Jiayu

Song Jin knelt in the mourning hall for another three days, and Shen Yan also stayed with her for three days.

There is no one in Song's mother's natal family, and she was married from another village. She has been bedridden all these years, and since Song Jin's father died, she has basically stayed behind closed doors. The women who could talk came to express their condolences, but they all just took a look and left in a hurry.

They said they were here to mourn Song's mother, but all of them glanced at Song Jin.

Face to face with a look of concern for Song Jin, but in a blink of an eye, she said that her fate was hard, her husband was restrained, and that Song's mother was a broom star. Since she entered the house, the Song family has not been doing well. It's another medicine jar, no wonder the mourning hall is not set up in Song's house, it's afraid of hindering Song Yaozu!

Shen Yan bumped into it once by "coincidentally", walked over with a cold face, and said sinisterly: "It's better to be cautious in front of the mourning hall for the two aunts, because your morals have been damaged a lot, I'm afraid it will be difficult to leave in the future night road."

Gossiping behind their backs was bumped into him, and they were shocked again. The two women looked at each other in embarrassment, bowed their heads and shrugged their shoulders, walked around Shen Yan without saying a word, and hurried home.

Looking coldly at the hurried backs of the two of them walking away, Shen Yan adjusted his expression, turned around and went back to the house, it's better not to let Song Jin know about such a bad thing, as soon as he entered the mourning hall, he saw Song Nan and his grandma.

The child took Song Jin's hand and spoke to him seriously: "Brother Jin, don't be sad, my aunt will always be with Brother Jin when she becomes a star, just like my father and mother, if my aunt is bored alone Now, you can still chat with my parents."

After venting that day, Song Jin's spirit improved a lot. Hearing Song Nan's words, he even showed a small smile and patted the child's head: "Yeah, this way, Mommy won't be lonely, thank you Song Nan's father Auntie."

He said some more words, Song Nan was still young, and soon went home with Grandma Song, seeing Song Nan go out, the corners of Song Jin's mouth that had been raised all the time fell down, Shen Yan watched from the side, a little worried He hesitated to speak.

"I'm fine, I'm not so sad anymore. Ever since my father left, my mother has been missing him very much. Now I can finally go to him. I won't get sick there, and there are people to chat with her. It's actually pretty good, isn't it? Is it?" Seeing Shen Yan's worry, Song Jin took the initiative to speak, and after hesitating for a while, he asked: "Shen Yan, did you say that Auntie has really become a star? Which one is it?"

"The brightest one, right? This way you can see her at a glance." After a few seconds of silence, Shen Yan seriously answered this beautiful fantasy.

"Really! That's great." Song Jin looked up and smiled genuinely at the night sky.

The day of the funeral was very deserted, only Shen Yan and Lin Feng and the Song family finally came, and Uncle Song was the last to catch up with the team.

She was absent-minded all the way, but her eyes kept looking at Song Jin. Song Jin walked in front without squinting and didn't notice, but Shen Yan could see clearly. She didn't want to see the Song family at all.This would be even more disgusting, Shen Yan walked towards him with a cold face.

Unexpectedly, before he arrived, he hurriedly buried his head with a guilty face, and hid at the back of the line. Shen Yan frowned, his intuition was not right, but he couldn't think of anything for a moment.

Song's mother was buried next to Song's father.

After the burial, Lin Feng and others left first, Song Jin knelt in front of the grave, whispered for a long time, Shen Yan was a little far away, only his expression could be seen.

At the beginning, she was sad and wronged, and she smiled a little while talking, with a bit of hesitation and questioning, and finally she was determined and determined.

Shen Yan looked confused, but seeing that Song Jin's expression was peaceful from the beginning to the end, not as tense as when he just came back, he knew that he had recovered, and could face and accept Song's mother's departure.

After the funeral, Aunt Zhao went back to town, sent Aunt Zhao away, and several of them went home to rest.

The day after the funeral is the first seven.After breakfast, Song Jin began to prepare for the "returning soul offering". The Song family all went to the town last night, saying that they were going to visit Song Yaozu. In this era, the status of women is low, and Song's mother is from another village. It was so excessive that no one in the village said anything wrong.

After preparing the sacrifices, several people tied a three-step "ladder" with sorghum straw and placed it outside the kitchen, meaning that the deceased could follow this "ladder" to the sky.

When they were children, several people set up sacrifices and burned the ladder, and they all avoided it, especially Song Jin, even if he couldn't sleep, he should hide in the bed, so as not to let the soul of Song mother see it and be nostalgic and refuse to leave.

"Shen Yan, are you at home tomorrow?" Before going out, Song Jin stopped him, hesitated, and then asked.

"Of course." After the first seven days, Song Jin was about to prepare for the separation of the family. Shen Yan was worried about him, so naturally he wanted to stay and watch.

After getting an affirmative answer, Song Jin didn't say anything, sent Shen Yan to the door and went back to the house, Shen Yan didn't take it seriously, just thought he was just asking casually.But he didn't expect that tomorrow would be a big surprise or fright for him.

The next morning, Shen Yan cooked the meal and went to the next door to call Song Jin. He thought it would be a waste of time, but Song Jin was unexpectedly obedient today, but he was absent-minded all morning, looking thoughtful.

"Are there any plans after dinner?" Picking a topic, she drew Song Jin's attention back where his mind had wandered.

"Huh?" Song Jin looked up, obviously not hearing what he asked.

"Clean up the yard and go out for a walk! It's rare that the weather is so good today."

"Okay, I'll go wash the bowl first." Seeing that Shen Yan had finished eating, Song Jin packed up the dishes and went into the kitchen.

"Shen Yan, I have something to tell you."

Shen Yan made a cup of tea, sat at the table and waited for Song Jin to come back.Seeing him come over and hand over the already warm cup, he asked casually, "What's the matter?"

"I like you." Song Jin took the teacup and put it back on the table, pressed the corner of the table slightly with her hands, and met Shen Yan's suspicious eyes, said clearly and firmly.

"??" Shen Yan felt his head explode, obviously Song Jin should be nervous, but he was at a loss, his mind was in a mess, he didn't know how to answer, so he could only listen to Song Jin continue.

"You said you liked me." Seeing that Shen Yan didn't refute, Song Jin pressed his hand on the table again, his fingertips turned white, and there was a little pain.

After a pause, he continued: "You still said you were going home. You must have stayed in the town for so long just to prepare for this a few days ago!"

"Yes." He actually said he liked him in front of Song Jin?when?Is it the Mid-Autumn Festival?Has Song Jin known this for so long? !Desperately recalling what else was said that day, Shen Yan subconsciously answered Song Jin's question.

"Then if I say I'm willing to go with you, are you willing to take me back together?" Song Jin took a deep breath, his face was slightly pale, but his expression was firm, and he looked straight into Shen Yan's eyes without hesitation asked out.

Song Jin said he likes him! !Song Jin said she was willing to go home with him! ! !No!He couldn't risk taking Song Jin back.But he can stay!stay here!Stay with Song Jin!

"I...Song Jin, I'll tell you tomorrow, okay? Wait for me one day." I didn't say a word in the end that I was willing, and he would definitely make a decision whether to go or stay in just one day.

"Okay...then I'll go back first." Drooping his eyes to hide his disappointment and doubts, he was embarrassed to stay any longer, Song Jin bid farewell in a hurry, he had already shown his utmost sincerity, and only waited for tomorrow to sink Yan answered.

Closing the door, Song Jin exhaled slowly, and rubbed the cloth strip on her wrist with downcast eyes. He was going to tell Shen Yan just now, but he had exhausted all his courage to say those words.Let's not talk about it now, it seems that if Shen Yan rejects him, there is no need to talk about it.

After Song Jin left, Shen Yan sat for a while, his mind was so chaotic that he couldn't figure out a thought for a while.

Think about staying for a while!Song Jin is willing to leave her hometown for you, why do you hesitate! ?

After a while, I thought again, what would my family in that world do if I stayed here?Just let them think you're dead?

Sitting until the tea was cold, Shen Yan got up and took the kettle, and the boiling hot water rushed into the teapot, and the green-brown tea leaves rose and fell. Shen Yan stared at it for a while, then turned his hand and took out the white jade in the space beauty.Only the final polishing is needed to complete the work, and it is Song Jin who is carving, Song Jin with a warm smile.

Putting the jade carvings on the table was originally carved for the purpose of leaving a memory when returning to modern times, but now it has prompted Shen Yan to stay.

The little Song Jin on the table was smiling at him, smiling all the time, no matter how good the carving was, no matter how vivid it was, it was just a dead thing. Thinking of this little jade carving that he could only face in the future, his noisy mind finally calmed down, and left The next clear voice.

He was willing to stay with Song Jin, the real Song Jin.

Although it was about tomorrow, Shen Yan couldn't wait to knock on Song Jin's door.

"You don't need to come with me, I am willing to stay here."

The author has something to say:

Finally confessed, Song Jin confessed first!When Shen Yan was still guilty.

As for why Shen Yan is so timid, it is really difficult to choose between family responsibilities and love. Once a decision is made, it is a matter of a lifetime, and he has to be cautious and careful.On the other hand, Song Jin had no worries, and saw that Shen Yan was about to leave, that's why he was so happy!

By the way, I have confessed my love, don't you guys leave a comment! !