XII gl

(Eighteen)

At two o'clock in the morning, Qin Fang had a nightmare.

In the dream, she and Fan Ying were playing around one second, and the next second Fan Ying reached out to her, and she fell from the stairwell, landing on the seven or eight steps with her head on the ground, her thin body rolled to the ground. .

People say that they think day by day and dream at night. Is this what she thinks and dreams about?Qin Fang rubbed her swollen head, lifted the quilt and sat on the ground, the biting coolness came up towards her tailbone through a layer of fabric.

Qin Fang looked at the two suitcases at the base of the wall that had changed positions, and stepped forward to pick up Fan Ying's suitcase.Last night, Fan Ying stuffed her luggage in and ignored it. The zipper of the suitcase was not closed properly. Fan Ying's coat poked her head out from inside. When Qin Fang picked it up, several heavy things leaked to the ground.Qin Fang picked them up one by one, opened the box and threw it inside.The box was in a mess, Qin Fang folded a few clothes, and out of the corner of his eye, he saw the only source of paper hidden in the luggage—it was an ordinary-looking brown leather diary.

Qin Fang picked it up and turned to the inner pages, only to see traces of more than a dozen pages being torn off, and there were also irregular missing pages after that.Qin Fang returned to touch the first page of white paper, and could vaguely feel old marks and scratches.

Sitting next to the dressing table with a diary, Qin Fang found out a box of eyebrow powder, dipped the brush into the powder, and lightly swept the inner pages a few times.On the paper, some handwriting appeared indistinctly.

"go to hell--"

She could only clearly recognize this sentence, and the rest of the handwriting overlapped and it was difficult to read.Regardless of blowing off the excess eyebrow powder on the paper, she immediately turned to the next missing page and did the same.It's still a rage-laden irrational expression that lacks logic.

In private, Fan Ying used to relieve her emotions in this way.The side that goes against the universal will be backlogged into the night and condensed on paper.

Last night, Qin Fang wasn't completely unaware of Fan Ying's movements and stillness, but she just noticed Fan Ying's sullenness, and deliberately didn't expose it.She couldn't sleep, and she still peeped at her secret behind Fan Ying's back.

The eyebrow powder was printed on the paper and couldn't be cleaned up. Qin Fang found an eraser and tried it, but gave up after a while.Can't hide the traces, she is not peeping, she is peeping.Fan Ying was fast asleep, and it was impossible to wake her up to confess this matter. Qin Fang felt that it was impossible for her to fall asleep, so she sat for a while, put on her coat, and ran to the living room to turn on the TV.

Qin Fang fell asleep in the living room.

Mother Qin, who was the first to wake up, found out that she was watching a program broadcast and waiting to fall asleep.

Qin Fang washed her face, brushed her teeth, and made a plate of oatmeal with milk. Feeling that she was ready to face Fan Ying, she went back to the bedroom.The diary opened last night was placed on the table as it was, and the bedding on the bed was neatly folded. Qin Fang turned around and asked her mother, "Where did Fan Ying go?"

Qin's mother was in the laundry room, calling for Qin Fang to repeat the question loudly, and then replied: "I haven't been away for a while, I said I went to see an acquaintance."

Does Fan Ying have any acquaintances here, the only acquaintance... Qin Fang changed his clothes with hands and feet together, and said to Qin's mother in a loud voice: "I'll go out for a while too!"

Before, she refused to see Fan's mother, but Fan Ying suddenly agreed again. Qin Fang didn't know whether it was good or not, but she knew that she wanted to be by Fan Ying's side.There was a bus stop 200 meters away from the community, and a subway station 500 meters away. Qin Fang didn't know where Fan Ying went, so she had to try her luck to find a better bus stop between the two.

The air in Yanjing was dry, so Qin Fang didn't use any moisturizing creams, so he ran down the stairs after changing his sneakers.She couldn't even wait for the elevator.

There are only a few types of public transportation for going out. As the Chinese New Year is approaching, there are many people who are going to buy new year's goods. Fan Ying is wearing a dark down jacket and hiding in the crowd. Make room.Therefore, Qin Fang found Fan Ying at a glance.

"Fan Ying! I found you..." The stocky-looking girl, who was also wearing a fluffy down jacket, threw herself on Fan Ying, hugging her back as if catching her favorite childhood toy.

Qin Fang recalled the past, it was bad enough, now that she discovered one more disadvantage of herself, Fan Yinghun didn't know how to deal with Qin Fang.Half of Qin Fang's weight was on her body, causing Fan Ying to bend her back. She just moved her arms so as not to hit Qin Fang.Fortunately, Qin Fang quickly got off her body and let her go.

Qin Fang tentatively hooked Fan Ying's fingers with her fingers, and gradually gained the courage to grab Fan Ying's hand. She focused on Fan Ying and asked seriously, "Where are you going? May I accompany you?"

"Okay." This time, Fan Ying deserved to be straightforward, and looked at Qin Fang's hand holding her together, feeling a little relieved.

"Qin Fang." Fan Ying held Qin Fang's name in her mouth and spoke softly that Qin Fang's heart melted. When Qin Fang raised his head to look at her, she leaned over to pick a wisp of incense from Qin Fang's lips.I like you.Regardless of the time and occasion, she thought so in her heart and said so.

The girls hugged each other, and the onlookers were not surprised, but when they saw them kissing and confessing their love, they were still a little overwhelmed.Today's young people, why is same-sex friendship as similar to dating?Some people who understand the existence of love between women, when they see * for the first time, they glance at this pair of beautiful girls from time to time.Among them are some blatantly cowering eyes.

The mouthpiece of the government cares about the 3000 million bachelors in the future every year, but seldom takes pity on the same number of girls who died due to acquired choices.Nowadays, with the background of men and power, there are naturally clues everywhere in the novel.Qin Fang and Fan Ying only had each other in their eyes, and they were in no mood to pay attention to others, but someone blew a whistle at them.

"The two girls have no sex together. It's a blessing, it's a pity that they are still so young..."

A "ridicule" brought Qin Fang back to reality. Although she was not ashamed of her sexuality, she was really embarrassed.Fan Ying turned away the tenderness in her eyes, and walked towards the man.Just by listening to her, she could accurately judge the position of that person.

"It's a pity?" Fan Ying spit out these two words mechanically, like a repeater playing a recording.The man was stunned, not happy to be looked at by a girl, and he was frightened, so he continued to play tricks.

He nodded: "Yes, it's a pity. Wouldn't you be happier if you fell in love with me?"

Fan Ying also nodded, meaning that she heard every word clearly and did not wrong him.Fan Ying subconsciously cast a glance in Qin Fang's direction, and Qin Fang was also looking at her with his pocket in his pocket, with no intention of stopping her.The corners of Fan Ying's mouth curled up slightly, her right hand was clenched into a fist, and she slammed hard at the man's right eye socket.

"Ah! Help! I'm killing someone!" Xianshi took advantage of the quickness of his tongue, and the howling of this defiant man was more penetrating than a crowing rooster.

Fan Ying swung her fist and flashed past him, the rooster immediately fell silent.Fan Ying smiled and said, "I'm a girl, and girls don't know how to hit people."

After this farce, it seemed impossible to take the same bus with this person, but Fan Ying couldn't think about it at all.She hit him because he said something he shouldn't have said.She paid more attention to Qin Fang's attitude than how the man was in pain or screaming.She was afraid... afraid that Qin Fang would think that she was wrong.

Qin Fang didn't mean to blame her, they were allies in the same camp, so of course they couldn't demolish her in public.Qin Fang just leaned close to her ear and whispered: "Next time, you should be more gentle, don't beat him to the hospital, just let him hurt for a few days."

Does Qin Fang agree with her?Don't you think she's savage and cold?Fan Ying was a little overwhelmed, she was so surprised to see Qin Fang that she couldn't speak.Her surprise didn't show on her face, and she regained a bit of the robot's dullness in front of Qin Fang.

"Fan Ying, the car is here."

The two girls were still chatting and laughing after the beating, and no one jumped on the bus when the bus came. When the two of them got on the bus and sat down, passengers came up one after another.Like the one who was beaten, he didn't even have the guts to get on the bus, and someone else walked with him, laughed at him a few times, and he bite the bullet and grabbed the front door of the bus.

After taking several buses, and being stuck in traffic for another half an hour, Fan Ying and Qin Fang finally arrived at Fan's mother's current residence.Fan's mother is a patient in the hospital who is in a serious condition and has a tendency to self-mutilate and hurt others. She is treated in a completely closed room unless the doctor allows her to not see outsiders.When Fan Ying went to see Fan's mother, she still called and asked the attending doctor to pick her up in person.

Fan's mother's daughter promised to come, but when she came, two girls came.The two girls are not generous and outgoing, and the female doctor can still choose the daughter raised by the patient with a little care.She used her eyes to judge - Fan Ying's detached eyes were beyond the reach of ordinary people.Fan Ying lacks the atmosphere of the trivial life of normal people, which makes her look like a lifeless and delicate doll.

After recognizing Fan Ying and saying hello, the female doctor looked at Qin Fang and hesitated for a while, "This is..."

Fan Ying immediately said: "This is also family... Qin Fang is my girlfriend, I want to introduce her to her."

Just listening to the voice, Fan Ying spoke a little coldly, but the female doctor was surprised to find that Fan Ying's dull eyes were gradually filled with life.She should have checked Qin Fang's identity carefully, but after thinking about it, she agreed.As for Fan Ying's homosexual status, the female doctor was not surprised at all.Homosexuality was regarded as a mental illness earlier, but science has vindicated it. As a researcher who has been immersed in academics for many years, of course she cannot be ignorant.

Fan Ying and Fan's mother met in a special conversation room, just in case Fan's mother fell ill at any time, there was an alarm bell on the table, and when it was pressed, a large group of medical staff rushed over to suppress the sick patient.

When Fan Ying entered the room, Qin Fang was waiting on the bench outside the door.When Fan Ying said that she wanted Mother Fan to see her, Qin Fang still couldn't believe it even when she arrived at the door. Five minutes later, Fan Ying opened the door to let her in, and Qin Fang didn't know what to say to Fan's mother.

In Qin Fang's imagination, Mother Fan was a lunatic with disheveled hair, but in fact she was not like that the first time she saw Mother Fan.Mother Fan with short hair cut has exactly the same facial features as Fan Ying. Qin Fang thought in a daze that he saw the middle-aged Fan Ying in the future.Mother Fan is really a beauty, with such amazement, Qin Fang's greetings became sincere.

She said, "Auntie is good." It was an ordinary sentence, but she didn't know which nerve of Fan's mother was touched.Mother Fan arched her back, climbed her arms like a beast, and jumped over the conversation table to Qin Fang.

"Don't trust her. She didn't look like a person when she was very young! I was afraid that she would be bored at home alone, so I caught her puppy, and she fell to her death! You are a college student, you must understand, who is it? Can do such a thing! Also, when she was in junior high school, I thought she was going to get better, she...she..."

Fan Ying looked on coldly at first, and then stepped forward to cover her mouth.The hand covering Mother Fan's mouth, as well as the other hand holding Mother Fan, were scratched to pieces by Mother Fan, and the blood marks seemed to peel off a layer of skin from Fan Ying.Qin Fang was stunned. Fan Ying called her to ring the bell, and she didn't react.The doctors and nurses skillfully restrained Fan's mother's movements and injected a tube of sedative into Fan's mother. Because she was too emotional, she had to increase the dosage.

The female doctor who was in high spirits at the beginning turned pale after experiencing this. She obviously didn't understand the cause of Fan's mother's illness.

"It was my negligence this time. I thought her condition had improved a lot and she could get along with her family normally."

There was an indelible apology in the doctor's words, so Fan Ying comforted her, but she didn't care about Fan's mother's situation at all.

Qin Fang and Fan Ying left after visiting the patients. The female doctor stood where she was, and only said something now in her heart.

"There are not many patients who see their family members so excited that they get sick."

After Fan's mother entered the hospital, apart from talking nonsense, Fan Ying was the one who talked the most.Fan's mother was unconscious and couldn't count the words she said. The female doctor still learned about the situation of Fan's family from other sources.

Fan's mother showed signs of mental illness during her marriage, and she couldn't bear her husband leaving her to go to happiness, and her condition worsened after the divorce.Mother Fan's mother died a long time ago, and she has no relatives around her. She doesn't usually get in touch with others, so no one finds out that she is mentally ill.Fan Ying was raised by her until she was 16 years old, until one day, Fan Ying went to the police station and begged the police to take her mother away.

The female doctor just felt embarrassed.