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After Lin Jian went to high school, he didn't spend much time with He Wei.

It was alright at first, I waited for He Wei to go home together every day, and the two of them almost wore a pair of pants after going to and from school together.Later in high school, Lin Jian's appearance was already attractive, coupled with his straightforward personality, more people wanted to get acquainted with him, so he knew a lot of people, and surrounded him with a group of people who were similar to his family Boys and girls, he also became a figure who called the wind and rain among them.People of the same age talk a lot and like to play around, so Lin Jian is often invited to hang out together, sometimes staying at school after school to play basketball or going to Internet cafes KTV or something, it's not a problem.

He Wei is an obedient student, and also an obedient child in the eyes of adults.It doesn't matter to Lin Jian to play by himself, but he still knows how to measure. He can't let He Wei get in touch with these rebellious things in the eyes of outsiders. Moreover, his friends can't play with He Wei, and He Wei may not be interested.So he often told him to be careful when he went home, and called him when he got home, and then he left with a group of friends.

Lin Jian was relieved of He Wei, because he knew that he would never tell his father, and he always played sloppy about him, so he let go of his heart and played.

It was like this again today, when he left at the stairs in the morning, he told He Wei to go home after school.

This time, He Wei didn't reply lightly, but kept his head down and remained silent.

He has been home by himself for a week.

In order not to let Lin Jian's father find out, he didn't ask the driver to pick him up every time he went home, but took the bus alone and walked back.

He didn't really want to go home by himself, it was so boring.

Lin Jian hasn't played with him for a long time, even if we can see each other every day, he still misses him very much.

"Second Treasure?" Seeing that he didn't speak, Lin Jian felt a little strange, and looked at him closely, "What's wrong? Are you unhappy?"

He Wei looked at the person in front of him. Now he is a sophomore in high school. This person is growing taller, half a head taller than him.The facial features on the face became more and more handsome, the Danfeng eyes were slightly raised, the corners of the mouth were slightly pursed because of doubt, and the baggy schoolbag was carried on one shoulder, the whole person looked casual and lazy.

Maybe Lin Jian didn't notice it himself, but whenever He Wei was by his side, he could see many eyes cast on him.

There are various kinds of eyes, including envy, covetousness, admiration...

The young man was as tall and handsome as a green onion, attracting the attention of others with every glance and smile.

But I didn't know it, and I was still laughing and making noise in the crowd.

Every time he saw such a scene, He Wei felt depressed.

I don't want Lin Jian to be so cheerful and ostentatious, it's better to be as low-key and silent as himself.

That way no one will discover his beauty.

He Wei would not admit that he wanted to monopolize Lin Jian.

Don't show it to others.

Facing Lin Jian's doubts at this moment, He Wei bit his lip and whispered, "What are you doing this afternoon?"

"Afternoon..." Lin Jian was taken aback for a moment, then touched his nose, "Go and see the new bar opened by my friend's house."

"Bar?" He Wei opened his eyes wide, "Do you want to drink?"

"Don't drink, don't drink, where can I drink, it's not good to drink." Lin Jian looked embarrassed and waved his hands hurriedly, as if he was afraid that He Wei would know something.

Seeing the expression in his eyes, He Wei felt depressed.

Lin Jian was lying to him.

Since childhood, every time Lin Jian told a lie, he dared not look at others, and his eyes trembled as if he was afraid of being exposed.

He Wei felt uncomfortable in his heart, but his face was cold, and he said, "I'll go with you."

"How can I do that?" Lin Jian suddenly raised his head and refused, "How can you go to that kind of place?"

"Why can't you go?"

"...Be obedient, I really can't go."

He Wei took a deep breath, suppressed the soreness in his heart, and asked, "Why can you go but I can't?"

"..."

"Do you dislike me as a child and can't play with you?"

Lin Jian looked at him vaguely, "No..."

"So I've been going home by myself all the time, right? Don't come and tell me every day."

After saying that, He Wei turned his head and was about to leave, but Lin Jian grabbed his wrist directly.

He looked flustered, and he just wanted to keep He Wei, explaining: "Er Bao, I don't have it, I never disliked you. That place is not good, listen to my brother, go home."

He Wei paused and lowered his head.

When he was still very young, when he was just playing with Lin Jian, Lin Jian asked him to call him brother, and if he didn't call him, he would put him on a tree and not let him get down.

Later, when he grew up, he could jump off the tree by himself, and Lin Jian was good to him, and soon caught up with Yaya, who doted on him, and He Wei was no longer afraid of him, and kept chasing him to call him Dabao.

Every time Lin Jian smiled, he responded.

At this time, He Wei heard this long-lost address, obviously it was his favorite word when he was a child, and he liked to be a little tail, calling after that person "Big Brother", but now it sounds like the distance between the two is getting farther and farther .Lin Jian was like a mother who earnestly persuaded her truant son to go back to school, her words seemed to be pleading.

With Lin Jian behind his back, he closed his eyes fiercely, weighed for a long time, and still gritted his teeth.

He said, "Brother, come home with me. The winter vacation is coming soon, and the Chinese New Year is only 20 days away. Now it's getting dark early, and I'm afraid."

Lin Jian stared at him blankly.

It's the middle of winter now, and it gets dark at five or six o'clock, and there are no people to see.

He knew that He Wei went home by himself all the time in order not to be beaten by his father, without anyone picking him up.

A junior high school child, when the New Year is approaching, all the adults in the family are exhorting to be extra careful, he takes the bus by himself, and then walks through the empty streets and alleys.

"..."

A strong sense of guilt filled Lin Jian's heart.

He woke up suddenly and grabbed He Wei's hand tightly.

What did he do?

Letting my sweetheart go home alone, how lucky and lucky is it to get home safely, and to call myself easily?

Sometimes when he received a call from He Wei, he was playing vigorously, so he hurriedly dealt with it and hung up the phone.

Little did he know that the person on the other end of the phone had just arrived home tremblingly, and reported to him that he was safe before he had time to drink some water to relax.

Lin Jian felt a faint pain in his heart, he frowned, spoke softly, and patted He Wei's soft hair comfortingly with his empty hand.

She said softly, "Okay, then wait for me to find you after school."

He Wei didn't look back, and hummed lightly.

Instead, he strode away and went upstairs.

Lin Jian stood where he was and watched him leave, his thin arms seemed to tremble slightly because of the unhappiness in his heart.

His heart trembled violently.

He couldn't stand He Wei being wronged since he was a child.

Because He Wei was very weak when he was a child, it took more than a week to recover from a cold and a fever, and his skin and tender flesh would swell for a long time if he accidentally cut it, his whole body seemed to be made of glass.Therefore, in Lin Jian's heart, he cherished this little brother very much, he would not let anyone touch him, and he would protect him well behind him.

Whenever he didn't notice, He Wei was being bullied outside, and he didn't want to tell him, so he would call those children one by one to question, and he had to avenge him.

But now the child's discomfort is brought on by himself, what can he do?beat yourself?

After a long time, a crisp sound came.

The sound of Lin Jian's footsteps gradually faded away.

...

He Wei stood on the stairs, and saw from the cracks in the stairs that Lin Jian's fair skin was gradually turning red, and his hand on the guardrail was also clenched tightly.

The slender fingers tightly grasped the wooden guardrail, and the joints were white.

He felt like he was walking on a single-plank bridge, with nothing left and right, and he was so frightened that he didn't dare to retreat or move forward.Just stuck at the foot of this point, unable to advance or retreat.

It seemed that something important was missing for him to make a choice.

Just like now, he didn't want to see Lin Jian alienate him, nor did he want to see Lin Jian blame himself for himself.

He Wei is now like a contradictory body, all kinds of ideas are entangled, and they are constantly being cut and reasoned.

He and Lin Jian are obviously very good brothers, Lin Jian treats him well, and he treats Lin Jian well.

But now it seems that he only wants Lin Jian to treat him well, not others.

So he violated the morality and self-esteem in his heart, used the method of showing weakness to gain Lin Jian's sympathy and guilt, and willingly let him dominate.

What happened to them, why the older they grow up, the more difficult it is to get along with each other without any scruples and freedom like when they were young.

In the next few days, Lin Jian rejected all the invitations, left school on time every day, went to the class gate to find He Wei, and went home together.

But for some reason, even though he was already there, He Wei still refused to let the driver come to pick him up, insisting that the two of them go home alone.

Naturally, Lin Jian would not refuse, so he let him think, went out of the school together, took the bus, and walked back to the compound.

From the beginning, He Wei was in a low grade and got out of school early. Lin Jian was afraid that he would be bumped into or bullied by the short-sighted and frizzy seniors, so he would not let him go to the senior grades, and insisted on doing it by himself. catch.

This pick up, pick up the whole green years.

From his point of view now, He Wei seemed to like him very much to pick him up.

He guessed it was because one of his parents was busy with work and the other needed a nanny to take care of him, so the child had never experienced the feeling of being picked up by his family.

The child waited alone at the school gate, watching other classmates being picked up by their parents one by one, some were hugged in their arms, and some sat on their father's shoulders. Those laughter and laughter could not touch him.

He was just alone, leaving school and going home silently.

Thinking of this, Lin Jian couldn't help but feel sour, so he made up his mind that he would pick him up and go home.

Obviously, he made a decision very early, but in recent days, because he was playful, he completely forgot about it.

Lin Jian walked to the door of He Wei's class with his schoolbag on his back, and saw He Wei sitting on his seat doing homework, and there were a few students in the classroom cleaning up.

He didn't call him, but walked to him softly, bent his index finger slightly, and knocked on the table.

"go home."

He Wei, who was lowering his head and earnestly doing his homework, didn't know when he came. He was startled, and suddenly raised his head. He breathed a sigh of relief when he saw who was coming.

"Why are you still so quiet?" He Wei complained.

"Then I'll call you at the door and come back next time." Lin Jian casually sat on the seat next to He Wei and urged, "Clean up quickly, it will be too dark later, your mother should be worried when you get home."

"Farewell, just make a noise and let me know."

He Wei was afraid that he would call Er Bao at the top of his voice, it would be silly and embarrassing.

Instead, he packed up his things to take home.

As soon as the two of them left the teaching building, a gust of cold wind blew over, taking away most of the warmth from their bodies.

People like Lin Jian, who were not afraid of the cold since childhood, couldn't help shivering. Instead, he reached out and lifted He Wei's collar up, touched He Wei's ears, and asked, "Are your ears cold?"

"Not frozen." He Wei said.

"Why don't you have a hat on your coat," he muttered.

Both of them wore school uniforms at school, and because of the cold weather, they both put on coats outside, an extra layer would protect them from the cold.

"It's okay, it's not cold." He Wei turned his head, felt uncomfortable by Lin Jian, and started to walk forward.

"Oh, wait a minute," Lin Jian held him back and unzipped his coat, "Let's change, you wear mine, I have a hat."

He Wei was taken aback, and asked dryly, "Then what should you do?"

Lin Jian pursed his lips and smiled, "When am I afraid of being too cold?"

He has been used to rolling in the snow since he was a child, and in winter other children would stay close to the heater, and he could still make a snowman outside for He Wei inside to see.The little hands were so cold that they were about to split open, and the wind had blown marks on their faces, but they still waved at him with a smile.

Every winter, he wears a pair of trousers and a coat. To outsiders, he wears a jacket and gets old and sick, but he doesn’t care. He is not sensitive to the cold, and he still plays in the snow without catching a cold.

Here Lin Jian took off his clothes, seeing that He Wei didn't move, he took off his clothes, hung them on his shoulders, and hurriedly wrapped He Wei in his own.

"Very good, you're wearing a little too big, so you don't have to show your hands." Lin Jian smiled, lowering his head to fasten the zipper for him.

"..."

Suddenly, a firework exploded from nowhere, and the bright fire light illuminated Lin Jian's face.

He Wei was fascinated by looking at the elegant and handsome face illuminated.

The colorful lights reflected Lin Jian's eyes, and his whole body seemed to glow because of those eyes.

I know my choice.He Wei thought to himself.

Looking at the person in front of him who was still saying insignificant advice, his heart softened unbelievably.

I like him.He Wei murmured.

I like Lin Jian.

The author has something to say: the sudden vice vice vice vice vice cp

It feels like the story of the two of them so far is like a romance novel, it's so refreshing, and it's bloody and clichéd.

But I like it.