Collection of essays

Lu Jiujiu boarded the forum, she clicked to edit the post, and began to type:

"A lot of people are accusing me and scolding me, but I never feel that I have done something wrong. Is it wrong to like someone? Is it wrong to like someone of the same sex? How sinful I am is that you have to force me I have come to such a situation? Is it not enough to force my parents to death? Is it right to force me to death? Why? I still can't figure out, this matter, from the beginning to the end, where was my mistake?

I just fell in love with a person, a person of the same sex.

I didn't kill anyone, and I didn't set fire to it, so why do you all hold me tight?I don't know who put up that original image, but I can tell you for sure, I, have a clear conscience.

I never felt like I was doing anything wrong, and in this case, downright.

I, Lu Jiujiu, just like An Yige, even if I want to make an enemy of the whole world, I will not separate from her.

............"

Lu Jiujiu wrote for a long time, wrote and deleted, deleted and wrote again.One word, one word, I wrote about my disappointment in the world, my doubts, my grief and indignation after my parents passed away, and my love for An Yige...

When she opened the forum and started editing the first word, it was dark, but when she typed the last word, clicked publish, and looked up, she suddenly realized that the sky had already brightened.

Lu Jiujiu wiped his face casually, only to realize that his face was full of tears without realizing it.

I don't know how long I cried.

She went to the bathroom and washed her face.She knew that just posting a post by herself was not enough.

Maybe, she thought, there was something more she needed to do.

At this moment, she found her phone rang. She saw it was an unfamiliar call, and instinctively wanted to hang up, but she didn't know why, so she swiped to answer it.

Opposite was a female voice, clear and cheerful, she didn't scold at the beginning like those before, but she introduced herself first.

She said she likes gays too.

She said that she supported Lu Jiujiu.

She said that not only her, but many people would support Lu Jiujiu.

She said that because of the random map shooting by the host, many students from universities with many female students will support them.Lu Jiujiu is not alone, and neither are they.

She said, I'm sorry, we didn't save your parents at that time.

But we've made it impossible for that person to come out for the rest of his life, she said.We've already ruined his family.

Then, the doorbell rang suddenly.

Lu Jiujiu said sorry to the phone, then walked over and opened the door.

Outside the door is An Yige.

She looked at Lu Jiujiu with tender eyes.

She said, "Jiujiu, I found out. It was Xia Yegan's fault, that's right. I've already made her pay the price."

"Jiujiu, it's almost over. When it's over, do you want to be with me?"

"Jiujiu, we may still be discriminated against, but we are no longer alone."

"Jiujiu, I have found many people like us, and they are all willing to help us."

"Jiujiu, what do you think?"

Lu Jiujiu looked at An Yige for a long time, and finally threw himself into her arms, crying loudly.

This was the first time An Yige cried after she left.

She said: "An Yige, I have nothing, I only have you."

"An Yige, you won't abandon me too, will you?"

"An Yige, An Yige, An Yige, I feel so bad, I feel so bad."

She called An Yige's name over and over again, crying, as if she wanted to cry out all the grievances of these days.

She just fell in love with someone of the same sex.

She is not wrong.

She is not wrong.

But why don't you accept them.

But why push them to this point.

But why, she still wanted to kill her parents.

Lu Jiujiu didn't understand, but he didn't want to understand either.

Everything is coming to an end.

What they have to do is to let go of all the past, all the darkness, and make great strides towards their own, new starting point.

Lu Jiujiu found her home.

An Yige also found her home.

That's it, that's it.

Anything else, don't ask any more, think again.

From the phone that was not hung up, there was a soft blessing:

"I wish you all the best of luck. No matter whether you are in good times or bad times in the future, you will still be able to stay together and trust each other like you are now."

The author has something to say:

Some people may feel rushed.

But I can't write anymore.

If you don't know what to do, you can let the world admit it better, if you don't know how to do it, you can let Lu Jiujiu let go of the fact that her parents are gone, and no matter how much she can make up for it, she will never come back.Justice is not absent, but it is already late.Its late arrival turned what could have been a perfect ending into an incomplete ending.

But how often is justice on time?

I've driven myself into a dead end.

Some people may say, wouldn't it be great if you didn't write about dead-end parents at the beginning?

However, if Lu Jiujiu's parents were not written, would Lu Jiujiu still resist?

She will only wait for An Yige to settle everything, and then come and hug her.

She would still subconsciously escape, fantasizing about all the good things, at that time.

But if you want to go on in life, you have to face and grow.

All that is needed for growth is persecution.

At least, I think so.

I think that if you don't experience loss, you will never cherish it.

I think that without growing up, Lu Jiujiu might give up An Yige or be given up by An Yige if he encounters such things a few more times in the future.

In fact, no one is willing to be an armor or a knight. If all the protection is paid without response, it will only get tired after a long time.

I am trying to write Lu Jiujiu and An Yige as two people.

It's a pity that the talents are limited, at most.

Ugh.

Then there will be a side story about why An Yige resisted Lu Jiujiu so much.

I feel like a primary school student trying to write international literature.

Ugh.