add to the chaos

"…That's it."

"Okay, okay, we have few people here, so I can make it for you now, just come and get it after work."

Behind the counter at No. 8, Qiu Cen tilted his head and held the phone between his hands. He was writing down the customer's request on a piece of paper with a pen in his hand, and finally checked it again before hanging up the phone.

He tore off the recorded information, took it to the little girl who made the cake, and said, "Get it at about six o'clock, don't forget."

The little girl was pouring flour into the bowl, and when she heard the words, she responded indiscriminately, telling him to put the paper down.

Qiu Cen put the paper in a conspicuous place according to his words, turned his head and was about to go out.

Just when Li Tian opened the store door and walked in, Qiu Cen, who had been in the warm room for a long time, shivered due to the cold wind brought in. When he saw him coming back, he tilted his head and smiled, and walked forward.

"Close the door, it's freezing."

"Is it cold? Today is much warmer than yesterday."

As soon as Li Tian entered the room, he took off his coat. Inside was a shirt and a thin sweater. Underneath was the same black jeans. He looked tall and slender, with wide shoulders and narrow waist, which made Qiu Cen look special Want to come forward and hug him.

But he still couldn't hug it.

Because the floor-to-ceiling windows in the store are polished and polished, people passing by the door can count how many people are in the room and what they are doing as long as they move their eyes slightly.And there is a part-time student behind him, and he can see their small movements whenever he looks up.

Otherwise, falling in love is really troublesome, and falling in love with a man is even more troublesome.

He was originally a person who was afraid of trouble.

Qiu Cen sighed inwardly, and went forward, only touching Li Tian's ear, to relieve his desire to be intimate with him.

When he touched it, he froze for a moment and asked, "Don't you feel your ears are cold?"

No matter how big the scarf was, it couldn't cover the ears as people walked around, so Li Tian's ears turned red from the cold, and Qiu Cen felt as cold as ice when he wiped it on.

He pinched his ear, and then simply covered his entire palm.

His palm was very warm, covering Li Tian's ears in a short time.

Li Tian's ears were covered by him, so he didn't move, his deep eyes stared at him without blinking, listening carefully to the voice that seemed deep and empty because his ears were covered.

For example, if you put a conch close to your ear, you can hear the sound of the waves.

Qiu Cen covered his ears with his hands, and what he heard and felt were warm voices.

Li Tian felt very comfortable and unconsciously squinted his eyes.

"Alas." Seeing his appearance, Qiu Cen tilted his head, and jokingly said, "Don't sleep, you have to sleep for a while, go home and sleep, and fall to the ground for a while..."

"Go in a while..."

Li Tian was taken aback for a moment, because his ears were still covered, he heard his own voice seemed muffled through a thick barrier.

It's not the same voice in his head that he heard when he was sick...

He reacted quickly, retreated back, and continued: "Borrow the motorcycle next door in a while to get the goods."

"Um"

Qiu Cen didn't understand, so he put down his hand, "What are you getting?"

"You forgot that the cream on No. 8 was taken from other places. Didn't I take you to that alley?" Li Tian explained patiently with a normal expression.

"Oh, I remembered." Qiu Cen suddenly realized, thinking that he and Li Tian drove a motorcycle to get the goods a long time ago, and Li Tian brought a lot of snacks for the little girl in that family, he was still wondering.

"Then I'll borrow a motorcycle, you take a break." Qiu Cen said.

Li Tian: "No need, I borrowed it just now, and it stopped at the door."

Li Tian had class today, so he didn't ask Qiu Cen to wait, and asked him to go directly to No. 8, and he would come back after class.

Just came back from class.

Hearing this, Qiu Cen raised his head and looked outside, and sure enough, he saw the motorcycle, which was still brightly colored after the wind and rain, was parked at the door, waiting for the two of them to go out.

He shook his head and clicked his tongue. Fortunately, Li Tian had done enough things that did not match his image, and he had seen them all over again, otherwise he would have to refresh his opinion of him.

Qiu Cen took some time to make a cup of hot coffee for Li Tian, ​​watched him drink it, his body became warmer, and then they went out together.

Li Tian was still driving, and Qiu Cen was sitting in the back compartment.

With two big boys squeezed inside, the whole compartment seemed much smaller.

Qiu Cen asked out of curiosity: "Puppy, why don't you buy a car?"

No. 8 also earns a lot of money every year, no matter how poor he is, with the help of the rich woman Li Xiaodan, it is not difficult to buy a car, but he seems to have never seen Li Tian drive, or even a car.

He couldn't imagine Li Tian leaning on the car and swinging the key in his hand.

But definitely handsome.

"It doesn't work."

Li Tian focused on driving the motorcycle and distracted himself from answering his words.

Qiu Cen: "Then can you drive?"

"Yes, I will pass the car test after I become an adult, but I haven't touched it for a long time, and my hands may be a little raw."

Qiu Cen nodded silently, "Then if you want to buy a car, remember to let me go with you."

"Um"

Li Tian was not surprised that he would take Qiu Cen with him for everything, but he was a little curious why he mentioned it specifically, so he raised his eyebrows wonderingly, and glanced at him from the corner of his eye.

Unexpectedly, Qiu Cen took it for granted: "I have to see which car fits my cool, handsome and domineering setting, and it is comfortable to sit on."

Li Tian chuckled: "Didn't I buy a car?"

why you ask so much

"You mean you can't let your boyfriend sit and express your opinion?"

Qiu Cen pretended to be angry, stretched out his hand and patted the top of Li Tian's head, and then felt that the hand felt good, so he carelessly stroked the short hair without letting go.

"Tsk, you're driving, let go," Li Tian frowned helplessly, and said so, but didn't take it seriously, "How can I not let you sit?"

His voice full of laughter reached Qiu Cen's ears: "I'll post a 'Boyfriend Qiu Cen Special Seat' for you in the co-pilot, and no one will be allowed to sit except you."

Qiu Cen raised his eyebrows, and he became interested, and asked a little badly: "That 'do'"

Li Tian shook his hand on the handlebars, and Xiao Mo went straight to a tree by the side of the road. He quickly concentrated and broke it back.

He couldn't laugh or cry: "You are a hooligan in broad daylight, you are not a hooligan"

Qiu Cen laughed in his heart, but he still pretended to be innocent, with a shocked expression like a little white rabbit: "Li Tian! What are you thinking! You are so dirty."

Li Tian was not surprised: "Then Plato, I'm afraid I'll dirty you."

"..."

Seeing that the topic was becoming more and more unsuitable for children, Qiu Cen stopped talking, for fear that he would annoy Li Tian and do something unsuitable for children...

It didn't take long to arrive at the place, and turned into the alley. Looking at the familiar scenery on both sides of the road, Qiu Cen calmed down.

It was the little girl who opened the door. Although the little girl was thin but not small, she moved the big cardboard box to the motorcycle with them, took the money and snacks that Li Tian gave her politely, and said goodbye to them with a smile.

Qiu Cen didn't understand why No. 8 got the goods from here, and of course he didn't doubt the quality of the goods, but he was still curious, so he asked about it on the way back.

But Li Tian was taken aback, and it took a long time before he spoke.

In short, the little girl lived with her grandmother. Her parents used to be criminal police officers, but they died in the line of duty. He kept getting goods from their family, paying a little higher than the market price, which was considered helping them.

Li Tian didn't say much, but Qiu Cen had to think of more.

I guess they and Li Tian’s father are colleagues. After their parents died, their family should take good care of the little girl and her grandmother, but they can’t always take money to help them. They will definitely not accept it, so they asked them to make the raw materials for No. 8 , although the money is not a lot, it allows them to live frugally without being embarrassed by accepting the money.

Thinking of this, Qiu Cen narrowed his eyes.

Whether it's the little girl's family or the children in the orphanage.

Their little dog is not indifferent, but his heart is warm and warm. He has been helping others silently, burying all his sorrows in his heart.

It's just that he can't express his emotions, forming an indifferent appearance, and everyone avoids him.

But Qiu Cen could see it.

He was sitting among several big boxes, and he could see the back of Li Tian's head when he looked up.

He looked at it, then suddenly leaned forward, tilted his head and kissed the skin behind his ear.

"Oh, what are you doing?"

Li Tian was unprepared, shrank his shoulders, and turned his head to stare at him.

Qiu Cen smiled indifferently, sat back, and put his arms over his eyes.

She sighed helplessly, "Puppy, I like you more and more."

Li Tian was driving the car in front, the motorcycle was loud, and he had to pay attention to the road conditions, so he thought Qiu Cen was mumbling, so he didn't ask.

"...That's all, nothing more." Li Tian said.

His face was still pale, his brows were tightly frowned, but in the warm room, a few drops of cold sweat slid down his temples.

"So it is."

After listening to Li Tian's description of his family, Dr. Li nodded thoughtfully, then stood up from behind his desk, and went to the water dispenser to get a disposable paper cup to drink water.

"Why didn't I see your good friend come with you today?"

He handed the water glass to Li Tian and asked casually.

It was also to relieve Li Tian's emotions.After all, the biggest crux of his illness lies in his family. It is very rare for a person suffering from mental illness to be able to speak out today, no matter whether he concealed it or not.

Li Tian took a sip of his saliva lightly, feeling the soft water infiltrating his mouth and flowing down his throat, he seemed to be in a better mood.

He said slowly, "He has class today."

Originally not, it was a temporary test that was added suddenly. It was related to whether he would fail at the end of the period, so Qiu Cen had to stay and complete it.

"He is also a student, you are alumni"

"No."

"Different schools"

Dr. Li was surprised. With Li Tian's personality, he didn't seem like someone who would take the initiative to make friends. He seemed to think of something suddenly, his eyes flashed, and he asked clearly: "Are you high school classmates?"

"No," Li Tian said, "We met after college, to be precise, in my sophomore year, that is, last year."

He didn't need to hide these things from Dr. Li.

Dr. Li let out an "ah" and wondered, "That means we've only known each other for a year."

One year in your heart, he is already a very good friend

Dr. Li said it was a bit difficult to accept.

Although he doesn't know much about Li Tian, ​​he can be sure that Li Tian will never be a person who can initiate a conversation. In terms of communication, it is not so easy for a stranger to enter his heart and break his defense as soon as possible. .

It seems that his good friend is also very different.

"I think... I can ask your friends to come in with me next time, maybe it will help you a little bit." Dr. Li thought about it.

"No." Li Tian refused directly.

It doesn't matter if Dr. Li sees his weakness. When he leaves this clinic, he is just a passerby, so he doesn't have to worry about being exposed or hurt by him.

But Qiu Cen can't.

Qiu Cen must not let Qiu Cen see him in such a mess.

He and he can't stand it.

Seeing that he was unmoved, Dr. Li took a step back and said gently: "Then tell me how you met him, I'm very curious, every time I talk to young people, I feel young too .”

The person on the chair looked up at him, as if to find out if there were any traps in the doctor's words, and whether they would bring him harm.

"No," Dr. Li quickly waved his hand, seeing that he had regained the defensiveness he had when we met for the first time, a little frustrated, "I'm just curious, you can just talk about it."

After a long time, Li Tian didn't see any flaws in his face, so he breathed a sigh of relief and nodded.

In the quiet room, in the comfortable atmosphere, soft voices sounded.

"The first impression I had of him was that he was very casual, sloppy, a passer-by, in..."

Li Tian, ​​who was recalling his past with Qiu Cen, didn't notice that when Dr. Li saw his eyes suddenly lit up because he talked about that good friend, compared with his overall state, it could almost be called a bright light. Suddenly, the smile on his face gradually faded.