add to the chaos

Li Tian was still staring blankly at the rare transparent water stain in his palm, when there was a knock on the door.

Li Xiaodan stood outside the door, knocked on the door, with a worried tone: "Tian Tian"

"..."

Li Tian lowered his eyes, clenched his fist tightly, and when he opened it again, there was only a slight wetness left.

It seemed that he hadn't reacted from it yet, and the whole person was quite dull.

But Li Xiaodan who was waiting at the door was anxious, seeing that he didn't talk to him, he opened the door and walked in.

"plum……"

She sculpted her eyebrows and stared at Li Tian's face, as if speechless, unable to speak.

I saw Li Tian leaning on the bed with his head down, the corners of his eyes were slightly red, his cheeks were illuminated by the light, and there were bright water stains hanging on his face, and his temples were soaked. Unbearable.

"What's the matter?" Li Tian said suddenly.

"..."

Li Xiaodan looked at the fragments of the mobile phone on the ground, and it was even more difficult to speak.

Ever since she heard the loud noise outside, she was frightened, she quickly put down her work, and rushed to ask, but she saw such a scene.

She had never seen Li Tian put on such a vulnerable side.

In Li Tian's heart, even if the pain cannot be relieved, he will not show it on his face and show it to Li Xiaodan.

It must have been hit by something...

Li Xiaodan bit his lip, walked over slowly, stretched out his hand tentatively, seeing that he was not as disgusted as before, so he put it on his shoulder with confidence.

She hesitated for a while, knowing that Li Tian would not tell her what was going on, so she stopped asking. Instead, she seemed to have made a decision, and said, "Tian Tian, ​​I think..."

something.

"I don't care, it's up to you."

It doesn't matter if you're in love or who you're in love with.

Whether you like men or women, it's up to you.

In this way, will you be more comfortable?

This idea had been formed in her mind long ago, and she had made a decision long ago, but she never had time to say it.

From recent observations, she found that when Li Tian was with Qiu Cen, the lines of his whole body were soft.

Comparable to a rare shooting star, such a vigorous, gentle and soft breath will appear on him.

Li Xiaodan also went from being shocked at the beginning to being surprised and then thinking about why this happened.

In the end, she came to a conclusion in her mind that she was invincible at work and knew nothing about emotions and thought that they could be together if they were pleasing to the eye.

Maybe Qiu Cen really changed him.

So she had to find her place again.

Although Li Tian is tough on the surface, even in her opinion, he is determined to go his own way, but as a relative and sister, she knows that he also wants to be recognized.

Although he doesn't seem to care.

She thought that Li Tian would be happy to hear her words, at least he would cheer up, and expressed satisfaction while holding an indifferent attitude.

But after Li Tian heard it, he didn't seem to understand what she said, and looked up at her blankly.

"…What"

Li Xiaodan looked at his bloodshot eyes, feeling a little uncomfortable.

When she didn't understand clearly enough, she re-explained: "You and Qiu Cen, that little bastard, aren't you very good? I don't care. I have thought about it for a long time. Compared with your previous appearance, I still think you Now it is more popular, like ordinary young people, free and unrestrained. You don't mind...Parents, I believe they also hope that you can live more freely. Don't worry about those people and things, don't be afraid of others poking your spine , you can stay with Qiu Cen in the future. I won't watch you from the sidelines anymore, young people, just be more casual and free."

Li Xiaodan has sharp teeth and a sharp mouth, but he couldn't say anything nice here, it took a lot of effort just to express his thoughts.

Li Tian listened to her dry explanation the whole time, his expression was erratic, but his eyes became more gloomy.

"Nothing."

"...?"

Li Xiaodan was stunned, but didn't understand what it meant.

Li Tian's voice was very hoarse, "There is no future."

"……What's the meaning?"

"It's just that there will be no future, there will be nothing." I am still alone.

Li Xiaodan wanted to ask again, but Li Tian didn't say anything, he lifted the quilt and lay down in it, as if he was going to sleep.

She looked at his actions in puzzlement, and somehow felt that something was wrong.

Li Tian's attitude is wrong.

It was as if the atmosphere was familiar.

Li Xiaodan shrugged helplessly, and didn't ask any more questions, thinking that he is an adult and still can't figure it out?

Left and right have made it clear that there is no need to monitor the behavior of the two of them in the future, just come back to see him more often.

After clearing her mind, she left softly and closed the door for Li Tian.

In the days that followed, her uneasiness was finally confirmed.

Li Tian seems to have returned to the state before moving to the current home.

Talked very little, didn't socialize, didn't go out, and didn't even go to the 8th.

Li Xiaodan didn't know where the problem was, but it was time for her to go back to work.

But she was a little worried, and she didn't know where this worry came from.

Just uneasy.

So my oldest Li Xiaodan had to be feudal for a while, trusting his sixth sense, staying home every day, working as little overtime as possible, taking work home or squeezing time to finish it.

After a week, Li Tian's condition did not change, but Li Xiaodan himself lost four or five catties.

She entertained herself thinking, this is good, after using so many slimming teas and slimming stickers, it is not as fast as running around every day to lose weight.

Of course she didn't mean to complain, she was Li Tian's sister and relative, and it was her duty to take care of him.

It's just that she seems to be extremely "handicapped" in everything except work.

After smashing the third bowl in the family, even Li Tian's attitude of "it's none of your business" finally stopped pretending not to know, and took a cool look.

"You don't come back tomorrow."

There was no emotion in his tone, it was cold and very piercing.

Li Xiaodan was standing in the kitchen with a broom sweeping up the mess on the floor. Hearing this, he smiled coquettishly, "It's okay, no one knows how to cook at first, right, I'll learn."

Li Tian: "But I did the cooking, you only washed the dishes."

"...Tiantian..." Li Xiaodan put on a hippie smile, "Don't be so heartless, please."

"I'm fine now, I don't need you to take care of me, you're just messing with me here."

Li Tian looked at her, unmoved by her flattery, "You should earn more money, so that you will be eligible to hire housekeepers in the future."

"..."

Li Xiaodan rolled his eyes, sighed, and recalled that he was really tired after so many days of being a turnover box, so he compromised: "Okay, okay, then I will come back to see you when I have time."

"Are you about to start school? Go back to school and study hard. If you are too busy on the 8th, you will sell it. My sister will support you."

Li Tian looked at her silently, the irritability in his eyes was about to overflow.

Only then did Li Xiaodan shut up, packed up his things and went back to his room to rest.

The next day Li Tian woke up naturally after sleeping until he looked at his watch and realized that it was already afternoon, but Li Xiaodan did not come back.

Recently, his sleep quality is not bad. Although he suffers from insomnia, he has nothing to do during the day. He can lie in bed all the time, sleep when he can, and lie down when he can't sleep, thinking about nothing.

Time passed quickly.

In the blink of an eye, school is about to start.

During this period, he also received n messages from Hu Dawei asking him to go out to play.

He never replied, the meaning is already obvious.

But this guy didn't give up, he sent him messages tirelessly, and he had a good time with himself.

At first glance, Xiaojing forced him to uninstall the game.

Li Tian lay on the bed for a while, feeling tight in his chest and a little dizzy.

This is usually the symptom of sleeping too much.

He slowly got up, too lazy to look for shoes, and walked to the bathroom barefoot.

I don't know when it started, but every day when he woke up and stood on the ground, he could hear the creaking sound of the bones in his body with every step he took.

Like rust.

It seemed that he had been lying there for a century, and he stared at the mirror in the bathroom, seeing himself for the first time after an unknown number of days.

Very embarrassed.

Messy hair, dark circles under the eyes, sickly pale face, bloodless lips.

He opened his mouth, and saw the bright color in the mouth, compared with the pale face, it seemed to have a mouthful of cold blood.

He unconsciously cleared his throat, only then did he feel a burning pain in his throat.

—was on fire?

He clenched his fist, but sure enough he couldn't exert any strength. The thumb on the tiger's mouth and the other four fingers were clenched into a weak circle, and they were powerlessly clasped together.

He suddenly felt like a late old man, panting and lying in the late autumn, waiting for some bleak wind to take him away from this unworthy world.

He didn't know what happened.

Li Tian suddenly turned on the faucet, and started to splash the cold water on his face in a hasty movement. His long nails scratched his face, as if he didn't care about the pain that destroyed the flesh, and wanted to wash this layer of skin. tear.

He scratched his face ferociously, only to feel that it was very itchy, and then he brushed his teeth with the same strength, and he slowly calmed down when he saw a stream of blood-tinged water spat out while rinsing his mouth.

After cleaning the sink, he walked out calmly. If it weren't for the red marks on his face, it would seem that what happened in the bathroom just now was just an illusion.

He took out the clothes from the closet, put them on his body mechanically, and stood in front of the full-length mirror, feeling strange again.

I feel something is missing.

The neck was empty, and he was never afraid of the cold, but felt that it was so cold that he wanted to shrink his neck.

"..."

What is missing?

Li Tian frowned and thought, but after thinking for a long time, he didn't know what was missing.

He shook his head helplessly, closed the cabinet door, put the house key in his pocket, and went out.

On the 8th, business has resumed long ago. Not long after the year, the two little girls who were working in the store came back to work part-time. Li Tian only helped with some cleaning work, and the rest were the two little girls. jointly managed.

It's time to give them both a raise or something.Boss Li thought.

When he looked in through the glass window, he saw that the store was quite busy, not counting the people who picked food with trays in the self-selection area, but there were four or five customers standing in front of the cashier waiting to pay.

He wasn't surprised, the number 8 was already very popular, but there are discounts after this year, so the number of people is normal.

But when he pushed the door open, something strange happened.

He saw that the guests who had been queuing up leisurely looked at him for a while, with smiles on every face.

If

It's an ordinary and kind smile, so he can't be surprised.

But those strange faces were all smiling at him with strange expressions.

That smile looked ferocious and terrifying, extremely gloomy.

It seemed that he had seen through everything he was pretending to be, and knocked hard on his heart through the mask he thought was strong.

Li Tian only felt a chill on his back and wanted to run away unconsciously.

If it wasn't for his hands still holding the doorknob and not letting go, it would be very difficult for him to stand upright with his weak legs now.

He blinked hard and looked again, but the crowd returned to their original appearance.

Those who swipe their mobile phones, those who look at the tray, those who look at the environment of the store...

— hallucinations?

Li Tian frowned, as if struggling to think.

"The store manager?"

The little girl at the cash register rarely noticed him in her busy schedule, "Come in, isn't it cold with the door open?"

"..."

Li Tian looked at her blankly, but found that face was very strange.

It wasn't until he saw the coffee machine working behind the little girl that he reacted abruptly.

He is still on the 8th.

"okay."