not lonely

It took a hundred days to hurt his muscles and bones, but Zhong Qianyi couldn't bear to go to the company after staying at home for a month.Du Mingcan couldn't beat him, so he had to pick up the car every day and serve him very thoughtfully.

During the past few days when she was injured, Zhong Qianyi initially sent Shen Lu a wechat report to report the situation. Knowing that he was very angry with her, she tried every means to please her, admitting her mistakes and comforting her at the same time, but she still didn't receive a single reply from Shen Lu.

In the end, his self-esteem was still hurt by his cold attitude, and gradually, the WeChat contact was also cut off.

Shen Lu was really hurt. He was scared to death by Zhong Qianyi's last words on the phone. He finally couldn't bear it anymore and went to look for him. However, he found out that he and Du Mingcan were in love. He was so sad that he was going to die, so he asked I took the annual leave and flew abroad to relax.

The day Zhong Qianyi resumed work, Shen Lu had actually just returned not long ago.

In the underground parking lot, Du Mingcan was driving Zhong Qianyi to help him out of the car, when Shen Lu's car drove in and parked three parking spaces away from him.

Stop, turn off the car, open the door, get out, close the door.Shen Lu kept staring at Du Mingcan and Zhong Qianyi's tightly holding hands, the dark underground parking lot stung his eyes.

He was about to leave without saying a word, and then stopped in Zhong Qianyi's shout.

Zhong Qianyi gently pushed away Du Mingcan's hand that was supporting her, and limped towards Shen Lu, whose back was facing her, and stopped one meter behind him.

Just about to speak, Shen Lu's phone rang.When he put the phone to his ear, Zhong Qianyi saw the name on the phone.

Haichuan.

Immediately afterwards, I heard a bright voice that Shen Lu hadn't heard for a long time, revealing the brilliance of a warm sun, word by word.

"you arrived?"

"I'm in the parking lot, go upstairs now."

"Great, I just didn't have breakfast."

It was only then that Zhong Qianyi remembered that when he was in the hospital not long ago, the news pushed by his mobile phone one day was obviously blurry but in his eyes was very clear.

The two people who were on the cusp of the storm didn't shy away from it at all, they walked out of the bar together, then got into Song Haichuan's nanny car, and went straight back to his high-end apartment. Shen Lu didn't come out all night.

Although the Lord didn't say anything, Song Haichuan didn't come out to refute the rumors, so the relationship must have been confirmed.

Shen Lu put down the phone, turned back to face Zhong Qianyi, and resumed his flat tone: "Director Zhong, what's the matter? I have something to hurry to the company. If it's not something urgent, let the company talk about it."

Not anymore, never again.

Du Mingcan watched Shen Lu go away, Zhong Qianyi was still standing there motionless, sighed in his heart, stepped forward and hugged him in his arms.

"Go up." He said lightly.

It was obvious that Du Mingcan felt sad seeing Zhong Qianyi like this, but in the face of Zhong Qianyi's sadness, his own feelings were not important at all.

Song Haichuan is their company's new spokesperson. As Shen Lu wished, the contract will last for three years.

Shen Lu actually didn't know whether he was with Song Haichuan or not.

He had been to the hospital many times, to be exact, he would visit Zhong Qianyi every day.It wasn't until that time in the hospital that he got up and kissed Du Mingcan that he finally couldn't bear the cruel result and ran away.

He went to the bar to drink, alone, in a remote corner.

Drinking a glass of wine, but still not feeling drunk, even more sober than ever.

He remembered the way Zhong Qianyi opened his eyes just after surgery that year.

Yelling loudly, his eyes full of fear and helplessness, the irritable boy calmed down in his arms, like an obedient kitten breathing calmly with his heartbeat.

I don't know if Zhong Qianyi heard it, but Shen Lu's heart beat wildly.

He remembered the year when he just went to work, he and Zhong Qianyi went to the ancient town that he had longed for for a long time, but the small hotel where they lived suddenly lost power at night, and the surroundings were dark. Zhong Qianyi borrowed the phone and the faint light of the moon, He picked a red lantern and hung it in their room. The red candle was flickering. He smiled and held up the dim lantern. Under the reflection of the candlelight, his face was so beautiful that it was not like ordinary dust.

The feasting and debauchery outside has nothing to do with me, I only love your slight warm light under the thick night.

He remembered that Zhong Qianyi's classmate called him and told him that Zhong Qianyi was injured.For no reason, he was beaten for a high school ruffian from the school next door. When Shen Lu saw his face covered in blood in the hospital, his face was livid with fright, but he solemnly took out a blood-stained box from his arms.

That day coincided with the limited sale of signed badges of Shen Lu's favorite team, Zhong Qianyi, who had no class, promised him to get up early to help him line up to buy them.But he was scared to death by him, how can he remember the limited edition and badge?

Zhong Qianyi remembered.Even until he fell into a bleeding coma, he held the gift in his arms tightly, which was the instinct of the body.

He thought of Liao Tongxun who had appeared between them since then, they quarreled because of Liao Tongxun, and sometimes even fought.Shen Lu is jealous, jealous of Liao Tongxun who can make Zhong Qianyi meticulous, jealous of Zhong Qianyi's eyes staring at Liao Tongxun, jealous of Zhong Qianyi's compromises for Liao Tongxun again and again.

Liao Tongxun was drunk, and he never got angry. He always helped him clean up his vomited mess, bathed him, fed him hangover soup, and put him to sleep.

When Shen Lu was drunk, he would deliberately carry him to the bed with a straight face, threatening him that he would stop taking him in if he drank too much next time.

In fact, he saw the distress on Zhong Qianyi's face when he was taking care of him.

He remembered the days when the two of them worked overtime together, blushing and quarrelling over business issues, and shouted at the loser to buy supper.Every time, Shen Lu was defeated, pouted resentfully, took the car keys and walked slowly, waiting while walking.Because Zhong Qianyi seldom asked him to work as a coolie, the two of them didn't drive, chose the nearest restaurant, and walked side by side to order food at the restaurant not far from the company.

The table was full, warming the stomachs and hearts of two people.Even in the cold deep winter, it is as warm as spring in March.

Later, Du Mingcan started chasing Zhong Qianyi, and when working overtime all night, there were no longer just two of them.Seeing Zhong Qianyi not rejecting Du Mingcan's overtures, Shen Lu angrily ignored him for a few days.

He knew that Zhong Qianyi was naturally slow to react, but he didn't expect the arc of reflex to be so long.It was more than a month before he told Shen Lu hesitantly that he felt that Du Mingcan liked him.Seeing Zhong Qianyi's troubled expression, Shen Lu was overjoyed. He knew him too well, and knew that he probably didn't have that kind of heart for Du Mingcan, so he laughed and teased Zhong Qianyi, saying "Oh ancestor, you just found out."

In fact, Shen Lu was just thinking in his heart, and quickly rejected him when he found out, um, quickly rejected him.But he didn't notice Zhong Qianyi's aggrieved and gloomy eyes at all.

I told you someone was chasing me, I thought you'd be mad, you'd care, you'd be tight, but you didn't.

Also, maybe, you don't care at all.

......

Too many past events came to mind, Shen Lu felt as if he was crying.It should be, otherwise why would any stranger see that I was crying?

"Are you crying?"

"Song Haichuan?" Shen Lu raised his head and glanced at the person in front of him, a vaguely handsome face appeared in front of him. "Why are you here?"

"I happened to pass by and saw your car outside." Song Haichuan sat down beside him, "What's wrong with you?"

Asking for a wine glass from the bartender, Shen Lu poured Song Haichuan a full glass of wine, and then filled his own glass.

"Come on, cheers."

"Is this how you drink? Shen Lu, are you going to drink yourself to death?"

"I drank it to death and no one cares about me. Then drink it." As he spoke, he made a gesture of pouring it into his mouth.

Song Haichuan snatched the cup, left and right hands each had a glass of wine, and drank it down one after another.The spicy wine passed through his throat, making Song Haichuan cough uncontrollably.

"No drinking today, go, come home with me."

"Who the hell are you? He, Zhong Qianyi, doesn't care about me anymore. What the hell are you meddling in?" He went to get the wine again.

"Shen Lu, I don't care what kind of wind you have tonight, you are not allowed to drink now, let me go home."

After all, Shen Lu was taller and stronger than him.Just so awkwardly, he pulled the drunk man into his car.

He ordered his assistant to drive, and by the way put Shen Lu's head, which had finally calmed down, on his shoulder, staring at his sleeping face in a daze.

He is obviously a very manly man, but he has skin that can be broken like a little girl, with long eyelashes, and a face that is ridiculously small, with a beautiful blush under the influence of alcohol.

Under such an expression, Song Haichuan lost his mind and didn't notice at all that the flash of the camera was crackling on the two of them starting from the bar.

So what if you find out?He never wanted to stop.Everything related to the person in front of him is happy to happen.

Both of them were a little excited that night, or the effect of alcohol made them both distracted and infatuated.Everything happened just right.A pair of Bi people seem to be in love with each other.When each other needed each other the most, they gave each other the deepest response.

"Do you love me?" Shen Lu asked during the deep intercourse.

"Love." Someone replied.

But who is that person?In fact, it is not important anymore.