Make a big death without sticking to small details

Within a few days, Gu Jun told him that he had submitted the selection list for the Emerging Author Award, and asked him to encourage readers to vote more in the next few days.

Because as long as the writers who have just written the article within three years can participate, generally there are very few writers shortlisted in the first year, and most of them have the potential to fight after they have written for three years and accumulated a lot of loyal readers.

Qi Li didn't take this matter to heart at first, but Mo Xiao and Yayue were very active in canvassing for him, so it was hard for him to continue fooling around. Looking at the number of votes rising slowly, he might be able to win .

The name of the author of the sand sculpture is not only on Weiyuhuo, but also on other websites. His works have even been filmed in many radio dramas, and the physical books published were also swept away on the first day. According to this momentum, it may not be possible He won the New Writer Award in the first year.

Qi Li was in a good mood, so he called Gu Jun and wanted to go out for dinner together, but the other side rang for a long time before answering.It shouldn't be this weekend.

The voice of classical music came from Gu Jun's end: "What's wrong?"

Most of the originally good mood dissipated after hearing this unsalty voice, Qi Li said angrily, "You won't take the initiative to find me unless I call you?"

The other end was silent for a moment, and said softly: "I'm sorry." He didn't know what to do with Qili, and although he often missed him, he was never an active person.

Qi Li took a deep breath to suppress his temper: "Where are you?"

The other party hesitated for a long time, and before he could answer, Qi Li immediately sensed something was wrong: "Don't tell me you're eating with someone else?"

"a friend."

Ghost letter!Qi Li's tone was strong - get up: "Send me the address."

Gu Jun rubbed the center of his brows, sighed and said, "Can I see you next time?"

"Not good! Send me the address!" If it's really an ordinary friend, why are you hiding it? Although he doesn't care on the surface, he really cares about the white moonlight in Gu Jun's heart.

Maybe the person he is dating is that white moonlight?No matter what, I have to go to the meeting.

Gu Jun could only send over the address, and said frankly: "My family arranged a blind date for me, so I have to go, just deal with it."

Qi Li was a little disappointed to think that it wasn't Bai Yueguang, and after being disappointed, he became even more disappointed, Gu Jun is a closet...

His family must not accept that an excellent son cannot carry on the family line.

Choking, he drank a lot of water to stabilize his voice, and asked, "Aren't you going to introduce me to your parents?"

There was another silence, the air was suffocatingly quiet, and it was clear without words.

Qi Li clicked his tongue, looked at the busy traffic under his feet through the floor-to-ceiling windows, the neon lights were everywhere, suppressed the little emotions in his heart, now is not the time to lose his temper: "It's okay, I'm willing to wait, now I have to come and deal with that annoying thing of yours Blind date."

Although he said so, his eyes were red across the phone.

Gu Jun hummed lightly and hung up the phone.

Qi Lihua sat on the ground, feeling so dazed that this relationship seemed to be just a carnival of his own, and after the curtain ended, there was nothing but confusion.

When I rushed to the coffee shop, I saw the handsome couple by the window as soon as I entered the door. The man was cool and handsome, the woman laughed and talked, and the atmosphere was harmonious.

The classical music had a romantic atmosphere, which added a little ambiguity. Qi Li stood at the door like an outsider and watched for a while. He mobilized his facial nerves and reluctantly showed a decent smile, and approached the two of them step by step.

"Brother Gu, who are you dating?" Qi Li smiled and sat next to Gu Jun, politely said to the woman in front of him, "Hi, my name is Qi Li."

The woman wore light makeup, and her facial features were fairly delicate. The displeasure of being disturbed quickly flashed across her eyes, and she quickly smiled back: "Hello, my name is Cheng Jing."

Gu Jun looked at Qi Li helplessly: "What would you like to drink?"

"Just drink yours." He picked up the coffee cup in front of Gu Jun, took a sip, and smiled at him with raised eyebrows.

Cheng Jing said: "You two have such a good relationship."

Qi Li smiled slightly: "Yes, in order to prevent you from being unhappy for the rest of your life, I have to tell you a secret."

"Oh? What secret?"

Qi Li pinched Gu Jun's chin, and said frivolously: "He is cold-indifferent, I tried."

Gu Jun rolled his eyes at him, patted his hand away, turned to Cheng Jing and said, "Miss Cheng, it's not too late now, I'll take you back first."

Cheng Jing was a little embarrassed to see their ambiguous behavior, and heaved a sigh of relief when he heard this, but the boy began to act like a demon again, holding his stomach with a pained face, and his voice was so weak that it seemed like the next second Just couldn't continue: "Brother Gu, my stomach hurts."

Gu Jun quickly supported her: "Did you eat your stomach? I'll take you to the hospital."

Qi Li grabbed his neck, buried it in his neck and nodded, then turned his head and lightly bit his neck, but Cheng Jing on the opposite side didn't see it because of the angle.

Gu Jun gently pushed him away, blushing a lot.

"Miss Cheng, look at this..." He apologized and smiled at her.

Cheng Jing also knew what was going on, so he forced a smile and replied, "I'll just take a taxi and go home by myself. Your friend's health is more important."

After the people left, Qi Li had to get up, propped his chin and turned his head to look at Gu Jun, feeling that he should give him a satisfactory reply.

Gu Jun rubbed his hair helplessly: "Next time, don't make fun of your own body."

Qi Li lowered his eyes to hide the thousands of thoughts in his heart, and said sullenly: "Why do you accept a blind date even though you have a boyfriend, don't tell me what your parents ordered, then what if your parents let you marry that person just now?"

Gu Jun paused his hands in the air, and sighed: "Qi Li, I'm not ready yet, and I don't know how to treat you."

"Don't you think you are avoiding the problem? You have never been such a person, which means that you have no intention of coming out at all."

Pointing at the vital point, piercing the transparent and tough gauze that had been placed between the two of them, the mud buried under the illusion of peace was exposed to the sun, making a rustling whisper.

Today's Gu Jun is always silent, Qi Li burns the last trace of expectation and luck in this silence, the truth is always bloody, ugly and disgusting.

He wants to pretend to be tolerant, not to care about, and to be considerate of his lover, but the premise is that Gu Jun is willing to coax him, even if he knows that some words are false and lie to children, he will take it as faith and choose to believe it.

Most people just believe what they want to believe.

But Gu Jun didn't even want to coax him.

"Forget it." Qi Li muttered: "You can do whatever you like, who told me to like you."

The two were full of thoughts. After Gu Jun sent him to the community, he was relatively speechless. Qi Li pointed to the house where he lived and asked, "Want to go up and sit down?"

It seems that he has never been to the place where he lives.

Gu Jun hesitated for a while, but still refused: "No, you should rest early."

"Oh." Qi Li felt a little frustrated, didn't want to look at him anymore, turned around and was about to leave, when Gu Jun held his hand, and only heard him say in an annoyed voice, "I'm sorry."

He turned his head and looked at him coldly, the moonlight shone on both of them, and his heart felt cold: "I'm sorry for what? I'm sorry for not daring to confess? I'm sorry for using me as a substitute? I'm sorry I like you?"

Gu Jun looked at him silently, his expression was more indifferent than the moonlight in the sky, revealing sadness.

Qi Li laughed at himself: "Then there's no need, I've said it all, I like you, no matter how you treat me, you won't lose any color."

"Perhaps in the end you will find that I am not worthy of you, and I will hurt you all over."

Qi Li hung his head and did not speak. After a long time, he sniffed and asked in a buzzing voice: "If it was your Bai Yueguang, would you be willing to treat him like this?"

As if he was afraid of hearing the answer, he immediately continued after asking: "Since I have chosen to like you as an ice cube, there is nothing to be afraid of, but after all, people's hearts are made of meat, I hope you at least control your speed. "

Gu Jun hugged him lightly, and his voice was so soft that if it wasn't for the quietness here, he would not be able to hear him, so he said sorry again.

Qi Li took a deep breath, forced a smile and said, "If you kiss me once, I won't care about it. Really, everything is up to you."

Gu Jun held his face in his cold hands, intertwined warm breaths, and covered his soft lips.

Qi Li was greedy to feel this tenderness, he didn't know whose tears flowed to the corner of his mouth, it was so salty, it was so salty, it was so salty, it was so heavy that he couldn't breathe.

It's so uncomfortable, why can a light kiss make people want to cry.

Are they really going to end up too?Qi Li was too stubborn to believe it, he felt that as long as he held onto him tightly and refused to let go, wouldn't they be together forever?

The first taste of love, sweet and bitter, can make people float in heaven, or suddenly fall into hell.

Waking up is just a big dream.

Yiyi was reluctant to part, the tenderness remained, and it was blown away by the wind, Qi Li pecked at the corner of his mouth again, his crystal clear eyes stared straight into his heart, as if he could see through this person at a glance, he was so frank that he would Heart language said: "I love you."

This love was fermented in the mediocrity, and then deteriorated quietly in the forbearance, and finally ended in endless pain.

How much does Gu Jun like him?Or, did Gu Jun ever like him?

Returning to the small rented house, he stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and quietly watched the sports car go away and disappeared from sight. He stared in that direction for a long time in a daze, and his legs were already numb when he recovered.

He felt a nausea in his chest, as if he had lost something and panicked, and his stomach started to rumble. He covered his mouth and rushed to the toilet, throwing up in a daze.

When he had nothing to vomit and could only vomit acid water, he sat down on the floor by the pool, feeling ridiculous and embarrassed.

He remembered how wanton and insolent he was when he was young, is he really still Qili now?

Love is like a cup of poisoned wine, intoxicating people can't tell right from wrong in this life, don't know what is the day and night, ups and downs in a muddle, relying on duckweed to drift the sea, but think that if you drop anchor, you own the whole sea area.

All sanity is eaten by dogs.

In the winter, he took a cold shower and forced himself to wake up. He was sick and took special medicine. The next day he woke up groggy and still had a fever.

Originally, I planned to just lie down and take the ready-made medicine so that the disease would recover naturally, but the kitten came to visit suddenly, and when I entered the door, I understood his dying appearance, and hugged him to comfort him: "It's okay, it's okay, If this one is gone, just find the next one, who hasn’t been planted yet.”

Qi Li pushed him away, and said angrily: "You have never been planted before."

The kitten seemed to be remembering something, and his face was particularly ugly: "I think I'm afraid I'm going to be planted, let's not talk about this, I brought you a gift."

Mysteriously, he took out a box from his pocket, opened it and saw that there were chocolates of various flavors inside: "How about it, brother, how are you? I brought it back for you from Australia."

Qi Li had to taste a piece as a token, this one was wine heart, it melted within a short while in his mouth, but he was a little out of tune with his taste buds, so he raised his mood and said, "It's pretty good."

The kitten covered him with a quilt, and sighed: "Your love path is comparable to mine. If you weren't sick, I would definitely take you to a bar to have a good night."

Qi Li smiled wryly, it seemed that he escaped a catastrophe.

The cat thief Xixi smiled, and pointed to the box of chocolates: "But this box of chocolates is enough for you to cheer up. If you eat two pieces in a row, it will be like taking aphrodisiacs, and your whole body will be dry and hot. It's just not that violent."

Qi Li glanced at him sadly: "Why did you give me this, you should keep it for yourself."

"Hey, don't be angry, you can also have a single piece to eat, this setting is just for fun." The kitten quickly took the chocolate away, for fear that he would just throw it away.

"Isn't it because I heard you say that you can't get started some time ago, so I gave you an idea."

Qi Li said angrily, "Do you think I'm such a vulgar person?"

"No, no, don't be angry, I'll make it up to you, I'll clean your room." As he spoke, he hurriedly took the mop around, as if he really wanted to make amends.

The author has something to say:

Hahaha, this book is really rushing, vigorous

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