Collection of essays

Seven or eight days have passed since returning from the Tiger Clan.

The weather is gloomy, and it always looks like something is going to happen.

Jing Yang stood on the top of the mountain, looking at the sky, always feeling a little uneasy.

"what happened?"

Bian Ze came up from behind him, rubbed his head habitually, and asked.

After returning that day, Jing Yang originally thought that Bian Ze would leave.But Bian Ze said that Jing Yang is very interesting and wants to make friends with him.And he just said that he wanted to cover the rabbit clan, but he left within a day. Isn't this just slapping himself in the face, saying that the rabbit clan is not important at all.

And so, Bian Ze stayed.But no matter how Jing Yang looked at it, he felt that this guy's posture seemed to be living here for a long time.But after all, they helped me, and I also had some small thoughts that I couldn't express, so I had no choice but to acquiesce in Bian Ze's stay.

This stay is seven or eight days.

Seeing Jing Yang distracted, Bian Ze couldn't help rubbing the rabbit's fur again, and Jing Yang was so angry that he slapped his hand directly.

"Why are you rubbing my hair like that! Are you sick? Go to the doctor and prescribe medicine if you are sick!" Jing Yang covered his head with his hands and said angrily.

"Tsk. Your rabbit fur is so soft and comfortable to the touch. Of course I can't help but want to touch it more." Bian Ze still had that foolish look, smiling meanly, holding back his hands while talking. I couldn't help feeling a little itchy, but seeing Jing Yang's little appearance of jumping off the top of the mountain if he touched it again, he had no choice but to withdraw his hand resentfully.

"Then I'll call some rabbits over, how about turning them into prototypes for you to pet? You can touch them for as long as you like!" Jing Yang heard the word "your rabbits", and for some reason, Wuming felt angry and blushed. Staring at Bian Ze, his tone was like a firecracker.

"Are you willing?" Bian Ze raised his eyebrows when he heard this, and saw that Jing Yang looked like he was going to explode again, so he quickly smoothed his hair, "Okay, okay, I'm joking. How can other rabbits compare to it?" You, our Yangyang family is unique, but the best, right?"

"Huh." Jing Yang curled his lips, ignored him, just turned his head, his ears turned red quietly, and muttered softly: "Who is your Yangyang..."

Bian Ze only felt that such Jing Yang was so cute.

Bian Ze actually doesn't know why he has seen so many beauties who are prettier than Jing Yang, and countless cubs who are cuter than Jing Yang, but only Jing Yang's coquettish and awkward behavior can make him His tone softened; only Jing Yang's anger could make him willingly let go of his status as the third master of the Leopard clan, to coax and curry favor with him.

Only Jing Yang's words, deeds and demeanor can touch his heart and affect his mood.

Even when he and Jing Yang met for the first time, to be honest, he felt that it was more like a reunion after a long absence.

It's as if I had a deep bond with this person, and later separated due to various reasons, but I was not reconciled, so I reincarnated from generation to generation, crossing thousands of mountains and rivers, passing through turbulent crowds, rejecting those feasting and feasting, Yingyingyan Yan, just to find him.

Enduring those who lived for a long time, loneliness, loneliness, regret, and other emotions, finally, I finally found him.

Now whenever he thinks of these emotions, Bian Ze feels a little sour and bitter in his heart.With those complicated emotions, he couldn't help but want to hug Jing Chu, kiss him lightly, and possess him.

But he finally restrained himself.

Because he knew that at this moment, he and Jing Chu were just friends who had only known each other for seven or eight days and hit it off.

So in the end, he just walked to the edge of the cliff, and then sat on the ground, beckoning to Jing Yang at the same time, as if he wanted to have a heart-to-heart talk with him.

Jing Yang hesitated for a moment, but still obediently walked over and sat beside Bian Ze.

Posuo Mountain is very high.Looking down from the top of the mountain, the first thing you see is the lingering clouds and mist. Finally, if you have excellent eyesight, you can vaguely see the houses that are densely packed like ants under the clouds and mist.

There, is the world.

"Do you believe in past lives?"

Bian Ze's words brought back Jing Yang's thoughts.He looked at the clouds, thought for a while, and nodded slightly: "Believe it. After all, there are even monster races, so there must be gods and ghost races, then there must be three realms. The three realms are born, and reincarnation begins, so Fate is determined by cause and effect. Isn’t this what every demon should know?”

"That's right." Bian Ze smiled after listening, "But at the beginning, a long time ago, I didn't believe in reincarnation very much. Especially I didn't believe in reincarnation between monsters. I think that reincarnation is only as weak as the human race. Only the race of the world has it."

"But then I believed it." As Bian Ze said, he suddenly turned his head and looked at Jing Yang, the indecency in the past was no longer in his eyes, "I saw you for the first time, and I believed it. Because the feeling is very complicated, It's like, I've been looking for you for a long time."

Seeing Bian Ze like this, Jing Yang's heart suddenly tightened, and for some reason, he felt a little pain.

"So I thought, if there really is reincarnation, then our previous life must have been incomplete. At the very least, we must have experienced separation, and a very deep and hopeless helplessness." Bian Ze saw that Jing Yang did not answer, So he continued on by himself, but turned his head and looked at the heavy clouds and mist, as if he was missing something long ago, "When I realized this, I began to feel a little unwilling and frightened. So I chose to announce to Ao Li that your entire race is covered by me. In fact, the person I want to protect the most is you. I just want to hide you alone under my softest belly. Protecting you with your own body, and even life. It's like trying to make up for a regret that happened a long, long time ago. I don't want you to be hurt by anyone, not even myself. I think that if I want to hurt you , then I will definitely dig out my inner alchemy first. I don't know if there are monster races in this world, will there really be god races. At least, I haven't seen it yet. I have seen the most , Those human races who keep saying they want to become immortals are ignorant and self-deceiving. But if there are really god races in this world, then I want to be your god, your guardian god, and protect you to be safe, happy, healthy and happy in this life. If you I will never leave or abandon, I will depend on each other for life and death. I don’t know, would you like it?”

Bian Ze talked a lot, and this was the most Bian Ze talked since they met.He seemed to have split his heart open in front of Jing Yang, and his words were full of strong emotions.The strong emotion made Jing Yang habitually afraid, wanting to escape, wanting to refuse.But he still held back.

Jing Yang raised his head, meeting the gaze of Bian Ze who turned his head back at some point.Bian Ze's eyes are shining with golden light at this moment, after getting along with each other for the past few days, Jing Yang knows that this is what happens when Bian Ze is particularly emotional.Bian Ze focused his eyes on Jing Yang, and Jing Yang found that besides the vast world, he was the only one inside.

Jing Yang didn't know why his heart hurt even more.Jing Yang didn't know many things, especially after Bian Ze appeared.Just like now, there is always a voice in his heart resisting, shouting fiercely, telling him not to believe the nonsense of this stinky leopard. They have a rabbit family and a leopard family. They are natural enemies, and the difference in strength is so obvious. Who knows Is Bian Ze preparing winter food for himself?

And the reason why Jing Yang wanted to refuse was not limited to this, he always felt that if he and Bian Ze were together, something bad would happen.He always felt that he could not be with Bian Ze.

It's not that I dare not, it's that I can't.

But why not, he couldn't say.

It was precisely because he couldn't tell, so another voice in his heart began to rise again, asking him to try, boldly.Anyway, it's nothing more than believing in the wrong person and taking a life, so what can we be afraid of?

Jing Yang still hesitated.

He didn't notice that in the process of hesitating and fighting against himself, the golden light in Bian Ze's eyes dimmed little by little.

"That's all." Bian Ze said suddenly, then stood up, ready to leave, "You don't want to, and I don't force it, you don't have to force yourself. But I will still protect your race, after all, this is my promise. However, also That's all. Jing Yang, I really don't know why you hesitate or fear. It was the same last time in the Tiger Clan, and it's the same this time. Is it because of the nature of your Rabbit Clan? If That's really the case, that's all, blame me for seeing the wrong person, for such a timid and irresponsible coward. From then on, I will just keep my promise. As for the previous words, you can treat me as blind, Just fart."

In Bian Ze's words, there was deep disappointment.

He was really disappointed in Jing Yang.

He held out his heart, but Jing Yang retreated.

What Bian Ze wants to find is not only a partner who suits his eyes and heart, he doesn't mind that person's weakness, he thinks that he is strong enough to protect that person, and be that person's patron saint, as long as that person is willing.

But if that person doesn't take responsibility, he will be afraid of everything and fear the head and the tail.Even relying on him because of his protection, like a dodder flower.If this is the case, even if he can protect that person for the rest of his life, he is not sure whether he will feel tired and want to give up one day.

Instead of feeling blind and regretful at that time, it is better to let go earlier before the relationship is too deep.

At the very least, this is just a pity, bigger than the pain and regret in the future.

Thinking of this, Bian Ze, who has not received a response for a long time, sighed a long time, full of disappointment for Jing Yang, and finally took a step towards the direction of going down the mountain.

But Jing Yang's sudden opening stopped his footsteps.

"I may really be a little timid and worry too much."

He said.

"But I'm not without responsibility."

"I admit that I'm a little selfish. After you finished those words, I hesitated for a long time. The first thing I considered was whether you would want to harm me. I'm really sorry for your so-called deja vu, like the emotions of the previous life. No."

"I admit that I don't trust you. But after you said those words, I was really touched."

"I hesitated for a long time. Just when you were about to leave, I almost agreed to you."

"But I suddenly want to ask you a question. How much of the love you keep saying about me is caused by the influence of your so-called past lives?"

"If you didn't have those so-called past life emotions of yours, wouldn't you help me? Just because of the grace of saving my life, you just gave me a sum of money to help me get through this difficulty, and then the bridge returned to the bridge, Way back?"

"You said you were going to be my protector, to keep me safe, happy, healthy and happy all my life. I am very grateful to you for being willing to do this to me. But I am Jingyang, the patriarch of the Rabbit Clan, an imposing seven-foot man. I am very happy that you can protect me. But I want to become stronger. If you are willing to be my protector, that's fine, I am willing. I admit that I may have some thoughts about you. But I think you can't always Anywhere really protects me, I dare to say frankly, in fact, no one in this world can really do this, even the Protoss. So I actually want to become stronger and fight side by side with you. If so, are you willing?"

Jing Yang stood behind Bian Ze, looked at Bian Ze's back, and said slowly.

His tone was sincere, not as strong as Bian Ze's, just a simple narration and question.Like a snail, it cautiously probed out a tentacles to the outside world, only waiting for a result.

Take it in, or be destroyed.

Just like his people, he is cautious and has too many worries, but he refuses to admit defeat.

If Bian Ze is a piece of charcoal that burns recklessly and flamboyantly, then Jingyang may just be a piece of ice that is about to melt.

Because of his weakness, he had no choice but to apply layers of protection to himself.

What can Bian Ze do? Bian Ze had no choice but to turn around and hug him, melting his piece of ice little by little.

Bian Ze's heart also began to ache after hearing Jing Yang's words.

Since he was young, because of his strength and race, he has always pursued to do whatever he wants. He never knew that accepting a confession requires so many considerations and so many scruples.

He didn't know what Jing Yang had experienced, and how many things he had endured that he shouldn't have endured, to become what he is today.

All he knew was that Jing Yang like this made him feel even more distressed, and made him want to protect him even more.

It made him even more excited.

He just hugged Jing Yang like this, put his head on Jing Yang's shoulder, and answered Jing Yang's words bit by bit: "Yang Yang, I am very grateful for your honesty to me, and I won't blame you for not trusting me. After all, we haven't known each other for long. I don't know how much those past life factors accounted for in my so-called feelings for you. If you don't mind, I can try, from now on, to understand the current you. Use time to prove, I love This is you, not that. As for you wanting to fight with me, it doesn’t matter, I don’t mind, I’m happy instead. But you are too weak now, until you become stronger, you should be obedient, don’t be brave, fight For opponents and things that cannot be solved, let me solve them, okay? Before you become stronger, let me be your protector, okay?"

Bian Ze's tone was very gentle, trying to melt the hard shell on Jing Yang's body.

Jing Yang didn't resist, he obediently let Bian Ze lean on him, and responded softly: "Okay."

"But can you stop calling me Yangyang, it's weird. Doesn't the name Jingyang sound good?? Why do you avoid it???" Finally, I talked about everything, in order to ease the solemn atmosphere, also In order to vomit something he had to vomit, Jing Yang pushed the leopard on his body and asked with a look of disgust.

Then he responded with a passionate kiss.

After the kiss, Bian Ze smiled like a cat that stole the fish.He lowered his head again, kissed Jing Yang's flushed face, and said happily, "I just think the name Yang Yang is more intimate~ Since you don't like it, let's change it~ How about my daughter-in-law~"

Then the Third Master Bian of the Leopard Clan, who was so strong that even the Snake Clan could fight for it, was bitten by a soft and cute real rabbit with white flowers, who turned into anger and bit his hand hard.

Bian Ze smiled nonchalantly, stroked his daughter-in-law's hair in an idiotic manner, then hugged his daughter-in-law who had turned back into a prototype, and happily went back to the rabbit clan.

Shame is not at all like the leopard clan, more like the dog clan.

The two people who had finally confessed their sweet hearts did not realize that the sky at this moment was even more gloomy.

A torrential rain seems to be brewing, just waiting for a suitable time to fall and wash the world.

In the darkness, something has begun to move around.

It's going to change.

The author has something to say:

I am not afraid of the dark anymore, and I am not so obsessive anymore, and I am not crying at every turn, making trouble for no reason, and pestering people nonsense.

I am now learning, sensible and well-behaved.

They said, as long as I am good enough, you will come back.

Bless you every day.

Waiting for you everyday.