Subconsciously, she thought that her time here would not be long, so she was passive and sabotaged, and she has not yet integrated into her original identity.Calling her parents to report the return date, the mother's ardent heart was poured cold water by her. At that time, Qin Fang was not without guilt.But after all, if there is such guilt, the original "Qin Fang" has disappeared, and this later Qin Fang will not last long.Losing a child who is not considerate is slightly, slightly less painful than losing a child who is well-behaved and sensible.Qin Fang can only wishful thinking.

When the holiday started, Fan Ying worked the night shift, day and night turned upside down, and Qin Fang hardly saw her when he lived with her.The two of them couldn't work together, Fan Ying casually reheated the leftovers to fill her stomach, Qin Fang had just slept with sleepy eyes.Qin Fang tried to set the alarm clock to wake up and cook some fresh food for Fan Ying, so her schedule would be messed up, and next time, Fan Ying would secretly turn off her alarm clock while she was asleep before going to work.

The winter holidays are short, and there are two or three weeks before the Chinese New Year. For the living expenses of the next semester, Fan Ying is busy becoming a spinning top.Two weeks later, Fan Ying still wanted to work, but her boss had to drag her family to give her annual leave.Fan Ying had a break to breathe.

The so-called taste of the year, in Fan Ying's view, may be the empty excitement exaggerated by the various promotional advertisements in the streets and alleys.She has gotten used to living alone in the past few years, and she doesn't even care about the Spring Festival when the family is reunited. One day, she went shopping with Qin Fang, and when Qin Fang picked up a gift for her family, Fan Ying felt that she was missing something in her heart compared to others. What.

Because of this moment of distraction, Fan Ying agreed to something she would not have agreed to in the first place.She is going to visit Qin Fang's house.It's not appropriate to be a guest, Qin Fang's original words were to let them celebrate the New Year together.

Two days after the new year, Fan Ying and Qin Fang took a long-distance bus.Pingcheng to Yanjing, morning to night, arrived in one day.