Collection of essays

It has been a long time since I met An Yige.

Later, Lu Jiujiu went to that bar several times, but he never met An Yige.

Then, a few days later, school opened.

The most exciting thing for the art department (boys) after the start of school is that the school will start a welcome party. I heard that a beautiful lady from the music department will come to sing.

Will it be An Yige?

Listening to their discussion, Lu Jiujiu was a little dazed. After realizing what he was thinking just now, he couldn't help laughing that he was really dazed.

Really, how can I think of her in everything.

She is obviously different from before, and she even treats herself so badly.

But, why still can't let it go?

An Yige, you are like a poison.

Lu Jiujiu lowered his eyes to hide his loneliness.

An Yige, it's been so long since we met again, how are you doing now?

"Twenty-nine! Are you going to the party tonight!" A lively voice suddenly sounded beside Lu Jiujiu. Lu Jiujiu looked up, and it was her new friend, Xia Ye.

Xia Ye is a very familiar girl, different from Lu Jiujiu's Quiet, she has gotten to know almost everyone in her class after the first day of school, and even the teacher is always very friendly to her.

She is like a little sun that shines, full of vigor that young people should have.

Even Lu Jiujiu couldn't help feeling a little resistance and disgust towards her.

But even so, Lu Jiujiu still didn't like places that were too noisy, so she replied, "I don't want to go."

"Why! I heard that the young lady in the music department is very good at singing! She's also handsome! She's so beautiful!" Xia Ye made an exaggerated expression after hearing Lu Jiujiu's answer, she didn't dare Looking at Lu Jiujiu in confidence, it seemed that what Lu Jiujiu didn't want to go to was not the welcome party, but some kind of international awards ceremony.

"So, have you seen that young lady?"

"No, but I'm curious. Erjiu, why don't you go with me~"

"You can find someone else, you have so many friends."

"But my friends have to accompany their friends, so I only have you left. If you don't agree, then I don't want to go! It's boring!" After finishing speaking, Xia Ye made an aggrieved expression, Finally managed to make Lu Jiujiu laugh.

"Okay, I'll go with you." Lu Jiujiu let go, looking at Xia Ye who was jumping around excitedly, couldn't help but feel brighter along with him.

Xia Ye is indeed a little sun.

No wonder everyone liked her.

not like myself.

Lu Jiujiu thought of An Yige again, and his bright mood sank down.

But soon Xia Ye jumped over again, Lu Jiujiu tried his best to make himself forget about An Yige for the time being, and followed Xia Ye in a cooperative fight.

It was finally night.

Lu Jiujiu followed Xia Ye who had been chattering all the way to the school auditorium.Because the news about that young lady had already spread, Lu Jiujiu always felt that today's auditorium was extremely lively.

She couldn't help but also looked forward to seeing that young lady.

But when she saw that young lady, she couldn't help feeling complicated.

That person is An Yige.

An Yige didn't see himself.Yes, after all, there are so many people in the auditorium.

She hugged the guitar, tried the soundtrack first, and then started to play.

When she sang the first line, the entire auditorium fell silent, but Lu Jiujiu couldn't help but burst into tears.

In a trance, she seemed to have returned to the past when they were still playing together.

"I let go of my stubbornness,

You let go of your pride,

We each took a step back,

Take another step back.

Finally we found out,

When did we start to have a distance. "

An Yige was still playing and singing on her own. Lu Jiujiu had heard this song before, and An Yige made it up. After singing two verses, she got stuck and made her laugh a lot.

But now, An Yige made it into a song.

"Apologize, apologize, apologize,

Back and back and back and back.

Can you not always ask for completeness,

How can love be really comprehensive.

Finally we started arguing,

Finally we want to separate.

But still too much love,

I let go of my stubbornness,

You let go of your pride..."

After Xia Ye finished listening to An Yi's singing, she turned her head and saw Lu Jiujiu who was crying so hard that she was in a daze.

"Two nine? Nine nine? Are you okay?"

Xia Ye wiped away tears for Lu Jiujiu in a panic, and kept asking, her eyes were full of worry.

"I...I want to go back..." Lu Jiujiu cried, but Xia Ye was still worried: "Then I can take you back. Which building do you live in?"

"I live off-campus..."

"..."

Xia Ye was silent for a while after listening to Lu Jiujiu's answer, but quickly led Lu Jiujiu out of the auditorium decisively, and then called her roommate, saying that she had something to do tonight and asked them to help Cover up.

After finishing speaking, Xia Ye patted Lu Jiujiu on the head, and said, "Okay, let's go, and send the little crying bag home."

"You're just a little crybag!" Lu Jiujiu stared at Xia Ye dissatisfied, and Xia Ye touched Lu Jiujiu's face with a smile: "You're crying so hard, aren't you a little crybag?"

"Go away, you green leaf! You are the crying bag! Your whole family is!"

"What is the green leaf??! You better explain it to me, Little Crying Bag!"

"Pooh."

The two laughed and laughed, but they didn't know how dazzling this scene was in the eyes of the other person.

"So soon, I have a new friend... Jiujiu..."

An Yige covered her aching chest, but forced a smile, even though there was no one around.

"It's great to leave me. Look, you're having a good life too? Jiujiu, I wish you happiness. Live well and don't come to me anymore."

An Yige finished these words softly, turned around and prepared to leave.At the same moment, Lu Jiujiu suddenly panicked, as if he was about to lose something important.

She looked around in a panic, and then saw An Yige's back.

Lonely, as if abandoned by the whole world.

For a moment, Lu Jiujiu had only one thought in mind, to catch up with her, or he would lose her again.

So Lu Jiujiu ran towards An Yige, and shouted her name loudly.

An Yige stopped in her tracks, turned her head, and saw Lu Jiujiu running towards her, her face full of surprise.

But soon, she adjusted her expression, and she had the same cynical smile as if she didn't care about anything before: "Oh, isn't this the lady who followed me that day? Why, I regret it ?think……"

Before he finished speaking, Lu Jiujiu had already hugged her.

An Yige's body stiffened like a board for a moment.

"I don't want you to go. I don't want you to go. I can accept whatever you do, okay if you don't go?" Lu Jiujiu hugged An Yige, crying and begging bitterly.

Her answer was a sigh.

"Lu Jiujiu, didn't I say, don't do this."

"But, I'm afraid you'll leave again."

An Yige's hand lightly fell on Lu Jiujiu's back, comforting Lu Jiujiu: "If I don't leave, I will hurt you."

"But if you leave, you will hurt me even more. Then you might as well not leave. An Yige, I have been looking for you for a long, long time. When you are not here, my heart is very empty. An Yige, I am sad, I'm so uncomfortable, you know?" Lu Jiujiu said, crying louder.

What can An Yige do, she can only surrender.

Lu Jiujiu couldn't let An Yige go, and An Yige couldn't let Lu Jiujiu go either.

If it wasn't for the fear of hurting her, who would willingly choose to leave.

But, "Lu Jiujiu, you and I can only be friends now, do you know that?"

"I know, I know."

"Fool."

An Yige sighed helplessly, but still hugged Lu Jiujiu.

Forget it, so be it.

But don't worry, I will be your armor, and you only need to be my weakness.

Since you can't escape, let's face it.

I won't hurt you like this again, I swear.

An Yige looked down at the person in his arms, his eyes were full of tenderness and distress.

After all, she still failed Lu Jiujiu, and for such a long time.

The protection she thought would only make Lu Jiujiu hurt more.

Then, she will be Lu Jiujiu's armor.

She will treat Lu Jiujiu well and make up for all the debts she owed her.

The author has something to say:

now!sky!special!Don't!open!Heart!

The favorite... Big is back!More text!I'm so happy!

happy happy!

Happy to send candy!

→_→The result is still sprinkled with glass slag...

Anyway, it’s barely sugar in the future, right? QvQ

Happy to die today!

I am so happy that I want to go to heaven!Shoulder to shoulder with the sun!Then run ten laps around the earth!Draw another hundred sketches!

→_→Well, of course I just think about it, it can't really exist.

╮(￣▽￣)╭especially the last one~

Xia Ye is actually very good at doing things.

Are you looking forward to her performance, little angels~