not lonely

When Liao Tongxun walked into Zhong Qianyi's ward again, Zhong Qianyi was leaning on the bed and watching his mobile phone. When he saw him coming in, he lost his mind for a moment and immediately returned to normal.

"Tong Xun, you are here."

Liao Tongxun nodded, pulled a chair and sat on the edge of the bed, and only then had time to look at Zhong Qianyi's situation.

The injury was serious, gauze was wrapped around his head, his legs were hanging in the air, his face and arms were bruised, and Liao Tongxun looked like he wanted to curse.

"How did it hurt like this?"

"It's okay, just a little accident."

In fact, this matter, Zhong Qianyi knew it well, it was nothing more than the previous supplier of the small company that had just acquired it.They had come to Zhong Qianyi on the day of the accident, wanting to collect the payment they owed before, but the two sides had never reached an agreement on the account issue, and finally they broke up.As a result, something happened when I was driving after get off work.

Zhong Qianyi recalled from time to time that the person on the other side seemed to have said that he had to teach himself a lesson.But these words were taken by him as deaf ears, they entered in the left ear, and then came out in the right ear.

Liao Tongxun sighed heavily in his heart, and pulled Zhong Qianyi's hand out of nowhere.

Different from ordinary men's hands, Zhong Qianyi's hands are unusually white and tender, with round nails and slender fingers. Liao Tongxun grabbed his hand, remembering that Zhong Qianyi used these hands to lighten his hands every time he was drunk and wanted to vomit. Pat yourself lightly.

"Brother Yi..."

"kindness?"

"I... the first time I saw you, you were also wearing a hospital gown, pale and sick..." Liao Tongxun raised his head, stared into Zhong Qianyi's deep eyes, and said slowly: "Up to now, It's been seven years. I always seem to be cold and indifferent to you, you have done so much for me, because I have suffered so many injuries, I have never said thank you to you, not even smiled Why did I smile at you, I often get you into trouble, I don’t have a job, I want you to support..."

Liao Tongxun was on the verge of tears as he spoke.

"Brother Xiaoyi, tell me, why am I so ignorant... Do you hate me...I don't know why I am like this...I'm sorry...I'm sorry Xiaoyi...Brother..."

The man in front of him with his head bowed, red eyes, and a sad face is... his Liao Tongxun?Zhong Qianyi secretly pinched her thigh under the quilt to make sure that she was not dreaming.

"Tongxun, you... don't cry... my brother is willing to take care of you, and I don't hate you at all." Zhong Qianyi knew that this accident had frightened Liao Tongxun.The young master who cherishes words like gold on weekdays has never had such a side.

"Tongxun, did you scare me? Brother is fine. It's just a little injury, it doesn't hurt at all. Don't worry, huh?"

After hearing this, Liao Tongxun finally couldn't help crying, and he wiped it carelessly.

"You scared me to death, Zhong Qianyi. When I received the call, I thought, I thought..." As soon as the sad mouth opened, those gushing emotions could no longer be contained, and they rushed out clamorously. touched Liao Tongxun's body, and erupted wantonly, "You are a big man...why...why can't you even take care of yourself..."

Those indescribable fears in my heart are reminding myself how much I love you.It's a pity that the infinitely magnified words, but only dared to say it secretly to myself.

"Brother Yi, please, don't leave me behind."

Also, can I ask you selfishly, don't, don't be with Du Mingcan...

Zhong Qianyi recovered very quickly, and three days later, he was bouncing around in the ward.Except for the broken leg that needs more attention, the other injuries are basically healed.Forced by Du Mingcan every day to supplement calcium, he ate pork bone chicken soup and oxtail in different ways. After a week, Zhong Qianyi gained several catties instead.Looking at her rounded waist in the mirror, Zhong Qianyi held her mouth and scolded Du Mingcan hundreds of times in her heart.

During these days in the hospital, Liao Tongxun stayed with him in the hospital during the day, and Zhong Qianyi could clearly feel that these days were obviously different from before after the child cried wantonly the night he was injured.He even found out that he had submitted a lot of resumes on the website, and it seemed that he was determined to find a job.

At this point, Zhong Qianyi was quite pleased.When a child grows up, he has to find a decent job so that he can marry a wife, start a family and start a business, and the banner of revolution can be passed on from generation to generation.

That day, Zhong Qianyi was gnawing on an apple, watching the child earnestly revise his resume, and teasing him about which girl he fell in love with with a snickering smile. black face.

In fact, Liao Tongxun just suddenly became enlightened. He knew that he couldn't always regard Zhong Qianyi's meticulous care of him as love.When there is no Du Mingcan by his side, this kind of self-deception may be effective, but Du Mingcan gives Zhong Qianyi all the good things he can do, and Zhong Qianyi must know the taste, and fall in love with the one who selflessly gave him everything. people.

So he had to become stronger, he had to give more than Du Mingcan, and give more to Zhong Qianyi, in order to defeat the enemy.

Like an upright man, grab the one you love and protect him well, like a holy oath, love him, take care of him, and never leave him.

Thinking about it later, Liao Tongxun would laugh at how naive he was.How stubborn that person is, how could he not understand after getting along with him for so many years.

However, when it comes to Shen Lu, it seems like nothing happened. Liao Tongxun and Du Mingcan have never seen him in the hospital once when they go to and from work or go out to socialize normally. It seems that the person named Zhong Qianyi is dead or alive. Lu didn't care at all.

If he didn't go, Du Mingcan was also happy.The past between him and Zhong Qianyi is still an unspeakable pain in Du Mingcan's heart.He is more happy than anyone else that these two people rarely see each other.Happy to be happy, Du Mingcan is still confused about this matter.

In fact, Zhong Qianyi knew the reason, Shen Lu was mad at herself.

When the accident happened that day, Zhong Qianyi made a phone call to Shen Lu, as if confessing his last words, and talked a lot.

At that time, Du Mingcan and the fire police who came to the rescue were trying their best to save him not far from the car. Zhong Qianyi saw his anxious flushed face and bewildered look, feeling sad in his heart.

That fool who can lose his life to himself may be destined to be inseparable in this life.

If he was lucky enough to be saved this time, he would definitely not be able to drive Du Mingcan out of his heart. He was afraid that he would really be doomed this time, and Shen Lu would blame him if he didn't even say goodbye.

No matter what the situation was, he had to make an explanation to his heart, to Shen Lu, well, say a word to Shen Lu in his heart, cherish goodbye.

He once said goodbye to Shen Lu in his heart, but now he was extremely selfish and wanted to say goodbye to Shen Lu himself.

"If I die, help me take care of Liao Tongxun...and you, Lord Shen, don't be too sad...you know, I can't stand your sadness. You are the only thing I care about in this world. ..”

"Worrying about your head, Zhong Qianyi, you fucking insist on me looking for you, where are you?"

"Don't leave Master Shen, you don't come here, you can't save me even if you come, I'm not willing to die when I see you."

"Zhong Qianyi, don't talk nonsense about where you are! If you don't talk about me, I will ignore you for the rest of my life."

"Master Shen, live well, and..."

I once loved you, loved you very much, but I may not be able to love you anymore.

Zhong Qianyi wanted to tell him so much, but in the end she swallowed all the dense love into her stomach and rotted in her heart.

"Xiao Yi, please tell me where you are, don't treat me like this...I will hate you..."

It seemed that Shen Lu really hated him.

At night, Du Mingcan would run to the hospital after work, and then hurriedly drove Liao Tongxun away.In the name of letting him go home to rest, in fact it is to prevent him from disturbing their world of two.

The joy of remaining alive after the catastrophe and the happiness of finally being with Zhong Qianyi made Du Mingcan feel like he was soaking in a honeypot, surrounded by sticky and sweet smells. Those sweet smells slowly fermented, but unexpectedly fermented Morbid chagrin.

"Why did this injury hurt me, Xiao Yi, a skinny person, how distressing it is...It would be nice if it hurt me."

Once, Du Mingcan touched Zhong Qianyi's injured leg distressedly, and said to himself while twitching the corner of his mouth. After hearing this, Zhong Qianyi hit him hard on the head with the mobile phone in his hand.

"Du Mingcan, if you think you have extra arms and legs, just open the window and jump from here. I guarantee you will lose your arms and legs."

Du Mingcan smiled and said nothing, raised his buttocks and hugged Zhong Qianyi sideways on the hospital bed, as if reconfirming that all this happened for real, and not those beautiful bubbles like the scenes that appeared in his dreams countless times. , the moment he opened his eyes, it was fragmented.

"You think I don't want to, I want to jump down to see if this is my dream, I'm afraid that I'll wake up and stare at the ceiling with my eyes empty, only By myself, without you."

After hearing this, Zhong Qianyi was moved, but also a little distressed. She adjusted her position in his arms and wrapped her hands around his waist.

"If you're so nasty again, I'll kick you downstairs with one of my healthy legs, and let you make sure."

"Zhong Qianyi, you are so cruel. Just kicked me away after using me, and see how I deal with you." Du Mingcan raised his hand to hold Zhong Qianyi's head, turned around and kissed his lips.

It was just a simple light touch, and it left the man's lips in an instant, but the face of the man was still red in an instant, even red to the ears.

He smiled a few times in a good mood, and reluctantly took away the hand that was around his lover, "You take a break first, I'll get you some water to wash."

Just about to stand up, he was pulled back to the hospital bed by a not-so-great force, and then Zhong Qianyi's face, which had not receded from the red tide, was pressed against her.

A lingering kiss, initiated by Zhong Qianyi, happened when Du Mingcan didn't dare to expect anything.That's Zhong Qianyi responding to Du Mingcan's affection, telling him with actions that all unreal dreams can jump out of his mind and become vivid in front of his eyes, and all unimaginable things can be vividly and vividly before his eyes .

I don't like talking about love with words, but I want to tell you with actions.

"Du Mingcan, you have to be responsible to me."

"it is good."

"Du Mingcan, I can't go to work now, you have to support me and buy me delicious food."

"of course."

"Du Mingcan, I want to eat pizza, hamburger, milk tea, chicken leg, pork ribs, chili fried meat."

"Zhong Qianyi, are you a pig?"

"Du Mingcan, you want to help me raise Liao Tongxun."

"..."

The two were immersed in this sudden kiss and nonsensical conversation, and did not notice that the door of the ward opened and closed again.

Outside the door was Shen Lu's disappointed expression and tightly clenched fists.