The leftover peaches are always disliked

A car-wide concrete road stretched forward, and Sheng Yi walked in front of Jiang Qi, and he could vaguely see the distance from his back in the thick fog.

It was a back that refused to look back, making Jiang Qi feel sore from the throat down.

He wanted to follow, wanted to talk to him, for such a long time, he had accumulated countless apologies, embarrassments, contradictions, and even sweet words eager to say it, but Sheng Yi kept silent, so he couldn't talk about it.

After walking for about ten minutes, Sheng Yi finally stopped at the intersection, waiting for the people behind to catch up. Jiang Qi didn't go any further, maintaining the existing distance.

"Go in." After standing for a while, Sheng Yi said.

"Don't you want to say something?" If he didn't say anything, his heart would be about to break.

Sheng Yi didn't look at him, as if he didn't know what to say.

"Then why don't I say it." Jiang Qi licked his dry lips, "I treated you like that just now, do you understand what it means? Under normal circumstances, a man would not kiss another man."

"Jiang Qi." Sheng Yi didn't want him to continue talking.

Jiang Qi closed his eyes, restrained himself to calm down, and when he opened them again, he smiled wryly, "When did you know?"

"not long ago."

"The car accident, right? I guessed it."

Sheng Yi didn't correct him, the car accident can only be regarded as Jiang Qi's doing is obvious, without that time, he will gradually know in the future, "What about you, when did it start?"

"If I said it was the first time I saw you, wouldn't it be too romantic? You probably wouldn't believe me." Jiang Qi gently rubbed the gravel under his feet and smiled calmly, "But it doesn't matter whether you believe it or not, as long as you It can be said that the time we have been together is really too long, an opportunity at any time and anywhere may make this relationship deteriorate."

Sheng Yi didn't speak.

Jiang Qi looked away, "But you don't have to feel burdened, I'm born gay, it's not you, it's someone else."

"Then why me?"

"Your question..." Jiang Qi smiled helplessly, "It is said that there is no pure friendship between men and women. Since I am gay, can I still be just friends with you? It makes sense."

"It's not that I haven't liked others before. It just so happens that you are the one with the longest time. I didn't want to tell you, but you guessed it yourself. Then there is nothing to bear." Jiang Qi scratched her hair, despite her movements. He was blunt, but he still wanted to look like he didn't care that much, "So, there's still nothing to say?"

Except for the one or two innocuous questions that Sheng Yi asked, from the beginning to the end, Sheng Yi never expressed his opinion as the person involved in this abrupt relationship.

Jiang Qi can guess the reason, but he can't think about it carefully. Even if he likes it for many years and has done so many years of psychological construction, when things come to an end, he still can't take it easy.

But he wanted an answer anyway, an answer he probably already knew.

"I...you..." Sheng Yi said with some difficulty, "It shouldn't be like this."

"It really shouldn't be like this. Do you hope you don't know anything now?"

"Then you..." Sheng Yi whispered, "Why do you still tell me?"

The blood around Jiang Qi was the same as everything around him, solidified and stiff in the sub-zero climate. When Sheng Yi asked him why he didn't continue to whitewash the peace, he knew that everything was over.

"Tell me why." Jiang Qi said: "I like you, not the kind of liking, but the kind of liking you want to sleep with, want to be with you for the rest of your life, and want to register for marriage if possible! I can bear it for ten years, Sheng Yi, but it does not mean that I can endure the next ten years."

Hearing him discuss a relationship so straightforwardly, it took a long time for the other person to say, "I'm sorry."

"There's nothing to be sorry for. Why are you sorry for me?" Jiang Qi smiled. "It's expected. Don't feel like you owe me something after a long time. If possible, who would be willing to wait so long."

Jiang Qi took a deep breath and coughed, "Are you going to talk or I will?"

Sheng Yi looked at him, "Say what?"

"I said that I have a very urgent matter at work, and I must rush back to deal with it immediately. I may not be able to celebrate the New Year here again."

Sheng Yi didn't seem to expect that he wanted to leave so soon, or didn't expect that before he fully expressed his position, such a ten-year relationship would collapse in front of him in a destructive manner, "I can't Wait until the New Year is over before leaving, tomorrow is..."

"No." Jiang Qi shook his head resolutely, "Don't keep me, I'm in a very bad mood right now, and I want to be alone."

Sheng Yi didn't speak for a long time, and under Jiang Qi's irritable eyes, he suddenly pointed in a direction, "Didn't you agree to go back and find something to help him up, don't you care?"

Jiang Qi was almost laughed angrily by him, now who the hell is in the mood to take care of that pile of grass, and he spread his hands, "I didn't do it."

Jiang Qi took the blame off him cleanly, and Sheng Yi really couldn't make things difficult for him.

There was really no reason to keep him.

After returning, Jiang Qi went upstairs to pack his things and book a plane ticket by the way, but Sheng Yi didn't follow, wondering if he went to his family to explain his sudden departure.

No ticket, no ticket, no ticket, Jiang Qi swiped again and again, still no ticket for today.

The earliest one is tomorrow night.

Lost strategy.

Then go to a hotel, he can't stay safe and sound with Sheng Yi until tomorrow, he is very confused now, if there is no place for him to stay quietly, he is very afraid that he will have a sudden emotional collapse.

"There is no air ticket." Sheng Yi seemed to have discovered this fact one step ahead of him.

"Send me to the airport, I'll figure it out myself."

Sheng Yi stood by the door and looked at him, "Do you have to do this?"

Jiang Qi sat on the edge of the bed slumped, only thinking about charging forward, not thinking about how to retreat, a suicidal style of play.

"No way." Jiang Qi looked straight into his eyes, "Can you promise me that you will be with me?"

Under his almost questioning gaze, Sheng Yi shook his head.

No.

Enough, clear and clear.

"Then what do you leave me with?"

Sheng Yi wanted to speak, but Jiang Qi didn't let him say it, "Don't say we are still friends, I don't think it's necessary for me to repeat it again, what is my feeling for you, and tell me how to be a friend at a time like this."

Sheng Yi, you can't be so selfish.

If you really refuse, just simply shake your head like you are doing now, and tell me that you can't, don't even think about it.

Jiang Qi: "Take me to the airport."

Sheng Yi: "Can I go tomorrow, where do you live now?"

"Will you have no place to live if you have money?" Jiang Qi became restless again.

"Tomorrow." Sheng Yi repeated, "I'll take you to the airport early tomorrow morning."

Jiang Qi looked at him, "Sleep with me for the last night?"

Sheng Yi turned his head away, "Don't be joking."

For the rest of the day, Jiang Qi was in a trance, thinking about a lot of things, but he didn't remember any of them. He played with the children, chatted with his grandma, and fixed bugs for Sheng Li's computer. ...a busy day.

Fortunately, Sheng Yi had never been by his side, Jiang Qi could still bear it, but thinking of his saying no, it would inevitably make him feel uncomfortable again.

Even if it is a predetermined result, only he himself knows how bad it tastes to a flesh and blood person through personal experience.

At night, they still lie on the same bed, with their backs facing each other, and no one wants to sleep.

"Jiang Qi." Sheng Yi turned around slightly in the dark.

"To shut up."

After a while, "Jiang Qi."

Jiang Qi closed his eyes, "If you yell at me again, I'll do it."

"Moving what?"

"What do you think I'm a homosexual?" Jiang Qi said, "I haven't longed for anything in you, so shut up and go to sleep, or don't blame me for not being able to control my hands and feet."

Sheng Yi seemed to laugh in a low voice, and said after a while: "I actually like staying with you very much, but I never thought of sleeping with you. You suddenly asked me like this, and I can't answer."

Jiang Qi sat up without warning, and lifted the quilt. Sheng Yi grabbed him from behind, "Where are you going?"

Jiang Qi didn't speak, and sat by the bed for a while, because he still couldn't get himself out of the pain of anxiety and loss, and he was eager to vent countless indescribable emotions at this moment.

"Okay, I won't talk anymore." Sheng Yi pulled him, turned his back and fell asleep by himself.

Jiang Qi clenched the sheet under his body until he could no longer feel the strength and only when his palms were hot did he let go and lay down again.

Sheng Yi will feel guilty and can't bear it, but it's all temporary. Sooner or later, he will get over the regret of losing a friend, and maybe one day he will feel disgusted and perverted.

Thinking of this, Jiang Qi was extremely afraid of the future, because he didn't know how long he would have to stumble before he could get out of this hopeless relationship.

In the next ten years, in what way will he live his future life so that it will be easier, and there will be no more Sheng Yi in his life, no more secret love that he dislikes integrity and takes for granted.

Jiang Qi didn't sleep almost all night, and he got up early in the morning to take a shower.Sheng Yi got up after him, and by the look on his face, he knew he didn't sleep well.

"Did you tell them?" Jiang Qi asked.

"I'll tell them later." Sheng Yi said, "Otherwise they won't agree."

Early in the morning, someone had already set off firecrackers. Today is the Chinese New Year.

Sheng Yi drove him to the airport, and neither of them spoke during the journey.

After arriving at the airport, Jiang Qi finished check-in and walked all the way to the security check, without any intention of stopping.

Sheng Yi caught up with him two steps and grabbed him.

"I really can't stay with you now." Jiang Qi said.

"I know." Sheng Yi let go a little bit, Jiang Qi took two steps, turned around, and smiled, "Can I make a request?"

"You said."

"Let me kiss you."

Sheng Yi: "..."

Jiang Qi: "One last bite."

Sheng Yi opened his arms, "Come here."

Jiang Qi approached, and he could clearly feel his nervousness.

Sheng Yi thought it was a kiss, and subconsciously pursed his lower lip when he walked over.

Jiang Qi pulled his neckline, lowered his head and kissed his Adam's apple.

With a bit of restraint and a somewhat lustful mouthful, unless there are special circumstances, she generally doesn't think of a place to kiss.

"My Tongtian plan failed, and I can use this to make up for it." Jiang Qi narrowed his eyes and smiled, "Let's go."

Just about to leave, Sheng Yi hooked his head and kissed him, "Send me a message when you arrive."

"Let's talk when you think about it." Jiang Qi said.

He turned around, his eyes blushing uncontrollably.