not lonely

"Have something to say?" Liao Tongxun didn't seem to be surprised by Zhong Qianyi's arrival, holding the door frame with one hand, and even said with a smile on his face, "I thought you would come two days ago, but I didn't expect you to delay until now." Come...hehehe..."

Zhong Qianyi was taken aback, knowing that Liao Tongxun was angry, she lowered her head and apologized: "I'm sorry Tongxun, I...I was delayed two days ago..."

"Haha... That's right..." Liao Tongxun laughed twice, "Brother Xiao Yi, you have too many things to be busy with, too many people to love, you... how can you care about me?"

Zhong Qianyi's heart seemed to be tightly clenched, the pain made him unable to breathe freely, and he buried his head deeply, as if acquiescing to what Liao Tongxun said.

Liao Tongxun was stimulated by his tacit expression. He pulled his hand like crazy and dragged him into the room. He stood behind him, supported his shoulders, and led him passing by room by room. Show him, as if counting, the love that has been deeply embedded in every crack of the house in those years, and love is not the same.

He was talking to Zhong Qianyi, but also to himself.

Those times, like the movies shown that day, are vivid in my memory.

"Zhong Qianyi, do you remember this place, we spent one night after another together..." He pointed to his study and said to him.

"Do you remember here, let's cook together..." He pointed to his kitchen and said to him.

"Here, every time I get injured in a fight, you bandage and put on a Band-Aid for me..." He pointed to his living room and said to him.

"And here...the only time you were drunk, but...you...called someone else's name..." He pulled him weakly, and came to the bathroom where he was bathed.

He regretted, why did he restrain himself at that time, if he had made him his own at that time, wouldn't there be everything later?

In the end, he didn't even have the strength to wipe away his tears, so he stared blankly at Zhong Qianyi, stretched out his hand to hold his face, and murmured,

"No wonder you said it was because you owed me...Brother Xiaoyi...I just want to ask...all these things over the years...are they all because...you owe me?"

"Did you... love me?"

"Like... like... loving Shen Lu, loving Du Mingcan... have you ever loved me..."

Sometimes, people are always feeling.How to say love.But Zhong Qianyi understood that if he didn't love her, it would be even more difficult to say it out loud.

How to answer, so as not to hurt him.

"Tong Xun...don't do this..."

Liao Tongxun calmed down, wiped away his tears with his hand, and turned his back to Zhong Qianyi, his voice full of exhaustion.

"Let's go, Zhong Qianyi. From now on, you don't owe me anything. My sister gave you a pair of eyes, and in exchange for you to take care of me for eight years, we...we're even... From now on, everyone will be happy , it's best not to communicate with each other forever, if you meet, just nod your acquaintance..."

After finishing speaking, he exerted all his strength, pushed Zhong Qianyi out of the door, and closed the door forcefully, blocking what Zhong Qianyi was about to say.

I don't want to hear sorry, I don't want to see his sorry expression again, I don't want to see him, I think of my humble and ridiculous self...

Since Zhong Qianyi's car accident, Liao Tongxun hasn't gotten drunk in a nightclub for a long time.But after rejecting Zhong Qianyi that day, the manic alcoholism factor in his heart was really uncontrollable, so as soon as it got dark, he drove to the old place.

He knew that there were paparazzi behind him who were waiting to see his good show. He just wanted to get drunk, he just wanted to know whether he could still get half of Zhong Qianyi's pity for himself after being drunk and dreaming of death.

Before he drank two glasses of wine and felt dizzy in anticipation, Liao Tongxun was forcibly pulled away from his seat. Before he realized what happened, the person who pulled him kicked him away hard He pulled the door of a box, pulled him into the room, threw him on the ground, and closed the door again.

Liao Tongxun raised his head full of joy, and he told himself that as long as Zhong Qianyi is still willing to come to him, as long as Zhong Qianyi still cares about him to some extent, as long as everything that has happened is not half of his wishful thinking, He is willing to start from scratch.

Forget everything related to him, love him from the beginning, pursue him, and bring him by your side with a new identity.

The moment he turned his head and saw the person who came, his heart was stung by the icy icicles of countless winters, and it was riddled with holes.

Sadness is greater than heart not dying.

"Liao Tongxun, why are you crazy!" Chen blushed angrily, pointed at Liao Tongxun's nose and scolded him, "Do you know that those people outside have followed you here from the apartment? If it wasn't for me, I think something is wrong with you these two days, so someone should watch you Looking at you, I don't know if your sunny and cheerful persona will collapse tomorrow!"

Chen was panting heavily with his hips on his hips, seeing Liao Tongxun drunkenly beating and cursing, he felt that he was punching the cotton, full of resentment that wanted to vent but could not find an outlet.

He is not a manager, he is clearly a nanny plus a coolie plus a close brother, okay?He is not bringing an artist, he is clearly looking for trouble for himself, okay?

The nanny Chen sighed helplessly, asked the waiter for a pot of tea, and sat down next to Liao Tongxun.

"I know you feel uncomfortable..." Chen poured tea and handed it to Liao Tongxun, and said lightly, "But no matter what, I don't want you to torture yourself."

Liao Tongxun leaned against the corner with his knees in his arms, sneered and said nothing.

"In your current situation, there are nothing more than two outcomes. Either, you can do everything you can to snatch him back from him, or you can knock out your teeth and have nothing to do with Xue Tun from then on. Whichever you can accept, choose Which kind. But here, drinking away your sorrows and abandoning yourself will not do you any good."

Only then did Liao Tongxun tilt his head slightly to look at Chen.

"You still have a chance kid," Chen stretched out his hand and rubbed his head, "Xiao Yi had a high fever two days ago and was hospitalized for two days. As soon as he got out of the hospital, he called you in a hurry. Tell me, if he doesn't Care about you, how can you be so anxious?"

"Is... sick?" Liao Tongxun turned around and stared at Chen in surprise.

Chen was not very clear about the specific emotional entanglements, and the matter of Zhong Qianyi's illness was also heard by chance.

"Ang, I heard that the fever is almost 40 degrees. I haven't been to the company for the past two days, so I stayed in the hospital for two days."

Liao Tongxun suddenly thought of that person's pale face, and felt pain in his heart.He scratched his hair irritably, and after a while, he murmured to Chen: "Tell me, if we start all over again, will he and I still be in time?"