rain and spring

Feixing's second factory has more than 80 production lines, all of which have completed fully automated production after being updated. Only one tail of each production line is a manual work area, which is to manually inspect the produced components to check whether they can pass the machine. The detected defective products are picked out.

Originally, Gan Lin had planned to snatch a production line with Que Yunfei, but he was still thinking about entrusting Jiang Bin to someone. The child had already greeted him cheerfully, "Brother Lin, Brother Yunfei, oh, Mr. Que said let me go!" When I leave the factory, I will be with him."

Jiang Bin himself felt that calling Que Yunfei brother in the company seemed too class-privileged, and he was getting used to changing his words these two days.

Gan Lin nodded to show that he understood, wondering if Que Yunfei was avoiding him again.

He is not a scourge, why does Que Yunfei take a step back every time he takes a step forward.

The more Gan Lin thought about it, the more angry he became. Finally, after the end, they each went back to the office building to pack up their things. He ignored Han Ying's gaze and ran to Que Yunfei's office, "Can I have dinner with Mr. Que?"

Que Yunfei sighed, "Tell me something?"

Gan Lin remembered that Que Yunfei sighed on the other end of the phone that night, "Gan Lin," he said, "you don't have to wrong yourself."

Why are you always sighing.

Gan Lin shook his head, "Are you avoiding me again?"

"No."

"After the team building last time, and after the phone call this time..." Gan Lin muttered, "You always have a legitimate reason to stay away from me."

Que Yunfei laughed helplessly, "I thought I made it very clear to you on the phone."

"It's very clear." Gan Lin said, "But I'm not wronged."

It's only because you hide from me that I feel more wronged.

But it can't be called wronged, Que Yunfei doesn't love him and is always pestered by him, no matter how you look at it, it's Que Yunfei who is wronged.

"Actually, I've been thinking," Que Yunfei said slowly, "Feixing bought a company in a neighboring province. If there is a manager missing, you can go."

"You don't have enough qualifications. You can start as a deputy manager and ask Du Fang to send someone with senior qualifications to help you," Que Yunfei said. "It can be regarded as an eye-opener when you go out. You are very smart and should not be confined here."

It shouldn't be about me.

Gan Lin heard his unfinished intentions, and said angrily, "If you want to transfer me, you might as well fire me."

"It's not impossible to leave the job." Que Yunfei actually seriously considered the feasibility, "Your major in university itself is not marketing, maybe you will do better if you change jobs."

Every sentence is for his sake, every sentence is not what he wants to hear.

But he had no way to blame Que Yunfei, he was the one who wanted to chase the person, he was the one who made the phone call, he was the one who started the conversation, and he even said the resignation first.

"We are all adults," Que Yunfei said again, "stop the loss in time."

In ancient Greek mythology, Sisyphus offended the gods. In order to punish Sisyphus, the gods asked him to push a boulder to the top of the mountain. Because the boulder was too heavy, it would roll down the mountain before reaching the top of the mountain. Do this over and over again, never ending.

Sisyphus found value in pushing a boulder.Gan Lin thought, and he would even be deprived of the right to push boulders.

He felt like crying again.

But this is too embarrassing, if he cries, maybe some people will think that he and Que Yunfei have some unpleasantness.

Gan Lin had no choice but to tighten his lips and use silence to resist Que Yunfei's proposal.

"There's no appointment for dinner," Que Yunfei broke the silence, "If you don't want to go somewhere else, I won't force you."

Jin couldn't keep Gan Lin's silence. He opened his mouth with a teary voice, "But there must be a reason for rejecting me."

"I tell the reasons and you refute them one by one?" Que Yunfei said, "Emotional matters can't be judged like a debate competition. Sometimes there is no right or wrong and no reason for it."

Que Yunfei was silent for a while, and it was rare for him to spread out his self-examination words in front of Gan Lin, "I have had a very failed relationship. We all made mistakes, but the conclusion is that I am not very good at loving people. But I am over three years old. Ten, I don’t want to learn to love anymore.”

"Gan Lin, have you ever been in love?"

Gan Lin shook his head.

Que Yunfei smiled, "Your first love should be sunny, full of vigor and vitality. It should not be a stubborn person like me who doesn't want to regress and change for anyone."

"You can't dictate what kind of person I want to fall in love with." Gan Lin closed his eyes, and wanted to have a showdown with Que Yunfei—"Didn't you ask me when I met you?"

"The first time I saw you, you suddenly appeared in front of me riding a motorcycle at lightning speed."

"You said what my first love should be like, but you were as enthusiastic and brilliant as you just said at that time."

"I was 14 years old and you were my first love."

"I managed to get into your university, I met you at the opening ceremony, and later I met your boyfriend at Jiang Yuan's home."

"The year I graduated, I decided to let myself end this absurd secret love that couldn't see the light. Sending a resume to Feixing is more of a form of ending than content."

"I never thought that I could really touch you, let alone that I would be like this a year later."

"If I had known that you would reject me with this reason, I should have dragged you shamelessly and entangled you in the first place, and snatched you from Jiang Yu."

Que Yunfei looked at him in amazement, his expression was a little loose.

Gan Lin's voice became hoarse, and he couldn't hold back his tears, "I'm different from Jiang Yu, you don't have to change or give in, and you don't have to love me."

"Let me love you, okay?"

"Gan Lin," Que Yunfei's voice was also a bit astringent, "How many years ago was that?"

He talked endlessly, but Gan Lin knew what he was asking.

"Nine years." Gan Lin said softly, "This year is the ninth year."

"How could you..."

"You love him so much, I thought you were happy with Jiang Yu. At that time, I could only hide myself as a bystander. I couldn't find the opportunity to appear in front of you, and I didn't have the courage to take myself to Jiang Yu Than." Gan Lin smiled bitterly, "I didn't dare to have delusions until I knew you broke up with Jiang Yu. I am really selfish, and I hate him for breaking up with you, and I thank him for breaking up with you for giving me the opportunity to be with you." You say the first sentence."

"Que Yunfei."

Gan Lin found out that this was the first time he called a man by his full name, "I don't care what reason you have to reject me, I will stay by your side. Anyway, you are soft-hearted and good-tempered except when you are working, and it is a disadvantage to be by your side." It's not me."

"It doesn't matter if you keep refusing to accept me, but one day if you change your mind, it will be my luck."

"I don't want to wait in line for you to try someone else," Gan Lin said, "I just want to jump in line. If I'm really unlucky and witness you fall in love with someone else, I'll admit it. Anyway, if you don't fall in love with someone else, don't try to escape. I love you .”

Gan Lin let out a long sigh of relief after speaking.

He was very satisfied with himself. Although his eyes were hot and his nose was sore, he finished such a long sentence in one breath without even shedding a single tear.

It's kind of tense.

He even had the strength to persuade Que Yunfei, "You can be selfish, I can change, I can give in, I can do anything."

Que Yunfei's expression changed from surprise to helplessness, "Aren't you afraid that I don't love you?"

"I'm not afraid." Gan Lin bit his lip, "But you are afraid."

"You're afraid that you won't be able to maintain a relationship, that you won't love someone, or that you'll disappoint others," Gan Lin said, "Can't you not take everything on yourself? Can't you just enjoy being loved by me? Try it and it won't hurt. deficit!"

It was rare for Gan Lin to utter such a long series of words in front of Que Yunfei with pride and force.

Que Yunfei laughed, "It seems like you know me better than I do from what you say."

Gan Lin was a little discouraged, "I..."

After all, he is eight years younger than Que Yunfei.

Do it all at once, second time tired, third time exhausted.He can still hold on standing here and talking to him like a rainbow is already the first breath to continue his life.But the man sat quietly at the desk and listened to his impassioned speech, and in the end he was able to make a joke calmly. Gan Lin suddenly felt that what he thought to be righteous seemed to Que Yunfei to be making trouble for no reason.

Que Yunfei was silent for a while without waiting for his answer, and slowly stood up and approached him, rubbing the corners of Gan Lin's eyes with his fingertips, "Why are you crying again?"

Gan Lin dodged awkwardly, and wiped his eyes fiercely, "This is a declaration that I want to chase you!"

Que Yunfei laughed dumbly, "Stop chasing him."

"You can't—" Gan Lin wanted to refute after hearing him say this.

"I mean," Que Yunfei tapped his forehead, "As you said, try it."

Que Yunfei occasionally wonders whether he suffered from PTSD due to his previous relationship, or whether he was simply too tired to recover and gather strength to love the next person.

But Gan Lin's bold words and lofty ambitions made him a little bit hopeful.During the eight years of entanglement between him and Jiang Yu, there was someone who had been loving him all the time. No matter how he thought about it, at least he could and should at least get his sympathy.

Everyone wants to be a character who is loved in love, even if only verbal love is precious.

Gan Lin's words were like a bonfire hanging in his dark night, he couldn't help being tempted, even if he became a selfish one-sided loved one.

Gan Lin was stunned, and it took him a while to react.He grabbed Que Yunfei's hand, "Is that what I mean?"

Que Yunfei saw himself in the bright eyes of the young man, which also reminded him of the time when he was cautious about himself, Que Yunfei nodded and said, "Yes."

Gan Lin leaned forward aggressively, "Can I kiss you?"

"The company has cameras," Que Yunfei pushed him away, "but you can invite me to dinner."

Gan Lin nodded in surprise, and then asked, "Then can I kiss you during dinner?"

I didn't feel that my behavior was like a hooligan at all.

Que Yunfei couldn't hold back his laughter at last, and patted his head, "No garlic."