Make a big death without sticking to small details

In the emptiness, he heard someone talking, the voice of Bai Yang, the voice of the kitten, the voice of the mother he had only met a few times, the voice of the hypocritical brother, the voice of Yayue, Mo Xiao's voice was Gu Jun's voice the most.

But he couldn't hear what they said, it was buzzing, as if separated by a layer of glass, he could only see shadows, sometimes awake, sometimes blurred, and he still couldn't grasp the truth.

I don't know how long it took before his consciousness became clear. Although he couldn't open his eyes, he could see the outside situation through some medium.

It was a ward, and it was white everywhere. He was lying on the hospital bed, with no blood on his face, wearing an oxygen mask, and a monitor beside him was ticking, ringing in the silent ward. , which makes people feel inexplicably uneasy.

He could even smell the hospital's disinfectant and the scent of flowers blooming on the windows.

Gu Jun was sleeping beside his bed, breathing lightly, peaceful and quiet.His face looked pale, and his slightly wrinkled brows showed haggardness, but it still didn't affect that handsome face, showing a fragile sense of beauty.

Qi Li greedily looked at his sleeping face, wanting to engrave him firmly in his mind so that he would be able to recognize him at a glance in his next life.

Gu Jun seemed to feel a line of sight looking at him, surrounded by a familiar feeling, his thick and curly eyelashes fluttered, and he opened his eyes, which were still lingering with sleepiness, Qi Li watched The sleepiness in his eyes gradually dissipated and became brighter. He heard Gu Jun call his name softly, looked around the ward and asked, "Qi Li, are you there? Are you looking at me?"

Gu Jun's voice trembled violently. If it wasn't because Qi Li had no body now, he would have been so cowardly that tears would flow down his face. He wanted to say that I was here, but he couldn't make a sound.

Gu Jun looked at the vast void, his eyes diverged: "Why are you still awake? Do you know how uncomfortable it is for me to wait?"

A gust of wind blew in from the window, lifted the snow-white curtains and fluttered across Gu Jun's hair, like a lover's gentle murmur.

He stretched out his hand to feel the trajectory of the wind, and his palm was icy cold.

"You can hear that, right?" Gu Jun looked at the person on the hospital bed with his eyes closed, his long eyelashes trembling: "But you don't know that after receiving that call, I..."

He didn't say any more, because his voice started to choke, and he was afraid that he would collapse completely after speaking the next word.

Only then did Qi Li really feel afraid, afraid that he would really leave like this, what would happen if Gu Jun was left alone?

He wanted to open his eyes, but he couldn't do it. He just wiped his consciousness now.

Gu Jun's straight back was still unwilling to let go, and he looked lonely and lonely. He was dazed for a while, and after recovering, he drooped his eyes to cover up his worries, and when he raised his eyes, there was only coldness and indifference.

He pressed the quilt, kissed Qi Li on the forehead, stood up and went out.

So Qi Li fell into a boundless deep sleep again.

When he became conscious for the second time, he clearly felt that he was inside the jade that Gu Jun was carrying on his chest. When the jade was close to his body, he could see the situation outside for a short time.

Gu Jun was sitting by the window staring at the computer doing something, the kitten sat on the sofa with its legs crossed and gnawed on the chicken leg, and said vaguely to the sick man lying on the bed: "It smells so good, what a pity, You can't eat now, if you want to eat, get up quickly, it's all yours."

The small table in front of him was filled with a box of fried chicken legs, the aroma filled the whole ward, the sound of creaking and creaking made people's appetite go up, but Qi Li didn't feel the appetite, he just wanted to get up and eat with him, Nai He is still powerless.

The kitten took a sip of Coke, exhaled in relief, dipped some ketchup on the chicken legs, and continued to seduce: "I'm so full, what can I do with the rest of it, it's a pity to lose it."

The kitten said it was pitiful, and its eyes were indeed terribly sad: "Your damn brother has been put in prison, and when you wake up, all the money of your-mom belongs to you alone, and you must also I don't care about this food, you have to take me to a big meal when the time comes, and I will rely on you to support me in my next life."

He sniffled, his eyes were red, and he had to stuff fried chicken legs into his mouth mouthful, making his cheeks so full.His eyes gradually became lonely, his voice lost the vitality before, it became deeper and deeper, and finally choked up: "I know you are not the Qi Li I used to know, although I don't know where the previous Qi Li went, But I still regard you as my best friend, so you must wake up."

Qi Li said that he did not understand the logic of his words.

He sat there gnawing on the chicken legs, feeling sad for a while, cleaned up the table, patted his ass, greeted Gu Jun, and left.

Gu Jun stood up and opened the window to blow away the smell of fried chicken in the room, and then closed the window until the smell subsided.

He sat on the edge of the bed and stared at Qi Lifa for a while, heaved a long sigh, and touched his lips with his fingers for a while.

Qi Li felt a little uncomfortable watching, his throat seemed to be blocked by something, his consciousness was circling around Gu Jun, wanting to hug him, but it was like a ray of cool wind without warmth, wrapped around his fingertips but couldn't touch him. arrive.

There was a knock on the door, Gu Jun wiped his face, and when he looked again, his eyes were clear again. He sat back in front of the computer and called to come in, and a nurse came in after pushing the door, checking the patient's condition, while recording. Asked: "Is this your brother? You two have such a good relationship."

No, it's my love.

"No, it's my lover."

The voice was synchronized with his consciousness, Gu Jun curled his lips, and looked at the person on the bed with tender and lingering eyes.

The nurse froze for a moment, and smiled like an aunt: "He will definitely wake up for you."

"Thank you." Gu Jun showed a gentle smile. After the nurse closed the door and left, he whispered: "When you wake up, can we announce the relationship? Like you said, the whole world will bless us .”

The wind blowing in the air became more and more gentle, brushing the hair on his forehead and the corners of his raised mouth, like a lover's caress.

"At that time, I will take you home to meet my parents, you take me to meet your current parents, we can go to the Monserrat Palace to hold a wedding, and then I will put down everything in my hand and accompany you to every day in the world. It’s a romantic place for our honeymoon, we can register our marriage certificate in Ireland, at least there is still a place in this world that can admit our love and prove our innocence.”

He murmured softly and placed a kiss on Qi Li's lips.

He originally thought that he could leave him and accept his parents' arrangement to marry a woman and have children, until he got old and recalled the name Qi Li, but only sighed, and then he realized that he had been mired in the mud before he knew it, and it was difficult to fly.

Taste the cause of love, and don't want to endure the dying fruit.

Gu Jun took out an exquisite gift box from his pocket, which contained a pair of shining pair of rings. He took out one of them and put it on Qi Li's left middle finger. On his own finger, he smiled lightly and said, "I've decided on my own initiative, and I won't accept going back on my word."

He looked at Qi Li's quiet sleepy eyes and was silent for a long time again, his expression was like a bottomless lake, deep and clear, without a trace of emotion, but he could see from it that there was infinite tenderness inside.

His soft voice was like a gust of wind, blowing away in time: "I hope one day I can put a shackle on your ring finger."

it is good......

Qi Li was happy and lonely at the same time, he didn't want to worry about whether Gu Jun found out that he was the Qi Li from before, he just wanted to wake up and hold him tightly, and say hello to him loudly.

A burst of suction led his consciousness into the darkness again, but this time he could see the situation outside very quickly, a vast expanse of whiteness, and an old man who looked like a Taoist standing in the middle, with his gray beard hanging down to his chest, Trembling with his cough trembling.

"You finally came."

Qi Li finally saw his phantom, walked towards the old man and asked, "May I ask who you are?"

The old man looked at him very kindly, and even felt a little compassionate. He coughed a few times before saying, "I am the one who brought you here."

Qi Li: "..." Of course he knows this.

The old man smiled, pointed around and asked, "What do you see here?"

Qi Li said: "Boundless white."

The old man: "Closing your eyes and looking again?"

Although he thought these words were insane, Qi Li still closed his eyes obediently, his expression changed in vain, and he suddenly opened his eyes and said in disbelief, "It's still endless white."

"That's right." The old man stroked his beard and shook his head and said, "Only a person with a pure heart, no matter whether he closes his eyes or opens them here, what he sees is white."

Qi Li asked suspiciously: "What about the person with an impure mind?"

The old man smiled cruelly: "If you open your eyes, it will be hell of karma, but if you close your eyes, your eyes will be full of blood."

Qi Li didn't say a word, thinking that the old man must come to him for more than just talking about these things.

The old man recovered his kind smile, looked at him with satisfaction for a long time before saying: "Do you want to go back or stay here?"

Without even thinking about it, Qi Li said, "Go back."

"Don't you ask what is the use of staying here?"

Qi Li shook his head and said with a smile: "No matter the great benefits, I just want to go back."

The old man sighed for a long time: "Forget it, you can't force it, it's God's will."

He took the fly whisk in his arm and waved it, and Qi Li retreated a thousand miles away, and he could no longer see the person in front of him. After a burst of dizziness, he felt his heavy body, the beating heart, and the flowing force. blood.

He wanted to open his eyes, but his eyelids were as heavy as a thousand pounds. He wanted to open his mouth to speak, but his lips seemed to be stuck together with glue. In the end, he exhausted all his strength, only his fingers trembled, and the next moment he was caught by his lips. Good-natured palms, it feels really bad that someone is talking and he can't hear clearly.

But he knew that he had already returned, and it was only a matter of time before he woke up.

Drowsiness infected his brain, and he couldn't hold it any longer and fell asleep.

One second before he fell into a deep sleep, he heard an old voice sighing leisurely and said to him: "I hope that when you think of everything, you will find it worth giving up."

Feeling his palm being tightly held by another pair of warm palms, he thought, no matter what he gave up, it was worth it.

When the first ray of sunlight shone on the earth in the morning, in a certain ward, the patient who had been sleeping for two years drew a tear from the corner of his closed eyes, and finally opened his clear and bright eyes.

It symbolizes new life and hope, full of fearlessness and joy.

There is no better pair of eyes.

There is guidance in the dark, so that the lonely and wandering soul will continue to move forward towards the warm sun and return to his destination.

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