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The missing memory swept Qin Fang's mind in an aggressive manner, and she was immersed in the wave of "Qin Fang" emotions and could not escape.On Qin Fang's face, there were expressions that did not belong to her, as well as tears that did not belong to her.

When Fan Ying came out of the kitchen and saw Qin Fang who was curled up in a corner and weeping silently, she held her with blank eyes.

Qin Fang tried his best to open the blurred eyes of Jiaoshui Curtain, and Fan Ying gradually became smaller in sight until she became a childish and gloomy child.

At that time, she and Fan Ying were playing boxing games on the stairs, when a tall and ugly middle-aged man bumped into them. He spoke dirty words and made unsavory jokes with the two children.Qin Fang was at a loss and hid behind Fan Ying, but Fan Ying took a step closer to the man instead.

"Uncle, do you want to play games with us?"

Luring the man towards the highest step step by step, Fan Ying showed a rare smile on her machine-like cold face, "Then the game will begin."

After the words were finished, she pushed the man down the stairs with one kick, and staggered to hug the railing, so as not to fall with him.

Qin Fang, who was originally hiding behind Fan Ying seeking protection, let go of her hand. She dullly realized that her childhood partner was more terrifying than that hideous adult.

"Let's go."

Fan Ying guided her as usual, but she couldn't move like a statue.

Fan Ying stretched out her soft and small palm, and she screamed in horror, wanting to get rid of Fan Ying like crazy.

Then, she stumbled with her left foot and hit the sharp corner of the banister with her right foot.Fan Ying grabbed the corner of her clothes, but failed to prevent her from becoming bleeding.

The memory ended here, Qin Fang was panting heavily, and gradually regained his composure.Fan Ying handed her a glass of water, and she drank most of it with a gulp.

The system that was dormant in her head reappeared by itself.

It said: The soul is scattered and fragmented, is this the Fan Ying you want?Being manipulated by others, she can't help herself, is this the nature you want her to obey?

How much do you think you like her?There are so many hers, each one is different, who do you really like?Your liking is nothing more than self-satisfaction with her virtual image.

Qin Fang's own tears finally fell down.Fan Ying took a tissue to wipe away those tears that she didn't know where they came from, her arms were hanging in the air, she was obviously tired, and she didn't dare to let it go.

The crying stopped, and Qin Fang also agreed to the system's earlier proposal - she wanted to find the complete Fan Ying.

Why do you cross over?When she decides to cooperate with what the system asks, she gets the answer.

From the time she was hit by that Nokia, all this was doomed.People like her who live a negative life are always willing to grasp at straws and drift with the current to linger on.She made Fan Ying a way of life, and she had to pay something for this way of life.

"What should I do..." Qin Fang whispered to the system in his heart.The system allied with her is more honest than before.It said, you don't have to do anything to fall in love with Fan Ying like this and establish an inseparable connection with her.You can become a medium to attract her, and leave a thread of future tracing on her fragments.Against her wishes, it had actually started using her long ago.

Qin Fang seldom thought of the original name of the system, and recalling it now, it might be a disguise used to deceive her.Its purpose is now obvious: only for Fan Ying.

She claims to like Fan Ying, but she still can't do everything for Fan Ying, what is the origin of this system?Qin Fang frowned, lost in thought, so she didn't avoid Fan Ying who was holding her face and inspecting it carefully.Fan Ying's eyes were black and white, like a mirror, Qin Fang saw himself in it.

She shivered and woke up a little.For some reason, her guard against the system no longer exists.Because they have become allies... I guess.

The computer screen emits a glowing light, and Fan Ying walks to Qin Fang's side and finds that she has dug out something.Fan Ying didn't panic at first, but she saw Qin Fang crying.This is something she never expected.Qin Fang's actions exceeded Fan Ying's predictions. In addition to hugging, accompanying, and occasionally cleaning the water stains on her face, Fan Ying became a sleeping machine.That was the only way she could maintain her composure.

Qin Fang later buried herself in Fan Ying's arms and fell asleep. Fan Ying helped her to sleep in the bedroom, wiped her face and changed her pajamas.

Fan Ying sat until daytime, when Qin Fang woke up, she was still at the same time last night.

"I asked him to take those photos."

Fan Ying never expected others to understand, and she explained to Qin Fang that she would not embellish the facts into a version that is beneficial to her.

She never felt that she was wrong.

It was never Fan Ying's "fault" that made Qin Fang flustered, but her ignorance.

Qin Fang was full of words and didn't know where to start, Fan Ying answered any question immediately, and she continued to ask.

"You asked him to secretly take pictures of me?" Yes.

"Yu Jiamu's leg was broken by you." He nodded and shook his head again.

"Did you know about the attack yesterday?" No.Fan Ying was not annoyed at being misunderstood by Qin Fang.

Qin Fang easily obtained the "truth" that Yu Jiamu was looking for. She grabbed Fan Ying's hand like a drowning man grabbing a driftwood.Cleaning her eyes, she found that her driftwood had sunk at the bottom of the river.

"Let's go see a doctor." She said so, and Fan Ying nodded obediently in order to please her.

Qin Fang didn't know any doctor, so she called to make an appointment with Fan's mother's attending doctor, and asked the female doctor to have an appointment with Fan Ying under the cover of Fan Ying's transgressive incident.

An experienced doctor bluntly said that there is nothing wrong with Fan Ying. All living beings have ten thousand signs, and Fan Ying is just one of them.Qin Fang's guess was settled.

Fan Ying did not have her mother's symptoms, but it was her nature and nurture that made her what she is now.She is different from most people in this world. She deviates from universal values ​​and has her own judgment.It must be said that Fan Ying's performance is closer to anti-social personality, and the doctor did not diagnose this, all thanks to Fan's mother's "reform" of Fan Ying.Fan Ying doesn't understand the thinking of ordinary people, but she knows how to play an ordinary person who is so weird that it doesn't make people afraid.

Pretending became Fan Ying's instinct, and Qin Fang couldn't ask outside for help.She went to the school library and brought back several books on psychology, reading them while knowing that they were futile.

She wanted to treat Fan Ying's illness, but Fan Ying was not ill at all.

Fan Ying is just different from everyone else.

"You're right, call the police." Qin Fang, who always poured cold water on Yu Jiamu, picked a bright evening to call his mobile phone.

The blazing sun bursts out with bright colors, pouring down from the dome of the sky, and the heat dissipates in the dazzling colors, giving birth to a short-lived splendor.The day was soaked in the rays of the setting sun like a dream.

After making this call, Qin Fang did not avoid Fan Ying.When Fan Ying heard her say this, she also thought about what she would experience. She was not afraid, but opened her mouth slightly, showing a little surprise.

Qin Fang hugged the lover in front of him, and said in a tone of love words: "We are not in this world, we can do everything we want, even if we do, there will be a price."

Instead of influencing Fan Ying with a nihilistic morality, it is better to simplify the rules of the world into a transaction.This is Qin Fang's best solution.

"You are disappointed in me." Fan Ying said suddenly.

Qin Fang had a bad feeling when she heard the words, as if she still failed.When she looked up into Fan Ying's eyes, what she saw was a closed door—while she was making a decision, Fan Ying also decided something.