Chunsheng

6,

"If it's a woman, it's probably time to call the police."

Lu Boyan carried two bags of food and watched He Gu carrying the naked and unconscious man with one hand.

"Can you close the door?" He Gu glanced at him, and threw the towel in his hand into the washbasin.

Lu Boyan put the plastic bag on his hand. "Why didn't I see you take care of me like this when I was sick? Did you change your gender? Or was it the aftereffects of being hit on the head with a stick two days ago?"

"If you don't mind being stripped naked, I can let you experience it now."

"Don't! Forget it." Lu Boyan was used to Faxiao's poisonous tongue, and turned to play with the little hapless guy on the bed. "Oh, this guy is hot as if he just came out of the oven. It's been a few days, and if you really leave him at home like this, aren't you afraid that this nameless person will die in your home?"

"Lin Zixi."

"what?"

"For the past two days, I've been talking about him in a daze, saying that his name is Lin Zixi." He Gu ignored Lu Boyan and put him on the bed. "So if he is really dead, we can help him erect a monument."

"Can you report yourself when you're dizzy? You're talented." Lu Boyan sighed, and after glancing at He Gu, he turned around and unwrapped the newly bought noodle soup for him, and handed it over carefully. "Hey, haven't you been rambling about this bowl of noodles for the past two days? Today I stopped by and bought it for you."

He Gu looked at him, and there was a hint of a smile on his cold face. "Why, what did you do again?"

"No, no." Lu Boyan laughed a few times and didn't say anything. He just handed over the chopsticks and soup bowls, and ate the noodles one bite at a time.After a long time, he muttered carefully. "It's... what I told you last time... about the west of the city."

He Gu paused for a moment, and his chewing slowed down. "...Bo Yan, I thought I made this matter very clear to you last time. You know, I would never turn around and sell someone who Uncle Ming helped me with."

"This is not for sale." Lu Boyan was persuasive. "Why, Uncle Ming just doesn't allow us to touch drugs. He didn't say that we are not allowed to take private work. This time, it is just a delivery. It is as simple as making sure that the things arrive at the scene and watching the handover. You just ship it as a courier, why bother What's in it."

"But I know, and you know too." He Gu looked at Lu Boyan. "Lu Boyan, I've always thought you're a clear-headed guy. You don't know what we're doing. Even if you say things are going to change, he can let you ship a "goods" for no reason to the west of the city. There is no such thing as a pie in the sky. Unless...you don’t plan to transport things at all, but plan to change hands.”

"It's been so long, why are you still like this." Lu Boyan raised his voice. "Why can you stop being like this all the time? Have you really forgotten what we are doing? To put it bluntly, we are just two punks, two dogs following people. This kind of affectionate and righteous look gives me Who's watching."

He scratched his head irritably, "I told you clearly, if Uncle Ming doesn't eat this piece of fat, someone will eat it. Some people want to mess with Uncle Ming just because he doesn't like it, so the higher-ups have sent someone here. Normally, we don't have a bright future. This is a fucking opportunity. I took this route with great difficulty. As long as I do a good job, I will have a good life in the future. Are you really going to die with that stubborn old man because of that little kindness? !"

"Broken kindness? If there had been no Uncle Ming back then, my grandmother's ashes would have been lost!" He Gu was a little annoyed.

"Yes! Yes! Grandma! Grandma! If it weren't for him, grandma's ashes would be robbed by the killer! But why, why don't you think about it, is it he who helped you more or me? If it wasn't for me then you His mother is already in jail! Did you forget that you pushed my dad down the stairs with your own hands?!"

The things on the cabinet fell to the floor.

He Gu slammed his back against the wall, and his entire internal organs were instantly stirred together.

Bags of things fell to the ground, emitting hot mist. They were all He Ge's favorite things in the past.

"You...fuck!" Lu Boyan gripped his neckline. "This is called ungrateful." Suddenly, the fist landed on the cheekbone fiercely, He Gu only felt his head buzzing, Lu Boyan ignored his movements, and punched him in the stomach again.

He Gu panicked from the pain and didn't want to resist. He calmly looked up into Lu Boyan's eyes, just waiting for him to calm down.

They just looked at each other like this, and Lu Boyan's furious panting was heard in his ears. He thought that Lu Boyan had calmed down, and they could still talk.It's just different from before, but Lu Boyan slowly lowered his head, he seemed to be hesitating for something, and he didn't speak for a long time.Messy bangs cover the eyes.

"...Why. My dad, he seems to be in trouble." His voice was hoarse and tired, and he was trembling even when he let go of his hand. "I just said two days ago that he probably won't have a good life for a few years. You know, that guy drank a lot back then." He took two steps back and looked at He Gu with a wry smile.

"You know, I hate him, but it's my own father anyway, why, I have to let him live a better life. I can't help it. "

The whole house fell silent.

The days of early spring are always as cold as winter, and the wind blows in through the open door, causing even the spine to tremble uncontrollably.

When did Lu Boyan leave?He Gu leaned against the wall and looked at the ceiling, and slowly lost his strength and slid to sit on the ground.

The whole room was eerily quiet, and the temperatureless lamps, like cold sunlight, illuminated the night.

"...why..."

Someone called him.He turned his head slowly when he heard the sound.The person on the bed woke up and was watching him quietly.It was a pair of extremely strange sights, faint, like a flame that was about to be extinguished. "Your name... why?"

That was the first time he saw Lin Zixi's eyes. — Bright, like the rising sun.

【7】

City C is the only place Lin Zixi has been to twice.

During this period he changed three guardians.

"If I were you, I'd jump from here."

This is what the leader said to him when he was forced to the rooftop by a group of people.At that time, Lin Zixi was just in the third grade. As a transfer student, he looked flattering and cowardly, so he naturally became the standard "target of bullying" for the whole class.

Lin Zixi still remembered that at that time, there was always a long embankment to go from home to school, and Lin Yu, who was the leader, happened to be his neighbor.Every day when he goes to and from school, he always blocks him, sometimes leading a group of people to push him off the embankment.A sloping embankment covered with gravel.The other party was condescending, smiling at his struggling appearance.

If he showed a frightened expression, the other party would let him go, so Lin Zixi cooperated very well.

Until one time, Lin Yu rushed out from behind him, and he subconsciously turned his body.The man fell down the gravel-filled embankment.With a small body, limbs rolled across the concrete surface indiscriminately, and the person landed on the sandy ground in the distance, twitched a few times and then stopped moving.

Lin Zixi vaguely heard several screams and the click of bones breaking.

He stood and walked down the embankment slowly, stood beside Lin Yu and looked down at him until the sun sank to the bottom of the mountain, and walked towards home step by step.

That night, Lin Yu was found with broken ribs and internal bleeding and was sent to the HCU.

The next day, the parents came to the door and asked why Lin Zixi didn't save her.Lin Zixi thought of a pretty good reason. "Because I was too scared, so I forgot."

It's a pity that he was only a child at that time, and he still couldn't learn to pretend to be too decent, and his twisted expression was weird and ridiculous.He was kicked by the guardian and fell on the wooden cabinet by the entrance. "I think your mother was crazy at the beginning, and she gave birth to such a vicious person like you without taking her life!"

He didn't hear clearly, and slowly looked up at her, as if he wanted to confirm again. "……What did you say?"

"I said your mother, why did you give birth to you, a villain!"

That was the first time Yolin had erupted since Xi was born.He pushed people away and rushed out the door, running wildly without knowing the purpose or direction.

His heart seemed to be split, he clutched his collar tightly, he opened his mouth wide and found it difficult to breathe.He didn't know how long he ran until he lost his strength and huddled in a strange street corner and couldn't move.

"Hey, why are you crying?"

In the sun, everything is bright and blurred.

Lin Zixi slowly raised his head, and the figure of the young man in front of him was almost blurred by the sun.He suddenly grabbed hold of the other party, as if grabbing a life-saving straw. "...Mom, my mother..."

The man leaned down and wiped the corners of his eyes. "Mom? Are you lost? What's your name? I'll take you to find her."

Lin Zixi gritted her teeth and shook her head desperately, tears streaming down the other's fingers.

He thought, what should he tell him.

It was a strange feeling, warm and uncomfortable.

——She gave birth to you without taking her life.

do you know?It turned out that that person, that irresponsible woman in other people's mouth, didn't abandon him on purpose.

She just risked her own life to let him come into this world, so she couldn't accompany him through this lonely world.

How was he going to tell him?

The temperature of the skin came from the back of the neck, and the contact made people feel sad and relieved.

Paranoid like him.Never knowing what love is, and never feeling the so-called tenderness, neither extravagant nor longing, he hid himself in a cold and damp cave.No pain and no sorrow.

But at this time, the sunlight shone in, tearing away his layers of shell, exposing the wound.

He felt someone pressing him into his arms.The little boy struggled for a while, and finally buried his head and cried like a child.

You too were once loved.

This is about the first time Lin Zixi heard words related to love when he came to this world.