add to the chaos

Li Tian thought that under such irony, Qiu Cen really wouldn't come again.

As soon as the clinker opened the door the next morning, the people who almost fled yesterday were standing outside the door, raising their hands as if to knock on the door.

Suddenly there was a black shadow in front of him, and he only had time to close his eyes reflexively.

Then there was a pain in the forehead.

"Ugh..."

Qiu Cen didn't expect the two to have such a tacit understanding, and when he realized it, the knuckles of his fingers that were about to knock the door had already knocked directly on his forehead.

He took a closer look, feeling a little guilty.

After a while, Kung Fu turned a little red.

"Why do you still have people like you?" He complained.

Li Tian frowned, ignored him, and stepped back, making a gesture to close the door.

Neuropathy.

"Oh, wait, wait," Qiu Cen hurriedly stuck his foot in the crack of the door, and looked at him with a smile, "Let's stay together for a while? Do you want to chat?"

"..."

Li Tian didn't care about his feet, and put more effort into his hands, trying to make this man retreat.

I don't know if it really hurt him, but I just heard a howl like a pig being killed.

"Oh fuck fuck fuck fuck..."

In the corridor in the early morning, it echoed for a long time.

...

Those who are stunned are afraid of being horizontal, and those who are horizontal are afraid of dying.

Qiu Cen belongs to the latter.

So now he can safely sit on the sofa in Li Tian's house, drinking the fruit tea he hasn't had for a long time.

Li Tian only regards him as air and doesn't look at him.

In order to prevent the property from receiving complaints from residents, Li Tian had no choice but to let him in, hoping that he would get back to normal and leave quickly.

But he didn't know that Qiu Cen became more frustrated and courageous. At this time, it was like returning to his own home, sitting cross-legged on the sofa like a grandfather, holding the remote control to dial one by one.

It seems to be against Li Tian. As soon as one channel is switched, the next one is immediately switched.

Although Li Tian didn't have any troubles on his face, he was still watching TV, and he didn't seem to notice anything unusual, and passed the time as usual.But my heart was in a mess.

Things were getting out of his control.

Qiu Cen is a lunatic, he pushed him out like that, but he insisted on getting in.

It was impossible to say not to be touched, but this was not a reason for him to destroy him.

He couldn't show even the slightest need for Qiu Cen's support and help.

I can only be patient, wait until this person loses interest that day, and leave quickly.

Qiu Cen stayed until the afternoon.

Li Tian originally wanted to go to No. 8, but he failed.

The two sat on the sofa and watched TV all morning.

Qiu Cen seemed to have watched him hesitate to speak many times, but finally said nothing.

But in the next few days, Qiu Cen would often come to him.

I don't know if this person has put a position on himself, as long as he doesn't go to school, Qiu Cen can appear by his side.

Sometimes it's the 8th, sometimes it's home.

They didn't talk, sometimes even just looked at each other, and there was no more interaction, and they turned to do their own things.

As if afraid that he would be alone.

Li Tian also guessed what he meant, he was just afraid that something would happen to him when he was alone, but there was no one around him who could help him.

Accompany him so carefully and patiently.

He accepted Qiu Cen's kindness meekly, but he couldn't say anything.

He didn't dare to admit it, but he was indeed greedy for Qiu Cen's company.

He never drove him past again.

He still longed for someone to accompany him and save him.

It's almost becoming a habit.

Queen Song looked at her son who had just come home from school and entered the room in a daze, feeling very strange in her heart.

After thinking about it left and right, he felt that he was not normal, Queen Song was a little worried.

Then he put down the meal he was cooking, turned off the gas stove, took a lemon from the refrigerator, made a cup of lemon honey water, and took it to Qiu Cen's room.

Standing at the door of Qiu Cen's room, he changed his usual habit and knocked lightly on the door.

"God, mother is coming in."

There was silence in the room.

"..."

Queen Song frowned, her heart faintly worried.

Qiu Cen has never been in such a low mood since he was a child, except when his father failed to come to celebrate his birthday in time.

Queen Song pushed the door open and entered the house.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and the bed curtain was drawn, so it was already dark outside. Under such conditions, the room was almost too dark to see.

Queen Song didn't turn on the light, but slowly approached the bed with the light of the living room.

As he got closer, he finally saw his precious son lying on the bed, his face buried in the pillow, and his feet in shoes were exposed beside the bed, lying on his stomach without saying a word.

Fell asleep?So fast?

Queen Song raised her eyebrows.

She fumbled to put the glass on the bedside table next to Qiu Cen, and sat gently beside the bed.

When he got closer, he realized that Qiu Cen was not asleep, but the outline of his shoulders in the darkness was trembling slightly.

--Cried?

Queen Song became anxious all of a sudden, and couldn't maintain a gentle look, so she quickly patted her son on the back and asked eagerly, "What's the matter, baby?!"

"Bullyed? Is there anyone else bullying you?"

"..."

The trembling shoulders stopped, and Qiu Cen froze.

He didn't know when Queen Song came in.

He didn't take Li Tian's uncomfortable words to heart, but he was thinking about Li Tian in his mind, recalling his every move just now, the more he thought about it, the more panicked he became, and even trembled.

Queen Song thought he was wronged?

Do you still think he is a child?

Qiu Cen raised his head, but he had already returned to normal. If Queen Song turned on the light now, she could see that the circles of her eyes were a little red.

Fortunately, the room is dim, so you can't see clearly in the dark.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Queen Song felt distressed immediately, she just thought that her son was indeed being bullied and dared not tell him.

So without thinking about where people who are much taller than her are going to be bullied, she immediately stood up and became angry.

"Tell mom which little bastard is bullying you. I'm so tired of it."

"Pfft." Qiu Cen laughed out loud.

He was indeed bullied, so give that little bastard Li Tian a good beating.

"I'm fine," Qiu Cen took her hand, "I just didn't eat at noon, and I'm a little hypoglycemic. I beg Your Highness, please hurry up and have dinner."

"...Really?" Queen Song looked at him hesitantly.

Did she see the lost look when she entered the house just now?

Qiu Cen nodded with a smile.

Immediately afterwards, there was a pain in the back of his head. It turned out that it was Queen Song who touched the darkness and gave him a shuddering blow.

When Qiu Cen looked up again, he only saw her back walking out.

"Let me tell you, it's too weak for you to be bullied at such an age... Dinner will be served right away, pack up and eat!"

After dinner.

Qiu Cen locked himself in the house again, locked the door, and logged into Mohu with his mobile phone.

Although he wasn't sure, he entered some keywords.

Shaking, sweating, pain, inability to speak, stiffness.

After clicking search, many people's comments and replies appeared below, as well as thematic analysis.

Qiu Cen clicked on the one with the most discussions.

— depression.It can range from sullen to distraught, low self-esteem and depression, even pessimistic world-weariness, may have suicide attempts or behaviors or stupor......

——Emotional Symptoms: Anxiety, excessive worry, nervousness and fear.Physical symptoms: dizziness, sweating, restlessness...

Looking at the content related to these entries, Qiu Cen frowned.

He didn't know what happened to Li Tian, ​​and he only happened to see Li Tian's abnormal behavior once.

But seeing these contents, I inexplicably feel that Li Tian is also like this.

The anxiety in my heart is getting bigger and bigger.

After a while, Qiu Cen wrote down all the information he got, then turned off his phone and lay down on the bed.

At the end of another day, Qiu Cen got dressed first and waited outside the No. 8 shop.

Li Tian locked the door and just came out of the warm shop. Standing outside, he couldn't help shivering.

Turning around again, Qiu Cen was still wearing the camel coat, standing with his back to him.

He lowered his eyes and walked over.

The tip of the nose suddenly felt cold.

Li Tian raised his hand to touch it, and when he put it in front of his eyes, there was a little water stain and a small piece of crystal.

"It's snowing," the man in front whispered.

"En." Li Tian responded in a low voice.

It has been less than half a month since the two of them remained in the current state of not being far or near. During this period, the occasional conversation between the two of them was only a few short words. Most of them were Qiu Cen's words, and Li Tian replied in single words.

Qiu Cen was afraid of the cold, so he shrunk his chin into the scarf again, then stretched out a hand that was still emitting heat from his pocket, and continued to play with the snow.

This is the second snow in recent days.

As far as previous years are concerned, it is already a gift to have a snowfall as scheduled.

The environment is getting worse and worse, the four seasons are affected, and the snow is even less.

The two walked side by side on the already empty street, catching the last train to the subway station.

The snow was not heavy, but within a few minutes, the ground was covered with a shallow layer of white.

Qiu Cen walked slowly. The shoes he was wearing today were sneakers just brought back from the dry cleaners, and they were still a little slippery when stepping on the snow.

Even so, he didn't know when he would fall into the mud, but he still watched every move of the person beside him from the corner of his eye.

The man walked side by side with him all the time, still wearing a thin windbreaker, with the newly cut board standing short on his head, and since he was not wearing a hat, a layer of snowflakes fell on it at this time.

The originally quiet and cold person is now even more beautiful and cold.

Qiu Cen was happy.

When Li Tian heard his smile, he glanced at him strangely.

"Is your head not cold?" Qiu Cen asked.

This is the only easy word in the past few days.

Li Tian coughed and said lightly, "A little bit."

Qiu Cen turned his head to look at him, thought for a while, and then raised his hand hesitantly, trying to knock the snow off his head.

I thought this person would hide, or reach out to knock him out, but unexpectedly, he still put his hands in his pockets and moved his head towards him.

But he still said: "Now it has been knocked out for a while and there is another layer."

Qiu Cen felt the coldness of the tentacles, as well as the prickling feeling.

"Then knock it off again." Qiu Cen put his snow-frozen hand back into his pocket, and asked his own curious question: "Why don't you keep your hair long in winter?"

Li Tian shook his head, "I don't know."

He has kept the board size since he was a child, and he is used to it.

Qiu Cen nodded and stopped talking.

So the usual silence resumed between the two.

There was only a slight clicking sound when the feet stepped on the snow.

The two walked across the intersection, through rows of closed shops, and through layers of snow.

It seems like two homeless travelers who are traveling around the world. They don't know where the next stop will be or where they will sleep. They just walk together quietly and together.

It's a pity that no matter how long the journey is, there will be a time to complete it, and no matter how long the journey is, it will come to an end.

Seeing that he was about to reach the subway station, Qiu Cen's footsteps quietly slowed down.

There was no one at the entrance of the subway station for a long time, but the lights were still on, and it would be dark when the last passengers were sent off in a short time.

But that was the only place that was still lit besides the small shop that was still open at this time.

Li Tian quietly looked at the ceiling of the subway station covered by thin snow, feeling the quiet surroundings and the coldness of his exposed body.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but behind the piercing snow curtain, it seems that someone whispered in my ear:

"Li Tian, ​​do you really not consider getting a boyfriend?"

His heart trembled violently.

The author has something to say: I am stuck with good writing.

These few chapters are so difficult to write, but they seem to be relatively easy, right?

In the next chapter, I will write the story of Dabao and Erbao, and I will still add a mark before the chapter, please feel free.

Going back to Li Tiantian's side, it's almost there.